wolf pet

Chapter 189

"Ah... that.... that was just written casually, casually..." It's not like I never thought about it, and if I have the opportunity, I must tell her how I feel in my heart.But maybe it was because she was living so happily, that's why he still couldn't gather courage.

Even though it was dark and he couldn't see clearly, Li Yan knew that he must be blushing and heart beating nervously. "So that's the case. I thought...it was written for me. It turns out that I was being sentimental."

Li Yan, you are no longer worthy of such a pure person, and you are not qualified to defile the other party's world, stop talking nonsense!

The hands placed on the knees were tightly held, and the nails pierced the delicate skin of the palms, and it was still unresolved.Some people miss it and miss it, how can they look back?Some people can't change it after choosing it, how can they completely erase it?

"No, it wasn't written, it was written for you!" Sudden raised his head and hastily appealed.But as soon as the words were spoken, I felt how embarrassing this was, and suddenly felt uncomfortable again.She is married and has a child, how can he still say such a thing, it's really shameless!
No joy, no embarrassment, some, just sad.Li Yan looked at the man in front of him who was nervous about saying the wrong thing, and felt that his heart was full of melancholy.Li Yan, Li Yan, since you can't respond to this love, why do you want to provoke him?

"I'm sorry..." Sighed silently, and worked hard for a long time, only these three words came out.

"No, it doesn't matter. It's very late, why don't we go back." After saying that, Lian Cheng regretted so much that he wanted to slap himself hard.After finally being able to sit with her for a while, even if you don't say anything, it's good, but I accidentally said something wrong.

"Okay." That's okay.Since there can be no further involvement, let's call it a day.

The two of them walked slowly to the hotel in silence.Relatively speaking.

"Well, let me help you carry the baby up." Why is this road so short?I really want to ask if we can still play together tomorrow, but I don't know how to say it.

"No need. There is an elevator and it will be there soon. Then I will go in first, thank you." Taking the child from him, he nodded his thanks.At this moment, there is a kind of sadness of parting.

His hands were already empty, but he was still reluctant to take them back.That warm feeling is still there, it belongs to him and her.The elevator doors opened, then closed, and the person he was following had disappeared from sight.

Suddenly, a crazy one rushed in and pressed the button hard.However, the elevator has gone up.Staring at the red number, silently remembering the floor where it stops - 9, and rushing into another elevator.

With a "ding", the elevator stopped on the 9th floor.Stepping out of the elevator, looking at the empty corridors, looking at the house numbers, my feverish mind slowly cooled down.He had no idea which room she lived in!
He walked around the entire ninth floor and was looked up and down by several people as bad guys, but he still couldn't see the person he wanted to see.Thinking that there is an accommodation registration downstairs, he rushed into the elevator and came to the reception hall.But no matter what he said, the front desk refused to tell him which room Li Yan lived in on the grounds of protecting the privacy of customers.He called several times, but Li Yan never answered, and she didn't reply to text messages.

Walking out of the hotel dejectedly, he felt that the world, which was still sunny during the day, was now covered with dark clouds and darkness.I don't know if I can see her tomorrow.If he had been waiting here, wouldn't he have missed it?

Putting her son on the bed, Li Yan sat silently by the bed for a long time.Soon, the phone rang.Lian Sheng's name was displayed on the screen. She hesitated for a long time, but finally didn't answer.He called several times in succession, and then sent another text message, saying that he had something very important to say to her.She switched to reply mode, but in the end she still didn't reply.

She knew what he wanted to say.But there is no possibility between them, so let's stop entanglement.If she had divorced Lei Chu, she might still try to pursue this reliable man.But the current situation is that there will be a long-term war between her and Lei Chu. No one can predict how long it will last and what the end will be.For a man who has been waiting for himself for so many years, how can he be selfish to make him wait even longer?

Turned off the phone, washed it, went to bed, hugged the child's milk-scented body in his arms, and closed his eyes.All night, tossing and turning without sleep.It wasn't until I was extremely tired that I fell asleep in a daze.

The next day, I woke up early in the morning.Look at the time, it's only seven o'clock in the morning.Lin Lin in her arms was still asleep, and her sweet breath was blowing on her neck.

Carefully putting him back on the bed, she went into the bathroom to freshen up.I remembered that the little kid didn't like the hotel's breakfast, but liked the buns in a shop not far downstairs.She took her wallet, made sure the child was still asleep, and went out.

