refuse to be a concubine

Chapter 23 Your conditions are very attractive

His dignity was repeatedly trampled on by him.

No matter how humble and ordinary I am, I still have my own wishes.

"What are you doing?" When I took down the hairpin and stabbed myself, he let go of me, his black eyes full of lust stared at my hand holding the hairpin.

"Being trampled on, I would rather die." My waist-length hair was disheveled, and I looked at him resentfully, with a determined gaze.

Since my heart has promised Tang Yu, I am Tang Yu's man.

Only Tang Yu can be with me, even though he is no longer innocent, he will never be bullied again.

"Trample?" The emperor's godlike handsome face changed color, "You woman, you, damn it, put down the hairpin for me."

"Unless the emperor lets me go." This time the hairpin is not aimed at me, but at him. As long as he makes a move, I will protect myself at any time.

There was anger in his eyes, "What? You still want to kill me?"

"Minnv just wants to get out of here."

"You came to find me yourself."

I was at a loss for words.

"What's wrong with your body?" At this moment, his dark eyes were fixed on my chest.

Looking down, I was so ashamed and angry that I wanted to die, but I forgot that half of my body was still exposed, and there were blue and purple bruises everywhere on my white skin.

At this moment, he stepped forward and took the hairpin from my hand, and hugged me again.

"Let me go." I panicked.

"I just want to know what's going on with your injury." His voice became cold and serious, his eyes were purely puzzled, and he pressed the bruise on my chest with one hand. Judging from his gestures, He pressed very lightly, but I cried out in pain.

Is he caring about me?
Immediately, I was taken aback by the thoughts that came to me, how could the emperor care about me?
"Say."

Full of vigilance and doubts, I said slowly, "I fell off the horse."

"You can ride a horse?"

"will not."

He put on the clothes for me and rolled up my skirt again, but he didn't ask any more questions, but his face was very grim.

My heart skipped a beat, and I was relieved when I saw that he only lifted his skirt up to his knees.

From the knee to the ankle, it was red and swollen like something, with more blue marks, and the color was extremely dark.

"It hurts." When he caressed my calf, I just stroked it lightly, and I screamed.

"How long has it been?" he asked, looking grave.

"Six hours."

He immediately picked me up.

"Let go of me." I became frightened again, and when I was helpless, I was afraid that he would do something again.

"If you don't get a diagnosis and treatment, your legs will be useless."

I was taken aback, looking at his serious and deep eyes, "Is it serious?" Zhao Yuefu also said the same thing.

He was silent.

"Please let the emperor let the girl down." You can't go out like this, if Tang Yu saw it, even if it was seen by Lu Gonggong, it would be inexplicable.

"If you still want to keep your legs, just listen to me."

"The emperor please go out first, and the daughter of the people can go out later."

"Does it embarrass you to walk with me?"

"The emperor forgot that Minnv is now Jing Lin's concubine." I reminded, also on purpose.

His body was stiff for a moment, and his face was ugly.

Thought he was going to be angry.

There is a hint of fear, I have always hated him, rejected him, wanted to avoid him, and have been afraid of him.

I'm afraid of him because of his innate domineering aura, a look, even a slight movement of a finger, can make people terrified.

"Then go out the window."

While I was in a daze, he had come to the window, jumped up to the roof.

The night wind was blowing, blowing his hair, his white robe was fluttering, and his sapphire belt was fluttering.

In the dark night, his silhouette seemed to be carved out, so delicate that he could only be considered as a man from heaven.

Falling from the roof, he stopped in front of a room, kicked his front foot, and then the room lit up, and an old and sleepy voice came out, "Who is it? It's so late... Your Majesty, Your Majesty? emperor."

When the old imperial doctor's sleepiness saw the man in front of him, he was swept away, "Your Majesty, what's wrong with this girl?"

"I fell off my horse, you have to heal her." When he put me on the bed, he whispered in his ear, coolly, "Don't let me see you again." After finishing speaking, he turned and left. The old imperial doctor, "If someone finds out about this, your head will be lost." After finishing speaking, he disappeared under the night.

I was stunned for a long while.

For ten days, I have been staying with the old imperial doctor, never going out, in fact, the injury on my foot does not allow me to take half a step.

Even if I move a little, the maid called by the old imperial doctor will take me seriously.

I haven't seen him since the emperor sent me here that day.

I also breathed a sigh of relief.

It's just that I miss Tang Yu in my heart, and I can't always recover from my injuries with peace of mind.

I didn't know that the injury would be so severe. I couldn't understand what the old imperial doctor was talking about when I was first diagnosed, but I could tell from his horrified eyes that the injury was serious.

"The root cause? You mean my feet will fall into the root cause?"

The old imperial doctor nodded, "And you will never run again in this life, and within five years, you have to be careful even when you walk fast."

"How could this be?" I couldn't believe it.

"You fell very badly. You are lucky if you don't die. Who told you that you didn't have the first treatment and walked away again. I am lucky to be able to keep your legs."

"I want to try." How can people believe that a pair of good legs can't walk fast for five years?

When the foot touched the ground, I didn't feel anything, but when I slowly stood up, I felt the pain.

The old imperial doctor who was picking up the medicinal materials saw that I got off the ground, and his face changed drastically, "What are you doing, sit down quickly, oops, you have to lie down for at least half a month before you can get out of bed, at least, you know? "

Sitting down, I hesitated.

