wolf pet

Chapter 181

Ye Luo thought about it, but still told the truth. "It was Lei Chu who called me here. He said that you are in a bad mood recently."

Li Yan smiled again and shook her head. "I'm fine, but I'm not in good health recently, and I don't know why I'm prone to insomnia, so I'm depressed. What about you? Why didn't you hang out with Jiang Ruichen?"

"It's only two days, what's the fun? We haven't seen each other for a while, and I heard Lei Chu say that you are in a bad mood recently. I thought I just came over to see what's going on. You are so thin that you are out of shape , What's going on? I'm not in good health, what's wrong?"

"It's nothing wrong. What's wrong with me? I can still be so old-fashioned? It's just that there was something wrong with my parents a few days ago, and the old couple had some conflicts. When I was worried, I couldn't rest well, which made my appetite worse. It's not good, so there are a bunch of problems. After I adjust and take a good rest for a while, naturally all problems will be gone."

"It's really that simple?" Li Yan was dubious. "Don't hide anything from me. If you can't tell me, who are you going to tell?"

Li Yan patted her on the shoulder, lowered her head and drank the juice. "Come on. I'm not always the first to tell you when something happens? If I lie to anyone, I won't lie to you. Don't worry."

What's the point of telling her?My own marriage has become like this, it is really a failure.Why bother to make a big show and let everyone watch the joke?I thought I proudly told the whole world that I was the happiest woman.Now if I tell others that my husband is having an affair and doesn't want her anymore, isn't that self-inflicted?

"That's good."

"It's almost lunch time. I'm going to buy vegetables and cook. You can sit with Linlin."

"Okay." After Li Yan left, Ye Luo began to attack Lei Lin.

"Rin Lin, don't watch TV for now, can you chat with Auntie?" He moved the little boy's body to face himself.

Lei Lin nodded obediently, looking at her with big black grape-like eyes.Before Ye Luo could ask, she took the initiative to say, "Auntie, Dad and Mommy quarreled, and Mommy cried."

"Oh, why did Rin Lin know why Dad and Mommy were arguing?" Sure enough, the problem still appeared in the relationship between husband and wife.

Rin nodded. "Mommy said that Dad bullied her, so Mommy hugged me and cried."

"Then why did Dad bully Mommy?"

Rin Rin shook his head, he didn't know this.If the husband and wife are not completely out of control, they will generally not quarrel in front of their children.Even if it is beyond the limit, children will not be able to understand such profound words.

Ye Luo sighed and stroked his head.

"Auntie, Mommy doesn't talk now, and doesn't talk to Dad either. Mommy wants to sleep with Lin Lin, Dad won't let her..."

Ye Luo hugged him tightly, not knowing how to comfort the child.I don't even know what happened to the couple.Ye Luo began to guess and recall.

The senior sister became weird, it seemed that it started when she suddenly brought Lin Lin back to her natal home.Since then, she has often brought up issues of divorce and betrayal, and even made insinuations about her relationship with Ruichen.Could it be that Lei Chu has a woman outside?If this is the case, then with the character of the senior sister, she will ask for a divorce without saying a word.How could there be no news at all?
But Lei Chu worked so hard to get his senior sister. If you love someone so much, you don't have to have a mistress after only a few years of marriage, right?Go back and ask Rui Chen if he knows something.

The senior sister came back soon, and Ye Luo found that even when cooking, she was often in a daze.When the vegetables are cut in half, the eyes begin to lose their focus.The oil in the pot was smoking and on fire. She looked at the pot clearly, but she didn't seem to see anything, and she didn't know to put the vegetables down.

Ye Luo had no choice but to take over her work and take over the task of lunch.She couldn't help thinking in her heart, how does she prepare three meals a day?Could it be that she didn't feel like cutting vegetables even with her fingers?The cauldron is on fire, and she can't see it?What exactly did Lei Chu do to hurt a strong woman to the point of trance?

During the meal, Li Yan suddenly smiled and said: "Sometimes, I think of when I first entered university and when I first met you, I was always stopped by a boy to confess my love when I was walking on the road. When I think about it now, that scene is still very strange. Funny, isn’t it? I still remember the boy in the art class, right? He blushed when he stood in front of me, and couldn’t finish a sentence. He looked so cute like that. Then I chose Lei Chu , you are still aggrieved on his behalf, saying that Lei Chu is not as good as him..."

There were so many choices back then, why did I choose Lei Chu?I ignored everyone's advice and insisted on choosing this person. It turned out to be a mistake, what an irony!

Ye Luo reached out and held hers.Even the food in my mouth is bitter.

Li Yan came back to her senses, looked at her and grinned. "What's the matter? I'm just reminiscing about the time back then. Is your reaction too strange?"

