I am stable

Chapter 267
The year when the twins were ten years old was destined to be an uneasy year. Too many things happened in 1937 in history, such as the Marco Polo Bridge Incident on July 7th, the August 7th Incident, the Songhu Battle in September?, and the Pingxingguan Great Victory. ?, the Luochuan Conference of the Communist Party of China in the autumn of this year? What saddened us the most was the Nanjing Massacre in December.

Although history has turned a corner now, many things are still slowly unfolding.

Gu Qingwan has always been worried that the Nanjing Massacre made the Chinese hate the Japanese, but what's the use of hating afterward?She doesn't want something like this to happen again.

As early as a year ago, she took out most of the working capital in the shops under her name and Xixi's name, and handed them directly to Lu Yan.

She knew that he had a way to get those military supplies, so she bought them all. Although she knew that her strength alone was too weak, she still wanted to do her best.

Money can be earned at any time, but life is only once.

Gu Qingwan also showed up when it was handed over to Xiao Musheng. Xiao Musheng was very excited. Lu Yan had used his own money to support him these years, but he never thought that Gu Qingwan would be so decisive.

However, the first thing Gu Qingwan said when he saw him was, "When you see a Japanese, beat me hard, until he is scared, and don't be afraid to continue beating!"

His tone was fierce and bloody, and Xiao Musheng was also taken aback for a moment, then nodded, "I will never disappoint your expectations." He solemnly gave her a military salute.

Gu Qingwan only felt powerless. Only at this time can you realize how weak a person's strength is. When she realizes that she can't do anything by herself, she is restless and accompanied by a deep sense of powerlessness.

She had been persuading herself to take care of herself before, as long as she took care of her family, her children and her husband, it was enough. Her strength was limited.

But when things came to an end, she realized that she couldn't do it, she couldn't do it like nothing, and she couldn't take it lightly.

Lu Yan soon felt her emotional fluctuations, and the children also noticed it. Even Xixi was very well-behaved, and stayed with her mother without making any noise.

The twins go to school every day, and Xixi is with Gu Qingwan.

This year has been very tormenting. Although the previous incidents proved that history has indeed turned a corner, she can't rest assured until that day.

Xixi is very sensible, and she takes her mother to distract her every day. She is now learning to dance with Gu Qingwan, and she has danced decently, and her body is no different from that of ordinary children. This makes Gu Qingwan feel that all the sacrifices before It's all worth it.

The July [-]th Incident was stopped at the very beginning. Does that mean that history will never repeat itself?

Gu Qingwan breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, Japan in this life seems not to be so powerful, and then not so rampant.

No matter where it played a role, Gu Qingwan was sincerely grateful, that period of history was too humiliating, and it was the part she was least willing to learn when she was in school.

There is too much aggrieved, too much anger, but no way to vent, that feeling is not good at all.

There was no news of the fall of Nanjing until the end of the year, and Gu Qingwan felt that he could finally have a good year.

She was extremely relaxed that day. Although Lu Yan didn't understand what was going on, it didn't prevent him from breathing a sigh of relief.

Gu Qingwan's condition was not very good this year, and he didn't tell anyone. He was actually worried.

Seeing her well now, he also relaxed.

The most direct one was Xixi, she took her mother's hand and asked: "Mom, how are you?"

Seeing the pure worry on her daughter's face, Gu Qingwan couldn't help but feel a little guilty. She was immersed in her own memory and ignored the children's feelings, forgetting that they are the most sensitive, how could such close contact not be infected.

She hugged Xixi apologetically, "I'm sorry, it's my mother's fault, and I won't do it in the future."

Xixi happily put her arms around Gu Qingwan's neck, "Mom wants to be happy every day, Xixi likes it."

The twins also came to her. They were already ten years old. Although they looked very similar, they had such distinct personalities that people could tell who was who at a glance.

Lu Ziqi is steady and serious, unsmiling, while Lu Ziji has an unrestrained temperament and doesn't care about trifles, but he is equally outstanding and enviable.

Gu Qingwan is only 27 years old this year, and there is no trace of age on his well-maintained face. Lu Yan is five years older than Gu Qingwan, and a man in his 30s is extremely charming.

In the past few years, there have been women who have continued to express all kinds of hints to Lu Yan, but Lu Yan is unmoved, which makes Gu Qingwan very satisfied.

If a man wants to find a woman outside, he can't control it if he really wants to control it. If you can prevent him for a while, can you prevent him for a lifetime?

After Xixi started to go to school, Gu Qingwan's time was completely free. At this time, she began to consciously ask Lu Yan to focus on business outside, even if she didn't go abroad, she still wanted to visit Hong Kong.

It is better to prepare early than to be caught off guard. No one can guarantee that they will not come back in those ten years, and no one can guarantee that they will be intact.

And when I mentioned it, I was still a little angry. Who can estimate how much I lost in those ten years?
No matter what, she wants to escape that period of time. Poverty is not the most terrible thing, but the most terrible thing is mental devastation, which is definitely the best way to destroy a person.

