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Chapter 100 It's Not Just You, I'm Crazy Too

"Cai Xiaoxiao, are you crazy?"

"Yes, I'm crazy, I'm crazy! I'm crazy to like you so much and worry about you so much!"

For him, only Yun Xizhao can catch his eyes.Cai Xiaoxiao thought sadly: Then what am I?What am I doing again?She'd always wanted to know the answer, and now she seemed to have it.

Is it worth doing this?
"You haven't looked at me at all, no matter how hard I try to stand in front of you...you won't take another look at me."

Ouyang Liang glanced at her, the tears shed from the corner of her eyes made his heart soften inexplicably.

"Yeah, you're crazy. Not only you, I'm crazy too..."

Looking at his desolate and thin face, Cai Xiaoxiao was extremely desperate.She couldn't do more for him, because she knew that no matter what she did, she couldn't compare to that girl's position in his heart.She worked so hard, but others got everything she wanted without any effort, how ironic and helpless it was.

"I thought you wouldn't cry." Ouyang Liang said without raising his head.

Cai Xiaoxiao rubbed the corners of her eyes in surprise, and felt wet on the back of her hands.

Ouyang Liang actually smiled and said: "In fact, sometimes I feel that being a woman is much more comfortable than being a man. When you encounter unhappy things, you can let go of it by crying, but we can't cry."

"Nobody's stopping you from crying," she replied, sobbing.

Ouyang Liang leaned against the big tree beside the road, fumbled out a pack of cigarettes and a lighter from his trouser pocket, took out one and lit it, took a deep breath and blew out a smoke ring.

"Didn't the doctor tell you not to smoke?" Cai Xiaoxiao snatched his cigarette and stomped it out.

However, Ouyang Liang took out another cigarette, put it in his mouth, and lit it again: "Smoke as much as you want, what's the point?"

She asked coldly: "Is it the same when you are with Xizhao? You won't listen to what she says?"

He frowned: "I listen to everything she says."

Cai Xiaoxiao stopped talking, and looked at the sparkling Lihe beside him.Although it is early spring, the wind at night is still icy cold, making people feel as if they have fallen into an ice cellar.

"... Let me see your wrist, did I hurt you just now?" Suddenly, Ouyang Liang asked vaguely.

"Don't worry about it." She was a little angry.

Ouyang Liang smiled and said, "Are you angry?"

Hearing his relaxed tone, it seemed that she was not so sad anymore. She looked down at her wrist, and the place where he grabbed it so hard just now was actually a little bruised.He reached out to grab her hand, but she shrank back, avoiding his touch.

"Why do you care about my pain again? You were so fierce to me just now, so just keep being fierce."

Cai Xiaoxiao took a breath, not wanting to fall into his trap again, and couldn't be soft-hearted anymore.

"It's my fault. I'm in a bad mood... But I warned you not to mess with me." He rolled his eyes again.

"I'm willing, but you don't care!" She replied stubbornly.

Ouyang Liang waved his hands a little irritably: "Okay, okay, you are amazing, I don't care about you."

The wind at night more or less blew away the troubles in his heart.It has been a week since he learned about Xiao Xiyang's going abroad. He has been in pain and depression, and drank his sorrows every night, but there is nothing he can do. As long as he thinks that he will not even be able to see her in the days to come, he will be so irritable Can't think.She is really cruel, little girl.

As for Qiangwei, he didn't dare to think about it.

The moment he heard the news, he even thought he had traveled back to two years ago.At that time, Yuzhu had just left, and his mind was blank. He couldn't think for a long time, and he couldn't even speak.

Seeing Qiangwei lying in the icy freezer, with her bluish-white cheeks, her frozen breath, and her lifeless eyes, he felt like the sky was falling.

Finally freed.

They were all freed, and he was the only one left to linger in this world.

Not being able to love is probably the most painful thing that God bestowed when he created all things.

***
Five years later.

Lu Chen got off the plane, looked at the streets with people coming and going, frowned and asked, "Then I'll go first? Are you okay alone?"

"Don't worry, I'm not a kid anymore."

Yun Xizhao said goodbye to him, took her luggage to the taxi point at the airport, hailed a taxi, and went straight to her hometown.Because of the purchase of a new house, the Lu family has already moved from the original place, leaving only an empty bungalow, and the Yun family and his wife also bought a house in the next city because of Ling Shuang's work adjustment.

She really wanted to go back to her hometown to take a look, so she stayed there for half a month and asked Lu Chen to go back to her own home to take care of all kinds of trivial matters for getting married.

Yes, when they return to China this time, they are going to get married.

In this short half month, let her enjoy the sky and the bright sunshine after five years away.From the moment she got off the plane, her heart kept beating violently, as if playing the most exciting movement, reflecting the excitement at this time.