"Don't be sad." The old imperial doctor came over and said kindly, "At least your legs are still there, better than those without legs."

I smiled wryly, this comforting words are really...

At this time, I really want to see Tang Yu.

Five days later, Zhao Yuefu appeared in the room.

"I'll take you away." She looked at me, saw that I was depressed, and asked the imperial doctor, "Is her foot okay?"

"You will suffer for the rest of your life." The old imperial doctor shook his head.

I was carried into a sedan chair by several palace people, and after I left the Biezhuang, I got into Zhao Yuefu's carriage.

I was silent all the way, these few days, I confirmed what the old imperial doctor said.

Suddenly, the pain is so obvious that it takes a long rest to eliminate the pain.

"Is it worth it?" Zhao Yuefu put down the nut in her hand, and looked at me with a sneer, "In the end, I didn't even see Jing Lin's face, but made myself like this, is it worth it? When I got the doctor here, I was really surprised, those palace people are enthusiastic."

She was taken aback, did she think it was the palace servants who sent me to the imperial doctor?

"However," Zhao Yuefu looked at me with a smile, "I didn't tell Jing Lin that you were here, and he didn't know about your injury. If you want him to know, go home and tell him yourself."

I smiled wryly and changed the subject, "Are you going back to the camp?"

"Do you still want to go back to die? Naturally, return home." Zhao Yuefu said lukewarmly.

"Ma'am, have those people really been tricked?" These days, this question has always been in my mind.

"You think I'm lying to you? They've already lost their bones."

Fortunately, Tang Yu did not act, but at the same time wondered, who stopped him?

Will it be Mr. Lu?

Because of my feet, Zhao Yuefu no longer takes me out to talk about business, but spends every day basking in the autumn sun and looking at the bonsai in the yard.

The days are leisurely, but my heart is not at ease.

After the hunt was over, I was able to get out of bed and walk around. As long as I don't walk too fast, the soles of my feet won't hurt.

Outsiders can't see any difference at all.

Is it worth it?Sometimes I think of what Zhao Yuefu once asked.

Of course it was worth it. Although I didn't see Tang Yu, it finally made me feel at ease.

A chirping sound brought me back from my thoughts, and when I looked back, I saw Jing Lin standing in front of me holding a bird cage, and inside the cage was a golden bird.

"My lord is back." I got up and saluted.

"This bird was caught during hunting. It's called a golden bird. It's extremely rare. Isn't it beautiful?" Jing Lin asked with a smile, the melancholy in his eyes seemed to have faded a lot.

"very beautiful."

"It's for you."

"Give it to me?" I was stunned.

Jing Lin hung the birdcage on the tree, "There is a folklore that there is a golden bird in the house, and wealth and auspiciousness will accompany it for a lifetime. I don't know if it is true or not."

"My daughter, thank you, Lord, for appreciating the golden bird."

"Can't you call me Jing Lin?" The smile on my face was replaced by loneliness.

I said as I said, "Jing Lin, thank you."

The loneliness on his face became less, and he sighed to the sky, "The second prince was taken to the Queen's Palace to be raised."

"Why?" I was taken aback.

"The empress said that Concubine An always made the second prince sick and couldn't raise children, so she wanted to bring the second prince herself."

"What is the queen's intention in doing this? If the second prince makes any mistakes in her hands, the queen will be the one to blame."

"What if this accident was caused by Concubine An? She also became a victim." Jing Lin's eyes were full of sadness.

I have already experienced the queen's ruthlessness. Does she want to treat a child like this?

"Will you help her?" Looking at Jing Lin, the queen must have asked him for something.

Pain flashed across Jing Lin's face, his eyes hesitated.

"Jing Lin, help the second prince, he is just a baby, he shouldn't be involved in the harem battle." Knowing that it is useless to say it, but I can't bear it, such a small child, who has not opened his eyes to see the world, is about to be killed. It's chilling to hear that life has been taken away.

Jing Lin met my gaze, nodded for a long time, "Okay." As soon as the good word was written, he was obviously startled, and there was a hint of confusion in his eyes.

As soon as the foot injury healed, Zhao Yuefu started to bring me to discuss business again.

This is the second time I have seen Qing Yi, the same restaurant, the same wing, the same location.

"What does the big boss say?" Zhao Yuefu tapped her fingers on the table, her eyes were superb.

"The conditions you proposed are very attractive." Qing Yi smiled, "The big boss hopes to increase the profit by another [-]%."

"That depends on how much silver you have."

Qing Yi took a sip of tea, dipped his fingertips in the tea and wrote a word on the table, seeing Zhao Yuefu's eyes light up, he patted the table, "Deal."

When I walked downstairs, like the last time, I always felt that someone's gaze was following me.

I looked left and right, but there was no one there.

After getting into the carriage, I asked, "Ma'am, what business are you talking about with him this time?"

"I asked his master to deposit all the money in my bank with a profit that was twice as high as that of other families." Zhao Yuefu looked proud, "I really didn't expect the big boss behind the scenes to be so rich." , Heh, why are you dumbfounded?"

I'm scared, that man's money is the entire treasury.

The horse's exclamation suddenly reached his ears.

Ever since I fell off a horse, I would be frightened whenever I heard a horse barking, let alone a horse screaming now.

"Go out and have a look." Zhao Yuefu was excitedly looking at the handprinted paper on the case table, which was the contract between her and Qingyi.

