The prince is sick: it is too enchanting to marry the princess

Chapter 619 Open and honest

Ji Qingxue narrowed her phoenix eyes slightly, and said nothing to Nan Gongyan's words.

Nan Gongyan looked back quietly, there was nostalgia and affection in his eyes, but more greed.

Ever since she knew her true identity a long time ago, Nan Gongyan has been worrying about gains and losses.

During the year without her, he used almost masochistic methods to numb himself.

Lovesickness has always been deep in my bones, and I don't see my lover back then.

So when he knew that Ji Qingxue was still alive, he was grateful and terrified. He didn't know how to face her like this. He wanted to get close but was afraid of scaring her.

"If our feelings are true, then I forget everything, and you should be very sad."

Ji Qingxue spoke hesitantly, Nan Gongyan's eyes were full of sadness, now he only felt that even his mouth was bitter.

"Axue, although I am a man, I am also vulnerable. I may be able to bear the loss of you for the first time, but I cannot bear the same pain again." Nangong Yan smiled reluctantly, "I have always been in front of you She was very calm. But what I am really afraid of, Axue, is not that you have forgotten me as a person, but that you have also forgotten your feelings for me. "

When a cat is courting a person, it will show its softest belly to the other person.

The more you care, the more you will be like this.

In front of that person, he will inadvertently reveal the softest and most vulnerable part of himself, carefully curry favor with him, and approach him with trepidation.

Use this almost tragic way to tell the other party that you are my favorite and the person I trust the most.

And exposing your weakness will only lead to two results. One is to have someone you trust with all your heart, and the other is to turn your trust into a sharp knife and stab you at your most vulnerable place.

Nangongyan is exactly like this now, he looked at the person in front of him helplessly, and said: "Axue, before I met you, I might be invincible, but after I met you, I have a weakness, I don't care about you." I beg you to accept it immediately, but can you, can you just treat this as a chance for us to get to know each other again. Don't be afraid, don't run away, just stay by my side, okay?"

Nan Gongyan got up suddenly, walked around the table and came to Ji Qingxue, and then hugged her tightly into his arms.

Through the thin clothes, Ji Qingxue could clearly hear that person's heartbeat, beating again and again, every beat seemed to hit her own heart.

"Axue, I racked my brains, just want to keep you by my side. Oh, I'm useless like this, but I'm also afraid, I can't bear it, and I collapse. I can't imagine if I If I lose you again, what will I do myself. A Xue, you can't be so selfish, you can't just leave me like this, and then just walk away without caring about anything. "

In the past, Nangong Yan was cold-tempered and always reticent, but this time he was probably really pushed into a hurry, and it was hard for him to say so many words in one breath.

After all, he was not sure, Ah Xue was able to stay now only out of a momentary curiosity, but if he could do it later, what could he do to keep her in the future.

What Nan Gongyan didn't know was that Ji Qingxue felt extremely at ease when he said his seemingly hypocritical and fragile words.

The most fearful thing in a relationship is calculation, so it is better to be honest and relatively straightforward.

Nangongyan's words made Ji Qingxue feel his true feelings for her. At that moment, Ji Qingxue didn't say anything, but closed her eyes gently, listening to the man's heartbeat quietly.

The human body is sometimes more honest than the mouth, and the response is more direct.

"What if I can't remember it for the rest of my life." Inexplicably, I felt that my eyes were a little hot and humid. If everything was true, wouldn't it be too unfair to this man.

Nan Gongyan's holding hands tightened instantly: "I said it's okay if you can't remember, we will create new memories if you don't have memories, as long as you don't leave me."

Ji Qingxue suddenly felt a little sore in her heart, she raised her head from his chest: "Stay by your side, what can you give me?"

Nan Gongyan looked down at the little woman in his arms, a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "I'll give you my life, okay?"

If the man is lying, then his acting skills are too good.

If it is true, then how much does this man in front of him love himself to speak such words.

There was a smile on Ji Qingxue's face, and this was probably the most touching love story she had ever heard: "Your life is worthless, what should I use it for?"

"Who said that? My life is valuable. Think about it. I am the emperor of Dayan, and you are my queen. Everything about me is yours. Climb up my big tree, and you will soon be able to Make a fortune and reach the pinnacle of life!"

Nan Gongyan kissed her bright eyes gently and restrainedly: "So Axue, don't think about running away from me, I'll give you whatever you want."

At this moment, Ji Qingxue thought that she might have been bewitched.

When the two were warming up, Fu An said outside the hall: "The food in the emperor's dining room is ready, you can try some."

Only then did Ji Qingxue regain her senses, and escaped from Nangongyan's arms again. Nangongyan found it very funny to see her lowering her head and refusing to look at herself, but she didn't want to spoil the rare atmosphere at this moment. This Fu'an came at the right time.

"Bring it in." Nan Gongyan took Ji Qingxue's hand and walked towards the table, "It's so boring for me to eat alone, so Ah Xue should accompany me."

Just as Ji Qingxue wanted to refuse, Nangongyan pushed her down on the chair. Nangongyan sighed: "It's true that I haven't eaten for some time. Isn't Axue even willing to satisfy this wish?"

Obviously he just sighed slightly, but in Ji Qingxue's view, he seemed to be abandoned by someone, and his heart began to tug again.

"Understood, hurry up and eat!"

"You should eat some meat! When you hugged me just now, the bones in your body almost hurt me!"

Ji Qingxue put a lot of meat in his bowl with her own hands, Nan Gongyan's eyes flashed, and a gentle smile appeared on his face.

Regarding the sudden feeling in her heart, Ji Qingxue was also very helpless, feeling strange and at a loss, the key point was that she still took it for granted.

It was as if she should be like this, caring about him for granted.

Afterwards, Ji Qingxue discovered that Nan Gongyan had a problem. He didn't know how to pick up vegetables himself, and only ate what he picked up for him.

Ji Qingxue asked him, "Why don't you bring food yourself?"

"Because I like you to serve me food." There are smiles between the lines.

"Could it be that the two of us were like this before?" If it was true, Ji Qingxue would look at her with admiration, because she would have been so hypocritical at times.

Unexpectedly, Nangong Yan shook his head and smiled evilly: "It wasn't in the past. This habit started from now on."

Ji Qingxue blinked her eyes, thinking, why do I suddenly feel like I've been blackmailed, is there still time for me to throw my chopsticks?

(End of this chapter)