wolf pet

Chapter 191

She tried to laugh, and laughed with hurt.It still hurts, but not so decadent and hopeless.That's right, as long as you walk slowly, you will definitely be able to get out of that quagmire.

Ye Luo asked her what plans she had for the future.In fact, she didn't know either. What she knew was that divorce was a firm fact.It's just that the road to divorce is a bit difficult for her.But after walking around the edge of death, he became more and more determined.

"Of course it's a divorce. However, I know that this battle is not easy to fight, because the Lei family will not hand over Rinlin to me easily. But it doesn't matter, I am ready for a long-term battle. What I want, I It must be over!"

Ye Luo said that she was very happy that the confident Li Yan back then was back.

Li Yan is not sure if she can get back the Li Yan she was back then.After all, so many years have passed, how can it not leave a little trace and bring about a little change?
However, Li Yan, who was crying like a complaining woman, will never come back again.Even for Rin Rin, she wants to pursue a new life.

Ye Luo also smiled and said: "It seems that this trip has gained a lot. If I knew that I would follow, it's all your fault that you took Lin Lin and ran away secretly without notifying me."

When it comes to traveling, she can't help but think of Lian Sheng.I don't know if we will meet again in the future, but she will always be grateful to this man.She thought that she would always remember that there was a man who loved her so affectionately for many years.

She couldn't help but tell Ye Luo that she met Lian Sheng in Lijiang.Ye Luo was no stranger to Lian Sheng.

Hearing this, Ye Luo smiled very ambiguously.She knew that this guy must have had a wrong idea.

"Why? Now I find that he is actually pretty good."

In fact, what Ye Luo said was not wrong, she found that Lian Sheng was really good.It's a pity that she can no longer go back and choose this person.

"Lei Chu and I have come to this point, I'm afraid I won't think about emotional matters for a long time. I just want to find something to do, make some friends, and take good care of my Rin Lin. As for love, maybe I will never meet again in this life, or one day I will suddenly find someone who will cherish me for the rest of my life, who knows?"

Missing that pure and sincere man must be a great regret in her life.However, he will meet a more suitable girl.And she will eventually meet the right person again.

Smiling at Ye Luo, both of them thought silently in their hearts:

Everything will get better and better!
Lying in the ward, unable to move around freely, but life is not peaceful.

Lei Chu came every day, and his parents scolded him when they saw him, and sometimes they were so angry that they wanted to hit him.Lei Chu's parents also appeared from time to time, although they seemed to be on her side to blame Lei Chu.But she knew that they just hoped that she would not divorce and not lose face to Lei's family.

The only thing that makes her relaxed and happy is her son Lei Lin's cuteness and cuteness.Also, the company of good sister Ye Luo.

What Li Yan didn't expect was that so many things happened during the days when she and her son were traveling.Ye Luo's father embezzled public funds, and because of Jiang Ruichen's mischief, it almost caused a catastrophe.Fortunately, she survived in the end.However, she never expected that Ye Luo would walk with the famous Nie Yang.

She had heard a lot about that man's unfeeling and fickleness.She didn't think it was rational for Ye Luo, who demanded absolute loyalty in love, to choose such a man.But this is Ye Luo's choice, she has no right to comment.Moreover, when Nie Yang sent her to the hospital or came to pick her up, his expression was very gentle.Perhaps, he really has feelings for Ye Luo.I hope so!
Lei Chu always wanted to talk to her alone, but she never wanted to give him this chance.Maybe it's because she hasn't fully figured out what to do. When she thinks it through, she will naturally have a detailed discussion with him.Or, she didn't want to hear his hypocritical apologies and useless explanations.

In short, she always regarded him as transparent.Even if he was sitting right in front of her.She also knew that he went to ask Ye Luo for help, but Ye Luo refused.A good sister for so many years, Ye Luo still understands her.

After lying in bed for three days, she felt that she would soon be unable to walk.I never knew that lying in bed and doing nothing is such a painful thing.What was even more painful was that her mother and Ye Luo took turns bringing her chicken soup, and she felt that if she drank it, she would go crazy.Those two people always said that she should not raise her, and they enjoyed it every day.

On this day, Li Yan was sitting on the bed watching TV, the kind of soap opera that housewives like most.She originally wanted to watch funny shows, but the wound hadn't healed yet, and every time she laughed, it hurt, so she had to endure it.

Just as he was watching, the door suddenly opened and someone walked in.She didn't even look back, she didn't need to think about it, it must be Ye Luo.That guy came over at this time, he must have chicken soup.

