I would rather be a farmer's wife after rebirth

Chapter 158 I Just Want You To Stay By My Side
Xiaodie returns home, only to find that Lin Yun has woken up.

Xiaodie's tears had already been wiped dry.She looked at the happy and excited people in the room.He twitched the corner of his mouth coldly——

Look, Lin Yun, you are lucky.

You are in a coma, so many people worry about you, but for me, I went out and disappeared, but no one came to ask me a word.

How unfair.

But you have long been used to not feeling inappropriate anymore, have you?
……

"Yun'er, are you angry with me?" Bei Tangming finally found time to have a good talk with Lin Yun.

Lin Yun hugged the child, and tapped the child's tender little lips with her hand, slightly curling her lips.Hearing his question, he raised his eyes in doubt and asked, "I'm angry with you? Why are you angry?"

Bei Tangming pursed his lips, looked at her, and couldn't help explaining, "Yun'er, I didn't receive your letter. I thought you didn't reply to the letter I wrote to you. Then I..."

Lin Yun picked up her lips and smiled, her eyes fixed on him.He was suddenly speechless.

Then what?Then you thought I didn't write to you, did you?Then you just think that you are the only one who is wishful thinking?
There was nothing in Lin Yun's eyes, but Bei Tangming seemed to read everything.

Looking at the smile in her eyes, Bei Tangming felt his heart sank, falling into an abyss that he couldn't even see.

He wanted to explain and said he didn't.

But he couldn't say it.Because he really thought about it in his heart, wondering if she had no conscience at all.Why haven't you written him a letter for so long?

But even though he thought so in his heart, he still didn't investigate carefully.It was so easy to come to a conclusion in my heart.

Bei Tang blamed himself, "Yun'er, I was wrong. It's all my fault, you can beat me and scold me, don't ignore me, okay?"

Lin Yun finally spoke, and said slowly, "I don't want to beat you, nor scold you. These days, I have thought about many things about you. I asked you in the letter, I hope you can comfort me , say that you are okay, don’t read, don’t let my heart flutter, sleepless at night... But you didn’t. Later I told you in the letter that I was pregnant, and I wanted to share this joy with you, and wanted to You told me that this child was what his father had been looking forward to...but it didn't. Later I complained, saying that the pregnancy was really tiring, and I woke up every night, and then my legs were swollen and often cramped. I wanted to bear it alone, thinking I asked you to comfort me with even one word, and let me endure this sweet torture, but there is nothing." Her voice was soft, as if she was floating in the air, without a foothold.But it was as if every word was a thousand weights, hitting his heart, and his flesh and blood were badly smashed.

Lin Yun lowered her head slightly, looked at the child in her arms, and then said, "Sitting alone, I like to think wildly. I thought——do you despise me and don't want to come back again? I wonder if you were hurt Something happened, and you didn’t receive my letter. Or maybe it’s because you’ve already made love to your sleeves and a beautiful woman is by your side, and you’ve left me behind..."

Bei Tangming's throat was choked up, astringent and painful.

"Yun'er, I don't know..."

Lin Yun slightly hooked her lips, "Of course you don't know. You know your Northwest Army, you know the Xiongnu, you know countless people and their possessions... You are Wei Wuhou, and you are not an ordinary person. What are these trivial things in daily life? , Occupying a little bit of your mind and energy is probably a great extravagance and waste."

"Yun'er, stop talking..." Bei Tangming's voice was broken, barely a word.

Lin Yun smiled, didn't listen to him, and continued, "Really, Wei Wuhou, General. I really respect you. You are the God of War, invincible. But I am just an ordinary peasant woman." Lin Yundun After a pause, her voice began to tremble, but she still pretended to be careless on the surface, "After thinking about it, I still feel that I can't climb high..."

Bei Tangming suddenly looked at her viciously, and his voice suddenly roared out. "do not talk!"

The child was startled, and immediately opened his mouth, "Wow..." and cried out.

Beitang Ming's eyes fell on the child.

Seeing the child crying in fright, Lin Yun hurriedly shook him lightly, patted his back lightly, and coaxed him, "Don't cry, don't cry".

But Bei Tangming got up abruptly, snatched the child from her hand, and strode towards the door.

He walked through the door, and the door was closed with a bang!
Lin Yun looked at his leaving figure, pursed her lips slightly, and lowered her eyes.My mind is empty and I don't know what to think.

But after a while, the door was suddenly pushed open again!There was a sound of "Boom--".

Lin Yun was startled and looked up.However, Bei Tangming pushed the door open again, with a stern expression and heavy eyes.He met her gaze, then locked the door.

Lin Yun was taken aback for a moment, she seemed to see the suppressed anger and deep panic in those eyes.

Bei Tangming suddenly stepped forward and squeezed her chin, forcing her to look up at him.

When he met her gaze, his expression was as indifferent as ice, but with the cruelty of throwing everything away.

"Lin Yun. Do you want to get rid of me? Let me tell you, don't even think about it in your life!"

After finishing speaking, he kissed her lips hard without waiting for her to speak.The actions were so cruel and violent that they almost swallowed her up!
Lin Yun was struggling, but she couldn't get away no matter what!She finally calmed down slowly, but she was still trembling slightly.

Beitang Ming felt that the person in his arms gradually calmed down, he couldn't help holding her face, and slowly moved his lips away.

Just as I was about to say something, I felt a slightly moist coolness in my hands.He couldn't help being startled for a moment, and looked intently, only to see that she was crying.

"Why are you crying?" Bei Tangming's voice was hoarse and trembling slightly.

Lin Yun took a deep breath, there was still a layer of mist in her eyes, and the ends of her eyes were red, "Beitang Ming, what exactly do you want?"

Bei Tangming was silent for a while, and said, "I don't want to do anything, I just want you to stay by my side."

Lin Yun turned her eyes away and stopped looking at him.

Bei Tangming hugged her into his arms, pressed her head against his chest, and pressed his chin against her hair. "Yun'er, I'm sorry. Since we got married, it seems that many things I have done are not good enough. I always make mistakes, make you cry, and I am always careless. Many things do not take your feelings into consideration."

He turned his head and kissed her hair, and said, "It's all my fault. I didn't take good care of you, made you sad, and let you down. But no matter what, you have to believe me, my feelings for you are Really. I don't want to, and I won't let you go from my side."

Bei Tang Ming supported her shoulders, gently pulled her out of his arms, looked at her and said seriously, "I will change it in the future, and I will not let these things that make you feel wronged happen again."

Lin Yun lowered her eyes and took a deep breath, but she still didn't speak after all.

(End of this chapter)