Lifting the curtain, I saw a remote forest where the carriage body was.

Aren't we going back?When did you get out of town?
The groom had long since disappeared.

Just as I was about to turn around and tell Zhao Yuefu, I felt a blur in my eyes, numbness in my neck, and I lost consciousness.

When he woke up, he found himself in a secret room.

Only me.

The pain in my neck told me what had happened, that someone had taken me captive.

"Is anyone there?" I tapped against the wall, "Is anyone there?"

After knocking dozens of times, the wall behind me suddenly moved to the left and right, and I saw Tang Yu who was unconscious.

"Tang Yu." My panicked heart calmed down, and I saw a burst of joy when I saw Tang Yu.

The body that rushed up was bounced back, and I fell to the ground.

There is obviously nothing in front, huh?
He stepped forward again, this time with his hands outstretched, and touched something cool and icy, as if blocked by a wall.

He could clearly see Tang Yu over there, so clear, so clear that he could touch it.

As I slapped the invisible wall, I shouted, "Tang Yu, Tang Yu—"

Seeing Tang Yu move his eyebrows, I shouted even louder, "Tang Yu, Tang Yu."

"He can't hear your voice now, even if he hears it, he can't open his eyes." At some time, Eunuch Lu appeared behind him.

Turning around, I looked at him warily, "You took me here?"

"good."

"What do you want to do?"

"It's a good show."

"Good show?"

"You'll know later." Eunuch Lu looked at Tang Yu without any emotion, as if the person inside was not his son.

"What's wrong with Tang Yu? You let me go, I want to see him."

"This is called the jade wall. Its function is that both parties can see each other, but they cannot touch each other."

"What exactly do you want to do?"

"I want him to die."

"What do you mean?"

"I'll find out after I said it." Eunuch Lu laughed sharply, "Thank you for your report last time. But I forgot to tell you one thing. To prevent Tang Yu from assassinating the emperor, I only need to Just put a signal, but I still think it's better for you to tell him yourself."

"You...you mean that... Tang Yu came over that day?"

Eunuch Lu nodded, his smile became more vicious, "At that time you were intimate with the emperor."

"You?" My eyes were bloodshot, and I pinched my fingers into my palm, almost bleeding.

"Didn't he tell you? Oh, he was locked up here by me during this time, unfortunately, he was disobedient, alas."

"What did you lock him up for?" The words were bitten out between the teeth.

"It's about time." Eunuch Lu clapped his hands twice, and three beauties immediately appeared in Tang Yu's room.

I widened my eyes because the three beauties were all naked.

At this moment, Tang Yu opened his eyes and saw me when he got up.

I heard him call out in surprise, "Enen?"

The next moment, he raised his pretty eyebrows and looked at the three naked women in front of him. When he saw Father Lu next to me, he seemed to think of something, and his face was as white as paper in an instant.

"Why?" He looked at Eunuch Lu desperately and shouted, "Why did you do this to me?"

"This is your responsibility." Eunuch Lu's voice was devoid of emotion.

"I am your son."

"Because you are my son, I indulge you again and again."

Looking at Tang Yu's gloomy gaze, I had a bad premonition in my heart, and I only felt that something was going to happen.

"What did you do to Tang Yu?" I looked at Eunuch Lu in panic.

"Enen, get out of here." Tang Yu's voice was trembling.

"what?"

"Quick, get out of here."

"I don't understand, what happened?" I've never seen Tang Yu like this, trembling like this, desperate like this, and his eyes were ashen.

I get scared.

Tang Yu looked at Eunuch Lu again, knelt down, "I will do as you say, please let her go, please."

"It's too late, I've warned you many times, beg me now, it's too late, she will stand here until the medicine in your body wears off."

"What are you talking about? Tang Yu, what's wrong with you?" Seeing Tang Yu suddenly spit out a mouthful of blood, he forcibly sat down and exercised his energy to adjust his breath.

"It's useless, the more depressed you are, the faster the effect of the medicine will take effect." Eunuch Lu snorted coldly.

This scene seems familiar.

"You," I looked at Eunuch Lu in horror, "you gave Tang Yu a...aphrodisiac?"

"good."

I felt dizzy for a while, at this moment, Tang Yu vomited three more mouthfuls of blood, and when he vomited the fourth mouthful of blood, he fell to the ground.

"Tang Yu." I couldn't stop the sadness in my heart, slipped and fell to the ground, crying.

I really hate the helplessness at this moment, the pain of being helpless.

A painful groan escaped from Tang Yu's mouth.

At this time, Eunuch Lu winked at the three naked women, who immediately stepped forward and took off Tang Yu's clothes.

"Go away." Just when there was only one coat left, Tang Yu woke up and pushed the three of them away.

After a while, Tang Yu's consciousness fell into a coma again.

Soon, he opened his eyes again, the coldness and rationality of the past were gone, and there was a chaotic sea of ​​flames in his eyes.

Instinctively, he took off all his clothes and walked towards the three naked women.

"No, Tang Yu." I cried and yelled madly, slapping the jade wall, "No, Tang Yu——"

He stopped there suddenly, looked over slowly, squinted his eyes and looked at me, for a moment, he was a little sober, and then walked towards the three women after a while.