After waiting for a while, Li Yan turned her head strangely when she didn't hear Ye Luo's voice.Seeing this, his eyes widened in surprise. "Lian, Lian Sheng?"

Isn't he still looking for inspiration in Lijiang or other places with beautiful mountains and rivers?Why did it pop up all of a sudden?
"I heard you were injured, are you okay?" He went to ask, and the hospital said she committed suicide.He didn't know, he was fine when he was in Lijiang, why did he commit suicide as soon as he came back?He also vaguely heard that she committed suicide because her husband had an affair.No wonder when I saw her in Lijiang, she still looked so beautiful, but a little decadent and haggard.He should have thought a long time ago that if it wasn't for the relationship problems with her husband, how could she take her son to travel alone.

It took Li Yan a while to come back to her senses, and quickly compared the positions on the side. "I'm much better. Sit down. Um, do you want some water?"

Lian Sheng put the flowers into the bottle, put down the things in his hand, and sat down on the stool. "No. I brought some fruit, would you like some?"

"No, thank you." Li Yan couldn't calm down yet.She couldn't help but wonder, why did he come back?She had heard that he would not go home for a long time, and he liked to wander outside looking for inspiration.When she was in Lijiang, she also asked, and he said that the next stop should be to go to XZ again.Then he came back suddenly, was it because of her?
Thinking silently, the heat began to come out again.

The two looked at each other silently, and then looked away embarrassedly.

"that……"

"How do you..."

The two spoke in unison, but stopped abruptly.They couldn't help but smiled awkwardly at each other, and said in unison again:

"You talk first."

"You talk first."

The two were taken aback for a moment, then laughed.Embarrassment quietly melts.

After a while, Li Yan spoke first. "Why did you come back? Didn't you say you were going to XZ? Why did you come back suddenly?"

When she asked this question, she felt a little trembling in her heart.It was a feeling of hope but fear of failure.

"I..." Lian Sheng said a word, but stopped for some reason.He looked at her hesitantly for a while before continuing.

"I went back to the hotel that day, took a nap and ran out. But I couldn't calm down to appreciate the surrounding scenery, let alone paint. My mind was full...it was you. I knew I was like this It's not right, you're married and have kids, and you're living a happy life, and I can't bother you. But I can't help myself, I want to see you, I want to see you like crazy. Finally, I can't help it I ran to that hotel to look for you. But after inquiring, I found out that you had gone back.

I lay in the hotel in a daze for a few days, doing nothing but thinking about you in my mind, and I couldn't do anything.I said to myself, I must see you.As long as you let me see you again, I will give up!In fact, I know that if I meet him, I will not give up even more.But, I can't take care of that much, I... I'm sorry, I..."

When people are impulsive, they will talk nonsense when their brains get hot.When he realized what he had said, Lian Sheng panicked.There was nothing wrong with him telling the one he loved, but the one he loved was a married woman, so he shouldn't have said anything at all.He is really dizzy!

Seeing that he was so nervous that he was about to sweat, Li Yan couldn't help stretching out her hand, and gently grasped his fist that was helplessly placed on his knee. "It's okay, you didn't do anything wrong, and you didn't feel sorry for me. On the contrary, it's my honor to be liked by you, really."

His love is sincere, waiting silently not to disturb the life of the other party, even after years without changing.It's an honor for any woman.

"But I..." When he knew that her husband was having an affair, he couldn't deny that he saw a spark of hope in his heart again.He wondered frantically, would they divorce?If they divorced, would she give him a chance?But he was worried that what he heard was false, and he even kept praying in his heart that there was really something wrong with their marriage, so that he might have a chance.

Thinking that he had such a bad idea, he couldn't help but blush.Others say that to love someone is to hope that she can be happy, but after so many years of hard work, he still has such unreasonable thoughts!
"I know, this will cause you trouble. I, I shouldn't show up rashly at all, and I shouldn't talk nonsense to you. If your husband knows these words, then..."

Li Yan looked at him and smiled faintly.Moving his gaze out of the window, he sighed softly. "My marriage has already broken down. But it's just a problem between the two of us, and it has nothing to do with anyone else. If you feel ashamed of yourself for doing this, then I'm afraid I will feel ashamed. Because in despair When I was young, I also wondered if I had chosen you or another man, would I have been able to be happy forever? When I met you in Lijiang, I was also happy in my heart. If I hadn’t been divorced, I think I would have approach you shamelessly."

(End of this chapter)