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Chapter 15
Chapter 15
For a whole day, no one listened to Dr. Shan's calls.
For a whole day, Xie Moji's heart was like a slapped ball, bouncing and bouncing without stopping.
After finishing the interview, it was getting late, Xie Moji was crowded on the bus full of students, and he was still thinking about Dr. Shan.She struggled to maintain her balance in the turbulence of the car, holding the fruit she bought by the side of the road with one hand, and taking out her mobile phone from her bag with the other.The call was dialed, but this time I couldn't even hear the beeping sound, and it directly changed to "Sorry, the phone you dialed has been turned off".
Could it be an accident?This frightening idea came to her mind.Once triggered, this thought clung to her mind like a leech, forcing her to sink deeper and deeper into this guess.After that, no matter how much she relaxed her heart, it would not help.Almost at the same time, she made a decision to visit Dr. Shan's home.
"Lu Shuang, I want to go to Dr. Shan's house to see him, in case he..." The decision was made, but she was always afraid in her heart, and she had to find someone to share her tension and anxiety.
"Doctor Shan doesn't seem like a person who is overwhelmed. I think that if you can't find Dr. Shan again, you are more likely to be overwhelmed." Li Lushuang held the phone, ate grapes one by one, and spoke intermittently.
"I'm serious." Xie Moji got off the bus at the bus stop near Dr. Shan's house.I felt nervous for no reason.What will you say when you see him in a while?Why is it a bit "closer to the nostalgia and more timid"?
"I'm also serious. You and Lu Yu have been in a cold war for two weeks, and you haven't seen you nervous about him. So you have a ghost in your heart." It's time to point this silly girl.Li Lushuang put down the plate of grapes that were left, and said with a smile.
"Is there?" Although Li Lushuang's voice was pleasant to the ear, Xie Moji still felt creepy.She thought about it seriously, and felt that Li Lushuang was just talking nonsense: "Every time I call Lu Yu, he just ignores him, and he hasn't even answered the phone in the past week. It's not that I don't want to stress him, it's that he wants to push me away. open ah."
"Of course this is true, but when you went to see Dr. Shan, how often did he smile at you? Isn't it all because of you..." Li Lushuang snorted.
It seems... as if... it really is.But why does she feel that there is an essential difference?
It should be said that Lu Yu is simple, angry is angry, happy is happy.Because of this, when he is indifferent, it means that he is really disgusted in his heart, completely from the heart.As for Dr. Shan...all his expressions are hidden under his poker face, and sometimes when he speaks cold words, it makes people feel warm, which is why people want to get close.
"Okay, okay, you can go if you want." Finally, Li Lushuang was annoyed by her, "Just follow your feeling."
After making this call, she was basically sure that she was looking for abuse.I want Li Lushuang to comfort herself docilely, in the next life.
According to the impression in her memory, she successfully found Dr. Shan's home.He stood still, held his breath, straightened his messy hair, and then rang the doorbell of his house with a positive face.
After waiting for a long time but no one came to open the door, she knocked hastily for a while, until her hands felt sore, but there was still no response.She was not quite reconciled, and at the same time, there was a trace of fear, and she shouted "Doctor Shan" and "Doctor Shan"...
Her shouts echoed in the empty corridor, and her heart became tighter and tighter, until finally she curled up at the door of Doctor Shan's house with her face drooping.
"what are you doing?"
Just when she thought that all thoughts were gone, that familiar figure appeared at the elevator entrance, wearing a peaked cap, the part covered by the brim of the hat had a blurred expression, but the outline of the mouth was so clear and distinct.He was holding a large bag of food in his hand. Looking at the logo on the mouth of the bag, he bought it in a supermarket.
"I... I'll come and see you." The line that I had thought about for so long was still stuck at a critical moment.Just because he saw a woman following behind him, also carrying a bag of things.
It turned out that someone had already arrived first.She suddenly felt a little weird.He laughed secretly in his heart at his nervousness just now.Even if Dr. Shan had something to do, he would not lack concern.What kind of urgency is she trying to do?It's no wonder that Li Lushuang wanted to mock her just now.
