Summer is not late, good day is good

Chapter 80

She was afraid that he would make further moves, so she quickly apologized, "No. I'm just. I'm afraid I'll infect you."

"Infection? Anemia infection or hypoglycemia infection?" Stupid woman!Can't find a convincing excuse?His hands tightened a little more, "I'm really sick, Miss Xia Xia is a nurse, why don't you give me a consultation?"

"I'm just a nurse, not a doctor. Isn't Mr. Zuo on good terms with Dean Ji? Let Dean Ji take a look tomorrow."

"Ji Ziang said he couldn't see it." His face was a little closer, "There is a woman who came and went in my life, gave me hope and then extinguished my hope with my own hands. I know I should forget this Woman, but the more I want to forget, the more I can’t forget. Five years, my life has only two contents, one is hard work and the other is searching. She said that she is from Hangzhou, and I bought a house in Hangzhou, where I live half of the time every year In Hangzhou, I walk up and down the street like a lunatic every day. When I see a girl whose back looks similar to her, I rush up and grab her. They think I am a hooligan and slap me in the face. Some people turn around and run away because of my fright. But I still keep walking around and grabbing people's shoulders. I firmly believe that there are only a billion people in China. Even if I meet everyone once, there is still a one-in-a-billion hope that there will be such a chance , Let me meet her again. Tell me, what is this disease? Is there a mental problem? Obsessive-compulsive disorder or paranoia?"

She was held by him, there was nowhere to hide, and her breathing became short of breath, "Mr. Zuo should consult a psychologist or psychiatrist."

"No need!" He pushed closer, pressing his forehead against hers, "Because... I've already found it. God finally couldn't bear to let me down, and gave me a one-in-a-billion chance. Don't you think there is something to say? what?"

"Really? Then. Congratulations." So close. Can she still talk properly?Speaking of which, he secretly praised him for being mature just now, why is his temper still so unstable?It was sunny for a while and rainy for a while, obviously the atmosphere was pretty good, he was so gentle and so cute, but suddenly, the sky turned into dark clouds, did she say something wrong?So what exactly does he mean?Do you want her to sing this song?How could it be that she is no longer the Xia Wanlu she was five years ago, the dream of a singer has long been obliterated by reality, and now, all she wants is a peaceful life
Also play dumb.
He was almost driven out of patience by her.
"But...she pretended not to know me. Look at me and tell me, why is she pretending not to know me?" He held her face in his arms, leaving her nowhere to hide. up
"Mr. Zuo should ask her." She heard her voice trembling and felt that she had difficulty breathing.
"No! I'm just asking you!" He was furious. How could there be such a stubborn person?With the words so clear, is she still pretending to be stupid? !Her warm face, soft lips, and the familiar scent of jasmine on her body made it hard for him to hold back his anger, so he bit her lip hard when his mind was in a turmoil.

She exhaled in pain, her mind was in chaos, and her words were also confused, "I don't know. How would I know. Maybe she has someone else she loves"

All sounds stopped at this moment.

No, except for the roar of the computer mainframe, which is more obvious and disturbing in the still air
He released her.

Standing up, eyes filled with undisguised pain, and for the first time formally called her by her name, "Xia Wanlu, you are so ruthless!"

She really wanted to answer him with a smile as if nothing had happened, who is Mr. Zuo calling?Called the wrong person. But she only opened her mouth, but she couldn't utter the words. All the voices were stuck in her throat, like a thorn, causing her pain, swelling, and bleeding
He walked to the window and took a few breaths of fresh air.How much oxygen does he need to absorb to get enough energy?Can the old wounds not healed and the heart with new wounds regain courage?

"Xia Wanlu! Why didn't you deny it? Why didn't you deny it? Keep pretending! Say you are Xia Xia, not Xia Wanlu!" He exhausted all his strength to suppress the pain, and he was glad that he was not on the spot While vomiting blood, try to keep your tone as calm as that moonlight.At this moment, he would rather she be Xia Xia than his Xia Wanlu his little Luzhuer, how could his cute, mischievous, gentle and domineering little Luzhuer be willing to let him be so sad.
In fact, it doesn't make much sense to continue pretending. No matter how much she denies it, he believes that she won't let go. Instead of doing this, it's better to admit it openly and completely tear up the relationship between the two
She smiled bitterly, "That's right, I'm Xia Wanlu, but so what? In five years, a lot can really change. Chen'an, the past, let it pass, don't be entangled anymore, don't be persistent anymore .”

The light in his pupils shattered bit by bit, and finally the pupils were shattered, and the water shone in the crystal. Chenan finally heard these two words again. For five years, he searched and searched, crossed trees and wore flowers, but only In order to hear someone call him "Chen'an" with such a voice and such an accent.
There are thousands of women in this world, and there are so many women from Jiangsu and Zhejiang who can't tell the difference between the flat tongue and the warped tongue, but there is no one who can call out her charm.
It's not that her voice is particularly beautiful, it's not that her voice is particularly unique, it's just because there is only one her in this world
Now, he finally fulfilled his wish, but when the word "Chen'an" was called out from her mouth so clearly, it was as gentle and familiar as ever, but why did it strike him like two muffled thunders? What about the chest that shattered his heart?

