wolf pet

Chapter 55

When all the people left me / you advised me to be patient / and accompany me through the longest winter of my life / so tolerant

When all the people are close to me / You want me to be quiet and calm / It seems to know that I have a heart that is never quiet / (I) tend to move around

I finally let thousands of hands waving in front of me/I finally had hundreds of enthusiastic smiles/I finally let the crowd be deeply moved by me/I forgot to tell you/You are always in my heart, I finally lost you/in the crowd...

In the dim night, the tall figure of the man crouched down slowly.In the silence, a suppressed voice rang out, choked with sobs...

Xiaoluo, I finally lost you!You told me in the most decisive way that I lost you forever!

Ye Luo, who was wearing boots, sprained heavily, and then fell to the side of the road.Tears are missing.

There was severe pain in the ankle, but he insisted on gritting his teeth and standing up against the wall, not like being seen as embarrassed by others, nor like someone running over to care about him enthusiastically.At this moment, I just want to be alone!

But looking at the road with cars coming and going and the bustling street in front of me, I was deeply confused: where can I hide?To escape this winter and go directly to the warm spring?What can I use to erase everything and start over?
People around me come and go in a hurry, tired but with happy smiles.Can't help but think, what are they laughing at?Why can they laugh so happily, but I can't?In a trance, one face after another suddenly became distorted and terrifying, one by one zoomed in and then pulled away, making a terrible laugh: Haha, it's so pitiful to see this poor woman abandoned by the person she loves so much !Seeing this shameless woman actually being someone else's mistress, she deserves to die...

The tears had stopped, leaning against the tree behind him, but was so frightened by the horrible faces that his clothes were drenched in cold sweat.Two terrifying words echoed in my ears: Little San...

Bearing the pain in his feet, he walked for a long time in a daze, but found that there was no place to go.In the end, I took a taxi back.

Throwing himself into the bathtub, soaking until he almost passed out.When he climbed out, he saw that there was another person in the room.Nie Yang!
Standing at the door, staring at him blankly, suddenly didn't know how to react.He was also looking back at her, in his eyes, it wasn't the affectionate words in the morning.Silly turned his head to look out the window, and suddenly thought: It seems to be windy and rainy again, the sky is very dark and the air is very oppressive.The mood turned out to be peaceful, as if he had already expected this moment.

He stepped forward with a sudden stride, and pulled her over to stop her waist.He lowered his head and bullied her with a gloomy face, making her lean back, with all the weight borne by her waist.

Ye Luo looked straight into his eyes, and was scared away by the sharp light.But he reached out and pinched her jaw, not allowing her to escape.She suddenly wanted to go all out, and looked at him as he wished.If he's breathing fire now, let him burn her.

"You don't love me?" He gritted his teeth and hummed four words, his teeth were so hard that he seemed to be gnawing on her bones.Damn it, she actually said she didn't love him!
Ye Luo was taken aback for a moment, and immediately understood that he sent someone to follow her secretly.He knew everything she said to Jiang Ruichen.It turned out that this was what he was angry about.But inexplicably, the cloud that suppressed my heart lightened.What he questioned was not that she met Jiang Ruichen privately, but that she didn't love him!Is he jealous?My hot brain couldn't react for a while.

"Damn it, talk!" She stared straight at him, but didn't speak, and he roared angrily!Damn it, when she said that she didn't love him, the flames lit up. "Say, why don't you love me?"

Ye Luo pursed her lips, and then said calmly: "I am a mistress, a qualified mistress cannot fall in love with the gold master, otherwise she will be crushed to pieces."

"Damn it, you're not a mistress!" he yelled again, the flames getting hotter and hotter.Suddenly, he grabbed her body and shook vigorously. "Damn it, what the hell are you thinking? I've said and done so much, and you still think you're just a mistress?"

"Come when you want, and then I will sleep with you. You can leave when you want, and I can't ask you where to meet. I'm neither your wife nor your girlfriend. Share you with a lot of women, what am I not a mistress? Someone even came to my parents and threatened them that if I don’t leave you will make our family look good, but I have no reason to refute, I am not a mistress What is it? You sent me to the company in the morning, and I didn't even dare to let others see you, because I was afraid they would say that you are a shameless mistress, am I not..."

"Enough!" After listening to her, he was about to explode! "This stupid woman!"

