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Chapter 168

Except that Lei Chu occasionally encounters difficult clients, she will come forward to help tackle problems, which can be regarded as training her public relations ability.And those things that I learned at the beginning, even I am not sure if I still hold them in my mind.

Li Yan found that her thinking and mood had entered a strange circle.Ups and downs in depression and self-comfort, ups and downs.But uncontrollably, it is falling to the bottom of the valley.Because the trust in Lei Chu has become less and less, and he is more and more concerned about the status quo that he has accomplished nothing...

In the past, she always blocked the information of the QQ group in the class, thinking that what everyone was talking about was unnutritious and meaningless.But recently she began to pay attention to every word and every expression they sent, and she was surprised to find that although everyone was making more low-level jokes.But from time to time, I always talk about some work-related things, so you give advice or sympathize with each other, which is very lively.And she couldn't get into it.

Li Yan began to slowly recall the plots of some TV dramas. In many failed marriages, the husband would tell his wife that she could no longer keep up with him, so their marriage could no longer be maintained.She couldn't help asking herself, did I fall behind a lot in Lei Chu's heart?So that he thinks I'm only suitable for cooking and taking care of children?
She couldn't help but keep thinking about it, but couldn't think of an answer.Even, she didn't have enough courage to prove to Lei Chu.She even wondered, if she left Lei Chu, would she really become a stone, because she hadn't polished herself for a long time, and she wouldn't shine by herself?

In order to prove herself, she began to submit resumes online.In the column of work experience on the resume, she filled in the unit where she practiced in college that year, and she just changed the time by making a fake.Many companies gave her the opportunity to interview, but she went to several interviews and found that she failed the interviews of those really powerful big companies.She thought she performed well, but she was not hired.

When there was no result in another interview, she called to ask the person who interviewed her why.That person said some polite words at the beginning, but in the end she told the truth clearly. If her idea was put on a few years ago, it must be very good, but it is not suitable for the current market.

When Li Yan put down the phone, her limbs felt soft.This phone call undoubtedly proved that she was indeed somewhat out of touch with this society.Her thinking has been unable to keep up with the development of the past few years.So, she remembered that when she chatted with Lei Chu in the past two years, occasionally he raised some concepts, but she didn't understand them.At the beginning, he would explain it to her carefully, but later he changed the topic actively.At that time, she also thought about going to the computer to look it up, but when she got busy, she couldn't remember anything.

The number of times Lei Chu sat down to have a good chat with her became less and less, because he felt that she couldn't understand?So why didn't he just say it?If he speaks out, she will definitely try to correct it, maybe she will end her life as a housewife, integrate into society as soon as possible, and catch up with him.However, he didn't say anything!Could it be that he really hoped that the distance between them would grow further and further until they could no longer be together?

Li Yan began to seriously consider whether she should do public relations.But in fact, she didn't like this one.Relatively speaking, she prefers planning and design.But as the interviewer of that company said, maybe her thinking can't keep up.She has to work hard to catch up!

Perhaps, she should start to be a student again...

Li Yan was quite surprised to receive Yang Cheng's invitation.Because the groom turned out to be that warm, for a very caring rich second generation, it is not easy for Ken to enter the marriage like this.It seems that Yang Cheng still has some skills.

Originally, she wanted to seal a red envelope, so she would not attend the wedding in person.But Yang Cheng specially called and asked her to attend the wedding in person no matter what, and hoped that she would attend the wedding as a sister, otherwise she would not be treated as a classmate.Li Yan thinks about it carefully, a classmate, anyway, he is free, so let's go.

Li Yan arrived the night before because she was going to welcome the bride on the wedding day.That night, Yang Cheng pulled her and talked for a long time.It wasn't until Li Yan threatened her that if she had two dark circles under her eyes tomorrow, she would be the ugliest bride, Yang Cheng went back to sleep nervously.

When welcoming the bride the next day, Li Yan and a group of women made things difficult for the groom and the best man.Asking the groom to enter the door on his knees, and signing the deed of sale... After more than an hour of tossing, he finally received the bride.

Li Yan followed behind, watching the groom walk out of the house with the bride in his arms, and remembered when she got married.At that time, Lei Chu was also made things difficult, especially that weird chick Ye Luo, who asked Lei Chu to wear a skirt, otherwise he would not open the door.Lei Chu begged and bargained, but in the end he could only wear skirts.A masculine man over 1.8 meters tall is wearing a skirt. The picture must be as funny as it is. Everyone laughed into a ball and softened together.That guy Ye Luo didn't forget to remind the photographer that he must take a close-up.