"Tang Yu—" I slapped the jade wall desperately, my palms hurt and numb, and I lost consciousness, "Don't do this to me, don't do this in front of me, don't—"

Tang Yu suddenly hugged his head, his whole body trembling violently.

"It's useless." Eunuch Lu sneered, "If he doesn't have sex, he will bleed to death from his seven orifices."

I can already see the blood, drop by drop, falling on the ground.

The women couldn't wait any longer and took the initiative to hug him.

"Go away——" Tang Yu's voice was weak, and he pushed them away with all his strength. He looked at me with despairing eyes.

His lips were trembling. He wanted to say something, but he couldn't say it.

"Don't look, don't look." He said with the remaining consciousness, "Please, don't look."

Blood came out of my lips, and I lowered my head, sobbing uncontrollably, tears streaming down my face.

My scalp hurt a lot, and Eunuch Lu pulled my hair tightly, forcing me to look up at everything in the jade wall, and said gloomily: "This is why I kidnapped you today, don't you want to be together? Without this memory, can you still walk together?"

"No—" After Tang Yu spat out another mouthful of blood, he couldn't restrain the medicine any longer, and hugged the woman in front of him.

My hair was pulled tightly, and I couldn't close my eyes.

Tears blurred his vision, and he murmured in despair, "Tang Yu, Tang Yu..."

Three more naked women appeared to enter.

There is no pain, no suffering, no feeling of anything, just a vague feeling.

There is no color, just a vast expanse of whiteness.

But I understand what color it is to cry.

His hair loosened, and he slid to the ground. With empty eyes, he saw several men coming in behind the Guanyu wall, picked Tang Yu up and left.

I wanted to step forward to stop him, but I had no strength in my body.

Don't you even have such power?

I don't know where the focus of my eyes is, I just stare blankly.

A long time, a long time, like a lifetime.

Someone picked me up and carried me into his broad arms.

As if caring for a treasure, he murmured softly, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, with me here, don't be afraid of anything.

"My lord, the whole house is empty." Qing Yi and Bai Xuan walked in.

"From the outside, it looks like this is just an ordinary rich family's house, but how can a rich family have such a dark room?" Bai Xuan said.

"What happened? Why did Su En become like this?" Qing Yi was confused.

The emperor picked me up with a solemn expression, "Qing Yi, you secretly brought the imperial doctor to the restaurant." After speaking, he walked out of the dark room.

Drowsy, ups and downs.

I just feel that I am curled up in a dark corner, no one to disturb, no one to oppress, and I don't have to do things I don't like, and I am free.

However, the curled up body is very tired, and I want to stretch my muscles and bones, but I don't want to get up anyway, as if someone will persecute me if I get up.

I really hate being oppressed by others. I don't like to hurt others, but if I don't hurt others, I will be killed.

It is very happy to want to help others, but it is wrong, helping others will only make people look down on you.

You must have power and power, so that you have power, and with power, you can protect those you want to protect.

Is there anyone I want to protect?

I always feel that these words are wrong, where are they wrong?Check it word by word.

That's right, this is my life experience, how rich it is.

Why do you want to cry?

The corners of my eyes are wet and I am crying, but who is wiping my tears for me?

A pair of warm hands caressed my face, but I didn't feel the warmth for some reason.

"Wake up, Su En, you've been asleep for five days, how long do you want to sleep?" A voice whispered in his ear, very anxious, distressed, and tired.

It's so noisy.

"If you don't wake up again, I will make you a concubine and let you stay with me in the palace forever."

palace?I know where those words are wrong.

The palace, a place that cannibalize people without spitting out their bones.

It is the imperial palace. I was oppressed and harmed by others. When I went to help others, what I got was hurt.

No, I will not compromise, I will not accept this fate.

Even if I am oppressed, I will not harm others. Helping others is out of kindness and kindness from the heart. No matter how misunderstood, I am me.

Live hard, down-to-earth, and live diligently.

If someone comes to persecute me and harm me again, I will solve it in my own way, and I will never lose the best things in human nature like those people.

never!

"Su En, wake up, wake up." The annoying voice came again.

I was still squatting in a dark corner unwilling to get up.

Strange, obviously thought it through very thoroughly, obviously already made a decision.

Why don't you still remember?

"Damn it, what's going on? Why hasn't she woke up after sleeping for so long?" The voice was anxious and worried.

"Your Majesty, from the view of this old minister, it is Miss Su who doesn't want to wake up, and this old minister can't do anything about it."

Don't want to wake up?I laugh, is there anyone who wakes up voluntarily or not?

If you sleep enough, you will wake up, if you don't wake up, you must not have slept enough.

This man speaks really strangely.

"What do you mean?" the man asked.

"Judging from the emperor's description, Miss Su may have been greatly stimulated." The old voice said.

Stimulate?What great stimulus can you receive?
I also help to think.

It was the sound of the door opening, and someone came in.

"Your Majesty, there are traces of love behind the jade wall. It seems that someone was having sex at that time, and it lasted for an extremely long time. It seems to have been drugged."

"what?"

sex?It hurt me physically and mentally.

Crouching in the corner, I suddenly raised my head and murmured, "Tang Yu."

The eye sockets are sore, the memory floods in like a tide, and the picture is released in front of my eyes again.

It hurts, it still hurts even if it is empty.

Tang Yu's pain, the pain for him, watching him lose consciousness and fall into madness, the heartache will always stay at that time.

