wolf pet

Chapter 148

Sit down on the edge of the bed and hug her lightly.If possible, he wished that she had already forgotten everything in the morning and only regarded it as a dream.But her sluggish and sad expression made him understand, and she remembered it clearly.He hugged her distressedly, and if possible, he really wanted not to let her face such a cruel fact at all costs.

She likes children, her kindness to Nuonuo, her determination and longing to conceive a child for him these days, he sees it in his eyes and moves him in his heart.But in an instant, it all suddenly became a nightmare.How can she bear it?

Ye Luo breathed a pleasant and familiar breath, leaned against his chest and closed her eyes, tears slowly seeped out of her eyes, wet her long eyelashes.Grabbing the hem of his shirt with both hands, he choked up and apologized. "sorry Sorry……"

I can't have a cute baby for you, I know you've always wanted a baby, I know that.It would be great if Nuonuo was your child.Even if I can't give birth to you, although it's a pity, you at least have your own blood.just now...

"Luo, don't be like this. As long as I have you, it doesn't matter if I don't have children. I just want you..." He hugged her tightly in distress, wishing to rub her into his own flesh and blood, if that would make her forget this Terrible blow.

"But I care, I care! I want a child, I want a child of yours, what I want..." Ye Luo finally couldn't help crying loudly, grabbed his lapel and cried and fell on his warm bed. in his arms.It has always been a dream of hers to give birth to a small version of Nie Yang, how could she not care?If Nuonuo's life experience hadn't been unraveled, if she hadn't had the longing and preparation for these days, she might not have been so difficult to accept.But just when she was fully prepared and waiting to realize her dream, someone told her that she didn't need to set sail, and that dream was impossible to see.How could she not care, how could it be?

"Luo, don't get excited, calm down, okay? Let's calm down and think about it, and there will be a solution." He dared not tell her that the doctor said that even if it is a test-tube baby, the possibility is relatively low.Her body is not suitable for bearing children.

Hearing this, Ye Luo raised her teary face from his arms, looked at her eagerly and expectantly, and shouted excitedly: "Martingale, can we go to a better hospital for another checkup? Maybe the doctor made a mistake. That is a quack doctor at all, it must be so! Last time I went for an examination with Wen Ying, everything was fine, how could it have become like this so quickly. Yang, let’s go to another hospital for examination, okay? ?OK?"

"Okay, okay, let's go to another hospital for examination. Don't get excited, eat something well, and then sleep well. When we get up tomorrow, we will go to the best hospital for examination, okay?" The mountain in my heart is like It was Wuzhi Mountain that was controlled by Tathagata Buddha at will, and he was Monkey King who offended Buddha. The mountain that was pressing on him suddenly became extremely huge and heavy.

"Can't we go now?" She lowered her body in disappointment and whispered.Looking into his eyes, there is persistence and expectation.

"Now that the doctors are off work, how do we check? Get a good night's sleep and go tomorrow morning, okay?" He couldn't bear to tell her that the hospital he went to check up today is the most authoritative.Is there any way to make her accept the reality and stop holding on to so many hopes?Check again to confirm, I'm afraid she can't stand it even more.What should I do?
"Oh..." Ye Luo lowered his head dejectedly, lost his mind.In the next second, he suddenly raised his head, grabbed his skirt and said. "Then let's go early tomorrow morning, shall we?"

"Okay!" Nie Yang felt as if his heart had been dug out by someone, and the pain was almost numb.But he had to hold his face and coax her. "You must be hungry. I made porridge with preserved egg and lean meat, and I'll serve it to you now, okay?"

"I don't—" Ye Luo subconsciously wanted to refuse, she really had no appetite at all.But meeting Nie Yang's caring and distressed eyes, she still squeezed out a smile and nodded.That smile is a thousand times uglier than suffering. "Okay. You go and bring it over for me, and I'll eat it."

Nie Yang kissed her on the face and pulled up the quilt a little. "Then I'll bring the porridge and wait for me obediently, huh?"

"Yeah." She raised a smile, and when he turned to leave, it was replaced by a look of sadness.Although I hoped that the doctor's examination had gone wrong, I knew something about it.But, why are you willing to give up like this?

Soon, Nie Yang came back with something.

Under his gaze, Ye Luo managed to eat half a bowl of porridge by herself.No matter how much it is, it can't be eaten anymore.Whether she was hungry or full, she didn't feel at all.Because all feelings converge on the heart.

