wolf pet

Chapter 134

At the beginning of the year, there were relatively few projects, so the work was not too busy.Occasionally eat melon seeds in the office and read the web, counting the time and waiting for get off work.It happened that there was nothing to do that day, so Ye Luo asked for leave to attend the appointment.

They met in a teahouse, which was a little far away from the company, so Ye Luo took a taxi there.When she arrived, Xie Nong was already waiting for her.

"Sorry to keep you waiting." Ye Luo rubbed her hands, the weather was still a bit cold.

Xie Nong smiled slightly. "No, I went out early. It's a pity that you didn't bring Nuonuo. I still miss him. The little guy is very cute and hurts."

Ye Luo noticed that her eyes were swollen, as if she had cried.She had a premonition that there might be another storm coming between Xie Nong, Ji Wang and Shan Shan. "He is so skinny, he can't stop for a minute like a little monkey."

There is a mother's pride in saying this.Ye Luo found more and more that she had fully integrated into the role of mother and enjoyed it.

"It's good for a child to make a fuss, but it's worrying if he's quiet, and I don't know if he's uncomfortable or unhappy." As soon as the child was mentioned, Xie Nong's face was full of dreamy longing.

In order not to let her fall into too deep sadness, Ye Luo smiled and did not continue this topic.She knew that if the reality was not too cruel, she would be a good mother.I'm afraid, she has thought about what she and Ji Wang's child will look like thousands of times in her heart, and every time she thinks about it, she gets a knife in her heart.

The two drank tea quietly. After a while, Xie Nong looked out the window and suddenly said, "I may have to leave here in a few days."

Ye Luo was taken aback.Are they leaving City C?But the career they hoped for is here, can they all give up and go to other places? "Why so suddenly? Have you decided where to go?"

Xie Nong slowly turned his gaze back, slightly parted his lips and exhaled. "Xiaoye, I am the one who is leaving, only me."

"What about Lao Ji?" Could it be that something went wrong between them?

Xie Nong smiled at her forcefully, but the smile was too forced.Because her eyes were already wet.It can be seen how painful this decision is for her to let go. "Xiaoye, in your opinion, what is my relationship with Jiwang?"

Ye Luo curled her lips in embarrassment, this question was difficult for her. "Old Ji is a good man, and you are also a good woman. I think it's more appropriate for you to be together."

Hearing this, Xie Nong laughed.In the hoarse laughter, tears fell.It took a long time before she collected her emotions, and slowly raised her head while wiping the beads from the corners of her eyes. "Xiaoye, what you said is really funny. If the combination of a good man and a good woman can lead to happiness, then there won't be so many emotional tragedies in this world. Hehe..."

She laughed again, leaning over the table and laughing all the time.Shrugging his shoulders, his voice slowly choked.

Ye Luo knew that she was crying silently under the cover of this smile.The mood became particularly uncomfortable. She actually didn't like to listen to other people's stories, but maybe it was because she was relatively quiet and always became the object that others wanted to confide in.He reached out and patted Xie Nong's shoulder.

Slowly, Xie Nong calmed down, but it took a long time before he straightened up.Receiving her gaze, he smiled awkwardly.Grabbing a tissue in his hand, he pressed it to his lips to hide the bitterness. "Xiaoye, would you believe me if I said that Jiwang never loved me?"

Ye Luo didn't answer, she knew that Xie Nong didn't need to answer either.The question of love and not love has never been clear.How can outsiders have room to comment on things that even the protagonist himself can't say clearly?
"I have always been chasing after him. He tried very hard to draw a line with me, but I plunged into it headlong. In fact, he is not outstanding in appearance, nor is he particularly talented, let alone Proud family background. If I really want to study it carefully, maybe I can’t tell what I like in him. But sometimes there is nothing to do with feelings. At that moment, when you see that person, you just look at it in your heart Like a seed that fell in my heart, it germinated slowly until it became a normal tree, and could never be pulled out again. If you really want to let him go, you have to cut off your own heart, because this tree is firmly In my heart. I know that if it wasn't for that car accident, I would never have been able to marry him.