"Why are you so fierce!" She also yelled back, and then shed tears.I don't know what happened, but I suddenly want to cry again, but it's not a heartbroken cry.Did she already get something when she was uneasy?

After bending over for a long time, she felt that her waist was about to break. "My waist hurts so much!" It sounded like a baby, but she still cried.

"You..." He picked her up, walked to the bed and sat down, and awkwardly reached out and rubbed her lower back. "Don't cry!" He was upset when he saw her cry!As in the past, every time she cried, he was in a hurry.It's even worse if I haven't coaxed a woman in the past ten years!
"You're still fierce!" She complained tearfully, seeing his clumsy appearance and secretly laughing in her heart.It turned out that she could also act willfully in front of him.She has always been careful not to let herself get too deep into the play, although the effect is not obvious.

"I'm not fierce, I'm not violent." He held her tightly and rubbed her hair.He has been brooding over the past, afraid of her betrayal again, so his attitude has always been indifferent, which made her think that he is just a mistress.After all, she doesn't remember anything.He didn't remember that they were in love with each other deeply, nor did she remember that she betrayed him and made him suffer so much.Once again, she realized that she was only Ye Luo, not Ying Ying.

The sticky teardrops were removed by him, the anger just now was gone in the eyes, and there was something called pity in them.She looked at it stupidly, not even wanting to take her eyes away.

"How could you be so foolish as to think you're just a mistress?" he sighed, resting his forehead against hers.He pecked her lips again and frowned.

"Your performance makes me think I'm a mistress!" Surprised by her audacity, Ye Luo thought in panic: Ye Luo, what on earth do you want to do?
"I didn't!" Accused again, the veins on his forehead popped out.

She was about to refute, but his lips were stolen by him, so she fell limply in his arms, bearing his promise-like enthusiasm.At this moment, the state of mind is peaceful and soft.

It took him a long time before he let her go.The two leaned against each other, breathing heavily.At this moment, the two were very close, and not only physically.

Suddenly, his body shook, and his arms moved to lower her body. "You told others that you don't love me?" He didn't even mention that bastard's name, and directly classified it as a passerby!
"I didn't love you back then." As soon as she finished speaking, he started to stare and was about to lose his temper.She quickly put her arms around his neck. "But now I'm in love! I can't just let someone come into my life and I fall in love right away? I'm not as sensual as you are!"

In fact, she found it hard to accept that she had developed such feelings for him in such a short period of time.She thought more than once: Am I skittish?I always thought that I would only love one person in my life!

"I'm not promiscuous!" The framed person yelled again with blue veins!Seeing that she said a word, she is in love now, otherwise he would definitely break her little neck!
"Then do you love me?" She asked softly, looking into his eyes without blinking.

Yes, I love you, do you love me?

Do you love me?

He froze suddenly, staring at her fixedly, unable to speak.These three words are not easy for men to say.Even in the most emotional boyhood, he never told her.My mother said, "I love you" is a solemn promise, if you can't keep it, don't say it.

But do I love her?If more than ten years of separation can't make me forget her, do I love her?Even if she betrayed me and let me fall into the abyss of eternal doom, I still want to tie her tightly to my side. Do I love her?Even though my heart is full of uneasiness, I still want to erase everything and only remember how good she is now, do I love her?If this is not love, then what is love?
Ye Luo only felt that the waves jumping on Xinhu Lake became calm little by little, sinking to the bottom of the water.While waiting, my mood became cold little by little.Playing with ten fingers, clenched tightly to the side, silently gathering strength to bear the result.

She clearly saw disappointment in her eyes, and then it slowly became deeper and deeper, with a bitter taste.But the throat was like a locked door, which couldn't be opened no matter what.I tried very hard to forget, but those dark days were too deep for me to forget.So I'm afraid, afraid that you will make me doomed again.At that time, I was afraid that I could not even give you hatred, but only destruction!
"I'm hungry, I'm going to make some noodles." Struggling lightly, he let go of his hand naturally.Then, her heart completely lit up.He pushed his strength hard to his legs, supported himself and slowly walked out of the room, out of his sight.The moment he reached out to close the door, his limbs were limp, and he could only lean against the door to breathe.

Mechanically doing familiar movements, staring at the calm water, making a creaking sound, and then blooming flowers.Take the seasoning, put it in carefully, and stir.From the corner of his eyes, he noticed that he was standing at the door of the kitchen without saying a word.She didn't speak, and pretended not to see it.

(End of this chapter)