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Chapter 27 Don't Come Back

The maid hurriedly stepped forward to serve her. Gu Qingyan was really tired, so she didn't refuse. After washing up, she ate a big bowl of chicken noodle soup, and finally felt that she was alive. He was a little tangled, could his mother bear it?

Mrs. Guan kept restraining herself from urging him when he was eating, but at this moment she couldn't bear it anymore, "Qing Yan, where is Qing Hua?"

Gu Qingyan struggled for a while and replied: "She doesn't want to come back."

Mrs. Guan couldn't respond, "What do you mean she doesn't want to come back? Even if she is kidnapped, she must be tied back."

When talking about this, Gu Qingyan felt a little tired, "I can't control her. She is dying because she doesn't want to come back with me. If I force her, she will pick up the scissors and force me. I can't help it."

Mrs. Guan didn't know how to describe her mood anymore, so she forced herself to ask, "How is she doing there?"

When Gu Qingyan heard this, his face was tangled, he didn't know how to describe it to his mother, he felt really tired!

In fact, Lu Qinghua's life was not good. She was afraid of attracting attention, so she didn't bring much with her when she left, and lost most of it during the turmoil. Zhao Zichen, who was her elopement partner, was also her senior brother. It's not good at all, and naturally I won't bring a lot of things.

Seeing that there was no food after the food was gone, she hurried to find a job. She had a good idea before. She had gone to school, read books, and it was feasible to teach in school or work in a newspaper office. She has a poor family background. A good classmate has a part-time job like this. She doesn't think she is inferior to others, so she is very confident that she can find a decent job that earns money.

But Shanghai was too chaotic at that time, the workers went on strike, the students went on strike, and the school was blocked. If I wanted to go to the newspaper office, the newspaper office did not dare to recruit people at that time. The fish that slipped through the net, and then implicated themselves.

The two of them bumped into walls, and in the end the two of them ate a hard steamed bun, and they were at the end of their rope. At this time, if they couldn't find a job, they would starve.

In the end, I really had no choice but to go to the spinning mill. The working hours were long, the intensity was high, the wages were extremely low, and I had to live in a dark and damp Datong shop. When did Lu Qinghua suffer so much when he grew up so old?

But Zhao Zichen saw that she gave up the superior life at home for himself and didn't want to endure hardships with him, so he was a little fluctuated in his heart, so he kept encouraging her to comfort her, saying that this was a test of being a revolutionary.

Now she ran to Shanghai with her senior brother regardless of anything, and naturally she really liked Zhao Zichen in her heart, so with his comfort, she could taste the sweetness no matter how bitter it was.

Later, when the situation gradually stabilized, Zhao Zichen tried to find other jobs. He also knew that they would not last long in the factory. Not to mention that Lu Qinghua couldn't stand it, even he couldn't stand it.

He wrote a good article and was taken by the newspaper, so he took the opportunity to bring Lu Qinghua over there. The two of them have formal jobs in Shanghai, because there is no reason to pay you if you don’t work. Still had a hard time.

Lu Qinghua kept suppressing her own temper. She had never suffered such a pain before. She was still at a fresh stage and seeing her brother's appearance made her feel that being with him was bitter but also sweet. It was okay at first.

Later, I picked the cheapest ones for dinner, neither of us knew how to cook, so we had to buy ready-made ones, which added to the expenses, and gradually we could only eat steamed buns. She hadn’t seen meat for a month. Every time I pass by the door of the restaurant, I always want to go in and have a meal regardless.

Zhao Zichen persuaded her and promised her, "When I earn money, I will bring you here every day."

When Lu Qinghua heard this, her heart was as sweet as eating honey, but after making more promises like this, she became more and more numb, knowing how vague such promises are, and sometimes she can't help getting angry when she is irritable However, because Zhao Zichen still felt a little guilty towards her, he always tolerated her a little bit.

Later, when she got a stable job in the newspaper office, her life improved somewhat, but it was still incomparable to her previous life, because Zhao Zichen’s patience and tolerance for her made her feel very happy, so she ignored all of this and wholeheartedly felt that she would come out with her senior brother. That's right.

So when Gu Qingyan came to look for her, she didn't want to go home at all. She regretted being so impulsive when she didn't have enough to eat. At that time, maybe her family came to look for her, and she might really go back with her, but now she feels Lu Qinghua, who was able to support himself, suddenly gained confidence and was unwilling to return.

