wolf pet

Chapter 175

But, can she really trust a person with a criminal record again?If it was possible, why would she still suspect that he had met other women or even had sex with him when he came home from get off work on time every day?If she could really believe it, why would she doubt the other party's identity even when he answered the phone at home...

forgive?Do not forgive?Struggling between these two choices, Li Yan was completely at a loss.She couldn't ignore her parents' feelings, and she couldn't ignore her children, but she couldn't completely ignore her own feelings.How to choose?

In the struggle, nearly half a month passed.Even Lei Chu thought that she had given up on the idea of ​​divorce.The originally cloudy mood began to clear up again.

On this day, Lei Chu had a social event that he had to attend, and it seemed that he was talking about something with important officials of the government.Because of the man's affairs, it is not suitable to bring family members, so naturally Li Yan can't accompany him on stage.Afraid that she would think too much, Lei Chu told her the matter in particular, and promised to come back as soon as possible to accompany their mother and son.

Li Yan didn't say anything, although she couldn't understand that she would go to bed every now and then, but she understood that it was inevitable for people to socialize and play in one way or another in society.

That night, after twelve o'clock, Lei Chu didn't come back.Li Yan told herself that there was no need to wait for him, and she was not waiting for him, but she subconsciously waited forever.

In the middle, she wanted to call him several times, but she held back.She knew that if a man was socializing outside, if his wife kept calling and questioning him, it would embarrass him.Eventually, she sent him a text telling him not to drink too much and to drive carefully on his return.However, Lei Chu never replied.

Li Yan began to lose control of her thoughts, and began to wonder what he was doing.Did they wash their feet in the sauna together and then order a woman to accompany them?Once such an idea pops up, it's like a fierce tiger dispatching, and it can no longer stop more terrible conjectures.At this moment, is he in bed with a certain woman?Will she still enjoy promiscuity like those perverted men...

Finally, all the conjectures brought out the previous mood and problems.Li Yan began to laugh at herself for being too naive, for a cat, how can you expect him not to steal?What's more, has he ever done such a thing as stealing?Besides, how can you not get your shoes wet when you often walk by the river?As long as he needs to socialize in the business field all day, it is impossible for him to completely avoid this bad habit of acting on the bed!
Li Yan's mood was like being scratched and scratched by a cat's sharp claws, and the pain was unbearable.She turned off the light, pulled the quilt over herself, and wept silently in the quilt.Tears dried up and people were extremely exhausted, but Lei Chu hadn't come back yet.She turned off her mobile phone and stopped looking forward to it.I was so tired that I couldn't even open my eyelids, but I still couldn't sleep.

After an unknown amount of time, she heard the sound of the door opening.Then, the floor lamp was turned on.She could feel Lei Chu coming to the bedside to see her, and even bent down to kiss her on the face.He straightened up quickly and left, but she didn't ignore the smell of wine and perfume all over her body.My heart sank all of a sudden, and even my body trembled slightly.What a fool she is!
Waiting for the sound of water in the bathroom, Li Yan slowly opened her eyes.Looking at the open door and the light on in the bathroom, she almost couldn't help crying again.Noticed that his clothes were taken off next to him, and his cell phone was also placed there.She couldn't help but want to get up and look at the contents inside.

She hesitated for a long time, and finally got out of bed secretly and opened his mobile phone.There is nothing in the call records, and there are no suspicious text messages. The only one that is more intimate is the one that replied to her, and the reply is: Baby, I will be over in a while, you go to bed early.I'll be back as soon as my side is over, don't worry.

Everything seemed to be fine, but she just couldn't let go of her doubts.Maybe he deleted the call logs and text messages because he was afraid that she would look at his phone.

Just as many thoughts were running through her mind, the phone suddenly rang, and there was a new text message!She was so frightened that she almost threw the phone away, put it down quickly, and got back under the covers.But after waiting for a while, Lei Chu didn't come out, and the sound of water continued.She finally couldn't help but get up again.

Looking at the text message with no name on the screen and only a number, she hesitated whether to read it or not.After all, she seldom does such a thing, and it makes her uncomfortable like being a thief.In the end, she couldn't hold back and pressed down.

"What's wrong with you? Why haven't you come to me for so long? Everyone misses you!"

With a bang, a bomb was thrown into Li Yan's brain and it was completely blown apart.Such content, fools understand what it means.The hand holding the phone began to tremble.