Feeling close to home and feeling timid, she is like a timid child, returning to her mother after a long absence, uneasy and joyful.

Finally home.

Standing in the former bedroom, Yun Xizhao let out a faint sigh.In five years, she has grown from a young and lively girl to an orchid-like delicate woman.This familiar yet unfamiliar place has carried my 17 years of youth. Now that I come back, I can't help but feel sad when I think of the past.

He took out his phone to look at it, hesitated for a moment, then put it back.

Do you want to call and inform your former friends that she has returned?
The slender fingers stroked the silver-white mobile phone in the palm of his hand, again and again, very gentle movements, but revealed the master's indecision state of mind at the moment.

Thinking this way, Yun Xizhao opened the address book in her phone.

On the colorful screen was a constantly turning list, and finally, her eyes settled on a name.

Ouyang Liang.

Really, long time no see.

She took a deep breath, trying to suppress the pain in her heart.

Fool, it's been so long, why does my heart hurt so much when I think of that person, even just that name?

She leaned against the edge of the desk, her eyes slowly extended to the charming scenery at dusk outside the window.

***
The elegant classical music flowing in the coffee shop passes through the hearts of everyone who sits in the shop and drinks coffee like a gurgling water.A young woman with a hurried look quickened her pace, and stepped into the door of the coffee shop in three steps and two steps.The light inside is dim but soft, and the orange light has a slight sense of tranquility.

Cai Xiaoxiao stood at the door like this, stopping hesitantly.Because, the moment she entered, her eager eyes had already automatically searched for the existence of Yun Xizhao.

There was a trace of resentment in her heart, but she gradually returned to calm.

Should I complain?Should I hate it?

It's been five years, Ah Liang may have come out.

Originally, she didn't want to meet again, but once she heard the news of Yun Xizhao's return from Peng Feifei, she couldn't help calling her immediately to make an appointment to meet.

However, at this moment, Cai Xiaoxiao hesitated.

Why do we still have to meet?Looking at the slender white figure, she couldn't help asking herself.

After five years of no news, why did she come back?If Ah Liang found out about this matter, how would he behave?All these conjectures really made Cai Xiaoxiao feel a little unbearable.

So scared, everything is just a dream like a one-man show.She has had too many dreams like this.

Ah Liang has slowly accepted her now, after five years of hard work, she has finally become a woman standing by his side.

At the moment when Cai Xiaoxiao was standing outside the glass window of the coffee shop in a daze, the white figure by the window swayed in front of her eyes, and a familiar yet unfamiliar voice came over.

"Sister Xiaoxiao, are you here? Come in quickly."

Cai Xiaoxiao slowly raised her misty eyes and saw Yun Xizhao standing quietly in front of her with a warm smile, as if in a dream. She used to like this elementary school girl so much, but they became rivals in love.

Everything is like a dream from another life.

There was no hugging and crying as imagined, and there was no sensational and tear-jerking exchange of missing each other. The two of them just calmly, face to face, sipped pure coffee, and finished talking about everything.

Cai Xiaoxiao thought that he would not be able to restrain his complaints, and even scolded her.Why were you so cruel in the first place?Knowing the news of Li Qiangwei's death, she resolutely left Ouyang Liang.

Unbearable.

However, now she came back with a calm face, as if nothing had happened.

Cai Xiaoxiao asked, "Are you happy in America?"

"It's okay." Yun Xizhao took a sip of coffee.

"You didn't call me once."

"Senior Xiaoxiao, you said that you hoped that I would quit Ouyang Liang's world from now on. Because you are always by his side, I don't want to disturb you either."

Cai Xiaoxiao sighed, she faintly felt that Yun Xizhao was much different from before.

"Don't you worry about him at all? After Li Qiangwei died, didn't you worry about him?"

"...I'm not worried about his position anymore." Yun Xizhao simply answered her without much explanation, as if no special explanation was needed.

The anger in Cai Xiaoxiao's heart was about to pervade again: "You are so cruel, I have never seen a woman as cruel and heartless as you."

"...I'm sorry." She avoided her eyes.

Cai Xiaoxiao glanced at Yun Xizhao, the waves in his eyes moved slightly, and then he lowered his eyes.She could really feel the pain at the bottom of her heart, it was like a sharp knife-tip slicing through the tormenting pain.

The once warm and tenacious Yun Xizhao, the elementary school girl she admired the most, seems to have become a completely different person.There is no longer just a warm smile in the eyes, but more indifference, calmness, and an indescribable sense of strangeness.

Cai Xiaoxiao bowed her head silently, said no more, and twisted the small spoon tightly with her fingers, stirring it back and forth.

(End of this chapter)