Walking out of the hotel door, I felt the morning breeze was a bit cold, so I quickly pulled up the front of my clothes.Just as he was about to turn left and walk towards the bun shop, he was suddenly stopped by a figure opposite the hotel.

Isn't that Lian Sheng?She remembered that he was dressed like this last night.How could he sleep there?
I couldn't help but get closer, and soon found out in amazement that the person sleeping with his knees leaning against the wall was Lian Sheng.He didn't wear much, and the temperature was low in the morning, so he shrunk up.At this time, shouldn't he be sleeping?How can sleep here?Or, was he here the whole time last night?

Li Yan felt that her mood was more complicated than ever before.Surprised, touched, sour, sweet...it seems to have everything.He reached out and shook his shoulder lightly. "Lian Cheng, wake up..."

"Ah—" Almost the moment she touched him, Lian Sheng trembled as if frightened.A pair of pure eyes are a little hazy at the moment.

"Why are you sleeping here? Did you forget to take the key?" This is impossible, he forgot to take the key and he went to the front desk.If it doesn't work, he can open a new room, she knows he has a wallet.

Lian Sheng rubbed his eyes, slowly waking up. "I'm waiting for you. I don't know which room you live in, and the front desk refuses to tell me, and you don't answer the phone. I'm afraid I won't meet you the next day, so I have to wait here."

"You didn't go back last night and you've been waiting here?" How could this person be so stupid?
Lian Sheng scratched his head and smiled embarrassedly. "I don't know when you will go out tomorrow, and I don't know if you will end your trip and go back, so..."

"You idiot!" With a soft curse, Li Yan hit him on the shoulder with a soft hammer, tears in Li Yan's eyes.At this moment, this man deeply moved her. "You fool, do you want me to die of guilt on purpose?"

"Ah..." The man let out a low cry, and stretched out his hand nervously to help her wipe away tears, and when he almost touched her face, he felt uncomfortable, and quickly retracted. "Well, don't cry. If I do something wrong, you can scold me, please don't cry! Once you cry, I feel like I have done something bad, I—"

More helpless words of explanation stopped abruptly in her sudden hug.Thin arms hugged his neck, and his soft body pressed against his chest. The fragrant breath was in his breath... Lian Cheng felt it, he was dizzy heavily, and he was stunned...

Closing his eyes, a crystal tear slipped from his long eyelashes.Thank you, thank you for making me feel that I am worth being cherished!Thank you for letting me know that there will still be good men in this world who will love me when I completely lost my confidence and even despaired.

Lian Sheng's hand froze in the air for a long time, and finally landed on Li Yan's back hesitantly.In nearly ten years of infatuated love, this was the first time he was so close to the goddess in his mind.This hug was the greatest surprise God gave him.He used to think that he could only look at her from a distance in this life...

After a long time, Li Yan let go of her hand and wiped away her tears. "Sorry for making you laugh."

I didn't think too much about the momentary emotion just now, but now that I calmed down, I couldn't help but blush.It's so embarrassing for her to hug a man like this on the street!
"No, it's okay..." Lian Cheng was so excited that he couldn't speak, only felt that it was difficult to breathe.Just now, he embraced the goddess in his heart...

"Seeing that you haven't slept well all night, go back and rest quickly. I'm going to buy breakfast first..." Looking at him embarrassedly, she moved hurriedly.

Lian Cheng was stunned for a moment, and rushed forward to grab her hand. "Wait a minute, I have something to tell you!"

Li Yan glanced at him and wanted to withdraw her hand. "Let go first, you're hurting me." Thinking of what he was about to say, she felt her heart beating out of rhythm.Even though, this is a secret that many people know.

Lian Sheng heard that she was in pain, so he quickly let go. "Sorry!"

"It's ok."

For a moment, silence permeated between the two of them.Li Yan waited nervously, while Lian Sheng seemed to be still gathering courage.

"I know, I shouldn't say these words. But maybe it's because this encounter surprised me so much that I was a little carried away, so I really want to say it.

Over the years, I have been hearing about your situation. Everyone says that you are very happy, with a husband who loves you and a lovely child.Every time I hear it, I am very happy for you.A woman like you deserves to be happy.I often imagine in my mind that you are snuggled up beside your husband and watching your children play on the lawn... That picture makes me feel happy and sour.

In fact, I understand very well that there was no result between me and you back then, and it is even more impossible now.But I still want to tell you, Li Yan, I like you!No, it should be said that I love you very much!Although, I don't know how this love exists, and I don't know how it has not faded after so many years.You know, some things just can't be explained. "

(End of this chapter)