Summer is not late, good day is good

Chapter 215

"My mother said that, but I still can't accept it. If this is the case, then I will bring you back. Anyway, Chen'an can't let you go. But my mother disagrees no matter what. In the end, my mother cried. From being sensible , my mother is the most powerful person in my heart. She has always been the one with the straightest back and the most powerful words. I thought that crying had nothing to do with my mother, but since Chen An lost her eyesight, my mother often Crying behind people, I realized at that time that my mother is not a god, but just an ordinary mother. Her love for Chen An is the same as that of any mother in the world. My mother cried and begged me, for Chen An's eyes, She has already compromised with the Ye family, and it is impossible for you to come back. She feels guilty about Chen An, and taking Yi Chen back is a way for her to express her guilt. Maybe this is not the best way, but from her From her standpoint, she can only choose this...

She couldn't make Chen An hate her, but she couldn't let go of Yi Chen, so she did such a thing that seemed absurd to others, even at that time, I thought it was extremely absurd, but I still chose to agree, not only Not only because of mother's tears, but because, in this world, everyone is selfish, everyone has their own people and things to protect, and at the same time, they are also hurting some people and things.My mother wants to protect Chen'an, the Zuo family, and...a kind of balance, but I want to protect my mother and family relationship, so we hurt you, but we also hurt Chen'an. Later, I finally realized that it turned out that The cause of everything is not the cause, and the result of everything is not the result, some things will not end once they start..." Where the tears welled up in Chen Xi's eyes, there was a shimmering confusion, confused and helpless. Words of firmness.

Chen Xi's later words had surpassed Xia Wanlu's comprehension, and Chen Xi felt it herself. She smiled slightly, and a tear rolled down, "It's far away... let's talk about that year, mother said to bring Yi Chen back." Everything is very important, if I am the daughter of the Zuo family, I must agree, there is no room for negotiation, and it must be kept secret, and no news can be leaked. So I did as I did. At that time, I just thought All this affects the relationship between Chen An and Mom, the relationship between Mom and Dad, and the balance of the Zuo family..."

Chen Xi stopped here, her beautiful eyes narrowed slightly, and only now did she realize that it was more than that... She pulled the corners of her lips, and a forced smile appeared, and continued, "I'm sorry Everyone said that I was pregnant with twins, Song Chu... I was busy at that time, and my mother basically accompanied me to the obstetric examination, and went directly to the same doctor in the inpatient department. We didn't take any pregnancy photos for the child, no Dare to leave any clues, guessing that our due date is not too far away, I was admitted to the hospital early, waiting for news from you. In fact, my mother has been sending people to follow you since you left Zuo's house. At first, I was afraid that you would return. If you come to find Chen'an again, you will get entangled with Chen'an, and then you accidentally find out that you are pregnant. You have been taking a pregnancy test in that small hospital, and you have decided to have a baby at her. The doctor bribed you, and took the baby away immediately after you gave birth. As for how she did it, I don’t know, because I was already in the hospital, and I was given a birth-inducing injection immediately, and I was pushed into the delivery room. When I went in, there was already Yi Chen in the delivery room...

In fact, Yichen is older than Haoran, so she should be her older sister.However, Yichen was so small and weak when she was born, maybe it has something to do with your lack of nutrition and fatigue during pregnancy, in short, she looks so small that it makes people feel distressed.My mother said that Yichen is younger than Haoran, she is a younger sister. In her opinion, the younger one is always loved more, and she hopes that Yichen can get more love.Mother really loves Yichen, and even Yichen knows this well.She gave Yichen the surname Zuo, and she also took the name Yichen. The character 'Chen' is a combination of the word 'An' in the word 'Chen'an' and the character 'Chen'. Express her apology to Chen An.She held Yichen like a baby, and let our family of four live in my mother's house, and took care of two children with me.She is a strong woman and has endless work to do, but no matter how busy she is, she must spend some time with Yi Chen every day.Yichen was weak and was always sick when he was about one year old. How can I take care of two children by myself?Usually it's me and her who take turns guarding Yichen all night without sleep, she completely regards Yichen as Chen'an when she was a child..."