"Have you eaten yet?" He nodded slightly, approached slowly, then walked around her and opened the door.
"No." She said honestly, seeing Yin Xiangwei's vigilant eyes, she quickly lowered her head and followed Doctor Shan as if evading.
"Xiangwei, thank you for helping me carry it up." Shan Wangchen put the bag in his hand by the wall, and went to get the bag that Yin Xiangwei was carrying.
Hearing what he said, Yin Xiangwei stopped knowingly, and said with a smile: "Wangchen, then I'll go down and come to chat with you after dinner."
"Okay!" Shan Wangchen nodded and smiled slightly.
It was only then that Xie Moji finally realized that Doctor Shan and Nurse Yin were neighbors.I thought to myself, since they are single and close to the water, no wonder they will become the protagonist of the scandal.Looking at Dr. Shan's gentle attitude towards her, I'm afraid that the word "scandal" will be removed sooner or later.
When she looked away, Dr. Shan had already entered the room, the door was ajar, and a pair of slippers had already been placed on the floor in the entrance.
Xie Moji changed the shoes he had prepared for her, and walked into the kitchen. Dr. Shan was squatting and arranging the vegetables. Seeing her coming in, he said lightly, "Come and eat with me." He rolled up his sleeves, took Pick up the apron hanging on the wall and start preparing to cook.
"Let me do it." He was too polite, but Xie Moji was a little at a loss and hurriedly grabbed the apron from his hand.Shan Wangchen stopped arguing with her, and stepped aside to watch her carefully choose the dishes, and then wash them in clean water.At that moment, a warm current flowed through his heart.He already guessed why she came to him, and the first reaction in his mind was to drive him away.But thinking of her pitiful look when she cowered at the door, my heart was inexplicably touched.
"You came to me alone, and your boyfriend doesn't care about you?" He asked suddenly.I regretted it as soon as I said it.But his mind is out of his control.That frame-by-frame picture still gushes out from a certain wound in the depths of memory like spring water.
"Doctor Shan, where are you going?" The girl with a voice like a silver bell in his memory blocked his way with a ferocious face.When he walked to the left, her light figure swayed to the left, and it was the same when he walked to the right.Just when he was frowning tightly and was about to have an attack, she suddenly took his hand and said, "They said...that and that can help control the disease, is it true?"
"Yeah." Knowing that he couldn't hide it anymore, he nodded and admitted.Then subconsciously looked at her face, wondering if she was going to say something shocking again.
Sure enough, she smiled and said, "Then are you willing to try with... me? I am very adaptable, whether it is a protracted war or a blitzkrieg..."
Is this... like something a girl can say?He rested his forehead and sighed, almost spurting blood on the spot.What protracted war, blitzkrieg?What nonsense!What did she think of him?Dressed beast?A person in a certain profession?It's really frustrating.
So, he gave her a vicious look, and roared: "Xie Moji, can you be more shameless!"
"I've already taken the initiative to ask for sex, isn't it shameless enough?" She asked weakly, and after a while, she patted her head and said suddenly, "Doctor Shan, are you encouraging me? God, why am I so stupid."
"You..." He was completely defeated by her answer, and he was so angry that he couldn't speak for a while.After returning to the office, I recalled the conversation just now, but I couldn't help but want to laugh, and I couldn't hold it back for a long time.
……
Time flies, and countless possibilities are hidden.
What once felt like a headache, is now so nostalgic.And the wonderful memories of the past, when recalled at this moment, are like needles, piercing his heart one by one.
"We are in a cold war, Doctor Shan." Xie Moji's voice disrupted his thoughts and shattered those images.Shan Wangchen looked at her silhouette, and the pain in his heart spread.
During the meal, Xie Moji went around in a big circle and asked the reason for Dr. Shan's suspension.Dr. Shan didn't speak, just ate a table of delicious dishes she cooked, without even raising his head.Xie Moji observed his expression carefully, caught the gloom on his handsome face, endured it, and didn't dare to ask again.