What does it mean that a lot can change in five years?What does it mean to let it pass?What do you mean don't get entangled and don't be attached?

She, the savage woman who dominates his destiny, was the one who announced the start of the game five years ago, and the one who said the end of the game five years after disappearing, why is she the one who decides?Doesn't she know that he has always been a persistent person?
He looked around and sneered, "What kind of new love will make you forget the old love? A person who allows you to live in this pigeon cage, even if you are anemic and malnourished? If so, then Xia Wanlu, your Bad eyesight!"

She smiled and let the tears flow back to her heart, "I am willing. No complaints or regrets."

"What a no-complaint and no-regret!" He laughed mockingly, "What is the state of no-complaint and no-regret? Let you say it five years ago, and say it again now?"

She took a deep breath, it was the early summer, but the air was chilling into her heart, "Chen'an, don't be a resentful woman, okay? So far, we can still give each other a good memory, continue Go on, I'm afraid that even the initial beauty will be lost."

"I'd rather not!" he interrupted her roughly.If this is the ending, he would rather never meet her.If you have never loved, there will be no pain
"Chen'an!" She really has nothing to do with such a willful him
"why?!"

"what why?"

"Why did you leave? Why did you disappear?"

Her temples started to swell and hurt again, she rubbed it, almost pleading, "Chen'an. Let's face it. I'm tired with you, your family, I'm scared, really, I'm just a pigeon An ordinary woman who wears a cage and sells goods on the street is not worthy of your obsession. There should be a woman who is worthy of you and stand by your side. Forget about me."

He thought it was funny, she came to tell him about the difference in family status now?Did he live in a thatched house five years ago?These are not reasons!

He was in a mess, his mind was a mess, he was always calm, but he couldn't sort out his thoughts in a short time, or maybe the relationship with the blind man five years ago was really not worth her memory?Is he too confident?Thinking of her phrase "maybe she has someone she loves" in the confusion, she couldn't help blurting out, "An ordinary woman who lives in a pigeon cage and sells goods on the street? Is she worthy of Xu Xiaoshuai's family?"

According to his recent investigation, the man closest to her is Xu Xiaoshuai, and there are rumors outside that Xia Xia, the finale singer of Dim Fragrance, is Xu Xiaoshuai's lover
She shut up and didn't answer.She doesn't want to provoke any prominent family. Maybe, she should find an ordinary man to marry herself, and it will be over once and for all. Having a vigorous love once in a lifetime is enough. How few people in this world can be with the person they love? What about getting married?

Her silence disturbed his heart even more. He, who had never believed this rumor, felt for a moment that he had to believe it.
He nodded, mixed with anger and pain, "I can give you what Xu Xiaoshuai can give you! I can give you what he can't give you! Do you want to think about it?"

"Chen'an!" She was about to have nothing to say, she glanced at the alarm clock, and was about to get up.

"Where are you going?"

She sighed, "Third Young Master Zuo, I still have to work the night shift!" If you can't say it, just run away, no matter what, as long as you don't face him.
"Going to the evening shift!? I asked you to take leave! You take care of my illness!" I am sick like this, and still thinking about going to the evening shift?
Ask for leave again.
He is the third young man on the left who thinks he owns this hospital. He has asked for too much leave recently.
Well, recuperate!She lay back, looking tired, how could he let her recuperate from being pestered here?
He also discovered this problem, and his voice was slightly lowered, "Go to sleep, call me if you need anything, I'm outside."

Hey. Why can't he retreat in spite of the difficulties?
"Chen'an, you go back. Think about it, if I really want to see you, why hasn't someone in BJ contacted you for five years? Chen'an, don't come back after you let me go." She closed her eyes, and then she could say these words
Her words, like a sharp knife, pierced into the deepest part of his heart
How cruel is she?Even if he let go of his dignity and everything in this way, almost stalking her shamelessly without principle, is her heart still as hard as a stone?Heh. Zuo Chen'an has been proud all his life. He has never been begged by others.
He turned around and left without looking back.
The heavy closing sound of the door seemed to shake her chest with a "bang", shattering her heart into pieces.
To be as proud as him, to love her as much as he is, is he really hurt this time?In this way, we can finally give up on her, right?
Turn off the lights.

There was no more breath of him in the dark night, and the blackness was full of replays of his back when he left. It was not just him who hurt each scene, scene after scene?
tears rolling down
Chen'an, Chen'an, I'm sorry, I know, no one loves me more than you, and no one loves you more than me.
However, it is precisely because I love you that I cannot go on with you.
Okay, there will be that gentle and pleasant woman who also carries the fragrance of jasmine to love you
She didn't know how she spent the night, she vaguely lay on the bed for a long time, and before she knew it, it was dawn
Vaguely, I heard the sound of the key turning the door lock, could it be Xiaochen this time?
However, when that person came in, she couldn't help but smile wryly. How many people have keys to her pigeon cage-like home?

(End of this chapter)