Xia Wanlu is undoubtedly angry, the truth of the matter is so ruthlessly dissected in front of her, it's as painful as uncovering the deepest scar in her heart, but facing Chen Xi, she doesn't know why she can't confess Out of anger, she can imagine how Chen Xi doted on Yi Chen in the past four years, and the Chen Xi in front of her actually gave her a feeling, a feeling of pity, she didn't know this feeling Why did she come here, just staring at Chen Xi's tearful eyes, those two tear pupils that were about to fall, like a cool and deep pool, made her angry and impatient heart gradually cool down... Inexplicably, there was another The voice was saying, no matter what, it's great... Her child is still alive... It's great... This alone is enough to make her grateful to God, and she burst into tears. It seems that other things are not so important... …

Chen Xi glanced at her and asked softly, "Lu Lu, do you hate me? Blame me?"

She who was already struggling with this question was startled by the question. After a long time, she shed tears and shook her head blankly, "I... don't know..."

Chen Xi smiled softly, "Lulu, it's your right to hate me or my mother. If you don't forgive me, it's not that important. Maybe you will never understand my mother's actions. The pain of taking a child, I I can deeply understand that I am also a mother. If someone wants to take Haoran away from me, I will try my best not to agree, but now, I gradually understand the meaning of a sentence. There is a kind of love called letting go. If Haoran will have a better life if he follows others, I will let go..."

The scene of her son laughing in front of her knees flashed before her eyes, Song Chu's expression either light or strong, a ray of pain flashed across her heart, and the tears in her eyes became more violent.She pulled the tissue and gently wiped away the unbearable moisture that had overflowed her eyes, "Lulu, I believe in cause and effect, good causes lead to good fate, and evil causes lead to evil results. In fact, at the very beginning, my mother I really only followed her motherly heart, and she didn't expect many things later... Once a person embarks on a certain road, there is no turning back. My mother has gone too far, but she, It's still my mother... I know my mother is sorry for you, it was like this five years ago, and it is even more so now, and I am also full of guilt for you and Chen An, you don't know that every time I get along with Chen An and Yi Chen, I feel so sorry. When I was in harmony, what kind of mood did I feel, like a poisonous snake biting my heart? Countless times I wanted to tell Chen An the truth, but I flinched countless times. The longer the time, the less I can tell. , Mom and Dad can't bear it, Chen An can't bear it, Yi Chen can't bear it even more, so I can only take chances and hope that the truth will never come to the surface... Heh..."

She smiled mockingly, as if mocking her own life, "It's meaningless to say these things now, I just want to say, I don't expect forgiveness from you and Chen'an, someone must take responsibility for something wrong, Let me bear all the faults alone. My mother is old and strong all her life... I just hope that you and Chen'an are happy, and that your family of three is happy. I hope that after a few years, when your happiness gradually When the resentment is diluted, I will think of my mother, an ordinary old man, who occasionally visits her to make her feel less uncomfortable..."

Xia Wanlu always felt that there was something in Chen Xi's words, like fog, floating not far or near, but she couldn't catch it...

She looked at Chen Xi suspiciously, but saw Chen Xi standing up calmly, as if she was relieved after saying these words, and smiled at her calmly, "Too much has been said today, what should be said should not be I've said everything, I couldn't control my emotions for a while, I'm sorry, just pretend you haven't heard some words... I'm leaving now, your feet...?"

Xia Wanlu shook her head, "It's okay, my younger brother will come to pick me up." Her foot was injured, and the Zuo family already knew about it. Grandpa Zuo, Brother Zuo's family, and Chen Xi all came to the hospital to see her, and they also knew the reason for her injury .

Chen Xi nodded, "You still have to be careful! If you need anything... This is the phone number of my eldest brother and sister-in-law. You can call them. After all, you are now a member of our Zuo family. Mom and I don't welcome you. But my brother and the others are clean..." She wrote Zuo Chenyuan and Wanwan's phone number on the paper, she didn't know that Xia Wanlu hadn't told Chen An yet, only when Chen An didn't come back so soon, and The fact that Xia Wanlu was kidnapped should not be underestimated. In fact, the eldest brother has already found some bodyguards to protect Xia Wanlu secretly, but he didn't let Xia Wanlu know.

"Thank you..." Xia Wanlu didn't go to pick up the paper, she couldn't turn the corner for a while, remembering that she still had one thing to ask, she turned around while Chen Xi was in the way, and hurriedly said to her back, "Chen Xi, is it really an accident that I can't have a baby?"

Chen Xi stood still and turned around, "I can assure you, it was really just an accident. Although my mother is extremely aggressive, she will never intentionally hurt anyone... Even if she spoke ill of you last time, I just wanted to force you to leave, I never thought that you would commit suicide... and...you were transferred to a big hospital after an accident during childbirth, my mother contacted me, and it was my mother who paid for the follow-up medical expenses..."

(End of this chapter)