wolf pet

Chapter 97

Ye Youying's eyes dimmed, but they disappeared quickly.Many things were known early on, so I shouldn't feel sad anymore.As long as he likes the child and is willing to let the child accompany him, that's enough.

During confinement, he appeared in the ward almost every day.Although his face was still expressionless, when the nurse put the child in his arms, she couldn't help laughing secretly because of his bewildered look, as if he was cautiously afraid of accidentally breaking the child.

Either way, she doesn't regret the choice.

Ye Youying's body shook, she turned around slowly, and met Ye Luo's searching gaze. "You guessed right, Nuonuo is a test-tube baby." But he also stayed in her body for a full ten months, and once playfully somersaulted in her stomach to let her feel his every movement.She will never forget that wonderful feeling in her life.Perhaps, every woman will never forget the happy and difficult process when she conceived a child.

"Why?" Ye Luo couldn't help raising her voice, unable to believe this fact.

Ye Youying smiled slightly, a little sad. "I have imagined many times how I would react if I could meet you. At that time, I thought that I would hate you. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't be made like this, and I don't need to bear these pains. If I have the chance to meet you, I will definitely find a way to make every word bring you pain, so that you can taste that feeling. But it is strange that I don’t have that kind of thought when I see you now. Maybe It’s because I’ve been away for several years, and I’ve gradually forgotten the original pain. Or maybe, your kindness to Nuonuo dispelled all my hostility. As a mother, there’s nothing she can appreciate more than others treating her children kindly. And happy. So today, I don't intend to hide from you. In fact, I have never had that kind of relationship with Nie Yang, so when I want to give him a son, I can only choose this way."

Apart from being dumbfounded, Ye Luo didn't know how to react.After staring and opening his mouth stupidly for a long time, he slowly came back to his senses. "He, he never touched you?"

The other party smiled back at her, but did not reply with words.

Ye Luo's mood was very complicated, he didn't know whether he was more happy or unbelievable.My brain seemed to become straight all of a sudden, and I couldn't turn a corner. "He treats you badly, why do you still want to have a child for him? Is it because you love him that you don't hesitate?"

If Nie Yang knew she was fake from the very beginning and had never touched her, then he must have treated her very badly.If so, why did she sacrifice to such an extent, even at the expense of bearing children for him as a virgin?How much did her love for him go?
Ye Youying was silent for a long time before slowly opening her mouth. "The question of love is too profound, so we don't need to talk about it. As for why I gave birth to Nuonuo, maybe it has nothing to do with love. You are the person he loves deeply, and he must be very happy to know that you are still alive to see you." Rejoice, so you may not have seen him like that. In fact, he was very lonely. At that time, he was always used to standing by the window alone, and in a dark corner. Smoking a cigarette, watching Looking out of the window. The back is so lonely and sad. Every time I see it, I can’t help but think that if there is someone he can accept to accompany him, maybe he will not be so lonely, and he will be happier At that time, no one expected that you were still alive. And he couldn't accept any woman. If it wasn't for my face that made him occasionally deceive himself, he would not allow me to stay by his side, even drinking He never touched me when he was drunk. You can imagine the extent of his feelings for you. So I thought, if he can't accept women, it would be the same if he had a child with him. Just so……"

Ye Luo looked at her smiling, but her eyes were moist, her heart must be very hurt.This woman was once a sharp thorn in her heart. Although she tried her best to ignore it, she still couldn't hide its existence.Just like Ye Youying once thought she would be very happy, in fact Ye Luo is the same.It's just that at the moment when they were facing each other face to face, there was no hostility between the two women.Ye Youying is grateful for her love for Nuonuo, and she is grateful for this woman's dedication to Nie Yang without regrets and her sincerity at this moment.

There are many things in life, most of the time it is not absolute who is right and who is wrong.Sometimes, in fact, everyone is the unfortunate person played by fate, if we can try our best to be tolerant to each other.At least Ye Luo knew that this person did not intend to rob Nie Yang from her, nor did he intend to destroy her happiness.

I have seen too many TV shows like this, read too many novels like this, and even read many real examples like this.In comparison, Ye Youying is a rare woman.If it was her, she might not be able to sacrifice to this extent for Nie Yang.But even so, she couldn't wait for a man's warmth from Nie Yang, and she was the saddest one.

