The eldest married as a merchant's wife

Chapter 51
How can he be a pious monk?He is still in the world of mortals, and his heart is full of emotions, anger, ignorance, love, hatred, plunder, life and death.He was too evil when he was young, and it was even more difficult to support him than the young master. The old abbot judged that he was burdened by the evils of his previous life, and kindly accepted him as a disciple of the lay family.He was not influenced, and Xiuhe refused to see him, so she stayed in the temple to disturb the monks.He was not in awe of the Buddha, so he got up with several futons and lazily lay down on the incense table, without eating or drinking, and forced the old abbot to shave him.

What is the degree of shaving?The karmic obstacles of the world are deeply planted in your heart. If the heart is not dead, the six sense organs are difficult to purify, so what is the use of shaving your hair?
The old abbot couldn't handle him, so he took several disciples and futons to carry him to the unmanned Arhat Pagoda, and let him live and die insanely.

I haven't seen him for more than a month, and the long black hair hangs down his shoulders, and Yajun's facial features are as cold and prey as hell.The moon-white slanted-breasted gown on his body is not as clean as it used to be, the buttons are loose.He watched Xiuhe's pair of light green embroidered shoes stepping in without moving, and then smiled sadly with the corners of his mouth curled up: "Oh, isn't this the flamboyant Miss Xiuhe, who is having a lot of trouble with the third young master of the Geng family? Kongguang Linhandian? Is it because they don’t want you, so you came back to find your old love again?”

Mingming couldn't help looking at her frequently, but his eyes were pretending to be ironic, hatred, ruthlessness and longing turned into harsh words to hurt her.

He loved her, and if he couldn't love her, he would hurt her.

Gouges out people's hearts.

But she never knew how much grievance she felt.

Xiuhe bent down and put the lunch box on the ground: "Your mother heard that you are going to be ordained, so let me bring you a meal." She didn't even bother to look at his self-tortured emaciated face, she gritted her teeth, turned around and was about to leave.

But he suddenly stretched out his hand, clasped her wrist hard, and gritted his teeth: "Say, do you want to break up with me after delivering this meal?"

See, he's always been like that, always driving her to death.He said earlier that he wanted to die with her, making her life worse than death; later he held her tightly in his arms, saying that he couldn't live without her.

His chest is thin and has the sweet fragrance of oolong tea.Blame her for being too cruel, and force her to recall the old times of the two of them.

In those old times, it was really him, Ziqing suddenly disappeared, he called her out of the embroidery workshop pretending to be nonchalant, "hit me if you are not happy to hear it, but you are not allowed to wash my clothes with tears"; the first time I saw her There was a little redness oozing from the back of her long skirt, and when she turned around, she threw a stack of soft cotton linen, but she disliked her "women are trouble" with a bad face; she climbed over the wall to talk to her in the middle of the night, and refused to go back to sleep no matter how much she persuaded her. It was discovered by my father at night, a bamboo basket was covered, and the nose was bruised and the face was swollen, but it came again the next day...

Sigh, whoever gets to know him first will become childhood sweethearts with him first.

Xiu He collected her thoughts, glanced at Geng Wu and then moved her eyes away: "Young Master Geng San has anything to say, just say it here, there is nothing you can't say."

Why is he suddenly so indifferent to himself, not even shy.

Geng Wu frowned slightly, vaguely aware of something different, but still said in his usual calm tone: "What are you afraid of when you are in the blue sky, you dare not say a few words. Do you really think I am a bandit?"

(End of this chapter)