Five-year-old milk group: Daddy's brother is spoiled

Chapter 748 Ruan Mengmeng questioned herself

Through the stairs, Ruan Mengmeng looked at Jin Zhi who was squatting at the door of the ward, crying uncontrollably. She also covered her mouth, unable to control her tears.

Until Xu Jinnian hugged her into his arms.

"Why is that?"

She didn't know why life was going so well, why suddenly they were about to lose the most important person?
Xu Jinnian knew about Fu Ye's disease.

He also felt uncomfortable.

He didn't know how to comfort Ruan Mengmeng, because he couldn't even comfort him now, Fu Ye and him were like his own brother, and now his brother couldn't get any treatment when he had the most power, so he could only To be able to look at him helplessly, slowly walking towards the end of his life, he is also very helpless now, and he also hates it!
"If Fu Ye really can't be saved, what will Jin Zhi do? I don't even dare to imagine... Xu Jinnian, we are reborn, we think we have great abilities, but now we can't even save the people closest to us , I can’t save Grandpa, I can’t save Ruan’s Village, I can’t keep Grandma and them, and now I can’t even keep Fu Ye... What use am I? How should I face Jin Zhi, what should I do? how……"

Ruan Mengmeng raised her hand and slapped her hard across the face.

Two consecutive slaps.

Xu Jinnian held her hand.

"We are reborn, we just have a little more ability than them, we are human and not gods! We can't predict the matter of illness! Mengmeng... People have life and death, we can't keep it."

He looked at Ruan Mengmeng who was blaming him all over his face, rubbed his fingers against the slap marks on her face, and his growling voice rang in her ears.

"I'll try."

"What's the use... what's the use for us..."

Ruan Mengmeng muttered to herself.

Xu Jinnian stared at her in a daze.

"Mengmeng, losing people around us is also the way we must go. Fu Ye didn't tell us, what he worried about was that you blame yourself, you blame yourself for grandpa's affairs, and you also blame yourself for the Ruanjiacun's affairs, you Look at you all these years."

He took Ruan Mengmeng's hand and rolled up her sleeves.

All I saw were scars on the white arm. It was Ruan Mengmeng who dreamed back at midnight. As long as she dreamed of Ruanjiacun and her grandfather, she would stab her arm fiercely. Over time, she Both of my arms are scarred. The old scars are not completely healed, and new scars will appear again.

She used self-harm to redeem herself.

"Those things are not your fault at all. Why do you want to take them all on you? You can't control Fu Ye's illness. You can help him find the source of his heart. You can save him because of chance. If you can't save him, it's because you are powerless. , these things are not burdens that you blame yourself, Mengmeng...why do you take life and death so seriously?"

Ruan Mengmeng lowered her head and said nothing.

In her mind, there are all those people who died in front of her. She seems to have kept nothing. She really failed in life and thought she was a genius. Looking at Fu Ye, she couldn't help Jin Zhi to keep it.

"Xu Jinnian, Fu Ye is because of us."

She spoke hoarsely.

Xu Jinnian was taken aback.

"When Fu Ye was young, he was given medicine for the virus. The medicine had already infected his body. He didn't feel better at all. But in order to make me feel better, he didn't tell me at all. I checked it out. Xu Jinnian is all because of us, because Fu Ye is less than fifty, he is about to leave this world, we are the ones who caused Jin Zhi to lose Fu Ye!"

Ruan Mengmeng raised her head.

Xingmou stared at the man in front of her, and she said word by word, "Do you really think it has nothing to do with us? In fact, everything has something to do with us. I replaced Ruan Ning's mother's child and survived. Mo Yucheng knew that I'm not his child, he still plans for me, everyone is because of me, and the Ruan Family Village died because of me, how can you think that their deaths have nothing to do with us! It's all our fault!"

Speaking of the end.

She almost screamed.

"Xu Jinnian! We are the source of disaster!"

She asked Xu Jinnian back.

"If it was me lying inside today, would you still be able to speak so calmly, life and death are life and death?"

Xu Jinnian couldn't answer the question.

He looked at the paranoid woman.

The hand holding her arm tightened a little.

"Mengmeng, this is not the same at all!"

"What's different?"

Ruan Mengmeng leaned against the railing, "Your so-called difference is just that you think that Fu Ye is a brother to you. Although it is important in your heart, it is not so important that you will be heartbroken if you lose him. So you think it is different, but Xu Jinnian, you are different from me, many people sacrificed their lives for my arrival, and my burdens are never different from yours!"

She smiled bitterly.

Finger poked his chest.

"The beating heartbeat here was bought by Ruan Ning's mother with the lives of her and her children. Maybe in your heart, you will think that they protect me so well. It's because they have selfishness in it, and they all have their own. The purpose, but I don't think so, I can't figure it out just because the Ruan Family Village protects me with their lives."

"Mengmeng, you can't do this... Don't force those things on you. It's not your responsibility. Why do you have to torture yourself like this? I just don't want you to torture you endlessly..."

Xu Jinnian controlled himself.

How could he not be sad?

He is also a tool for people who are not heartless!
"I know, I know what you want to tell me, Xu Jinnian, you gave me a complete childhood, you gave me a perfect marriage, and you gave me a pair of smart children, I have everything, I She should be the happiest woman in the world, but I am actually happy." Ruan Mengmeng lowered her head.

She looked at her toes.

Hoarseness.

"But I can't forget, I can't forget anything, I know very well what sacrifices my happiness is based on, that's why..."

"Ruan Mengmeng!"

Xu Jinnian roared.

He was really going to be pissed off by this woman, they couldn't get out of this alley, could they?

Do we have to suffocate in the alley?
He squeezed Ruan Mengmeng's shoulder.

"Yes! Those people sacrificed for you, so why don't you think about what they sacrificed for? Is it to see you complaining about yourself here?
Ruan Mengmeng, I admit that I, Xu Jinnian, schemed against people's hearts. I was so ruthless that I schemed against myself, but why do you think I have no heart!
I'm human too, do you think I want to save Fu Ye?It's Fu Ye who knows there is no hope, and he doesn't want us to embarrass him!Do you really want to live up to his good intentions? "

when you come.

Xu Jinnian received a call from Fu Ye, in which Fu Ye told him to give up searching all over the world, he didn't want to go to this point because of his effort.

At that time, he was so angry that he wanted to drive this man away.

When you hear what he said later.

He was silent.

No matter when.

Fu Ye would still consider them.

"Fu Ye said, we are old, our future is not important, what is important is our descendants, their future is the future, if we use the power in our hands now, and spend a lot of time because of him, it will only make the rebound , leaving it to the juniors, he doesn't want to implicate the juniors because of him, Mengmeng... we are not as good as Fu Ye."

(End of this chapter)