Kangxi Harem Ⅰ: Green Years

Chapter 261 (Fanwai 2) Empress Xiaozhao: Niu Hulu Dongzhu ([-]) suffers from the cold

I finally know that everything is not as simple as I imagined. The first time the emperor came to my palace, I was very happy to see the young emperor. I have seen the emperor a long time ago. I knew from a very young age that he would be me. Husband-in-law, Ama is very kind to Erniang, loves her very much, and will try her best to satisfy her whatever she wants. I often think that the emperor and I will be like Amaniang?

Unexpectedly, when the emperor came up, he just glanced at me and wanted to leave.I got angry and said to the emperor: "Why do you just look at me? Why don't you want to spend more time with me?"

The emperor obviously didn't expect that I would dare to lose my temper in front of him, so he frowned slightly and said coldly, "Master Niu Hulu, this is the imperial palace, not your residence, please take care of your young lady's temperament."

I have never understood why the emperor treats me indifferently. I stayed alone in Zhongcui Palace alone. The number of times the emperor came to see me can be counted on the fingers. Rong promised, Zhang promised, Huigui, and the queen had dragon species , only I don’t, I hate, I hate so much, my heart has been full of depression, those days only Hui Jie accompanied me and talked with me, Hui Jie is not a person who talks a lot, but she feels very gentle, at least whenever I When she lost her temper and complained loudly, she would listen silently.

Why did the emperor treat me like this? In the eighth year of Kangxi, I finally understood. When the emperor arrested my godfather and Ama, I finally understood that the emperor hated my godfather and Ama so much. It will make me angry, and I know why no matter how hard I try, the emperor doesn't like me.

I was very sad during those days. I thought about it a lot. I suddenly discovered that my proud capital since I was a child, my Ama and godfather, turned out to be the reason why the emperor hated me. No capital.Fortunately, Ama finally regained his title, and the merits of the Niu Hulu family cannot be erased.

I began to reflect, restrain myself, and choose to keep a low profile. In fact, I have been thinking about how I can survive in this palace. Although I often feel dissatisfied with the emperor and everyone else in my heart, but I'm still trying to restrain myself.My deep hatred stems from my love. Hui Jie often enlightens me and makes me feel more relaxed. Some things should be yours and they are yours. It is useless if you don’t force them, let alone the queens do that. , I know she's right.

In Zhongcui Palace, Hui Jie and I have been guarding each other pitifully. We are people who are ignored by the emperor, but Hui Jie is luckier than me. She gave birth to two princes for the emperor, but I have never been able to have one. My own heir, I am a person who was neglected by the emperor, and I silently endured this misery.

The empress died, I am very sad, it is sincere, I always feel that it is not easy for her, she does not have the emperor, she can get some tenderness from the emperor, maybe it is only because she is the empress.

The most favored woman in the palace is a coat-coated man named Gai Rong'er. I think she is of Han blood at all, but she is just a member of the flag.This woman always looks like she has no desires and desires in front of others. The more she is like this, the more I hate it. Since you have it, you should show it off. In my opinion, her humility is fake, a means to confuse the emperor.

It’s just that my relatives have told me to keep my behavior. Now the empress is empty, and I am the most respected concubine in the palace. If the emperor will make another empress one day, he can only establish me, my brothers Said, let me strictly abide by female virtues, be filial to the empress dowager and the empress dowager, don't cause trouble, they will find a way to help me to the post.

One year before the Queen's death, my Ama passed away. The Ama who loved me the most was gone. Among my relatives, I can only listen to my elder brothers. After all, I am only a girl. I have no choice but don’t know what to do. The feelings are deeply pressed in the bottom of my heart, just waiting for one day, as my brothers said, there will be a day of success.

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I will have a rest tomorrow, and I will end the episode tomorrow~! I have read everyone’s comments, thank you for your support~ Thank you~! This is Yuetong’s motivation! Hehe~!
In addition, thanks to the reminder from the little beauty Fucha, today is the birthday of Ronger's daughter, Princess Gulun Rongxian and Princess He Shuoduanjing, the daughter of Bu Changzai "Zhaojia Buning"~ Hehe~~ Let's miss it~~~~
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