After eating, Nie Yang put back the hot water and carried her into the bathroom together.The two of them were soaking in the bathtub, they were very familiar with the seductive scene, but they were not in that mood.

When Nie Yang put his arms around him to stir up passion, Ye Luo was still thinking in a dizzy state, did he do it on purpose?She had already strongly refused, but he still involved her in the fiery lingering.

When the water in the bathtub gradually cooled down, Nie Yang carried her back to the bed, but the passion did not subside.He wanted her again and again as if he had been drugged.Until she didn't even have the strength to move her fingers, he stopped and held her in his arms.Her eyelids could no longer be opened, and the moment she lay comfortably in his arms, she fell asleep.

Nie Yang held her half against the head of the bed, tightened his arms, looked down at her peaceful sleeping face, and sighed silently.She finally became happy, why must she treat her like this?Her heart is kind, but why does God have to be so cruel?
Slowly, he tightened his arms even more, hugging her slender body tightly.Be careful, like holding a fragile treasure.If possible, I would like to block all the wind and rain for you.Unfortunately, there are so many things I can't do.

sorry my baby!

The accumulated Ye Luo had a good night's sleep. Although she dreamed of bad things during the period, under Nie Yang's gentle comforting pat, she soon fell asleep again.Nie Yang hugged her and slept all night.

Tomorrow will be the most painful day for the woman he loves so much, how can he sleep?
If Nie Yang originally hoped that she would temporarily forget about the re-examination, then when Ye Luo opened his eyes and jumped up from the bed, screaming to go to the hospital, he could only endure the pain and face the reality.

No matter how he tries to delay the time, this moment will come.

After the inspection, Ye Luo refused to come back.The two just cuddled together and waited on the bench outside the hospital.The weather wasn't really cold, but Ye Luo tried her best to curl up into Nie Yang's arms as if she was only wearing a thin shirt in winter.

The results came out quickly.Nie Yang wanted to stop Ye Luo from hearing the result, but she refused to say anything.And the hands holding his arms trembled like yellow leaves in the autumn wind.

What the doctor said was almost the same as yesterday.The moment Ye Luo heard the result, she felt that she had been thrown into the ice hole and was about to die from the cold.I can't remember how I made my wish, and I can't remember when I will return home; I can't hear what Nie Yang said, and I don't know when it was dark again...

Ye Luo felt like a person from another world, seeing all this from a long distance.Even in Nie Yang's embrace, she couldn't feel the warmth and peace of mind of the past.She had to work very hard to hear what he had to say.

In a daze, Ye Luo spent several days in Nie Yang's heartache and helplessness.During this period, she was like a doll who had lost her soul. No matter what Nie Yang said or did, she neither heard nor saw it.Even when eating, she opened her mouth mechanically when he fed it to her mouth.At night, he also stared at a pair of big eyes, as if he couldn't close them no matter what.Nie Yang closed her eyelids several times, and she slowly opened them again, staring at the ceiling without saying a word...

Just when Nie Yang was in a panic, Ye Luo woke up leisurely.A pair of big eyes looked at Nie Yang without blinking, and he didn't speak for a long time.As soon as he opened his mouth, Nie Yang burst into tears.

"Martingale, I can't give birth to you, what should I do?" Her voice was extremely low, as if she was speaking to herself.But the sadness and despair in it can be felt by anyone.

Nie Yang hugged her with all his strength.For the first time since receiving this blow, I shed tears. "Luo, don't do this. Test-tube baby, we can try test-tube baby!"

Ye Luo shook her head sobbing, her tears flowed desperately like a bank bursting. "The success rate is too small..."

"It's okay! It's okay! As long as there is a little possibility, we still have hope!" He said so, but his eyes were full of pain.But at this moment, he can only express this little hope.She didn't dare to think about how she would survive after this little hope failed?Luo, how much I think I can bear this pain for you...

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm really sorry for you!" Ye Luo broke down in tears and fell into his arms again.She was so useless that she couldn't even satisfy his request to give birth to a child.Obviously knowing that he likes children so much, and wants children so much...

"No, no! Listen to me, you are not sorry to anyone. You are the one who suffers the most when this happens. How could my husband feel that you are sorry for me! Children, it is best to have. If it is true If not, we can't force it, right?" At this moment, Nie Yang really wished that he had always acted like he hated children and didn't want children at all.If so, she wouldn't be in such pain!

"What should I do? What should I do! I want a baby, and I want to give birth to your baby. I want our family to be happy together." This is her dream all the time, she just wants One child, one is fine!
(End of this chapter)