wolf pet

Chapter 172

"Isn't it?" Why did Linlin never ask such a question before, but asked it tonight, didn't he teach it when he went to pick up the child?
"Of course not! No matter what I do, I will not use my child to achieve my goal. He is still so young, how can I tell him such a serious thing. "

"When you were fooling around with other women, you were already an unqualified father. What qualifications does an unqualified father have to criticize my education of my children?" With a wound in my heart, I couldn't help but say Every word has a thorn in it.

"You—why am I unqualified? I work so hard, isn't it to give your mother and child a stable life, isn't it to give you happiness?"

"Happiness, do you still know what happiness is? If the result of your hard work for our happiness is to have sex with other women, then I would rather be poor for the rest of my life! I would rather you be like an ordinary man, nine nights every day Five, rush home when it’s time to get off work! If I knew you were getting more and more successful, would you have become like this? I would rather you go bankrupt overnight, and I will accompany you to work hard bit by bit!” Li Yan Unable to bear it, he yelled back loudly, forgetting that the child was still beside him for a while.

"If I had been a poor kid, do you think you would still choose me? Poor couples are sad, do you really think that you can be happy without money? Eat pickles and bread for every meal, and wear cloth and clothes from the street stall. Clothes with rough workmanship, you have to think twice about spending every penny. Can you really live in such a life? You say this now because you are not in that situation and don’t know the pain. To put it bluntly, you are I don’t know how to be blessed in the blessing!” Only those rich ladies who don’t know the sufferings of the world think that as long as there is love, everything is possible!
"If I could look back now, no matter whether you are worth a million dollars or poor and white, I would not choose you! Poor and lowly couples are sad about everything, but they can only mourn a marriage that exists in name but with different dreams! I have never lived such a life, how do you know me? Can't bear it? Don't I change everything with my own hands? Don't forget, I have hands, feet and a brain! I—"

"Wow——" Startled by the louder roars of the couple, Lei Lin burst into tears.

Li Yan quickly hugged him and put him on her lap to coax him, secretly cursing herself for forgetting the existence of the child. "Why are you crying? It's okay, baby, don't cry."

"Don't quarrel, Rin Rin is afraid, woo..." The child grabbed her shirt, leaned against her chest and continued to cry.

Li Yan hugged him tightly and stroked his head. "It's okay, we didn't fight."

After coaxing for a long time, the child stopped crying sobbingly.Sitting in Li Yan's arms, she coaxed her eyes to look at this and that, making sure that they would not quarrel anymore.

"Come on, eat quickly. Mommy will feed you, okay?"

Fortunately, the child forgot quickly, after Li Yan finished feeding him and Lei Chu played with him for a while, he would forget everything.

Li Yan was washing dishes and tidying up in the kitchen, thinking about Rin Rin's question all the time, and her brows were knotted several times.

After tidying up, Li Yan sat on the sofa and watched the father and son playing puzzles.I often saw this kind of picture before. It was happiness at that time, but now it is only sad.If she doesn't know anything, she can live in a daze, and maybe she will still be happy.But now that she knew, she couldn't possibly continue as if nothing had happened, even if it was for the child.Perhaps, she is not a good mother, and a good mother can be desperate for her children.

At ten o'clock in the evening, Lin Lin, who had taken a bath and played enough, fell asleep.Li Yan went back to the bedroom, planning to move some clothes to the guest room.When she went in, Lei Chu was taking a shower in the bathroom, which made her relieved.

She opened the closet, quickly found out the clothes she wanted, and closed the closet door before leaving.The door of the bathroom opened at this moment, Lei Chu came out, she pretended not to see, and still walked towards the door.

"If you go to the guest room to sleep, I will break the door of the guest room. If you want to sleep in the room of Lin Lin, you will follow me. If you don't want the child to wake up, and don't want him to cry in fright again, you'd better Sleep here obediently."

Hearing this, Li Yan hugged the clothes in her arms tightly.She knew that he could do what he said.Thinking of his behavior last night, she was a little scared.Even if this person is still her husband now, she doesn't like the feeling of being raped.But she was unwilling to sleep with her still.

After thinking about it, she went out with her clothes in her arms.At worst, if she doesn't sleep today, she can just watch TV in the living room all night.

Seeing her go out, Lei Chu's face became particularly ugly.

Fearing that Lei Chu would barge in while she was taking a bath and wake up the child, Li Yan chose to go to the guest room to take a bath.After taking a shower, Lei Chu was already in the room, smoking a cigarette.Li Yan turned a blind eye, found a hair dryer to dry her hair, and then went out with the quilt and pillow in her arms.