After a very depressing meal, Xie Moji offered to let her wash the dishes after finally picking up the rice grains in the bowl.Doctor Shan nodded and cleaned up the dishes with her.Halfway through receiving it, he suddenly said: "Do you still remember the female patient who escaped? She died..."
"Dead?" Xie Moji shuddered for a while, his hand holding the bowl became unsteady, and a stack of bowls fell to the ground. "Ping-pong!" After a loud noise, she bit her lower lip and squatted down resignedly.
"Don't touch it!" Doctor Shan pushed Xie Moji away, brought a broom and a dustpan from the door, and started cleaning with a clatter.The mist on his face became thicker.
"Why did she die?" She couldn't move at all, and she fell down by the dining table stupidly.
"Depressed and committed suicide after the operation. The family members came to make a fuss today," said Dr. Shan quickly disposing of a pile of debris on the ground.After cleaning up, the remaining dishes and chopsticks were moved into the kitchen. "I'm her attending doctor, so I naturally have an unshirkable responsibility." Across the room, his voice was so cold and sad.
When he came out after washing all the dishes and drying his hands, Xie Moji's soul had come back: "Didn't you say that she committed suicide? Then why did you suspend your job?"
"As a doctor, I failed to discover her abnormality in time. This is already a serious dereliction of duty." Doctor Shan sat down on the chair next to her, with a dark shadow in his eyes, "Before she died, she always said that her heart was empty. If I had known that she had no motivation to live, I would rather let her haunt me like before, at least then she would still have something to think about." His voice gradually dropped, and he covered his face with his hands.
For a moment, Xie Moji thought he was crying.She was so choked up by this invisible and intangible sadness that she knelt down in front of him and naturally broke his hand with her hands.After breaking it halfway, he was tightly bound by his hands.Then, she saw the pair of eyes behind the palm, without a single tear, but were terribly dark.The occasional flash of eyes, like a fire that is about to be extinguished, is dying.
"Wangchen!!" She yelled his name almost reflexively, and even she was surprised when she finished.Shan Wangchen raised his head when he heard the sound, and exhaled softly: "Mo Ji..."
(End of this chapter)
For a whole day, no one listened to Dr. Shan's calls.
For a whole day, Xie Moji's heart was like a slapped ball, bouncing and bouncing without stopping.
After finishing the interview, it was getting late, Xie Moji was crowded on the bus full of students, and he was still thinking about Dr. Shan.She struggled to maintain her balance in the turbulence of the car, holding the fruit she bought by the side of the road with one hand, and taking out her mobile phone from her bag with the other.The call was dialed, but this time I couldn't even hear the beeping sound, and it directly changed to "Sorry, the phone you dialed has been turned off".
Could it be an accident?This frightening idea came to her mind.Once triggered, this thought clung to her mind like a leech, forcing her to sink deeper and deeper into this guess.After that, no matter how much she relaxed her heart, it would not help.Almost at the same time, she made a decision to visit Dr. Shan's home.
"Lu Shuang, I want to go to Dr. Shan's house to see him, in case he..." The decision was made, but she was always afraid in her heart, and she had to find someone to share her tension and anxiety.
"Doctor Shan doesn't seem like a person who is overwhelmed. I think that if you can't find Dr. Shan again, you are more likely to be overwhelmed." Li Lushuang held the phone, ate grapes one by one, and spoke intermittently.
"I'm serious." Xie Moji got off the bus at the bus stop near Dr. Shan's house.I felt nervous for no reason.What will you say when you see him in a while?Why is it a bit "closer to the nostalgia and more timid"?
"I'm also serious. You and Lu Yu have been in a cold war for two weeks, and you haven't seen you nervous about him. So you have a ghost in your heart." It's time to point this silly girl.Li Lushuang put down the plate of grapes that were left, and said with a smile.
"Is there?" Although Li Lushuang's voice was pleasant to the ear, Xie Moji still felt creepy.She thought about it seriously, and felt that Li Lushuang was just talking nonsense: "Every time I call Lu Yu, he just ignores him, and he hasn't even answered the phone in the past week. It's not that I don't want to stress him, it's that he wants to push me away. open ah."
"Of course this is true, but when you went to see Dr. Shan, how often did he smile at you? Isn't it all because of you..." Li Lushuang snorted.
