Xiangmen Concubine: The Emperor's Abandoned Concubine

Chapter 762 A person's life forever (10)

Trying hard to control the jealousy in my heart, I didn't expect to see Mo Qing's figure when I reached the riverside.Seeing the doubt on her face, I was anxious.

Mo Qing actually left, that's right, why did I forget, the information shows that Mo Qing is ashamed of her, and will not see her until her head disease is cured.

And I said that Mo Qing is waiting for us here, I...

Mianmian, you just glanced at the jade pendant in your hand, and said you know without hesitation.

On the boat, I started to make tea.

If I explain it directly again, I will refuse again, even indifferently.I thought of making tea, a perfect opportunity, and a rare happy time we had.

While making tea, I talked softly over and over again.

I said: "Many times I watch you make tea and look at the softness between your brows. I really hope that time can stop at that moment. Or, I never know, the woman who is making tea in front of you gently and has a heroic brow , is the one I want to destroy."

I just opened my mouth, but Mianmian interrupted me.

The tea was boiled, and the conversation was also diverted.

Mianmian asked me why Mo Qing was in Shizi Mansion, and I told her about meeting Mo Qing.And from meeting Mo Qing, then knowing the clue from Mo Qing, to grasping this clue, knowing the identity of Mianmian Secret Door Qingyin...

Listening to Mianmian talking about the first encounter, the rescue encounter was actually a well-planned layout, the smile on my face that I was struggling to maintain finally froze.

If it were me, what would happen if I knew that the other party was using me from the very beginning?
Mianmian didn't ask any more questions, but her cold and piercing eyes told me everything.

She minds, maybe even hates me.

On the days of escaping, I was by her side and took care of her carefully. I only hope that this road will never end.I also hope that there will be no one chasing after me.

In this world, there are only two of us.I am her Changxi, she is my Mianmian...

No status, no power and wealth, no family, country, and responsibilities...

However, Mianmian told me again and again what is reality.

She said that life is only a few decades, and it is better to face reality than to live in what if.

She said that her reality is that she needs to avoid Feng Jiuyou, she needs to avoid the court, and she needs to live the life I want.

Staring at me with clear and menacing eyes, with a cold face, she said: "Don't forget, my identity can be changed at any time, but you can't!"

What a calm and smart woman, she can see everything clearly and understand everything.But being clear does not necessarily mean that she will forgive me.Perhaps it is because of my identity that she will go further.

My heart trembled suddenly, and I suddenly thought about it, I was never the prince of Nanjun.Everything that was envied by the world in the past has now become the biggest obstacle for me to stay by her side.

But Mianmian, do you know that from the moment I was waiting for you in the temple, from the moment I knew what I was thinking, I never thought about letting go of your hand.

I told her that Tianzihao is coming.

Seeing Tianzihao embrace her, and the attachment in her eyes and the concern and trust in her words, my heart began to ache again.

Watching her bury her head on Tianzihao's chest, she said to him in a very low voice: "I've been waiting, I've been waiting. I'm afraid that I will stay there for the rest of my life."

Standing on the deck, I stared at the river in a daze.

Holding the wine glass in his hand, he did not drink it for a long time.According to my plan, when I saw Tianzihao, it was the time when I separated from her.Feng Jiuyou is not easy to deal with, if I don't pay attention, all my plans will be in vain.

The Shizi Mansion will definitely not be able to hide it from Feng Jiuyou, it's only a matter of time.It is lucky to be able to delay for so long now.In the carriage, I looked at Mo Qing who almost hid himself in the dark, and asked him if he regretted it?
Ask him, why not ask myself?

Ask him, why not mocking yourself?
Regret, we all regret it.

As a local brand name, Mo Qing regrets the harm caused to her by her youth and ignorance.I didn't know until then that Mianmian's serious head disease actually started when she was five years old.

I looked at Mo Qing, and couldn't tell what I felt in my heart for a moment.

Are you dissatisfied? Naturally, you are dissatisfied.

At that time, Mianmian was only five years old, yet he could do anything to her?
Distressed?Distressed, now she is the woman on the tip of my heart, how can I not feel distressed?I've seen her suffer from headaches so hideous that she barely recognizes anyone.

A strong and stubborn person like her would cry out in such pain that it would be better to kill her. One can imagine how painful it was?If it is not to the extreme, who would not want to live.

She was thinking about her mother, if she hadn't reached a desperate situation, there was really no way to avoid the pain that would make life worse than death, how could she even ignore her mother?

Looking at Mo Qing who was hidden in the darkness, I slightly pursed my lips and stopped looking at him.

For so many years, he has been looking for medicine everywhere, trying to cure her serious illness.

Thinking of Mo Qing, I couldn't help but think of myself.Because of Mo Qing's momentary mistake back then, it has been nearly ten years since Mo Qing had seen her.As for me, I took advantage of Mianmian's trust in me, when can I get her forgiveness?

Or, will you never forgive me for the rest of your life?

At that time, how did I know that it was better not to have been forgiven than to have been forgiven.But I'm just a mere mortal, how can I guess what God's will is?

Even though I tried my best, I still pushed her away from Mianmian at that moment when she was closest to her.

From then on, Stranger Things in the End of the World has been going on forever...

On the way back to Jingling City, news of the Queen's disappearance was everywhere.Hearing that the emperor had abandoned the civil and military ministers of the Manchu Dynasty on the day he ascended the throne, he couldn't help being surprised.

Feng Jiuyou, is he really moved?

Hehe, with such a woman, how can it be possible to not be sincere?Didn't the original me also think that in this life, it is impossible to meet a woman who can make me treat each other wholeheartedly?
But in fact?
Feng Jiuyou's people came very quickly, even though they took some precautions, they were still caught off guard.I was worried about Mianmian's safety, so after turning back to Jingling City, I hurried to Huancheng again.

Although Tian Zihao didn't say anything, but who was the masked boy who appeared on the boat that night if he wasn't Huang Zihao?
The Cen Mansion Lanyue, that frail young man, at such a young age, is already the head of the Cen Mansion who holds the economic lifeline of the Fengtian Dynasty.

Those seemingly gentle and harmless faces, if it wasn't for Mo Qing, if it wasn't for me to be vigilant, how would I know that the yellow name among the four guardians of the secret door has always been within the ring city not far from Jingling City.

I don't have the energy to think about the matter of Huang Zihao taking over the moon. After hearing the news that Feng Jiuyou left the palace to look for the queen, I felt uneasy.

He has the temperament of destroying if he can't get it. If Mianmian falls into his hands again, if he is sincere, Mianmian's life will be safe, but in this life, he will be imprisoned by his side forever.

It took so much energy to let Tianzihao leave with Mianmian, how could I allow such a thing to happen?

Many times I wondered, if I hadn’t gone to Huancheng, if I hadn’t been injured during the Huancheng, and I wasn’t under the control of others, would this be the end of me and Mianmian, isn’t that the case?
(End of this chapter)