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Chapter 128

Gently, with a sigh, he inhaled a breath of cold wind.The cool feeling makes the brain seem to be clearer, and it seems to be more confused.Why when you want to forget someone, you spend so much effort and so much time but still can't forget them?Is it really like people say, too much to forget but not to forget?But how can we forget it inadvertently?
Inhaling, Ye Luo felt his throat a little choked.I haven't dared to think about it for a long time, but as long as I think about it, I still can't help crying.I don't know how many times I scolded myself for not being up to date, but after scolding, I still didn't live up to it.

How long will it take to forget?Or, can we face it calmly?

"What are you thinking about?"

Ye Luo was startled by the sudden deep voice.Looking back, it turned out to be hope. "No, just blow the air. How about you, why did you run out?"

"If I say I'm looking for you, do you believe it?" Ji Wang smiled and stood beside her.The line of sight did not fall on her, but looked at a distant place.

Ye Luo could feel that his heart was always heavy.Sure enough: everyone has a period of sadness! "Believe it. I believe it. You may have something to talk to someone about."

She had known for a long time that there was something about this person that had been suppressed in her heart for a long, long time.Today, did he finally want to speak out?

In the darkness, Ji Wang smiled. "Those who know me, Ye Luoye." He walked over and locked the balcony door from the outside.

Seeing his movements, Ye Luo joked, "Aren't you afraid that your wife will misunderstand you if you do this? When two people talk, they lock the door as soon as they talk. It's 300 taels of speechless here. Seriously, I don't mind being accused You are not interested in cursing with your nose, so don't hurt me."

"Hehe..." Ji Wang laughed dryly, but did not respond to her teasing.

"Thank you." After a long silence, he suddenly spoke.Sighing deeply, his eyes fell into the unknown darkness. "Thank you for bringing your son, my wife is very happy. I haven't seen her smile so much since the accident."

"My son is also very happy, this is even." Ye Luo shrugged and replied with a smile.He knew that he was looking for a suitable beginning. "However, your wife really likes children."

"Yes." Another long sigh. "Two years ago, she was in a car accident and her legs were paralyzed...and it was impossible to have children. She is a traditional woman who believes that a woman is not complete until she has her own children. She can accept that her legs are paralyzed , but for not being able to have another child, she has always been in pain. Sometimes she even fell into extreme self-blame, so the whole person has been depressed. You can also see that she is so haggard, so haggard that it is worrying..."

Ye Luo didn't know what to say, so she kept silent.In fact, although this society has improved a lot, and some people insist on non-marriage or DINK families, most people still want children and a complete family.Likewise, most women still believe that a woman is not complete until she has given birth to a child.Originally, it was cruel to have her legs paralyzed, but it would be unbearable for anyone to be deprived of her right to bear a child.

"Have you ever thought about being a test-tube baby?"

Ji Wang took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, pulled out one and waved it to her. "Mind if I smoke a cigarette?"

Ye Luo shook her head.She knows that smoking is a very important way for men to vent their troubles.

He lit it and took a deep breath. "I thought about it, but her physical condition is not suitable for bearing a child. I can't accept it if I find a surrogate mother. So..."

"I understand." Although she is still her own wife, it always feels weird to be conceived in someone else's stomach.Moreover, it is not fair to the woman who gave birth to the child.

The two of them hadn't spoken for a long time. Suddenly, Ji Wang sighed again and said, "Tell me, why do people have so many troubles? Obviously we don't want much, but it's just such a small request, and sometimes we just can't get it." Yes. Tell me, isn’t God particularly unfair?”

Ye Luo smiled wryly. "Maybe. Or, from our point of view, it's just a small request, but from God's point of view, the toad really wants to eat swan meat, who knows?"

Take a deep breath.He turned to the balcony door. "Stop smoking, go in. It's rare for your wife to be happy today, so don't do anything to make her unhappy."

Said, walked in.She searched for a long time, but couldn't find Nuonuo.Later I heard from them that Nuonuo seemed to be taken into the room by Xie Nong.

Ye Luo looked for it, walked to the door, and saw Nuonuo and Xie Nong playing with some children's toys.She was very surprised to see so many children's things, they have no children, when were these things prepared?

"Xiao Ye, you are coming up too. Come in and sit down." Xie Nong saw her and waved.

"Mommy!" Nuonuo raised her head when she heard Xie Nong's words.Ye Luo went over to sit down, and he kissed her on the cheek before concentrating on playing with the toy.

