Chapter 68 Farewell
During this period, Chen Jiujiu didn't talk as much in front of men as before. For some reason, the moment she saw the man, she suddenly felt very lonely.

Suddenly, I felt that I had actually fantasized about men.

The man in the fantasy is clean and self-disciplined, the man in the fantasy is silent and introverted but still humorous, the man in the fantasy is very stable and indifferent...

She always thought men were like this.But the moment the man walked out of the school gate, the moment the girl held the man's hand.In vain she felt that she was childish.

Childish to the point of engraving this man into his bones after only seeing a man once, to the point of confusing fantasy with reality.

The restaurant is small and ordinary. It should be like the kind of food stalls that are very common on the street. The dishes in it are not expensive. When it comes to eating, Chen Jiujiu has no appetite. She ordered two dishes at random and handed the menu to the man. He called the boss to bring a few bottles of beer, which is also a very popular beer.Chen Jiujiu went to find the bottle opener, and the man had opened the beer with the key before her.

The movement is very skillful, as if it is often done.

Facing the man's bright smile, her heart became even more desolate.

She didn't want to talk anymore, and she didn't want to look at the man anymore, but it was strange that the man started talking.

"Why haven't you eaten so late?" the man asked.

"Yeah!" She poured herself the wine, poured another glass for the man, raised her head and drank half of the beer in the glass.

She doesn't like wine, to be precise, it's very disgusting. In her previous life, she didn't know how many places she was taken by Chen Qianyi, how much wine she drank, whether it was high-end or low-end, it was like urinating in her mouth, but Now, she is trying to use this disgusting thing to anesthetize her rational and almost desperate heart.

"Eat something before drinking, it's not good for your stomach."

"Hmm!" She followed his words and didn't raise her glass again, but her eyes were always on the frothy wine in the glass.

"It's so late, how did you come here alone, how do you know I'm at school, if I'm not here, wouldn't you be waiting!" The man continued to talk.

In fact, today he was as excited as if he had taken a pill, and there was something wrong with the way he looked at Chen Jiujiu.

"I didn't expect you to be at school." Chen Jiujiu replied in a calm and indifferent voice.

"You and I are on the phone?" The man seemed unaware of Chen Jiujiu's reluctance to speak, and continued to be enthusiastic.

Think of the countless text messages I sent to men, think of the countless calls I made to men.These are all things from the last moment, but to her now, they seem to be stupid things she did when she was young and ignorant.

Ridiculous, sad!
She laughed and drank half a glass of beer, then looked up at the man, "I always thought that I will only have one man in my life, and that is you. I have been trying very hard to draw the distance between us with you , but no matter what I say, you look indifferent, I thought it was because I haven't moved you yet."

"Oh?" The man also smiled, with a look of relish, "I think you will be naive if you are so young."

"Yeah!" Jiujiu sighed softly, stretched out her hand to pour herself another glass of beer, and stretched out her hand to signal the man to drink too, because she realized that the man might be the result of alcohol, and she talked a lot today, "I saw you coming out of the school gate today. When I was there, I also felt that I was relatively naive."

"You..." The man hesitated, staring at Jiujiu's expression and asked tentatively, "You want to back down? Because I feel uncomfortable seeing that student holding my hand, so you want to back down?"

Jiujiu has never felt that a man has such a sensitive side, but there is no doubt that the man guessed half of it right, and the other half was because of her own sake, the smile on her face deepened, and the giggling sound It's as clear and sweet as the song of a bird that knows no worries on the treetops in the early morning, "Yes, no matter how good a man is, if he is touched by this one and that one, he won't be much better!" He said to himself, "Just like those women in the bar, no matter how beautiful they are, they can't take them home, or they won't know if they are theirs if they are pregnant with a child!"

"You compare me to those ****?" The man pointed at his nose with disbelief.

"That's what I think in my heart." Jiujiu said with affirmation, without the slightest intention to appease the man, "Come on, have a drink, don't worry, I won't call or text you again. You can also The blind date continued. Fang Yu was right. I didn’t plan to marry you when I was with you, and I didn’t plan to give birth to you. Now that I’m in poor health, I really cheated you. I felt guilty for cheating you. But now I am very fortunate, for you who have carried such a famous pit, I will regret it in the future."

"Why?" The man's eyes were wide open, with a look of astonishment and astonishment on his face. Under the illumination of the light, his eyes looked more like a bit of strange starlight in the dark night that could swallow people up in an instant.

Jiujiu slightly lowered her head to avoid the man's gaze, took a sip of beer before saying, "I'm afraid you'll cuckold me, I'm afraid I'll be infected with all kinds of deadly diseases by you."

"You..." The man's face was a little red and a little purple, and he swallowed back the words that came out of his mouth. He raised his head and drank a glass of beer and said to Jiujiu powerlessly, "You think too much, you think too much."

"You have to think a little more, or it will be too late." Jiujiu pursed her lips and smiled, raised her glass to clink with the man, "Come to me if you need anything."

"Why did you come to see you?" The man continued to be curious, with a silly expression on his face.

"I once said to myself that there are two people I should care about in this life, one is my mother and the other is you. Although I won't cheat you again, I will still care about your life. You can come to me when you are not good , I have to pay back what I owed you in the previous life, you don’t have to lose face, you can treat me as you, your last harbor..."

Suddenly, he remembered the last life, when his fingers touched her skin, his clothes covered her body, and his words, those words were the beautiful voice that lulled her to sleep countless times...

She thought that she could spend her whole life repaying the beauty he gave her. She would throw herself into his arms, enjoy his warmth for the rest of her life, and then let him experience that beauty.

But unexpectedly, she was already powerless.

He raised his head and poured the wine in the glass in one gulp, coughing because he was too anxious.

The liquid rushed into her brain, chest and lungs through her throat like a fountain. At the end of the cough, even the liquid flowed out of her nose. She was tearful, but not because of the physical discomfort.

(End of this chapter)

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