wolf pet

Chapter 46

Ye Luo stood in front of the bed, watching her weakly leaning against the head of the bed, her lips seemed to weigh a thousand catties, and she couldn't open her mouth to say anything.I really don't know what to say to someone who just came back from a circle of hell, because I'm not sure if she's also waking up to the luck of the rest of her life.

Li Yan raised her head, smiled weakly at her, and motioned her to sit down with her chin. "Don't just stand there, sit down."

"How do you feel? Will it hurt?" After holding back for a while, I still asked.It is not an option to avoid that matter all the time.After all, the wound was on her body, and she couldn't ignore it.

"It's okay. Sometimes physical pain is actually not terrible." I wanted to pretend to be indifferent, but I couldn't help but sigh.

"Whether it is physical or mental pain, it will be healed. Take care of your wounds and don't think so much." As she said, the most painful place is the heart.The wound on the body will heal quickly, leaving only a scar that is gradually fading.But the wound in my heart, I don't know how long it will take to heal.

With a "puchi", Li Yan smiled.But because the wound was involved, the pain was so painful that it took a long time for him to recover. "There is no need to continue to rush to comfort me, it is no longer necessary, I have already seen the reality clearly."

After a while, she said again: "If I tell you that I didn't commit suicide, would you believe me?"

Ye Luo was startled, but still nodded. "I believe. The Li Yan I know is not that fragile."

"It was just an accident, and it happened under such circumstances, so people mistakenly thought it was suicide. Actually, it was not. Although it is a terrible experience to see other women living in the house as soon as you enter the house, But not enough to make me kill myself for it. I'm not stupid enough to punish myself for the mistakes of a man with no morals, that's what I want to say." She always smiled lightly, once A kind of freedom and sadness that can be seen through.

"In the future... what do you plan to do?" If you really look away and let go, then the past is not important, what matters is the future.

Li Yan looked out the window, the winter sun was warm and warm, taking away the cold bit by bit.The clouds have an orange brilliance, which has a dreamy feeling. "Of course it's a divorce. However, I know that this battle is not easy to fight, because the Lei family will not hand over Rinlin to me easily. But it doesn't matter, I am ready for a long-term battle. What I want, I It must be over!"

Ye Luo smiled, as if she saw that Li Yan who was so handsome back then was back.This should be what people call rebirth after a catastrophe, phoenix nirvana.She thought that the senior sister would definitely be happy.In this world, there will always be a better man who understands her goodness.Most definitely!
"It seems that this trip has yielded a lot. If I knew I would go with me, I blame you for sneaking away with Lin Lin without notifying me." Sometimes, if you leave a certain distance for a while, maybe you can I see clearly.

"Hehe, I also suddenly picked up the burden and left. Guess who I met? You know this person too."

Ye Luo laughed. "Please. You and I were only tied together with a rope. I know almost everyone you know. Who do you want me to guess? It's clearly intended to embarrass me, with sinister intentions."

"Lian Sheng! You must not have imagined that after so many years, he has hardly changed. His appearance has not changed, even his shy personality has not changed. He is running around the world with painting tools on his back, so chic."

Lian Sheng is a boy from the art academy of their school. He is very good at drawing and is quite famous in school, but he is very shy.Just make a joke, and he can blush all over his face.He accidentally saw Li Yan on a summer evening, wearing a fluttering white dress, bathed in the soft and hazy light of the setting sun, like an angel who had fallen into the mortal world by mistake.Later, Lian Sheng drew that scene:
The setting sun slantly dotted the sky, and the orange light swayed like a paintbrush, splashing a layer of dreamlike color between the world and everything.In the quiet campus alleyway, a woman as elegant as a chrysanthemum came slowly, her skirt fluttering in the breeze made her look elegant and moving.She stopped and stared at the sunset in the sky, smiling lightly, as if she was looking forward to a beautiful dream...

This work called "Dream" won an award in a college competition. When it was displayed as the winning work, many people recognized the woman in the painting.At that time, Li Yan was also curious and known by more people.

And that shy boy often appeared where she was, watching silently.I don't know when to come, and I don't know when to go.Every time they found out, they would blushed and hurried away.

"Why? Now I find that he is actually quite good?" Suddenly, he became in a joking mood.

Li Yan shook her head, her eyes were a little sad. "Lei Chu and I have come to this point, I'm afraid I won't think about emotional matters for a long time. I just want to find something to do, make some friends, and take good care of my Rin Lin. As for love, maybe I will never meet again in this life, or one day I will suddenly find someone who will cherish me for the rest of my life, who knows?"