The pain I feel for him cannot be expressed in words.

I watched helplessly, powerless.

Why should he suffer like this?put him in front of me...

How miserable he must be.

In order for him to leave an heir, in order to prevent us from being together, Eunuch Lu gave him an aphrodisiac.

When I woke up, I saw a familiar figure.

It was Zhao Yuefu.

"You finally woke up and fell asleep for six days and six nights." Zhao Yuefu frowned, with blame and worry in her eyes.

This is my house, have you returned to the Shangshu Mansion?
"What happened?" Zhao Yuefu folded her hands on her chest.

As soon as I grabbed her hand, I said urgently: "Madam, I want to go to the palace."

"Enter the palace?"

"Please, take me into the palace." I lifted the quilt and was about to kneel down, but unexpectedly I was weak and fell out of bed.

"What are you doing?" Zhao Yuefu quickly helped me up, "Sit down."

"Madam, I must enter the palace, please take me into the palace." I begged.

"It's easy to enter the palace, but you have to tell me, what happened? Why did someone kidnap you? Heh, if it wasn't for Boss Qing's rescue, you don't know what kind of torture you are now."

Did Qing Yi save me?In a daze, I seemed to hear the voice of the emperor.

"Say it." Zhao Yuefu urged impatiently.

"The man kidnapped me just for money."

"Money? So simple?"

I nodded, "Later I found out that I was just a girl, so he knocked me out."

Lying, I let the heartache spread, and I couldn't help but want to cry again.

Zhao Yuefu was full of suspicion, "I will bring you into the palace in five days, but before entering the palace, you must take care of yourself."

As soon as Zhao Yuefu left, I buried myself deeply in the bedding and couldn't help crying.

The endless heartache, so heavy.

I didn't notice that the door was not closed. Through the crack of the door, Zhao Yuefu stared at me who was crying bitterly, and murmured: "This Su En always seems to have a lot of secrets. It's boring enough recently, just spend Some money."

Sitting on the bed, I looked through the crack of the window, the fallen leaves were flying in the yard, and against the bright sky, it was much more depressed and empty.

In order not to feel sleepy, I can't wait to enter the palace immediately.

At this moment, the door was pushed open, and Jing Lin, who was dressed in court clothes, walked in. Seeing that I was still in good spirits, there was a slight smile in my gentle eyes, "Finally woke up, these naivety really scare people."

I forced a smile.

"I've sent someone to investigate this matter, and I've also told my servants that whenever you go out, you must be followed by guards." Jing Lin's eyes were full of tension that he didn't even notice.

"I don't think it will happen again."

"It must be followed by someone, so that I can rest assured that my body is so weak, so go to bed early."

I nodded, and when he opened the door, he turned his head to look at me again, and said: "The second prince has returned to Concubine An's side."

I was dazed for a moment, then sat blankly for a while before falling asleep.

As soon as I fell asleep, I felt that someone was watching me all the time.

I opened my eyes suddenly, and I met a pair of cold eyes. At this moment, those eyes were startled, as if they didn't expect that I would wake up suddenly.

The scream was immediately suppressed by him, "It's me."

"Emperor... Your Majesty?" Too much shock, I hurriedly sat up and hid in the corner of the bed, looking at him warily.

How could he be here?

"To me, do you have to use such an attitude?" He was a little helpless.

"Why is the emperor here?"

"I want to see you."

"Look... look at Minnv?"

"Don't believe it?"

"Didn't the emperor say that he didn't want to see the civilian girl again?"

The emperor's body was stiff, and he pursed his lips tightly. After a while, he said: "Yes, I broke my promise."

"Is the emperor looking for a civilian girl?"

"I want to know the truth about your captivity."

"Minnv was just..."

The words were interrupted by him, and he said coolly, "Why did the remnants of the previous dynasty want to arrest you?"

I was surprised, how could he know?

"That house is the stronghold of the remnants of the previous dynasty, Su En, what is your relationship with them?"

"Your majesty is thinking too much. The daughters of the people are just ordinary people from a good family, so how can they have anything to do with the remnants of the previous dynasty?"

"You're not telling me the truth."

"Everything the girl said is true."

He lowered his face, and his handsome face was covered with a thin layer of ice, "Su En, by now, you should understand why I am always entangled with you."

"I don't understand." I clenched the quilt tightly with both hands.

He stood proudly, the moonlight shone on him through the gap in the window, making his breath cold and awe-inspiring.

Moving my somewhat dry lips, I said: "Your Majesty, Minnv is Mr. Jing's concubine. It is so late at night, please avoid suspicion."

"Su En, take my pride... very good, I will never appear in front of you again unless you beg me." His voice was no longer calm, frustration and anger were so obvious.

When he looked up, he had left.

The whole person collapsed.

clear?What should I understand?
The majestic emperor fell in love with a court lady?
Will anyone believe it?
The beauties in the harem are all over the country, what kind of beauties are there?
It's all just teasing.

I don't want to mention the past, no matter what, I absolutely don't want to have anything to do with him.

Five days passed quickly.

When Zhao Yuefu brought me to the queen's palace, she noticed that the queen was looking at me more and more disgusted, but she still smiled and said: "Enen, it is said that if you survive a catastrophe, you will have a future blessing, and your blessing is coming .”

"Ruoenen is really blessed, and it's all given by the empress." I made a pun.

"Then you have to thank Bengong well."

