Domineering in the East Palace: The owl girl takes the crown prince on the bar

Chapter 175

"I thought we had made things clear to each other."

Gu Ye came from the dark, stood quietly by the bed, looked at the sleeping proud person, his eyes fell on her, and walked over slowly.

Chu Wanyou stood there, watching him walking towards her: "You shouldn't show up."

Gu Ye looked at her and remained silent.

Chu Wanyou frowned slightly, turned around, turned his back to him and said coldly, "Please leave."

"I don't say a lot of things, and you understand it in your heart, but I still want to tell you." Gu Ye walked slowly to the bedside, staring at Ao Ren: "In my life, there should be no love, no I should be emotional, but your appearance made me unable to control myself. Since I knew the existence of the proud, these days, I have been thinking, am I wrong?"

"As the head of the ancient family, I have to accept the inheritance of my ancestors since I was a child. This is a background that I cannot change. Just like what you said, Ao Ren is my son. This is a fact that you cannot deny, and it is also something that Ao Ren cannot accept. Changed origin."

Gu Ye stretched out his hand, and his slender and perfect fingers gently stroked the proud cheek: "I have never had love in my life, and no love is allowed. When I was very young, I knew that I must spend my whole life chasing I worked hard for the plan left by my ancestors. When the former head of the family, my father, died, I looked at that strange man, and I seemed to see me when I died. I was wondering if I would become him too. Same? If everything is preordained, then why can’t I succeed in what I do, even if I die, I won’t achieve nothing.”

"Since when did I swear that the Gu family is in my hands, and it must stand at the highest place in the world justifiably, but sometimes, God's arrangement is really wonderful, and there will be a you in this world, which makes me tempted bit by bit , but I know that this should not be done, and you also know that this should not be done, we have all found that if there is a feeling that seems to be nothing, but no one will, and dare not face it."

"On Jufeng Mountain, if you hadn't firmly grasped my hand, I would never have gotten close to you."

Chu Wanyou turned back slowly and looked at him: "So you are blaming me now?" Gu Ye shook his head with a lonely expression, "No, those days at the foot of the mountain were the purest and warmest I have ever lived. It has never been in it, even if it hurts me so much now, I still don't regret falling in love with you uncontrollably that day."

Chu Wanyou turned her face away, and suddenly felt that her sore eyes made her uncomfortable.

"What I did in the past, at the time, I didn't regret it. Now, I say I regret it, but it doesn't help. It happened, it just happened. I'm sorry for Fuber's death. I'm going to do this I thought about it when I made the decision, and you will find out one day."

"But I never thought that so many unforeseen things would happen between me and you, and even God seemed to deliberately punish me, let the pride be shared with the woman I love in my unforgettable days, this is I never expected it."

Gu Ye stood up, walked towards Chu Wanyou, looked at her, and smiled lightly: "Wanyou, I won't say I'm sorry, because in my life at that time, everything I did was right. I never thought about loving you, and I don't want to love you." Chu Wanyou only felt tears dripping uncontrollably, she turned around to prevent him from seeing.

Gu Ye's eyes dimmed, and her tears dripped into his heart, burning his heart.

"Wan You, what happened before this happened, I can't turn back time, even if time is turned back, I, who didn't love you at that time, would still kill Uncle Fu, come down to the mortal world, and face When all my hard work was destroyed, I hated and was unwilling at that time. Even though I would miss you in my mind at that time, I still never thought of giving up the dream I pursued all my life. When my dream and When you can't coexist, I can only give up on you."

"Stop talking, I understand." Chu Wanyou closed her eyes and said with difficulty.

"Marrying Huangfu Qianmin was something that was planned before I fell in love with you. If it hadn't been for the failure of the plan in Xiangyun Kingdom, I would not have fallen from Jufengya, you would not have held my hand, and you and I would not have fallen. Not in love." Gu Ye looked at her back and said flatly.

"When I gave up on you, and you gave up on me, when I returned to the mortal world, I only thought about how to hold the initiative again and how to fulfill my dream, so I dare not, and I can't go down to see you, I thought We will never meet again in this life, you will only be in my memory, and I don't want to meet you, if I meet, I won't be sure whether I have the ability to control myself."

"Wan You, until I met you again and knew the existence of Proud, I suddenly felt at a loss and helpless. Is what I pursued still meaningful now? You even cut off the dream I have been chasing all my life, How do I chase? It is impossible for me to meet you in battle, and it is impossible for me to destroy the peaceful and stable life between you and the proud. Life is really amazing, maybe as Gong Qingjun said, there must be a cause and an effect, I planted the cause myself, and I will naturally bear the fruit. I once gave up on you for the great plan of the country, but now I give up my great plan for the sake of you and the proud man. Isn’t this God’s punishment for me?” Gu Ye smiled wryly Said.

