The wealthy marriage plan: ex-wife, don't try to escape

Chapter 3 She Loves Him

Time does not stop for anything, so it is relentless, and more than a year has passed with no excuse.During this year, she didn't meet Yao Yi very much. Every time they went to Yao's mansion for dinner, they could only meet briefly and then he left. He never looked at her directly.Recalling that not long ago when her second sister became a monk, she went alone to attend, and then she knew that he had no love for her at all.Even though she loves him very much, she can only learn to look down on her ruthlessness.She shuts herself in her room every day and cannot concentrate on writing novels. She is one of the two major writers in S City, Xue Zhixia (~the other writer is her younger sister Jingxun~). Written in the novel, so that others can see everything in her heart.The sky is so clear, white clouds are floating, birds are singing, a white figure is playing with her pen at a table by the window, when suddenly she heard the birdsong, she raised her head and looked out of the window, "It's already noon! Time flies!" She even realizes that it is noon, and sometimes she writes to the point where she forgets to eat and sleep, which shows her love for novels.

At this time, the door rang and knocked a few times. She put down her pen, walked to the door and opened it. Outside the door was a woman in her 50s. She was the housekeeper Zhao Ma. Everyone in this house treated her coldly. It's cold, like the emperor's concubine who was beaten into cold work.Hu'er in distress was bullied by dogs, how could she understand this truth.Here, only Mother Zhao treats her sincerely, like her own daughter who is afraid of being hungry or cold.

"Young Mistress, it's time for lunch." Zhao Ma had a kind smile on her face, looking very kind.These days, when she writes her novels, she doesn't even know that Mama Zhao calls her to eat at the time, and she is used to it.

"Okay, let's go!" She still smiled back at Mother Zhao.After finishing speaking, he closed the door casually and left with Mama Zhao.

When she came to the lobby on the first floor, Lin Jingyu found a place and sat down, ready to enjoy the delicious food on this big table. As soon as she sat down, Zhao Mama said, "Young Mistress, Madam and Master called this morning to come back tonight." Have dinner at the mansion. Get ready and I will ask Uncle Quan to take you back in the afternoon."

Lin Jingyu lowered her head and bit her lower lip, but said nothing.The Yao family has a custom that the whole family must have a meal together every month, so she will see Yao Yi every month, but only in a hurry, after the meal he will leave first regardless of other things. go.

Zhao's mother understands her psychological suffering. This girl is really better than those girls outside the young master, but their young master just doesn't cherish it, and she won't let Jingyu suffer.There is a secret hidden in my heart, and there are many debts, but I am helpless and unable to remedy it.

She didn't say anything, just nodded slightly and said nothing.Zhao Ma also retreated to the side tactfully.While eating, she paused for a moment, and accidentally saw a magazine on the table, with Yao Yi's name prominently on the cover.She picked it up and looked at the news headlines, which read: Yao Yi, the president of the Yao Group, and the popular female star Yoyo entered a hotel as a couple, confirming that the two had been dating for more than a year.She read the content roughly, and there was a mention of her in the content, saying that she was already a figurehead after the cold palace, and would be pulled down sooner or later.She saw the pain in her eyes, and the tears in her eyes were rolling, but she had to hold back and let the tears fall.Seeing the delicious food on the table, she suddenly lost her appetite.

Standing aside, Zhao's mother wanted to say something but never said it. She understood, she knew that their young mistress must be very sad at this moment, but as a servant, she shouldn't ask so much.Lin Jingyu really lost her appetite, so she left the dining table and went back to her room.

Back in the room, she took out a very thick book, this is her diary, she has always had the habit of writing a diary, since the day she got married, her pain, her grievance, her sadness are only hers Diary knows.She opened a blank page of the diary and wrote:

June NO.19.I married Yao's family for a year and a half.I have known him for almost ten years, and I have loved him for almost ten years.I don't even know what I've been through for more than a year.He hasn't come back this year and hasn't looked at me all the time. He's been with other women all the time. I really hope that I'm that woman, even if it's just an hour a week or a day, at least I've been by his side.I know that's impossible, maybe I'm really a figurehead of a cold queen in the deep palace as those people outside said, and I will be pulled down sooner or later.When will Yiyi understand my heart? I know that sooner or later I will leave him and not even become his wife in name only. I hope that day will not come too soon.Pray. Pray. .Yiyi, I really love you. I have made one thousand and one hundred wishes. The same wish is to be with you forever. I don’t know if God will fulfill my only wish.My heart hurts, it really hurts, why do you treat me like this, what did I do wrong?
She prayed silently in her heart, although she never got him, she really didn't want to lose him, no matter what, it would be ten years.After writing this diary, her tears flowed all over the page, and the tears hit every word drop by drop.Many words are blurred, but every word is full of love for him.Tears filled the entire eye socket, looking at the world through tears, you will see that the whole world is crying, but forget that you are the only one crying all the time.If he could make him love her, she would really give anything.

(End of this chapter)