"Senior sister, are you suffering in your heart? Do you know that every smile of yours looks bitter?"

Li Yan was taken aback for a moment, and reached out to caress her face.The corner of his mouth was raised again, and he asked, "Is there any? I think it's okay."

Am I suffering?Xiao Luo, how can a word "bitter" describe my mood?I can't even find myself anywhere, you know?
Li Yan discovered that a person's endurance is unlimited.

Every time she thought she was about to collapse, she would recover after sleeping.In fact, she also understands that if there is no Rin Rin, maybe everything will not be like this.If she hadn't been reluctant to part with this baby, she might have fallen down long ago.

The most important stage for Lei Chu has passed, and he has further consolidated his country through a strong alliance.And the attitude towards Li Yan has also changed.

He is still a good husband, father and son in front of everyone, but he no longer pretends like that in front of Li Yan.As for Li Yan's resistance to him, he didn't seem to care that much anymore.Even, he has rarely touched her.

Li Yan sometimes wonders, as long as she doesn't ask for a divorce, can he completely treat her as non-existent?He has already done what he wants to do, why is he still holding on to her?

So, that night, Li Yan tried to bring up the divorce again, but Lei Chu's answer did not change.Li Yan was already confused, what exactly did he want?He really didn't want his former woman to be possessed by another man, or did he have concerns about being possessed?

She couldn't explore it because Lei Chu didn't allow it.Her father had retired honorably, but her concerns had not been allayed.As long as Lei Chu is willing, he can create any trouble.And she couldn't compete with it.Because she couldn't bear to see her parents feel sad in their old age, and she couldn't bear to give the child to a woman other than herself to take care of her.So, she had no choice but to tie herself to this marriage.

In fact, everything can be used.At the beginning, she occasionally made troubles and quarreled with him.In the end, she can almost do it when there is only her and the child in this family, and there is no third person.

The days seem to pass slowly and difficult, as if there is no end in sight; but they seem to pass quickly and easily, and it is another day in a trance.

She knew more about Jiang Ruichen, but she couldn't bear to mention it to Ye Luo.Every time she sees Ye Luo's happy face, she can't help but think, if she didn't find anything at the beginning, would she also be so ignorantly happy?

This question is doomed to have no answer, because there are no ifs in life.It's just that sometimes she can't help but think about what if, over and over again, her heart aches so badly that she dies, and she counts the time in that self-torturing pain, waiting for the unknown end.

It seems that I have been here for a long time, and it seems that in the blink of an eye, it is already autumn with yellow leaves flying.The sky is high and the air is clear, the most comfortable weather and season.But I don't have the mood to play, and I don't even have the desire to go out for a walk.If it is not with the children, I am used to sitting in the room all day long, thinking about everything, but not thinking about anything.

I haven't been online for a long time, and I haven't seen my friends for a long time, and even Ye Luo can't see her a few times.It was as if he had been cut off from the world.I don't know if this world has abandoned me, or if I have rejected the whole world, anyway, I still can't cross that invisible wall and walk into the crowd.

Mom and Dad called, habitually telling lies.Every time they asked her to take the child back to have a look, she tried every reason to refuse.With her current appearance, how can she meet people?If my mother saw her, I'm afraid her heart would be broken.

It's not like Li Yan never thought about it. It's impossible for Jiang Ruichen to hide from Ye Luo for a lifetime. How could the paper cover the fire?It's just that she didn't expect that this day would come so soon.

Ye Luo went on a business trip to another city, and for some reason came back suddenly in the middle of the night.And Jiang Ruichen was really blatant enough to bring the woman home.When Ye Luo came in and opened the door, he saw Jiang Ruichen having sex with a woman, so he turned his head and left.

Li Yan thought, she should really applaud Ye Luo.She was so determined to break off with Jiang Ruichen that she never gave him a chance.In the face of men's cheating and betrayal, women should be tough and let men know that women can live well or even better without him.

But the strange thing is that Li Yan persuaded her: "Xiao Luo, men are like this, even if they have money, they can't help but act on the occasion. If there are too many dramas, it will come true easily... At least he knows who he should marry. Xiao Luo, smart Like you, since you can't let go, you should know how to turn a blind eye..."

Even Li Yan couldn't figure it out, why did she try to persuade Ye Luo like this?Is it because he wanted to bring Ye Luo into the display of this poor army?Is it because I am in too much pain alone, and I want to find someone with the same disease to comfort and sympathize with each other?As a good friend, since she has already tasted this kind of pain, she should persuade her to insist on separating from Jiang Ruichen, and never forgive him no matter what he says.But what are these things I said?
(End of this chapter)