Chu Wanyou's body shook, she turned around slowly, her heart suddenly felt unbearable pain, for both herself and him.

People are selfish, why is she not like this, she wanted to keep Ao Ren from being taken away by him, and she wanted to live a peaceful life with Ao Ren, so she abandoned him, and even cut off his love heartlessly. Yu Yi, now that the three kingdoms stand together, she has single-handedly facilitated it, and she got what she wanted.

But he lost everything. Having her and Ao Ren stand in front of him is equivalent to preventing him from chasing his dream of unifying Longzhou Continent. She forced him to stay away from Ao Ren and give up his dream. cruel and merciless.

Thinking of this, my heart feels like being grabbed by a hand, my throat is blocked, and my tears are like broken beads, which cannot be controlled.

Why did a love affair become what it is today?She really wanted to ask God, why is this?
"Wan You..." Her tears made Gu Ye flustered and at a loss.

With tears in his eyes, Chu Wanyou shook his head, choked up and asked, "Do you hate?" He hated her for being so selfish and ruthless for cutting off all his retreats, putting him in a dilemma, and taking all the responsibilities, leaving him with nothing .

Gu Ye stretched out his fingers and gently wiped her tears. The tears on his fingers passed into his heart through his fingertips. He shook his head: "No, I never regret loving you." It's like he won't regret His previous life, the pain she gave him now, he should bear, he just loves the pain he gave her, he bears this death-destroying pain, so why is she feeling the same way.She understands him, understands him, just as he understands her, understands her, everything, because both sides understand each other too well, will be more desperate and painful.

Chu Wanyou tried hard to squeeze out a smile, which was beautiful and sad, which made Gu Ye's heart ache. He pulled her into his arms fiercely with all his strength, and hugged her tightly.

Familiar breath, warm body temperature, but two hearts riddled with holes.

Chu Wanyou backed away from his arms, turned around to hide her fragility, and it took a long time before she could calm herself down.

Gu Ye looked at her deeply, as if he wanted to engrave her into his mind, stared at her for a long, long time, then resolutely turned and left, Wan You, I didn't realize until now that I love you so much, love you So much that I can give up my dream for you.

But it was too late, when I found out that this love is so heavy, it was already too late for you.

At this moment, he felt that his heart was ashes, despair and endless sorrow and pain gathered together, drowning all his consciousness, what should he do in this life?To make her fill her heart?
What should I do?Can you find your heart?

Chu Wanyou grabbed her chest, looked at his lonely back, her heart was empty.

All his life, he looked down on the world, arrogant and domineering, like an eagle soaring in the sky, but suddenly, he was forced to take off his wings, how cruel it was for him.

At this moment, she realized that she was the same kind of person as he was. He was cruel to others, and he was cruel to herself. He was cruel to her, but she was cruel to him.

Maybe, she was wrong, she shouldn't have started with him, she shouldn't have pulled him into a relationship.

Love may be crazy, but it is not suitable for her and him.

If there is no love at the beginning?Wouldn't he and she be what they are today?
But as he said, what happened, it happened, there is no way time can turn back...

Chu Wanyou didn't close her eyes all night, she just sat on the edge of the bed and quietly watched the proud and absent-minded,

When the inner hall became bright, the sweet proud person who had slept all night opened his eyes.

The pitch-black black bead, when she saw the mother sitting by the bed, proudly got up, and hugged Chu Wanyou's neck with both hands.

The warm and soft feeling brought Chu Wanyou back to her senses, and her proud obedience made her smile slightly: "Are you awake?"

"En." Proudly nodded, his cute little head nodded lightly like a chicken cutting rice.

"Mother, hug" Sensitive and arrogant, he felt his mother's absence, his little face was full of puzzlement, what's wrong with mother?
Chu Wanyou chuckled softly: "It's dawn, and it's time for proud people to go for a run." In the imperial garden, the autumn atmosphere is strong, and the dew is heavy.

After running two laps with Ao Ren, Master Wu came in a hurry, and bowed respectfully outside the pavilion: "I see the emperor, the emperor is blessed, and the queen mother is Jin'an."

"What's the matter?" Chu Wanyou asked indifferently, and the warm handkerchief in his hand gently wiped proud people's little hands.

"Report to the Empress Dowager, General Yu of the Xiangyun Kingdom is seeking an audience." Master Wu explained the purpose of his visit.

Chu Wanyou stopped moving, Jizu?
(End of this chapter)