Kangxi Harem Ⅰ: Green Years

Chapter 130 (Fanwai 3) Empress Renxiao: Hesheli Jiaxiu ([-]) Rong Er

(3) Rong Er
I became the empress of the Qing Dynasty. In the first month of the wedding, the emperor had to stay in the Kunning Palace every day. In fact, I was very happy, because although the emperor was young, he had a part of his real age. Unmatched maturity, the emperor seldom talks to me. At that time, I thought that the emperor's temperament was like this. Only after many years, maybe I realized that the emperor likes to talk, but he only talks to people he likes.

The emperor always treats me politely. At first I didn't know if it was because I was not good enough, but after a few days I finally found out, because I am the queen who the emperor had to seal because of the power of the court. I just remember that day, when the emperor returned to Kunning Palace, he seemed to have drunk some wine. After all, the emperor was too young to drink, and the eunuchs supported the emperor to lie on the bed.

I waited for the emperor to change clothes with the maids. After the maids left, I sat by the bed and looked at the emperor. The emperor kept saying: "I am the emperor, I want to kill you, you are bullying me... "

I was terrified when I heard it from the side, who is the emperor trying to kill, I called softly; "Your Majesty, don't get excited."

The emperor looked at me dimly, and said for a long time: "Empress? Even my empress is not appointed by me, what kind of emperor am I? They are all bullying me when I am young."

The emperor repeated, this is the first time, and the only time in my life, I heard the emperor's innermost thoughts, or after I was drunk, did my existence make the emperor feel young and powerless?

After the emperor woke up, he didn't remember saying these words at all, and I never mentioned them again, but these words have already pierced into my heart.

One month after my wedding with the emperor, the emperor moved back to the Baohe Palace where he lived at that time. The emperor did not come often. The empress dowager liked me very much. I want to be in charge of the government, so I study hard every day and practice martial arts." I know that I want to be a sensible queen, so I never blame the emperor.

Until one day, my court lady Chun Xing told me that the emperor favored a court lady and wanted to seal her as a promise. I was really sad, but I would never tell anyone. I just smiled and said: Don't chew your tongue, isn't it normal for the emperor to favor a court lady."

Am I very magnanimous in everyone's eyes, but my heart is bleeding. After the wedding, except for the first month where the emperor often stays in Kunning Palace, the emperor seldom comes over in the following days.From the big wedding in September to the present, except for that month, during the five months, the number of times I have been here can be counted on the fingers, why?Why is the emperor unwilling to come to me?My heart hurts very much.

At the beginning of March in the fifth year of Kangxi, on this day, Chun Xing brought in two court ladies, Rong'er and Jing'er, and at the same time, on that day, Zhang Xu was officially given a title and moved into the Kunning Palace.This promise is older than me and looks very beautiful. I don't have any jealousy towards her. I hope to be a good wife as I read in the book. There is no jealousy, only generosity.

Although Rong Er and Jing Er belong to Bao Yi's family, they both come from good backgrounds. I like both of them very much, especially Rong Er. I always feel that she can read my heart. I like reading poetry and teaching me how to behave. My Chinese master also taught me to learn some Chinese characters. Although I am not very proficient, I always need something to pass through the boring years, and Ronger seems to like it very much. I have a good chat with her.

I remember that not long after Rong'er arrived in my palace, it was the Emperor's Longevity Day. That day, the Emperor would stay at Kunning Palace. I was very happy. Actually, I can't say that the Emperor treated me badly. I had a bad face, but it just made me feel no warmth. After being married for so long, I really longed to have a prince, but I couldn't live up to my wish.

I remember that early in the morning when the emperor got up to change clothes, Rong'er was unsteady holding the basin and fell in front of the emperor. I know that Rong'er is not such a careless person, and her temperament is definitely not because of fear, so there is only one reason, she I have the emperor in my heart, I pleaded for her like the emperor, the emperor did not punish, the emperor dealt with this matter lightly, but it made me feel a bit bitter, Rong'er is very good-looking and very talented.

My heart is wrong again, I think it must be, because Chun Xing said to me later, don't let Rong Er serve the emperor when the emperor comes, and the next time the emperor is surprised, everyone will have a bad time, even though I know Rong Er Not a clumsy person, I nodded in agreement.

[Uh, I’m not postponing all of that, I’m going to advance it, right? Oh, I don’t have time to update it during the day, so this one will be moved forward. The second update will be at eight or nine in the evening. Uh~~~ PS Thank you for your votes ,thanks! 】

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