Speaking of this period of history, there is really nothing to like. It is full of depression and darkness, and it is overwhelming.

Fortunately, no matter what Gu Qingwan was thinking, Lu Yan absolutely supported her, so she implemented her decision very earnestly, and it also made her feel more relaxed. Only by leaving a way out for herself can she live unscrupulously.

The past few years have been chaotic, Lu Yan didn't dare to take Gu Qingwan out, and then the two of them concentrated on developing their careers, which actually expanded their business.

It's just that once when I was discussing business with a businessman from Shanghai, I met an acquaintance. At that time, Lu Yan went there by himself. Normally, Gu Qingwan would not show up, but the female family member brought by the other party made a request to see Gu Qingwan. .

She was quite surprised at the time, and didn't understand why she wanted to meet her. Everyone knew that she would never meet guests to discuss business unless necessary, and she always looked for Lu Yan.

So this time, the person who came here made her a little puzzled.

Lu Yan also asked her, "Do you know anyone in Shanghai?"

Gu Qingwan shook his head, "I knew that Lu Qinghua was in Shanghai before, but she left later!"

The other party revealed that his wife was an acquaintance with Gu Qingwan, and it was not easy for Lu Yan to ask who her wife was.

Gu Qingwan came to the appointed place with curiosity, and saw an anxious figure when he entered the door, and when he heard the door opening, he turned his head and showed a surprised expression.

Gu Qingwan was also a little dazed, she never expected to see Yuan Qiyao here, and why did she look at him with surprise in her eyes?
"Yuan Qiyao?" This charmingly dressed woman looks like Yuan Qiyao no matter how you look at it. Why is she here?

Yuan Qiyao was very excited when she saw Gu Qingwan, she immediately closed the door, and then prayed to Gu Qingwan, "I beg Second Young Mistress to save me!"

Gu Qingwan: ... Are you sure you didn't make a mistake?
Xu Shi could see Gu Qingwan's doubts, Yuan Qiyao didn't care about anything else, and directly told her what happened to her.

It turned out that she couldn't bear Zhang Yihui's torture and chose to run away, and she was still proud when she escaped, thinking that she had finally escaped from that cage.

However, what she didn't know at the time was that what awaited her was an even worse future.

She thinks that Shanghai is a bustling city, where there are always many opportunities, and she has been to Shanghai with her father before, so she is relatively familiar with it than other places.

But he didn't know that her actions happened to be convenient for Zhang Yihui.

Zhang Yihui let her go on purpose, and then waited for her elsewhere. After taking away the only money she had, he kidnapped her and sent her directly to the brothel when she was penniless and desperate.

From then on, her miserable life began. Sister Yao's life was even more difficult than she imagined. She was tortured and didn't know how she survived.

She has always been unwilling and wanted to get out of there, so she tried her best to coax a benefactor of her own, coaxing him to redeem herself, and then using him as a springboard to meet the man she is now following. That is, he does a lot of business in Shanghai.

I always thought that my life should improve, only to realize that I had just left Longtan and entered Tiger's Den. Now that family has no shortage of women.

Yingying, Yanyan, and Yanyan in a yard, all of them are fatter than her, and the wife is not easy to get along with, as long as she falls out of favor, she doesn't need to speak to the master, and the wife will directly let her go. she disappeared.

Compared with that courtyard, she really didn't have the slightest advantage, and it was impossible for her to hide her identity from that place.

It was only a novelty for a man to hire her, and she was about to fall out of favor, and she became anxious. She didn't want to die, and she didn't want life to be worse than death.

She will never soften her heart if she falls into the hands of her wife, especially for a woman like her who came out of the brothel. The best end for her is to die. She is even more afraid that the wife will send her into the brothel again. There is no room for her to stand out anymore.

At this time, I overheard the master saying that he was coming to Beiping to discuss business, and he was looking at cosmetics. Lu Yan's name was also mentioned, and she made another brother's bold decision in her heart while her eyes lit up.

So on the same day, she revealed to the master intentionally or unintentionally that she was old friends with Lu Yan and his wife Gu Qingwan, but her background fell into that place pitifully.

Mr. Yang may not believe her words at all, he may be half-believing, but he still brought her here, just for the possibility of that accident.

Yuan Qiyao wanted to see Gu Qingwan in such a hurry because she was afraid that her lie would be exposed, so she asked Gu Qingwan for help, and asked her to help her to realize the lie.

After listening to her narration calmly, Gu Qingwan took a look at her, and said how could he feel the aura of her body, that's why!

However, "Miss Yuan has not forgotten that we have enmity?" She put down her glass and said slowly.

Yuan Qiyao choked suddenly, she thought about Gu Qingwan's countless reactions, but she didn't expect this kind of reaction, and she immediately didn't know how to react.

Shouldn't it be gloating or sympathetic to hear that she is so miserable now?How could this be?
Seeing the change in her face, Gu Qingwan lost the bitter expression before, and said with a faint smile: "It seems that she has not forgotten, then, give me a reason to help you!"

(End of this chapter)