wolf pet

Chapter 152

Although I no longer look like a doll with a lost soul, my mood can never return to its original state.Most of the time, she would still lie alone on the sofa, staring blankly at a certain place without moving, and it would take a long time before she responded to talking to her.

In front of people, she smiled very hard and smiled brightly.But in the corner where no one was around, she would still cry secretly.When the fetus was relatively stable, she bought some baby products in the mall and put them in the guest room.Sometimes she would hide in, touch those things one by one, and then cry silently.

At night, the waking time is still very long.In order not to worry Nie Yang, she always pretended to be asleep.Wait for Nie Yang to fall asleep before opening his eyes.Staring at the tree shadows outside the window in the dark, it lasted all night.Sometimes I fall asleep with difficulty, only to be woken up again.The child in the dream was complaining to her...

A month has passed, Ye Luo's condition is much better than the moment when the accident happened, but it is still very bad.His body was still thin and weak, and the clothes that fit him were like a piece of cloth.The eyes occupy most of the face and are frighteningly large.The entire face was so thin that only a piece of skin remained, with no trace of flesh visible.Even the lips were pale and bloodless.

"Luo, if something happens to you, I will never live alone." Nie Yang said word by word while hugging her increasingly light body.

Ye Luo covered his mouth to prevent him from talking nonsense. "You are not allowed to talk nonsense, I will be fine. I will be fine, and you are not allowed to be fine."

She didn't give up on herself, she was already working hard.But her mind is not under her control, and she will think of those sad things.She also tried very hard to sleep at night, but she would always wake up with a start, and then she could only stare and wait for dawn.The pain of not being able to sleep every night also haunted her, and sometimes she shed tears silently alone, because the long-term insomnia made her nerves tense and her brain ached unbearably.

"Then you get better. Get better for me, okay?" The man's hoarse voice was full of pleading.All that can be done, he has done.If she continued to wither like this, maybe he would also despair.

Ye Luo curled up the corners of his mouth and reached out to wrap his head around his chest. "I'm fine, I'm going to be fine. I'm sorry, I'll be fine..."

The next day, Nie Yang took Ye Luo and Nuonuo to the streets.I didn't drive, just walked slowly like this.I don't have anything to buy, I just want her to come out and get some air.

Seeing that she was finally willing to go out, Nuonuo shouted to them all by herself, bouncing around happily.Occasionally, I would bump into someone and fall on all fours.Got up and giggled happily.

Ye Luo looked at it and couldn't help but smile.She knew that the child was trying to make her happy.She also knew that the self-blame in the child's heart was still there. As long as she was not well, he would be thinking that he had made a mistake all day.Thinking of this, Ye Luo couldn't help but let out a sigh of relief.Ye Luo, I really can't do this anymore.There are so many people who care about you and need you, how can you not recover from a setback?

When passing through an intersection, Ye Luo felt a little thirsty, so Nie Yang and Nuonuo went to buy milk tea.She stood on the side of the road, waiting quietly, smiling quietly.Sunshine is fine.

Suddenly, a baby carriage appeared in sight.The mother pushed her son and passed by her.In the stroller, the little baby Yiyi was babbling and saying words that no one could understand, dancing and dancing as if she was happy to be able to go to the street.Ye Luo couldn't look away at all, and couldn't help but follow their direction, moving slowly.

"Luo, be careful!" A loud shout suddenly sounded in his ear.Ye Luo woke up suddenly, and when she turned her head, she saw a car rushing straight towards her.In an instant, my mind went blank, I could only listen to the sharp voice and watch it rushing towards me.

In the next second, a pair of iron arms wrapped around her waist, turned around with her arms around her and pushed her away.After screaming all around, many people gathered around.

Ye Luo, who fell to the ground, blinked and woke up suddenly, with fear in her eyes.Get up, push through the crowd, and rush in.On the ground lay the tall figure of Nie Yang. "what--"

Ye Luo screamed and rushed over. "Martingale, how are you? Martingale, martingale..."

The lying person slowly opened his eyes, saw her face, and smiled. "It's just that you're fine..." Blood oozes from the head, and it's bright red.

In a sea of ​​red, Ye Luo panicked and screamed.

After rescue, Nie Yang was out of danger.At that time, the car was not driving too fast, which was a blessing in misfortune.

From the moment he entered the operating room, Ye Luo has been guarding outside the operating room.From the beginning to the end, I didn't say a word, I just hugged my body and trembled.When Nie Yang left the operating room, she stayed by the bed the whole time, holding Nie Yang's hand and staring at him closely, not going there, afraid that he would disappear if she left.