I smiled slightly, "It should."

"Sister," Zhao Yuefu said, "I heard that the begonias in the Imperial Garden are in full bloom?"

"Dare you enter the palace this time to appreciate Begonia?"

Zhao Yuefu narrowed her eyes and smiled, "I can't hide anything from my sister."

"It's a pity that I'm a little sick today, so I can't accompany you to enjoy the flowers."

"Since that's the case, the siblings won't disturb my sister's rest. I'll enjoy the flowers with Enen." After finishing speaking, Zhao Yuefu got up and pulled me directly, "Let's go."

I took a sneak peek at the queen, and saw her face was gloomy, Zhao Yuefu's disrespect towards the queen became more and more obvious.

I'm afraid that in this world, the only person who dares to be so rude to the queen is this woman holding my hand.

Every season, the imperial garden will be replaced with a batch of precious flowers and trees of the season.

At this moment, the golden begonias all over the garden also dyed the entire sky above the palace golden.

"You entered the palace to meet someone, right?" Zhao Yuefu picked a golden begonia and smelled it under her nose.

"You can't hide anything from Madam." Although I don't know why she helped me, I am extremely grateful for her help.

"I am very interested in the secrets related to the palace." She looked at me and smiled deeply, "Hurry up and find the person you are looking for. There are so many beautiful flowers, I have to take my time to appreciate them."

"Thank you Madam for your help." I blessed her and left quickly. At this time, a court lady passed me by.

She came in front of Zhao Yuefu and saluted, "Girl, the servant is here."

"What do you want to give me today?"

The maid looked around, and carefully took out a necklace with faint blue light from her sleeve, "This is Empress Anfei's luminous necklace, how much do you think it is worth?"

Zhao Yuefu sighed and looked worried, "There is only this string of luminous necklaces in this world. Everyone knows that they are in the palace, and no one dares to buy them, let alone wear them. They are not worth much. "

"Girl, this necklace was stolen by the maid at the risk of her life. It doesn't matter how much it is, as long as you have money." The maid was anxious.

"It's not that I make things difficult for you. The luminous necklace you stole is too eye-catching. How about it, ten taels."

"Ten taels? This, at least it's worth a thousand taels."

"You have to sell it. If you can't sell it, no matter how valuable it is, it's a junk thing."

"This." The maid was extremely reluctant, but she had to admit that Zhao Yuefu was right, so she said, "Well, ten taels is ten taels."

Zhao Yuefu stuffed the luminous necklace into her bosom, took out ten taels of silver for her, and took out five taels of silver and stuffed it into the hands of the maid, saying: "I gave you these five taels, but you have to help me make them thing."

Touching the silver in her hand, the court lady was overjoyed, "Miss, please tell me."

"Follow the woman just now, see who she meets, come back and tell me right away."

"Yes." The maid blessed and left immediately.

Touching the luminous necklace in her bosom, Zhao Yuefu's eyes flashed, "There are many people in this world who are not afraid of death. If the luminous necklace doesn't sell for tens of thousands of silver, my surname is not Zhao."

When I came to the courtyard where Tang Yu was, everything I was familiar with, and memories from the past flooded up bit by bit.

I went straight into the house without knocking.

The house is clean and free of dust.

The hanging heart finally let go a little, no dust means there are people.

Hands stroked the tables, chairs, and screens one by one, until the clothes hanging on the screen.

Just then, the door opened.

I saw him, and he saw me.

"Tang Yu." I rushed into his arms, hugging him tightly, choking on my sobs.

"I let you down."

I shook my head, "No, I'm not disappointed. What I care about is you, as long as you are well, nothing else matters."

"But I care." His voice was hollow.

Looking up, I saw the dead silence in his eyes, "That's not your fault."

"He's just trying to impregnate those women, you know? If they don't conceive, I'm going to continue to be drugged."

I tremble.

"At least he didn't do anything to you, he just made me live in pain."

"What should we do? What should we do?"

"Enn, forget about me."

"what."

"You yearn for an ordinary life with all your heart, but you always fail to achieve your wish. If you continue to get involved with me, it will only make you more painful."

"No, I like you, and you are the one I want to spend my life with, and I won't let you go," a bold idea came to my mind, "Why don't we tell Mr. Lu that he is the leader of the remnants of the former dynasty?" emperor?"

Tang Yu's gloomy eyes moved.

"OK?"

"Then beg the emperor to let us go?"

I nodded.

"He likes you, so how can he do what we want?" Tang Yu smiled mockingly.

I was taken aback.

"Let's go." He opened the door.

"I do not go."

"Then I'll go." He left.

How could this be?I was stunned.

Entering the palace was not to separate from him.

"Tang Yu." I chased him out, and there was no sign of him in the yard except for the fallen leaves flying all over the sky.

My feet suddenly hurt, and the pain spread from the soles of my feet. I couldn't stand anymore, and I fell to the ground.

Just walked too fast.

"Your foot hurts?" There was no tone in the faint voice.

Looking up, a man, a man who looks like a country and a city, with a jade hairpin loosely tied up in a bun, a few strands of hair scattered down, looking undisciplined, lowered his head and looked at me curiously.

I have seen him before, he was with Qing Yi, suddenly, his face turned pale, could it be that he is also the emperor's secret guard?
That's me and Tang Yu...