The two women looked at each other and smiled, and did not speak for a long time.

"Are you surprised that I have so many children's things here?" Suddenly, Xie Nong spoke.She was smiling very hard, but that smile was uglier than crying.

Ye Luo was taken aback, looked at her, and didn't answer.

"I don't know if Ji Wang told you that I can no longer have children..." After saying this, she clutched her chest and tried hard to calm herself down, and then she spoke slowly.His eyes didn't look at Ye Luo, but on Nuo Nuo who was playing.

"Originally, I also had my own child. You don't know, I was so happy that I couldn't sleep when I learned of its existence. When I went to the supermarket, I didn't care when it could play with these things. In short, I bought what I liked. Come down. But the children’s things are hot and cute. Sometimes I brush them down one by one, and I don’t know how much I have brushed. That day, the waiter was probably very excited when she saw me, because her commission would be It was a huge amount. When everything was delivered to the door, I was dumbfounded when I saw it, and it piled up in a big room..."

As if remembering the scene at that time, she giggled, smiling, a drop of crystal liquid fell from the corner of her eyes. "But, after a car accident, there was nothing left. My legs couldn't move, and my child was gone, and I probably won't have any again..."

She closed her eyes tightly, and the tears still flowed out uncontrollably.

Ye Luo walked over and held her head in her arms.She had no words of comfort for a woman who had lost her chance to be a mother forever.

The moment he was held in her arms, Xie Non cried out suppressedly.Both hands tightly grasped Ye Luo's clothes, as if to vent all the pain with the help of forceful grasping.

"You know, I'd rather die than my child..." A mother who lost her child forever told her heartbreakingly.

Ye Luo sighed and felt her eye sockets start to heat up.Even Nuonuo, who was having fun at the side, stopped and moved to Ye Luo's side to grab her clothes.

After a long time, Xie Nong slowly controlled his excitement, raised his head from Ye Luo's belly, and apologized in a hoarse voice: "I'm sorry..."

Ye Luo patted her shoulder, pulled a tissue for her, and sat down on the bed.I didn't dare to meet her eyes, because I couldn't help anything.

That night, Xie Nong requested that Ji Wang personally send their mother and son back home.

On the way, Nuonuo was already so tired that he fell asleep.Ye Luo turned her head and asked Ji Wang in a low voice: "Have you ever thought about adopting a child? Even if it's not your own, it might be a comfort to her."

Hopeful smile, very bitter. "I thought about it, but she didn't agree. She always thought that she didn't protect the child well, so she thought she was no longer worthy of being a mother. Sometimes her thinking was extreme."

"Oh!" Ye Luo sighed, unable to say anything more.

"Xiaoye, if a man can give birth to a child, I really want to give birth to her. It's better than seeing her like this. If the nerves continue to be tense like this, her spirit will definitely have problems. Doctors say that her spirit is walking on thin ice now. If you are not careful, you may go wrong. I, I don’t know what to do..." While waiting for the green light, he slammed the steering wheel hard.

After thinking about it, Ye Luo decided to speak directly. "I don't know if my feeling is wrong. I think the knot in her heart is not only because of the child's problem."

Ji Wang glanced at her in surprise, and said after a moment of silence: "You are very smart. You are right, her knot is not just about losing her child. More importantly, she thinks that I don't love her. If not She got into a car accident and lost her child because of me. I will never marry her. And now, she can't even give birth to a child for me. She thinks I'm the worst, and thinks that I will leave her sooner or later ..."

"Let me take the liberty, do you love your wife? I don't mean the kind of relatives, but the love of a man for a woman?" When it comes to love, women's demands are very pure, so it's no wonder Xie Nong would get into a dead end like this to go.

Even though he asked like this, Ye Luo was already sure that Ji Wang didn't love her.What he loves is the girl named Shan Shan.In fact, Xie Nong's thinking was not wrong, maybe if there were no accidents, Ji Wang would definitely choose Shan Shan instead of her.It is precisely because of this that Ji Wang feels that he can't get what he wants, and he can't hide what he doesn't want.

Ji Wang didn't answer, his hand holding the steering wheel was so strong that his knuckles protruded high, which showed the turbulence in his heart.Not being able to be with the one you love is painful for both men and women.So Ji Wang suffered silently, while Shan Shan chose to exile herself. She wanted to be angry with Ji Wang, but she hurt herself even more.

(End of this chapter)