mad soldier son-in-law

Chapter 125 Forcibly Giving Hope

Tang Mu has always felt that his mind is very stable, and his willpower is also very, very strong.

However, in this boundless dark space, when there is no sense of direction, no sense of space, no sense of time, he feels his own fragility.

This fragility makes his so-called heart and willpower seem so vulnerable.

He became anxious, he became easily angry, and he felt more and more that his thinking was going to be completely messed up.

"No! I can't just sink here like this! Absolutely not! Dad is still waiting for me to save him. Mr. Lin has not been around for long! Xiaonuan must be very worried. If I leave here, she will definitely blame herself Forever! There are Hou Chen and Hou Bing and his son, they have not received their retribution yet! I can’t do this! I can’t do this! I want to go out! I must go out! I must!” Tang Mu woke up to himself, he couldn’t let this happen To continue, he wants to save himself, he must save himself.

But, here comes the problem!
How to save yourself?In this boundless darkness, he seems to be unable to do anything, how to save himself?How to save yourself?

he yelled!
But the sound doesn't seem to spread at all!

He wanted to move, but felt that he really moved, but it was useless, everything around him was dark, and he had no idea whether he was moving or not.

He wanted to pinch himself and let himself suffer a little bit of pain, but what his hands touched were all illusions.

In such a situation, how can he save himself?There is no way at all!
Desperation haunted all thoughts.

He really felt that if this went on like this, he would really sink into this boundless darkness. When his consciousness faded away, wouldn't it mean a complete death?

Not reconciled!I am not reconciled!
Isn't shrapnel his reliance?Does this dependence have such sequelae?If there is a sequelae, you have to explain it clearly. If you don’t explain it clearly, whoever is special can know what’s going on.

However, looking back, if he knew that there were such sequelae, would he save Tang Nuan, Chen Yanran and Bai Rong?

Obviously, the answer is yes.

So, Tang Mu was a little depressed again, he couldn't even complain!what else can i do
It's all that fire!
If it wasn't for the fire, he might be able to cultivate his inner strength under his breathing, and maybe the result would be completely different from before—it was just that the fire destroyed everything. No time to breathe at all.

Breathe out!

right!Breathe out!

It was as if Tang Mu had grasped the last straw, his whole body became agitated, and his emotions became even more aroused—this was his deliberate and intentional mobilization of emotions.

There is no way, he has to give himself some hope, and then use positive emotions to fight against the increasingly powerful negative emotions!
Tang Mu's current enemy is himself!

However, breathing out is indeed a method, a method that can be tried.

It's just that everything he has now is illusory, even his current thinking, consciousness, and thoughts may be illusory. Under such illusory conditions, can he still breathe?
Tang Mu didn't know!really do not know!But now he has no other choice but to try like this!Or keep trying like this-always give yourself some hope, don't let yourself despair!Once desperate!It's really over.

Tang Mu tried his best to calm himself down and calm down. A state full of negative emotions is not suitable for breathing.

It's just that it's very difficult to do this!

Tang Mu never thought that it would be so difficult to control himself. Before that, he felt it was very simple - so he realized now that the previous simplicity was only given by the surrounding environment.

As the environment around you changes, so will your ability to control yourself.

However, there is no concept of time here.

Tang Mu, who kept a hope, sorted himself out bit by bit, and took control of himself.

After he calmed down completely, Tang Mu began to really practice breathing and breathing. In his mind, he recalled every word said by the instructor who taught this method of breathing and breathing. It was strange to say it. When it was time, it was as if he had returned to the previous time, and it was clearer than ever.

His heart sank slowly, completely immersed, as if the instructor was by his side, with the instructor's clear words in his ears, and the habit of practicing breathing and exhaling that he had been practicing for several years.

This habit may have always been enforced.

However, even if it is a mandatory habit, after a long time, it becomes something instinctive.

Tang Mu quickly forgot the environment he was in, the boundless darkness, and even the illusion of his own body and mind. He seemed to have really returned to the past, to the original days and state.

He even forgot whether it will be effective or not, and forgot the result he wanted to pursue...

He was afraid that if he thought too much, those negative emotions would boil up again, and he didn't have the confidence to control those negative emotions for the second time!

So he must ensure his concentration.

I don't know how long time has passed, and I don't have any perception.

Tang Mu was just like that, as if he had melted into the boundless darkness...

I don't know how long it has passed, but suddenly, a light appeared.

But this light did not come from other directions or positions, but appeared on Tang Mu himself.

It's just that he doesn't know this at all now.

He was still immersed in his own world, constantly exhaling and exhaling, not daring to stop!

And the light on his body is still increasing.

From the trace at the beginning, it gradually spread and strengthened. In this boundless darkness, Tang Mu seemed to be the most special existence, especially conspicuous.

But even so, everything was still silent, except that Tang Mu's surroundings were illuminated a little because of the light, there was actually no special change here.

I don’t know how much time has passed—there is no concept of time here. In fact, it may have passed for a long time, or it may really be just a moment.

Tang Mu suddenly woke up!

Because he felt the gas!Feel the presence of gas.

You know, originally he couldn't feel anything, as if his senses were completely blocked.

But now, he actually felt Qi, what a miraculous thing, so he was 'awakened' naturally.

After waking up, Tang Mu finally discovered the change in himself. There was light on his body!

Moreover, the most important thing is that under the lingering light of this beam, he feels warm and comfortable all over his body!
The most important thing is that after feeling this warmth, he really felt the presence of Qi in his body.

Even to the touch, his body is still illusory.

But this illusion is different from before, and I couldn't see anything before.

Now at least I can see my body, but the feeling that I can't touch anything with my hands passing through my body is very weird!

(End of this chapter)