I was out with some friends one night, got a little drunk, and Ji Wang just... did that.Everyone is in their 20s and 30s. It would be too ugly to be responsible for life and death.It's just that I didn't expect that I would be pregnant with a child.I was also arrogant, and I even wanted to raise the child by myself without telling Ji Wang.Until that day when I saw the sweet picture of her with that girl, I felt uncomfortable and told about my pregnancy.The girl left in a fit of anger, and Ji Wang chased after her.Because I was in a hurry, I was about to be hit by a car accidentally when crossing the road.In my desperation, I didn't have time to think about it, so I rushed to push him away, but I couldn't escape.Out of guilt and sense of responsibility, Ji Wang married me.In fact, I know that he loves that young girl named Shan Shan, but I stubbornly thought that as long as he is willing to give me a chance, he will find my goodness and fall in love with me, and we will be happy.You know, everyone in unrequited love blindly feels that they are absolutely no worse than their partner, just missing a chance.Once this opportunity comes before him, he will definitely win his heart.This is what people call stubbornness.It's a pity that a twisted melon will not be sweet after all.Little did I know at the time that I had since lost my chance to be a mother.When I first learned this fact, I became unreasonable, but I hope he still endured it and patiently accompanied me to comfort me.If I got his warmth before the car accident, I would be so happy that I could only cry.But when I really got it, happiness was already in another world.

Many nights, he could not sleep.He always lay quietly next to me, and when he thought I was asleep, he got up and smoked a cigarette alone on the balcony.I know he is missing that girl.I was also very sad in my heart. I also thought about letting go and fulfilling them, but I was always reluctant.Sometimes there is hatred in my heart. If it weren't for them, I wouldn't have lost my child, let alone be deprived of my right to be a mother.In this way, I lived with expectations for two years in contradictions and emotions.Looking back, I realize that I was never happy, never.why?Don't I just want to get hope?Didn't I keep telling myself that I don't care as long as I can get him?But why, I suddenly couldn't find the firm belief I had at the beginning..."

After saying this, she slumped in the chair.The eyes, which were large due to thinness, completely lost their luster.After staring blankly at the desktop for a long time, she suddenly smiled. "Now, I finally want to let go. Do you know? It turns out that the person that night was not Ji Wang, and I don't know who the father of the child is. Ji Wang just received a call from a friend and came here to pick me up. It happened that I When I woke up, he was by my side, so I thought it was him. Maybe he didn’t want me to feel sorry for my absurd night, so he didn’t tell the truth. Now that I think about it, all this is really ridiculous, very ridiculous... "

Ye Luo looked at her smiling so desolately, and felt that she couldn't breathe.I don't understand why there are always so many depressing love stories in reality?

"I understand now that if a man is only with you because of responsibility or guilt, it is impossible for two people to be happy. I finally understand. But, is it too late? If I don't If I am obsessed with obsession, will there be no car accidents, will I now have someone who loves me deeply and have our children? I can't help but think about it, but most of the time I dare not think about it, because there is no chance what……"

Ye Luo didn't say a word of comfort until the two broke up.Before leaving, Xie Nong repeatedly told her not to tell Ji Wang about the matter.Ye Luo thought, it would be a disaster for a woman to be infatuated with a man who would never be able to fall in love with her.If she can get out of this obsession, even if she will be sad, it may not be a bad thing.Perhaps, the road ahead will be very difficult, but at least she let go of her heart.

In the end, she really didn't tell Ji Wang.It wasn't until Ji Wang panicked because of Xie Nong's departure that she decided to stand up.

After gently knocking on the door, Ye Luo waited silently.

"Come in." After a while, the person inside the door responded.That voice had no strength at all.

Ye Luo pushed the door open and went in, Ji Wang behind the desk was a little surprised to see her.But in just a few days, he has become decadent like this.In addition to love, it turns out that responsibility and guilt can also make a person work so hard.She couldn't help thinking of Nie Yang.During the time she left, when he was taking care of Ye Youying, was he also so exhausted and helpless?She remembered that he lost a lot of weight.

Heart suddenly twitched.

"Are you resigning with me again?" Seeing that it was her, Ji Wang pinched his brows and asked with a sigh.Even his voice was soft, as if he had exhausted all his strength these days.

"Didn't you agree to resign, why am I bothering you?" It's just that the job at hand has to be handed over, so she didn't leave immediately.But she didn't tell Nie Yang that she wanted to surprise him.Although, he didn't stay in City G completely peacefully, and occasionally he would suddenly touch her bed in the middle of the night.

"Did you whisper to me?" You blinked and joked, but there was nothing like a joke.

(End of this chapter)