Gu Qingyan hates iron but not steel, "Don't you miss your mother? She loves you so much, you just have the heart to leave like this? Do you know that mother is sad after you leave? The fever of the Chinese New Year is so high that she talks nonsense and is still thinking about it. You, I'm afraid you have been wronged outside."

When she heard this, she still felt loose for a moment. Thinking about her life before, and comparing her life now, especially after going through the difficult life before, she can better understand what her mother represents to herself.

But between family affection and love, she finally chose love, and she could only live up to her mother's painstaking efforts.

How could Gu Qingyan give up so easily, so he planned to take her away forcibly, but she seemed to be the real brother's idea, and she didn't know where to get a pair of scissors, "If you insist on letting me go back, I will give it to you." Look." She was serious.

Gu Qingyan was shocked, "I think you are fascinated by ghosts, what kind of ecstasy soup did he pour into you to make you so desperate? You don't even think about what happened to you just following him like this, it's not justified It's not going well, have you ever thought about what you will do in the future? Come home with me, let's discuss slowly, even if you really like someone, you always have to find a matchmaker to go through the road."

At this time, Lu Qinghua was very sober, shook his head and said in pain: "Brother, don't lie to me, brother's family conditions are not good, mother will not agree."

"Mother told you? Mother said she disagreed?" Gu Qingyan couldn't help asking.

However, this question stunned Gu Qingwan. She never told her mother about the existence of the senior brother. She had always imagined it on her own, and then she was frightened by her own assumption and dared not reveal it. For half a minute, my mother really didn't say anything about agreeing or disagreeing.

Seeing her like this, Gu Qingyan continued to work hard, "You have to take him back to let mother see her so you can rest assured, how can you be sure that mother will not agree?"

In fact, he has no affection for Zhao Zichen at all. He is a man, so he takes a little responsibility. He doesn't even dare to try and scares himself away first. He said that he doesn't want to bow to the feudal remnants. It's because he found a piece for his cowardice. A high-sounding fig leaf!
But any man who is a bit responsible will not let his woman follow him inexplicably and suffer all kinds of sufferings. He has to fight for and solve his own affairs. If he really loves a woman, he will solve all worries for her. No matter how hard it is, he has to face it. What is he doing like this?

To elope directly, isn't this an escape?A man like this still let his younger sister throw herself on him wholeheartedly, he couldn't figure out at all what exactly Qinghua was trying to do to him?

But he also knew that Gu Qinghua couldn't listen to anything at this time, he just wanted to coax people home first, and then he could talk about anything after returning, so even when he saw Zhao Zichen, he was polite.

But I didn't expect that when Gu Qinghua loosened a bit, Zhao Zichen said, "Qinghua, you go back with your elder brother, you are born to be a big lady, and I have suffered you by following me, and I have wronged you too much." .”

As soon as Gu Qingyan heard this, he wanted to go up and beat him to death. As expected, Gu Qinghua ignored everything as soon as he heard this, "Brother, I said that if I don't go back, I won't go back. Don't force me."

He really wanted to beat Zhao Zichen, but seeing his sister was so devoted to him that he almost didn't know who he was, so what could he do if he wanted to beat Zhao Zichen?It will only make Lu Qinghua's rebellious psychology worse, and it will also make Zhao Zichen dissatisfied with them, and then vent it on Qinghua. This will not save her, but will harm her.

Fearing his hands and feet, and being cautious of throwing rats, Gu Qingyan thought about everything before and after and finally did not do anything to Zhao Zichen. Seeing that Lu Qinghua gave up everything for him, he would still feel guilty for being nice to her because of that idea. Some.

If he really beats him and tears his face away, and he can't really take his sister away in the end, he and he will definitely suffer from his sister in the end, so now even if he is angry in his heart, he has to endure it, and treat her Zhao Zichen still needs to be polite, this is the difficulty of having a daughter in the family, you can't ignore her future life.

You are happy to vent your anger for a while, but what about after you leave?How will people treat their own daughter?Gu Qingyan is not impulsive, and he does things more rationally, so he held back, even if he beat Lu Qinghua, he couldn't do anything to Zhao Zichen, how aggrieved!

But there is no way, my daughter is not up to date, and the whole person is eaten to death, unless you really don't care about her life, otherwise you have to be scruples.

Gu Qingyan had no choice but to stay for two more days. Seeing that although their lives were poor, it was still passable. He had been gone for a long time, and he couldn't stay any longer, and finally talked to Gu Qinghua. Once, her attitude was still firm, and he came home directly without saying anything.

Mrs. Guan asked loudly, "Even if it is kidnapping, you have to tie her back. Why do you just let her mess around?"

(End of this chapter)