To this day, he still remembers Lei Chu angrily crying to her in the bridal chamber, saying that his fame in the first life was ruined in Ye Luo's hands.He also swore that when Ye Luo and Jiang Ruichen got married, he would definitely come up with the most perverted idea to make them mess up!Seeing him beating his chest and stamping his feet, Li Yan only had happiness in her heart.

At that time, I was really happy!
Li Yan suddenly wanted to see Lei Chu at this moment, and asked him if he still remembered this?Ask him if he is still willing to work hard to find the original happiness...

Of course, the wedding was very grand, and there were many people who came to the wedding.Yang Cheng, who was wearing a wedding dress, was very beautiful, holding warm hands and smiling like a lotus flower.The high-slung head shows the pride and glory of marrying into a wealthy family.

Li Yan found a gap, hid in a quiet corner of the yard, and dialed Lei Chu's phone.It rang for a long time, but no one answered.Just when she was about to hang up, the phone rang suddenly.

"What's wrong?" came the magnetic voice.

Li Yan curled her lips and replied with a smile: "It's all right. Where are you?"

"Eating out. Have you eaten?"

"Have eaten. Are you alone?" After asking this sentence, she waited nervously for the answer, unlike in the past, she just asked casually, and it didn't matter what the answer was.

"Well, alone."

"Oh. What kind of food are you eating?" Is he really alone?She couldn't help but wonder if there was another woman on the other side?

"Any order. Do you have anything else to do? If nothing else, I'll eat first. I'm hungry." There was impatience and displeasure in his voice, although he controlled it well.

Know him like Li Yan, but you can hear him very clearly.She opened her mouth to say something, but there was no sound.Without even saying goodbye, he just closed the phone.All the good moods disappeared without a trace, leaving only the uneasiness that weighed on my heart like a mountain.

Not long after she hung up, Lei Chu called again.Li Yan watched the word "husband" beating, and heard the familiar ringtone, but finally did not answer the phone.

He probably wanted to apologize, to tell her that he didn't mean it just now.He definitely didn't know, because it wasn't intentional, that was the scariest thing.In the past, no matter what she asked, even if it was a boring question, he would answer it with a smile.When love is strong, nonsense is also love talk.But now, when she asked one more question, he subconsciously felt impatient.He still wants to lie to her that he treats her the same as before, does he only have her in his heart?

Not long after, Lei Chu's text message arrived.She wanted to be so determined not to look at it, but she couldn't hold back. "The business that I agreed to sign today was ruined, so I'm in a bad mood. I didn't mean to be mean to you. Baby, don't be angry! Come back quickly after attending the wedding, Linlin and I will wait for you to go home!"

Li Yan looked at the text message for a long time before sighing softly.This reason is so far-fetched, didn't he realize it?Bitterly, he twitched the corner of his mouth.Not intending to return, he stuffed the phone back into his pocket.But after a while, he still escaped and replied three words - I know.

Back at the wedding, Li Yan was in no mood to stay any longer.She wanted to say goodbye to Yang Cheng several times and wanted to leave first, but she was always busy and couldn't find a break.Later, I thought, what can I change when I go back now, so don’t disappoint, it’s someone else’s wedding after all.

After the wedding was over, Li Yan left after talking to Yang Cheng.I wanted to rush back overnight, but when I arrived at the station, the nearest train had just left.There is an hour and a half wait for the next bus.

After waiting for half an hour, Li Yan suddenly didn't want to wait any longer.Anyway, if she doesn't go back, Lei Chu won't care.Thinking of this, she hired another taxi and found a hotel to stay.

Lying alone on the big bed in the hotel at night, tossing and turning, I couldn't fall asleep.Recalling the sweetness at the beginning, I still couldn't help grinning.It was funny until later, the tears fell.Although she didn't want to think about it or face it, she vaguely understood that her marriage with Lei Chu might be over.

She has never been a fragile person. When she came back from her parents, she still wanted a divorce decisively.But in fact, I was reluctant in my heart, and the decision at that time was mostly out of anger.Thinking of divorcing Lei Chu, she felt that an invisible hand was digging a bigger and bigger hole in her heart.

Tired of crying until the end, naturally fell asleep.The next day, she got up at dawn.After a simple grooming, headed straight to the station.

It's not far, just a three-hour drive.When she got home, Lei Chu had gone to work, Rin Lin had gone to school, and only the nanny was cleaning up.

She went to the bathroom to take a shower, came out and fell on the bed just wanting to sleep.But the eyelids could not be separated, and the body was very tired, but the mind was unusually clear.It was full of thoughts that she would divorce Lei Chu.She tried very hard to think about other places, but she always turned around Lei Chu soon.

(End of this chapter)