Nie Yang slept for a whole day and night before waking up.Ye Luo, who has been staying by his bedside, slowly understands: Maybe what is lost is also precious, but what is lost has already been lost, and she should cherish what she has now.As Nie Yang said, at least they still have each other, at least they still have Nuonuo.The moment he figured it out, Ye Luo felt that the mountain in his heart suddenly turned into a snow mountain, which slowly melted under the sunlight.

"Martingale, are you awake?"

The moment Nie Yang opened his eyes, he heard a soft voice in his ear and looked at Ye Luo's smiling face.At that moment, he understood that his Ye Luo had returned.At that moment, a thought flashed through his mind at the same time: If this can make you feel better, it's worth it.

"I'm sorry, I was so selfish. I only cared about my own sadness and completely ignored you. Don't worry, I have figured it out, I really figured it out. I really want a child, one of your children. Losing a child For me, it is a lifelong regret. However, all this can no longer be changed. But at least I still have you, Nuonuo, and a healthy body. Compared with many, many people, I am still lucky. I should forget those sad things and cherish what I have now. From now on, I will never let you worry again, never again." After saying these words with tears in her eyes, she smiled again.

Nie Yang hugged her tightly in his arms in surprise, refusing to let go even if he overwhelmed the wound.Doing this earlier can make you better, I should take you out earlier. "As long as you get better, I'm not afraid of anything."

Under Ye Luo's careful care, Nie Yang soon recovered.After months of cloudy skies, the sun is finally shining again.No one mentioned the matter of the child again.

Fan Zhaobai and Ye Youying also bought a house next to them and lived there.For some reason, they seemed to have figured it out suddenly, and they no longer cared whether Nuo Nuo was calling godmother godfather or father and mother.They decided to maintain the status quo and let Nuonuo still follow Nie Yang and Ye Luo.Anyway, the two families are very close, and you can see the little guy every day.Most of the days, the two women would pick him up and drop him off from school together, laughing along the way.

Occasionally, Ye Luo would still think of that little life that was not born, and still feel sad.However, I will no longer be immersed in sadness and ignore everything.Because her mood improved, her body also slowly recovered.Gradually, some flesh could be seen on his body, and his face became much ruddy.

One day, Ye Luo and Nuonuo were watching cartoons at home.Nie Yang came back, bringing with him a middle-aged woman who seemed honest to each other, and a young man.

Ye Luo, who was nestled on the sofa, slowly stood up, her heart beating fast.She can already guess who these three people will be.Looking at those two kind faces, she felt that her mouth was dry, and her lips seemed to be stuck and could not be separated no matter what.

From their mouths, Ye Luo knew her true identity.Her name is Le An, and she comes from the countryside.

The middle-aged couple were her parents. Her father's name was Le Yang, and her mother's name was He Yuanyuan.The two of them didn't read much, but they knew that if they wanted to get out of the mountains, they had to study and go to university.So the husband and wife worked hard and wanted to send their children to college to become promising people.Unexpectedly, Le An suddenly disappeared.The couple searched for several years but failed to find anyone, so they finally had to give up and concentrate on raising their son.

That young man is their son, Le An's younger brother, Le Zhongwen.He lived up to his expectations and was admitted to a prestigious university, and now he is the deputy general manager of a company.

The wish of Le Yang and He Yuanyuan finally came true. After living a good life, the two began to look for their daughter again.But finding a needle in a haystack is not easy for them in the vast sea of ​​people?Slowly, this matter was put aside, and it became an eternal pain in the hearts of the couple.

The scene of crying heartbrokenly or everyone's heartfelt confession on TV did not appear, because Ye Luo had already lost her memory, and she couldn't extend a deep feeling all at once.The Le family can't express their feelings for their daughter and sister to a person with a completely different appearance.Strictly speaking, they are equivalent to strangers.They couldn't see the shadow of their daughter from this face, and Ye Luo didn't have any memory about them.Therefore, the scene of recognizing relatives can even be said to be a bit embarrassing.

From them, Ye Luo saw her previous appearance.She is not outstanding, she is an ordinary girl, but her smile is very warm and makes people feel very comfortable.Those photos are very old, and some are still black and white photos. Although they are a little yellowed, it can still be seen that they were carefully preserved.

The Le family lived in the United States for a few days before returning to China.

The day before going back, Le Zhongwen said to Ye Luo: "Sister, it's still a bit weird for me to say sister, after all, I am calling sister to a person who can be said to be a complete stranger. But, I really Nice to see you, mom and dad too, especially mom. So many times, I've seen her secretly wiping tears while looking at your picture. You've been silent for so many years, we've done the worst We intend to, although we have not given up on searching for your whereabouts. Although today’s result is not the best, we are all very happy. Because you are still alive and healthy, with a person who loves you deeply and a lovely child. "

(End of this chapter)