It turned out that she was a fool again.If he didn't think she was asleep, he definitely wouldn't have put his phone here.Who knows which woman left behind the perfume smell mixed with alcohol?

The water in the bathroom stopped, Li Yan quickly put down her phone and went back to bed.After waiting for a while, but he still hasn't come out, she remembered that if she didn't delete the text message, he would know that someone had checked his mobile phone.Just when he was thinking about getting up and doing it, Lei Chu came out.She tried hard to relax and pretended to be asleep.

Lei Chu turned off his phone, quickly turned off the light and went to bed.Still reaching out to hold her in his arms, he sighed contentedly.After a while, the sound of even breathing sounded.

Li Yan stayed in his arms stiffly, without sleep all night.

The next day, Li Yan went online to submit several resumes, applying for a public relations job.She believes that there will be a response soon.Then I went to see a lawyer and drafted a divorce agreement.

Two days later, Li Yan was successfully hired by a company.A salary of [-] is not high, but what is important to her is that she can use this to fight for Rin Lin's custody.Because the weekend is approaching, she promised to start work next Monday.

That night, after Lin Lin fell asleep, the couple returned to the bedroom.Li Yan waited for him to come out of the bathroom, and handed over the divorce agreement in her hand.

"What is this?" Lei Chu asked her puzzled, he thought that Yan'er would not mention the divorce anymore.When he saw the words "divorce agreement", he stared at Li Yan with wide eyes in disbelief. "Yan'er, what's going on?"

Li Yan smiled, looking straight into his eyes, and replied, "We agreed before that we will have a divorce after the Chinese New Year, right? This is a divorce agreement. I don't have any requirements, except Linlin, I won't ask for a penny. I know that I may not earn as much money as you in my life, but I believe that it will be better for Linlin to follow me, and I hope you can give me his custody."

The more he listened, the darker Lei Chu's face became.It never occurred to him that Yan'er still insisted on getting a divorce.He felt that he had done a good job, why was she still not satisfied?He has never seen another woman, and he comes home on time every day after work, why is she making trouble? "You want a divorce that much? I've been working hard to do it well, why are you still dissatisfied? Don't tell me you have to see this family broken to be happy? If you really think about Lin Lin, don't you?" You should file for divorce again and again, what he needs more is a complete family, not just a good mother! I gave him to you, even if you can give him [-]% love It cannot replace father's love. Other children may still laugh at him as a child abandoned by his father, he will feel inferior, he will cry, his personality may change, do you really want to see such a result?"

"I don't want to see this result, but I have no choice. I know many women will experience this situation, and many people can forgive and trust again for the sake of love for their children. I have thought about it, and I have tried, but It's useless, I can't do it. As long as you are in a place where I can't see, I will suspect that you are with a certain woman. I will doubt when you answer the phone and read a text message. How can such two people live? "

"Why, haven't I done well enough during this time? Is it because you read my text messages that night?"

Li Yan didn't answer. She knew it wasn't a text message, but she didn't know how to explain it.The text message was just the one thing that made the whole thing disappear without a trace, and even without the text message her suspicion would have made everything go in this direction.

Lei Chu thought her silence was acquiescence, sighed and pressed her shoulder to hold back his temper and explained: "I knew you would think wildly after seeing that text message, I should have explained it to you at that time. I haven't contacted you for a long time That woman is gone, not just her. I will not contact any woman in private except for work needs. I hang up on their calls and I don’t reply to their text messages. I delete the text messages, just because I don’t want you to think about it, not because There are ghosts in my heart..."

"Don't explain, don't explain!" Li Yan covered her ears, unwilling to listen.Whether his words were true or false, she didn't want to hear them anymore. "My trust in you is very weak now, do you understand? Even if I try very hard to let go of what has happened and try to trust you, it is useless! This is what I am, I am Small belly, I'm just making trouble for no reason, so you can just treat me as an unreasonable woman. But I have seriously considered the matter of divorce. With your status, you can't find any kind of woman, so why bother You don't let go of women you don't want, right?"

"You—" Lei Chu's face turned darker with anger, and he slammed the door and walked out in order to prevent himself from saying more ugly words.At the door, he left a sentence: "No matter what you say, I will not agree to divorce!"

Li Yan heard the sound of the car driving out, and Lei Chu didn't come back that night.She was exhausted and had no interest in wondering where he had gone.Sitting alone on the bed for a long time, he didn't fall asleep until it was almost dawn.

(End of this chapter)