That's right, why am I so confused, the palace is full of other people's eyeliners, yet I came here so blatantly.

He trusted Tang Yu so much that he even let down his vigilance.

"I was just passing by." Seeing that I didn't speak, he said in a voice like the wind, "I didn't see you and Tang Yu hugging each other."

I nodded, suddenly stiff as a stone, I was clearly saying that he saw me hugging Tang Yu.

"Oh, I made a mistake." He smiled slightly, inverting the smiles of all sentient beings, "It should be said that I will not tell the Lord."

"You...you really won't tell him?" I didn't believe it, but I was full of expectation.

It's ridiculous to ask such a naive question.

He thought for a while, straightened up and walked out of the courtyard with the utmost innocence, after walking a few steps, he looked back at me and said with a smile: "It's better not to trust me, my name is Bai Xuan, goodbye." He left in a hurry .

The sentence "It's better not to believe me" made me dumbfounded, and my heart sank a little.

I walked slowly down the long corridor, my feet still hurt, but it couldn't compare to the pain in my heart.

After walking several places, Tang Yu was not found.

I walked in a daze.

"Yes." The familiar voice was full of excitement.

"Auntie?" It's Aunt Suyan. I haven't seen her for a few months. Aunt Su seems to have aged a lot. The indifference in her eyes is gone, and her eyes are open to the heart. That is to say, her mood has changed now.

Aunt Su looked at me excitedly, with tears in her eyes, she was about to come forward to shake my hand.

Taking a step back without any trace, I asked with a smile, "How is Auntie?"

The excitement froze on her face, and Aunt Su's voice was extremely uncomfortable, "Okay."

"Of course it will be fine. My aunt has been in the palace for so long, and she is the one who knows how to survive best. She also taught En En, and En En will never forget it."

Aunt Su's fingers trembled slightly.

"My aunt must still have a lot of things to do. Enen will not bother aunt, let me go." There is a doubt that has been hidden in my heart and I dare not ask it. Even if I ask it clearly, what can I do?
What kind of mood should you face with a person you regard as a relative and trust the most?
Back in the Imperial Garden, Zhao Yuefu was drinking tea in the pavilion, when she saw me, her eyes flickered, "Have you found the person you want to see?"

"Yes."

"Then go back."

When I left the imperial garden, I looked back inadvertently, and I seemed to see Tang Yu standing in the crescent gate in the distance, blinking, and when I wanted to see clearly, his shadow was gone.

Tang Yu, is he really going to break up with me?

My heart hurts like it's about to burst.

The breath of winter is coming quietly.

During the first heavy snowfall, what Zhao Yuefu said suddenly shocked me all day.

"Enen, if you want to fly with Tang Yu, do one thing for me." In the carriage, she leaned comfortably on the cushion, eating fresh fruit that I had never seen before, and said casually.

The hot tea in my hand almost fell, and in her smiling eyes, I saw my horrified look.

"What is Madame saying? I can't understand."

"Don't you want to be with Tang Yu? After all, you haven't seen each other for two months, right?"

Looking at her in surprise, how did she know about Tang Yu and me?
"As long as I have money, I can give you a palace within three days, believe it?" Zhao Yuefu's eyes were burning, "I can get your secret at a very small price without any effort. You answer."

For me, the matter with Tang Yu is like a deadlock.

It's not that he hasn't entered the palace in the past two months, but every time, he avoids me.I was not even given a chance to speak.

I can't think of anything.

After thinking about it all day, I finally agreed to Zhao Yuefu.

"What does madam want me to do?"

"Don't worry, I don't want you to risk your life. Since they want to restore the former dynasty, the army, food, and winter supplies are indispensable. I just want you to tell Tang Yu that I, Zhao Yuefu, want to do it with them." a deal."

She even found out that Tang Yu was from the previous dynasty?I smiled wryly: "What method will Madam use to get me and Tang Yu together?"

"I can't say it yet, but I promise you will be with him."

I was startled.

"As for Tang Yu's knot, it's better for you to untie it yourself." Zhao Yuefu raised her eyebrows, "I will let Eunuch Lu stop preventing you from meeting him, and even take the initiative to let him meet you."

"Since Ma'am is so capable, what do you want Enen to say to Tang Yu?"

"Then you are wrong, Tang Yu's weight is not light." Zhao Yuefu smiled knowingly.

I don't know how Zhao Yuefu persuaded Eunuch Lu to let Tang Yu come to see me.
When I saw Tang Yu in the wing room of a teahouse, it seemed like a lifetime had passed.

He had lost weight, and his body seemed taller because of his thinness.

"Tang Yu." Looking at him stupidly, it turns out that I miss him so much.

"you lost weight."

"Aren't you thin too?"

"He sent me to see you."

He refers to Mr. Lu.

"What did he do to you?"

Tang Yu shook his head.

Relatively silent for a while.

"I really didn't expect Zhao Yuefu to be able to persuade him in such a way."

"Tang Yu," I looked at him closely, no matter who Lu Gonggong or Zhao Yuefu was, I just wanted to say, "Don't leave me, as I said, it's not empty talk."

Tang Yu's downcast eyes were slightly moved, "Enen?"

"I'm not afraid of suffering, I'm not afraid of anything, as long as I'm with you." My voice was firm, and my eyes were longing.

"You really don't care? I don't care that day..."

"What about me, you clearly know that I am not innocent, don't you despise me?"

