I would rather be a farmer's wife after rebirth

Chapter 119 Past Life Extra Story 2
Lin Yun had been sitting alone in the Bibo Pavilion for a long time.The servant girl was pushed back by her, and she just stared at the lotus in the lake like that, and kept staring, without moving, for a long time.

Qin Zhao has been here for a while, but he doesn't come forward.Just stand in the distance.She looked at the lotus, and he looked at her.

The summer wind was a bit chilly, and Lin Yun's body shivered when the cool wind blew past, obviously a little chilly.Qin Zhao frowned when he saw it.

Without thinking too much, he stepped forward in two steps, took off the cloak on his body, and wrapped it around Lin Yun.There was a bit of pity and blame in his eyes, "It's not like you don't know that you are weak. If you don't stay indoors, what are you doing here with the cold wind blowing?"

Lin Yun remained silent.

After Qin Zhao had already spoken, he realized how unspeakable the struggle and anguish this silence was.His hand froze slightly, and he took it away from Lin Yun's shoulder.His eyes also glanced to the side in embarrassment.

In the end, it was Lin Yun who spoke first.

"Have you had dinner yet?" Her voice was hoarse, perhaps because she hadn't spoken much in the past few days.

Qin Zhao was overjoyed when he heard her speak, and hurriedly turned around, "Not yet."

Lin Yun stood up, turned around and walked out without looking at him, "Then come and use it together."

Qin Zhao's expression relaxed, and the depression that had been lingering between his brows for a while disappeared.Unknowingly, a smile appeared on his lips.

Chaoyun Court.

The name was given by Qin Zhao.

Back in marriage, in those tough days.Every night, he stayed up late to study hard, while she mended clothes to support the family.When he was tired, he would look up at her, then smiled softly, and said that when he was in high school in the future, he would definitely let her live in a very good house, use very good things, and have many maids at her disposal. There is also a yard to be built, filled with her favorite flowers, and the name of the yard is Chaoyun Courtyard.

But he did everything in the end, but lost the most important thing.

Since then, it has never been found again.

Qin Zhao sat at the table with a smile on his face. The food on the table was warm and homely, and it was the two of them's favorite food in the past.

Qin Zhao picked up a piece of lotus root for her and put it on her bowl.Advised, "Eat more."

At the same time, he blamed, "You are weak, and if you want to go out of the house in the future, you have to wrap yourself in a cloak. Have you forgotten the time when you caught the wind and cold a year ago? It's good for half a month intermittently."

Lin Yun didn't answer his words, avoiding the lotus root he picked up, and ate slowly by herself.

Indeed, a few years ago she was sick and caught a cold, and he took care of her in his clothes.For more than half a month, she was only in the cold because of the cold, so he hurried back to the mansion every morning after going to court, and turned down all the entertainment and so on.

It's just that the past is the past, and those who cling to the past and refuse to let go will only become a tragedy in the end.

"Why don't you eat it?" Qin Zhao frowned when he saw that she was avoiding the piece of lotus root held by him, and asked in doubt.

Lin Yun said lightly, "Maybe the taste has changed. I used to like it, but now I can't eat it anymore."

Qin Zhao's hands froze.

After dinner, Lin Yun said, "The dinner is over, you must have a lot of things to deal with, so I won't keep you here."

Qin Zhao twitched the corners of his mouth slightly when he heard her obviously wanting to let him go, and explained, "Actually, I don't have many..."

"Isn't it a big deal to accept Chu Lian'er? Why don't you deal with something?" Lin Yun seemed surprised when she heard something.

Qin Zhao was silent, "I only accepted her because of her reputation..."

"Xiaodie, help me out for a walk. I ate too much for dinner, and I feel like I've accumulated food."

Lin Yun interrupted him, and said to Xiaodie beside him.

The figure gradually disappeared.

Qin Zhao sat on the spot, his eyebrows drooping slightly, no one could see what he was thinking.

night.The bright moon hangs high, this is the time for Chu Lian'er to start.

A small sedan chair was brought in from the side door of Zhuangyuan Mansion.From then on, she, Lin Yun, was no longer Qin Zhao's only wife.

Lin Yun sat in the room with her eyes open all night.

She just felt that this night was really long, enough for her to taste the bitterest taste in this world, the most unbearable sadness in this world.This is enough time to trample her and Qin Zhao's five years together little by little, crushing them into ashes.

Qin Zhao looked calm, removed the soft woman's hand wrapped around him, and got off the bed sideways.

"Husband..." The woman on the bed was charming to the bone, and her voice was so soft that it could easily make people feel numb. "Husband, where are you going?"

Qin Zhao glanced at her without moving his eyebrows, but what he said was full of warnings, "Stay well in this mansion and don't cause trouble in the future."

"Husband..."

Qin Zhao ignored her and got dressed on his own.He got up and walked out the door, halfway through, but he seemed to remember something, and said, "There is only one mistress in Zhuangyuan's mansion, you'd better remember that."

After finishing speaking, he left without any regrets.

"Husband..." Chu Lian'er yelled unwillingly behind him, but he ignored it.

"Ma'am, what kind of bun do you want today?" Xiaodie stood behind her, looked at her haggard face in the vanity mirror, and couldn't help saying, "Ma'am, don't be sad, Qin... Adults still have you in their hearts."

Lin Yun secretly shook her head and sighed.

Xiao Die, you still don't know that feelings are the most personal thing, but if others touch it, it will be dirty.Even if you pick it up again, it won't be the same as before.

She didn't speak, just shook her head, "Hair bun, whatever—"

"Ma'am, I have your letter." A maid from the outer room suddenly came in and handed the letter.

Xiaodie, who was standing aside, just wanted to take it.It was cut off by Lin Yun.

Lin Yun took the letter, and couldn't help showing some joy on her face.

This is a letter from home.When she married Qin Zhao before, her father always said that Qin Zhao was a man who could not be trusted.She insisted on not listening and insisted on marrying him.When she came to the capital with Qin Zhao, she also wanted to take her parents over.But Dad stubbornly disagreed.She couldn't hold him back, so she had to let him go.

After that, there were not many letters from home, and most of them were to report that they were safe.Seeing the family letter now, Lin Yun felt somewhat happy.

She opened the letter and read it hastily.But the more she looked, the heavier her heart sank, and the smile on her face had long since disappeared.

——My mother is seriously ill!

She has always been clear about her father's character, if her mother's illness is not really serious.He would never write to her and tell her about it.And since it was written, my mother's illness would only be worse than what was written in the letter.

Lin Yun only felt that her whole heart was being roasted on the fire, and she couldn't be in a hurry.

She turned around the room twice, and said, "No, I have to go back." She looked up at Xiaodie, and said, "Xiaodie, you go back with me, pack your luggage now, hurry up!"

Xiaodie's expression froze for a moment, a bit unable to react. "What's the matter, sister Yun, what happened?"

"Mother is seriously ill, I have to go back. You also go back with me to have a look." Lin Yun didn't care about anything with her hair loose, and casually tied her hair in a bun.He went behind the screen and changed his clothes.

It would take about ten days to travel from the capital to Lincun, not to mention that she couldn't ride a horse, so she could only go back in a carriage.That's probably going to take longer.She is also planning to go to Huichun Hall and take a doctor back. She thinks that the doctors in the capital city should be much better than the doctors in Lincun or the town. In this way, mother's illness should be cured more easily.

(End of this chapter)