The two looked at each other and smiled, forming a tacit understanding.Everything will gradually get better.But how deeply traumatized, at least don't even give up on your dreams.Perhaps at an inadvertent corner, happiness will come.

Ever since Li Yan woke up, she refused to see Lei Chu no matter what.It's not that I dare not face it, but that there are still many things to think about before I know how to go.And the ending of the two of them can no longer be rewritten.It still hurts, but it's bearable.

Therefore, Ye Luo was not surprised that Lei Chu would come to him.But she couldn't help him, and she didn't want to.If Senior Sister has already decided to get out of the shadow of the past, why push her back?

Seeing that Lei Chu hadn't shaved his beard, his face seemed to have aged several years, with big panda eyes, bloodshot eyes, she couldn't help feeling a little sympathetic.But sympathy belongs to sympathy, and the rejection should still be rejected.

"I don't think I can help you. In fact, I don't want to help you either. She just doesn't want to see you now, so you can show this to others. Have you ever thought about when you hugged left and right, What kind of mood is she? When you pursued her, I was also touched. At the moment you walked on the red carpet, I also sincerely wished you well. But now, I support the decision of the senior sister, I never thought If you want to persuade her to change her mind, she didn’t do it before, she doesn’t do it now, and she won’t do it in the future. So let’s go.”

What she couldn't understand was that she was so obsessed with ghosts back then and completely ignored the relationship between husband and wife?Why overnight, it seems that his temper has turned back again?Do you have to wait until it is irreversible before you stop and look at your own heart that is inflated or even distorted by desire?Do you self-righteously feel that even if you are deeply hurt, that person will still wait in place, so you are unscrupulous?Once you know that she will also go forward step by step, you start to fear and start to regret?Or maybe it's just a little unwillingness...

"I just wanted to talk to her. We always have to talk, don't we?" His voice was low and deeply tired.

"Of course. I think senior sister will definitely give you a chance to speak freely. As for when, I think only she knows. I don't know what you want to talk about. It seems that you have no other way except divorce You can go, can't you? If you still hope to get her forgiveness and come back and let you spoil her feelings, I think you should give up this idea as soon as possible. You may not know that Li Yan back then has come back .” She actually didn’t want to hurt people like this, but when she thought of the embarrassment and sorrow of her senior sister, she couldn’t help it.The person who was supposed to be held high in the palm of his hand was trampled underfoot, which can't help but make people sad.

Lei Chu didn't gnaw, smoked a cigarette, and smoked it hard.

"When you leave, close the door for me." Ye Luo glanced at him, walked into the room, and went to read.It is still possible to say that the sky has done evil, but you can't live if you do evil yourself. Who is to blame?

After an unknown amount of time, she heard the sound of closing the door, and Lei Chu left.She paused and sighed softly.When I went out, I saw a lot of cigarette butts lying in the ashtray, and the distorted shape showed how much effort he used to press it out.

Ye Luo made herself a cup of coffee, and leaned against the window to drink it slowly.

His eyes fell on the misty distance, and he couldn't take it back for a long time.

Ye Luo carried the chicken soup and pushed open the door of the ward, and saw a man in white casual clothes sitting in front of her senior sister's bed.

"Here you come. What are you holding?" Li Yan, who was facing the door, noticed her arrival, and wrinkled her face as she looked at the insulated box in her hand.

"Chicken soup." Ye Luo raised the things in his hands, and saw the person sitting in front of the bed stand up.After not seeing him for many years, she still recognized him at a glance.As the senior sister said, his appearance has not changed at all. "Hi, Senior Lian, I haven't seen you for a long time."

When she greeted him, he blushed and smiled back shyly. "You, hello."

Over there, Li Yan was already crying. "Xiao Luo, can you stop letting me drink chicken soup? I'm going to throw up when I think about the greasy feeling. If I change this soup and that soup, I feel like I'm going crazy."

"No way, who made you a patient. A patient should enjoy the treatment of a patient, so you just admit it. Unless you go to the doctor for an examination now, if the doctor says that you are fine and healthy like a cow, I'll take this soup home and drink it myself." In fact, she also tried this feeling.No matter how rich the chicken soup is, if you drink too much, it will always get greasy.When she was in a car accident, her mother made soup for her in different ways every day, and she drank it like a senior sister, screaming that she was going crazy.

(End of this chapter)