"Suddenly I don't know what I should say to you. Should I say thank you, you are great; or should I be ashamed, I don't know. In fact, I have always minded your existence, or any A woman who appeared in his life. Even after I knew that Nuonuo was his child, it was very difficult for me to accept this fact..." The reaction of the two of them when they met was too strange, and they played their cards completely irrationally.

Ye Youying smiled slightly, looked at Nuonuo and said softly: "This is my choice, it has nothing to do with you or anyone else. I am old enough to be responsible for any of my decisions, you don't need to have too much As for your thoughts on Nuonuo, no matter how difficult it was for you to accept him, at least in the end you can really love him and love him. Healthy and happy growing up in a loving family. No matter what I thought about you, I can only be grateful to you at this moment. I promise you, I will not be an obstacle between you and Nie Yang, You can rest assured. At the same time, as a mother, I also hope that you will always treat Nuonuo well, this is my selfishness."

Ye Luo didn't answer, but just returned her friendly smile.The eyes of the two people quickly shifted to the direction of the door.

Nuonuo had already run in from the outside, he felt that he had waited long enough.He jumped up and ran in front of Ye Luo, climbed onto her lap, put his arms around her neck and asked coquettishly, "Mommy, when are we going home? They still have to watch Pleasant Goat."

Ye Luo kissed his tender cheeks, and replied with a smile: "Okay, okay, let's go home and see Pleasant Goat, okay?"

"Hehe..." Nuonuo smirked complacently, and kissed her again.

Ye Luo put her on the ground, pointed to Ye Youying and said, "Go give auntie a hug and kiss, and then we'll go home."

"Yeah." Nuonuo nodded, turned around obediently, ran to Ye Youying and let her hug her, and kissed her hard on the face.He couldn't understand the longing and sadness in the heart of the person hugging him, he just thought that he had completed a task and was about to break free again, urging Ye Luo to go home and watch cartoons.

Ye Luo smiled sympathetically at her, took Nuonuo's hand and walked towards the door.She didn't dare to look back, and didn't dare to face the affectionate and desolate gaze of a mother.She thought of Number Nine's hostility towards her, and she suddenly understood.

He took a few deep breaths, unable to get rid of the depression in his heart.Nuonuo, who was holding her hand, was extremely happy, bouncing and following beside her.

The moment the car started, Ye Luo noticed that Ye Youying quickly ran out of the house, watching their car leave.Nuonuo who hugged me, don't worry, I will take good care of him.Even if I have my own child in the future, I will still love him well.

"Nuo Nuo, we must not tell Dad about the fact that we came to see Auntie today, do you understand?"

"Mommy, why?"

"Because, Auntie accidentally did something that made Dad unhappy. Dad will be very angry when he knows we came to see Auntie, and he will scold us loudly."

"Don't tell me, Nuonuo..."

That night, Nie Yang was busy and didn't come back until late, so he didn't have dinner together.

After Nuonuo fell asleep, Ye Luo returned to the room and stood in front of the window for a long time without moving.Ever since I saw Ye Youying back today, my mind and mood are still messy, and I can't figure it out.

In her mind, the scene of Ye Youying chasing after them when they left kept replaying.Although this happiness was never possessed by her, Ye Luo still felt an inexplicable guilt.He took away Nie Yang's love and tenderness, as well as Nuonuo's attachment to his mother and the happiness he brought to a mother, which once belonged to her.At least, Nuonuo's attachment and the happiness it brought should belong to her.

She conceived Nie Yang's child as a virgin, just because she understood Nie Yang's loneliness.How did she feel when she made this decision?She must have thought about it for a long time and struggled for a long time.What's more, her struggle is not for herself, but because she is afraid that the child will not get complete love after it is born.

In comparison, Ye Luo felt that his contribution seemed to be too little.I got Nie Yang's love only because she was his lover ten years ago, even though she can't remember anything or do anything now, she still got it easily.As for Nuonuo, just because he didn't get the love of his mother, and she treated him a little better, he took her as a mother's trust and attachment for granted.

What is easy to get is easy to lose, and what is hard to get is hard to lose.Suddenly, I felt so uneasy.Is her happiness too easy to obtain?Is it really possible to have it all the time and stay together like this?

(End of this chapter)