Lei Chu followed out and saw her laying the quilt on the sofa and watching TV while lying down.He smoked hard, took two puffs and then put the cigarette out in the ashtray.Sitting down on the sofa, he sighed and asked weakly: "Staying with me, does it really make you feel so uncomfortable?"

Li Yan didn't want to answer at first, but couldn't help but replied angrily. "If I come back to lie in your arms after having sex with another man, maybe you will understand."

"How dare you!" Knowing that she was just talking, he couldn't help but get angry.She was his, and he couldn't stand any man touching her.

Li Yan pouted and sneered again, the typical Xuzhou government does not allow people to light lamps, it is ridiculous!Sit up, lean on the sofa with your knees folded, and meet his eyes. "I just disdain, I have nothing to dare. I hate betrayal, so I will not do betrayal. You should understand my temper better than anyone else. What I have decided, even nine cows can't pull it back of."

"Then one hundred and one thousand." Lei Chu scratched his head and wanted to smoke again.

"I know, you can afford to buy [-] heads. But what's the point? Since you already have someone else, it's enough to show that I'm not that important to you anymore. Don’t let people who don’t want you go?”

"Who said I don't want you? I want you and no one can change it, I said it!"

Li Yan sighed weakly. "Just because of your male chauvinism? Because I used to be your woman, even if you don't want it now, you don't want other men to get it. Is it like this? You know it's a vain thing, is there any point in struggling with it?" ?”

He stretched out his hand to hold Li Yan in his arms, pressed his chin against her forehead, and said with a sigh: "Yan'er, you know that I don't think so, why do you deliberately misinterpret my meaning? Every word you say to me is full of thorns. Does this make you happy? I want you because I want you. It has nothing to do with masculinity or a man's face. Some people can only play on the spot and not be serious. I don't know. I'm real I never thought about getting a divorce, so I don't need to lie to you."

Li Yan struggled and could only be held in his arms.His eyes fell on the TV screen, who didn't know what was going on, and he smiled bitterly. "I believe you have never thought about divorcing me. But Lei Chu, you should understand that I am just like this. Once you let me know that you are having an affair with another woman, even if it is a joke, I will never forgive you. You are acting like a joke When you go to bed, it is equivalent to asking for a divorce with me, understand? Our marriage is originally the result of mutual affection, and I really love you, so I don’t want to make too much trouble. If you really If you loved me before and really don’t want to hurt me and Rin Rin, you should leave quickly. Soon you will find that maybe you will feel happier without my worries.”

Lei Chu didn't speak for a long time.Rubbing her hair for a while, he said quietly, "Yan'er, you don't understand me."

Li Yan smiled bitterly. "Perhaps. We all knew each other at the beginning, but the distance between us has become farther and farther these years, and now no one understands anyone. I think you must have found someone who understands you, so why not let go I choose her?"

Speaking of these words, Li Yan felt that her knife was being cut bit by bit by a sharp steel knife, and the bloody pain was unbearable.It's just that the long-term pain is worse than the short-term pain, she endured it!
"It's almost Chinese New Year, do you have to be stubborn with me at this time? Even if I made a mistake, don't you even give me a chance to correct it? Do you really think that your child can't even live through the New Year once a year?" happy?"

"We still have to go through the formalities, and the year will be over after we finish it. If you agree and get the divorce certificate, we can also spend this year together. Then we can get together and break up, is it okay?" Tears, already It rained down in my heart, but I pretended to be strong on my face.

After a long time, Lei Chu sighed softly.Hold her tightly, come up and squeeze her on the sofa, let her lie on your body.

Li Yan wanted to struggle, but was suppressed by him, and said in her ear: "Don't make trouble tonight, let me just hug and sleep like this."

Li Yan didn't seem to feel good listening to him, but she remembered the sweetness she once had, so she gave up struggling.Lying in his arms, lying on the narrow sofa.The two of them stuck together tightly, but their hearts couldn't get together.

The Chinese New Year is less than half a month away, Li Yan began to temporarily put aside the hostility with Lei Chu, and began to prepare things for the New Year.Maybe this is the last time for the three of them to celebrate the New Year together, so make good preparations and give your children a good memory.

Two days later, on the weekend, Li Yan was still preparing breakfast in the kitchen, but her parents suddenly appeared in front of her, and she couldn't close her mouth for a long time.After staring stupidly for a long time, he happily ran over to hug them. "Dad, Mom, why are you here?"

(End of this chapter)