wolf pet

Chapter 165

Li Yan was unwilling to give in, but Lei Chu's words really softened her attitude a lot.He said that as if he was really wrong.Except for what happened last night, she didn't really see Lei Chu having an affair with other women.Between him and the secretary, perhaps it is really necessary to bring the secretary to the stage, rather than a private hook-up.But with these bumps, if she really wanted her to believe that he was completely innocent, she couldn't convince herself.

Believe him, or insist on a divorce?If she believed him like this, wouldn't she become a clown herself?There was a fuss, and then it ended in disgrace, as if all of this was her unreasonable trouble.Is it because she has no position, or is this man who understands women's thoughts too well and has too much mouth?

"Lei Chu, do you think there is still love between us? I'm afraid you also understand that this marriage has no solid foundation. No matter how you explain it, you can't deny that your attitude towards this marriage has already changed." It's changed. Your late night absence is not only a matter of entertainment, but also a matter of whether you think about it, isn't it?"

I still remember that in the past, no matter how busy he was, he would call home and report his whereabouts.When I came home late, I called or sent a text message almost every hour to explain the situation, for fear that she might misunderstand by thinking wildly at home.She waited quietly at home, until late at night, her heart was still at ease.Because his carefulness made her understand that he really put himself and this family in his heart, so he tried every means to avoid her misunderstanding.

Sometimes, she fell asleep waiting on the sofa.After he came back, he carefully picked her up and sent her back to the bedroom.In fact, she woke up the moment he picked her up, but she always pretended to be asleep, because she liked the feeling of him carefully protecting her in his arms.I like his surprise expression even more when he let go, when I suddenly hugged his neck.The low laughter of the two of them blending in the middle of the night always seems to be able to eliminate the dissatisfaction of waiting.

The faster and faster pace of life keeps everyone busy, and it is impossible for them to focus on romance like they did in school.But more and more waiting and loneliness will gradually erode that solid trust.Only this occasional warm touch can give her more confidence.

But as Lei Chu got busier, she waited more and more.The careful management of the firm trust at the beginning has disappeared without a trace, and the marriage is already in jeopardy.She is no longer a little girl with only dreams in her mind, and she understands that this means that Lei Chu's feelings for her have changed.Perhaps, he has been annoyed by this person's relationship.And without love, even if you don't get divorced today, how long can you last?
"What nonsense!" Lei Chu tightened his arms again, pressing her face against his chest. "Did you forget how hard I worked to catch you back then? I was even afraid of having long nights and dreams, so I couldn't wait to marry you home as soon as I graduated. How could I easily let this hard-won relationship go away?" Sour? I will try to reduce the time for entertainment, I will not go if I can't participate in person, come back early to accompany you and Linlin, okay? Yan'er, you can't even give me a chance to prove yourself, it's not good for me Fair."

Li Yan opened her mouth and breathed lightly.His heart, which was already soft, almost shed tears when he said it.She cherishes this marriage and this family more than anyone else.As long as there is still a chance, how can she be willing to give up? "My heart is in a mess, I need to think about it. You go wash your face first, I'll go and see Rin Rin."

Pushing away his arm, she walked away from him in two or three steps, opened the door and entered the guest room.

"Mommy, are grandparents gone? I heard their voices." Lei Lin, who was sitting on the bed watching TV, rushed over the moment Li Yan opened the door.The little head poked out the door, looking around.

"Grandpa and grandma left beforehand, and they will come to accompany Rinlin when they are done with their work." Rubbing her son's head, Li Yan sighed silently.For father, grandparents, children have deep feelings.I really want a divorce...

"You watch TV for a while, Mommy is going to make you breakfast, huh?"

"Then I'll ask Dad to watch it with me!" He was in the room and heard Dad's voice.

"Go." Li Yan smiled at her son and watched him run out of the room, Li Yan sighed softly.

When I was busy in the kitchen, I heard the laughter of Lei Chu and the children in the hall, and my heart became softer and softer uncontrollably.A complete home...

When breakfast was served on the dining table, the father and son kissed her on the cheek one after another, thanking her for making breakfast for them.Especially Lei Chu's long-lost "Thank you wife" made Li Yan's eyes wet.

Seeing two identical faces, one big and one small, in front of him, even though his heart was very blocked, it still couldn't completely cover up the feeling of happiness.

But, how long has it been since the family of three had a warm meal together?

In the days that followed, Li Yan felt that the happy days of the past had returned.

