Kangxi Harem Ⅰ: Green Years

Chapter 309 (31) Respecting the Past, Lamenting and Respecting the Suffering (Part [-])
[Respectfully talk about the past youth, pay attention to the sincere emotions;]

[Now I am seeking relief from death, Rong sighs Jingzhi's miserable life. 】

Jing Er and Rong Er sat like this, chatting about the past, this was the first time Rong Er heard Jing Zhi talk about her past, she found that she really cared too little about Jing Zhi before, only this At the moment, when Jingzhi was about to die, she began to understand Jingzhi.

"Actually, my life before entering the palace was quite simple. My mother-in-law was my Ama's side Fujin. My eldest mother-in-law was a very fierce person. She had a son and a daughter, but my mother-in-law only had me. Back then Ama accepted my mother-in-law as Fujin because my mother-in-law had only one son, and he hoped that my mother-in-law would give birth to another son, but my mother-in-law didn't have any children after she gave birth to me. Later, Ama married another Cian Fujin is my mother-in-law, who gave birth to two younger brothers." Jing Zhi talked about her life experience little by little.

"Ah?" Rong'er didn't know that Jingzhi's life experience was so pitiful, after all, her Ama only married her mother-in-law, and didn't marry anyone else.

Jingzhi smiled softly, "So my mother-in-law has no status in the Wang family, and of course I don't have one either. My older brothers and sisters have always liked to bully me since I was a child. Over time, I have also lost my temper. If I don't fight, I won't fight." Rob." Rong'er nodded distressedly, and Jingzhi continued, no wonder she always felt that Jing'er was very mature in her heart, "When I was seven years old, a child from a distant relative of my Ama came to our house , said that he hoped to see and see in the capital and be cultivated by Ama. Although I, Ama, treated my mother badly, I treated my relatives very well. Maybe it was because of this that I later I can be promoted based on my uncle's relationship. In short, when my cousin came to our house, I, Ama, treated him very well. I paid the same expenses as my elder brother and younger brother, and let him stay with my brothers. read."

Rong'er interjected softly, "Is this cousin yours?"

There was a slight smile on Jingzhi's face, and he said softly, "It's him, he is five years older than me. After he came, he quickly understood these relationships in my family. He is a very gentle person and likes to read books. , Unlike the emperor, he always has a kindness that makes people want to get close to him. He looks at me pitifully and treats me well. Once, my brother and my sister were bullying me again, which happened to be seen by him , he is one year older than my brother, so my brother has a good relationship with him, and he dissuaded him." Jingzhi smiled lightly, "Later, I found out that he often helped me, so after I was seven years old, I have never been bullied again. My eldest mother is very fierce, but she is only fierce to me and my third mother. She is not bad to me, but my third mother is more stubborn, and I have two sons, Chang and my eldest. Er Niang is against each other, my Er Niang is actually the most pitiful, and it is often difficult to be caught between them, but when I was nine years old, Er Niang died of illness."

"Jing'er..." Seeing Jingzhi's faint smile, Rong'er couldn't help calling out sadly.

Jingzhi shook her head lightly, and said with a smile, "Rong'er, do you know? I'm really not sad at all when my mother died, because she was relieved, and she no longer had to cry secretly, Rong'er, I The mood now is the same as it was then, and I want to be relieved." Jing Zhi paused and continued, "It is impossible for me not to like my cousin. He was my umbrella when I was growing up. In the end, he was the only one who brought me warmth in the whole family. I remember that after Erniang passed away, I often cried alone, and my cousin would always be by my side and say to me: "Jinger, don't be sad, my cousin will always protect me. You, don’t let anyone bully you.’ I trust him, he is my only trust. When I was 12 years old, my birthday, the whole family didn’t care, only my cousin celebrated this birthday for me, 17 At that time, my cousin, who was [-] years old, had already obtained his academic qualifications, he took a jade pendant and asked me, saying that it was a token of love from his parents, would I be willing to accept it and become his bride." He blushed, "I agreed, we made an agreement, after I participated in the lady-in-waiting show in the second year, he proposed marriage to me, if I was selected as a palace lady, he would wait for me Palace, I promise her that even if I enter the palace, I will try my best to keep a low profile, not cause trouble, and quietly wait for the day when I will be reunited with him outside the palace."

"Actually, it's fate. My eldest sister is one year older than me, but she participated in the audition in the same year as me. In terms of appearance, my sister's appearance is not worse than mine. My cousin and I always thought that my eldest sister would be selected, but I I will lose the election, fate, the result is just the opposite, my sister lost the election, but I entered the palace." Jingzhi's eyes turned red, "Rong'er, do you remember the scene when we met on the first night in the palace? Do you know how sad I am? After waiting for more than ten years, I don't know if he can wait, but I will wait for this agreement."

(End of this chapter)