"It's different, you witnessed me with your own eyes."

Standing on tiptoe, I kissed him and stopped what he was going to say next. That memory was too painful, and I didn’t know how to forget it. This was the only way I could think of.

When I let him go, my face was already flushed, I still looked at him firmly and said: "No matter what happens, I will face it with you."

Tang Yu didn't speak, just looked at me deeply.

After a long time, so long that I began to lose confidence in myself, he suddenly hugged me and hugged me tightly.

My heart is relaxed.

On the other side of the window of this wing room, Zhao Yuefu smiled and looked at the man in front of him - the current emperor.

"I really didn't expect that the person Su En loves would be Tang Yu, who is bold enough to even kiss her." Zhao Yuefu smiled happily, "It seems that my previous jealousy was for nothing."

She was so happy that she didn't see Qing Yi's wink at him and the emperor's unpredictable and angry face.

"Your Majesty, when the matter is successful, don't forget to promise me." Zhao Yuefu took a sip of tea, "In business, even though you are the Emperor, women still think it's better to make a written statement?"

"Qing Yi." The emperor said coolly, but his deep eyes never left the two people who were embracing each other.

Qing Yi took out an imperial decree from his bosom and gave it to Zhao Yuefu, "This is far more attractive to you than written documents, isn't it?"

Zhao Yuefu's eyes lit up, and when she saw clearly what was written in the imperial decree, she couldn't help but smile from ear to ear, "The emperor is refreshing enough."

As soon as the word "quick" fell, Qing Yi retracted the imperial decree to Zhao Yuefu, "Boss Fu hasn't finished the matter yet."

"What's so difficult about it? Use Su En to cooperate with people from the previous dynasty. Once I have a way, I will find out everything about them sooner or later. Isn't it all right then?"

"It's easy for you to say. The previous forces have occupied the palace for 200 years. Even if they knew who the leader was, they never dared to openly fight with them since the first emperor."

"The first emperor didn't dare to go to war because the first emperor's favorite person was the leader's daughter, and this empress gave birth to Emperor Wu, who was arranged to marry a woman from the previous dynasty." Zhao Yuefu shook her head and looked at her again. Lu admired, "The former emperors were really powerful, they didn't change hands of the country under such circumstances. Heh, beauty tricks really last forever."

"It seems that you know a lot." The emperor said coldly.

"If you don't know a little more, how can you serve the emperor? The reason why the minnv said these things is to make the emperor believe in the ability of the minnv."

"It seems that I underestimated you before. Then tell me, is there a woman from the previous court beside me?"

"Your Majesty is wise, even if there are women from the previous dynasty around, it is just for display." Zhao Yuefu spoke slickly, answering the emperor's question and flattering her.

In winter, everything sleeps.

But for Wangtian Lake, which is covered in thick ice, signs of life are everywhere.

"Look, there's a fish swimming here too." Holding hands with Tang Yu, she stepped on the frozen lake, happily pointing at the fish swimming under the ice from time to time.

Faced with my happiness, Tang Yu just smiled and said nothing.

This is the third time I have played with him, even though it is in the suburbs with few people, I am also happy.

I don't know what Zhao Yuefu said to Eunuch Lu, it seems that Eunuch Lu really doesn't care about my affairs with Tang Yu anymore.

It made me feel lighter than ever.

It's just that for some reason, I always feel that Tang Yu has something on his mind, and my happiness is a little more far-fetched.

"This mountain is so high, do you think those are clouds or snow?" Pointing to the towering peaks in front of him, the mountains in winter have several colors, yellow, brown and white, and white is the color of the snow on the top of the peak.

"Don't you know if you go and see?"

"How do you think it's so high? Yeah." Amidst my exclamation, he suddenly picked me up, breathed out, and galloped towards the top of the mountain.

I have seen Qinggong before, and thought it was just jumping up and down at close range. I never knew that Qinggong can also leap up mountains like this. Using a branch as a foothold, with a light tap, the body rises into the air again, jumping dozens of feet.

My exclamation continued.

When the feet hit the ground, I couldn't believe that I reached the top of the mountain so quickly.

Looking from a distance, the sea of ​​clouds is rolling, and the waves are turbulent. Obviously, from the bottom, the clouds seem to be frozen, but I didn't expect them to be tossing like this.

Tang Yu and I are simply standing above the clouds.

Yelling into the distance is what I most want to do right now, in fact I have wanted to do it for a long time.

I want to shout out all the things in my heart that I want to throw away.

Tang Yu's gaze was always on me, so soft and obsessed.

Now and then he would laugh too.

Ever since I met him, he has been quiet, cold and quiet.

These days, his quietness makes me uneasy.

"Come on, you can yell too, and yell out everything you don't want." I exhaled deeply, wishing him not to be so quiet.

"I didn't expect you to have such an active side." He smiled lightly, took my hand and looked at the sea of ​​clouds together.

"In your heart, am I a very quiet person?" I suddenly wanted to know what kind of person I was in Tang Yu's heart, and I asked a little embarrassedly, "Why do you like me?"

He lowered his head and said slowly, "The first time I saw you was at the laundry bureau."

I nodded.

"You raised your head inadvertently, and you gave me a friendly smile. The smile was very pure and friendly, and you turned around and went to wash the clothes after a while." He said quietly, his eyes became more gentle, "Your smile attracted me."

(End of this chapter)