Lei Chu, who always didn't come back until late at night, really tried his best to turn down all possible dinners, and went home early to watch TV and chat with his wife and son.Except for lunch, breakfast and dinner are basically eaten by a family of three.Especially for dinner, under the orange light and the children's silver bell-like laughter, every picture is so happy that people can't help laughing.

Li Yan knew that she should feel happy, because Lei Chu's performance these days really made her feel like she was back in the past.I just don't know why, but there is always a feeling that this happiness is fake and fragile.

Sometimes I was laughing happily one second, but suddenly my mood dropped in the next second, no matter how hard I tried to adjust it, it was useless.For this reason, Li Yan secretly talked to a psychologist.Everything the doctor said seemed to make sense, but it didn't solve her situation.She also didn't want to really treat herself as a patient with psychological problems, and she didn't go to the psychological clinic again, thinking that it would be fine slowly.

Intentionally or unintentionally, Li Yan has developed many habits that she didn't have before. For example, when Lei Chu came back from get off work, when she helped take off her coat and hang it up, she would always subconsciously take a sniff, or take a closer look to see if there were any women. left traces.But nothing was found, but her heart still couldn't let go.

Later, she started paying attention to his cell phone again.She remembered that when Lei Chu came home, his mobile phone would be placed on the table or cabinet at will.Occasionally, the phone or text message rang, and she was asked to help answer or read.This is a husband's absolute trust in his wife and an important manifestation of his loyalty to his wife, so Li Yan rarely peeks at his text messages or call records, unless he is busy and asks her to do so.Over time, she developed the habit of not touching his mobile phone, so that she didn't notice when it started. Lei Chu's mobile phone was still in her pocket when she returned home.

It was also during this period that Li Yan discovered that Lei Chu's mobile phone seemed to be in vibrate mode, and it never rang once.She couldn't help thinking, he didn't bother to switch back to the vibration mode because he often had meetings, or was he hiding something for fear that the ringing would make her suspicious, or was it just a coincidence?Among the many conjectures, she couldn't control her mood to guess the most terrifying possibility.

That night, she packed up the clothes to dry in the bedroom, folded them and put them in the cabinet, because winter was coming, and clothes that were out of season had to be put away.Before she finished her work, Lei Chu, who was watching TV downstairs, came up and said he needed to take a bath.Before that, he even gave her a lingering long kiss.

After he went into the bathroom, Li Yan found that his clothes had been taken off on the bed, and his cell phone had slipped out of his pocket.Noticing the mobile phone half lying on the bed, Li Yan's heart suddenly picked up quickly.Looking at the closed bathroom door, she clenched her fists repeatedly to stop herself from peeking at his phone.

However, what happened during these days and the guesses that never stopped in her mind made her want to do this very much.However, what should Lei Chu do if he finds out?Will he feel that he doesn't trust him, and this will make it difficult to return to the old days and set off another storm...

But if Lei Chu didn't betray her and didn't do anything wrong to her, then why not let her take a look?Didn't he often ask her to answer the phone and read text messages before, and sometimes asked her if she wanted to check his mobile phone for text messages from wild women?Didn't Lei Chu say that he treats her the same as before and has absolutely no intentions?Then let her take a look, it's okay...

The two voices in her head were engaged in a fierce battle, which made Li Yan's head hurt and her heart ached, and even her breathing was out of rhythm.In the end, she put down the clothes in her hands and slowly leaned towards the bed where the mobile phone was lying.

Taking a deep breath, she slowly extended her hand.Somewhat tremblingly, her hand touched the metal shell.Just when she made up her mind to pick up the phone, the vibrating sound suddenly sounded, and she was startled and immediately withdrew her hand.

Before the vibration of the phone stopped, and before she even noticed the name displayed on the screen, the door of the bathroom suddenly opened.One suddenly turned his head and looked at Lei Chu who hurried out in a panic and bewilderment. "What's wrong?"

Although the voice was a little stiff, but there was no hesitation, which made Li Yan a little relieved.But she panicked as if she wanted to be hung up, and the oxygen in the air seemed to be driven away all of a sudden, making it difficult for her to breathe.

"It's nothing. I took off my clothes and felt that the weather is a bit cold, so I decided to take a hot bath. Lying in the bathtub is boring, I thought about taking my phone in and looking at the webpage or something." Then, he picked up the phone and looked at her Go in again at a glance.

Li Yan stood in a daze, her eyes following Lei Chu's figure.Just before the door closed, she noticed that Lei Chu came out wearing a bath towel. He didn't tie it on but grabbed it with his hands. Water was still dripping on his body, and his dripping water could still be seen on the floor. water beads.

(End of this chapter)