It seems... as if... it really is.But why does she feel that there is an essential difference?
It should be said that Lu Yu is simple, angry is angry, happy is happy.Because of this, when he is indifferent, it means that he is really disgusted in his heart, completely from the heart.As for Dr. Shan...all his expressions are hidden under his poker face, and sometimes when he speaks cold words, it makes people feel warm, which is why people want to get close.
"Okay, okay, you can go if you want." Finally, Li Lushuang was annoyed by her, "Just follow your feeling."
After making this call, she was basically sure that she was looking for abuse.I want Li Lushuang to comfort herself docilely, in the next life.
According to the impression in her memory, she successfully found Dr. Shan's home.He stood still, held his breath, straightened his messy hair, and then rang the doorbell of his house with a positive face.
After waiting for a long time but no one came to open the door, she knocked hastily for a while, until her hands felt sore, but there was still no response.She was not quite reconciled, and at the same time, there was a trace of fear, and she shouted "Doctor Shan" and "Doctor Shan"...
Her shouts echoed in the empty corridor, and her heart became tighter and tighter, until finally she curled up at the door of Doctor Shan's house with her face drooping.
"what are you doing?"
Just when she thought that all thoughts were gone, that familiar figure appeared at the elevator entrance, wearing a peaked cap, the part covered by the brim of the hat had a blurred expression, but the outline of the mouth was so clear and distinct.He was holding a large bag of food in his hand. Looking at the logo on the mouth of the bag, he bought it in a supermarket.
"I... I'll come and see you." The line that I had thought about for so long was still stuck at a critical moment.Just because he saw a woman following behind him, also carrying a bag of things.
It turned out that someone had already arrived first.She suddenly felt a little weird.He laughed secretly in his heart at his nervousness just now.Even if Dr. Shan had something to do, he would not lack concern.What kind of urgency is she trying to do?It's no wonder that Li Lushuang wanted to mock her just now.
"Have you eaten yet?" He nodded slightly, approached slowly, then walked around her and opened the door.
"No." She said honestly, seeing Yin Xiangwei's vigilant eyes, she quickly lowered her head and followed Doctor Shan as if evading.
"Xiangwei, thank you for helping me carry it up." Shan Wangchen put the bag in his hand by the wall, and went to get the bag that Yin Xiangwei was carrying.
Hearing what he said, Yin Xiangwei stopped knowingly, and said with a smile: "Wangchen, then I'll go down and come to chat with you after dinner."
"Okay!" Shan Wangchen nodded and smiled slightly.
It was only then that Xie Moji finally realized that Doctor Shan and Nurse Yin were neighbors.I thought to myself, since they are single and close to the water, no wonder they will become the protagonist of the scandal.Looking at Dr. Shan's gentle attitude towards her, I'm afraid that the word "scandal" will be removed sooner or later.
When she looked away, Dr. Shan had already entered the room, the door was ajar, and a pair of slippers had already been placed on the floor in the entrance.
Xie Moji changed the shoes he had prepared for her, and walked into the kitchen. Dr. Shan was squatting and arranging the vegetables. Seeing her coming in, he said lightly, "Come and eat with me." He rolled up his sleeves, took Pick up the apron hanging on the wall and start preparing to cook.
"Let me do it." He was too polite, but Xie Moji was a little at a loss and hurriedly grabbed the apron from his hand.Shan Wangchen stopped arguing with her, and stepped aside to watch her carefully choose the dishes, and then wash them in clean water.At that moment, a warm current flowed through his heart.He already guessed why she came to him, and the first reaction in his mind was to drive him away.But thinking of her pitiful look when she cowered at the door, my heart was inexplicably touched.
"You came to me alone, and your boyfriend doesn't care about you?" He asked suddenly.I regretted it as soon as I said it.But his mind is out of his control.That frame-by-frame picture still gushes out from a certain wound in the depths of memory like spring water.
"Doctor Shan, where are you going?" The girl with a voice like a silver bell in his memory blocked his way with a ferocious face.When he walked to the left, her light figure swayed to the left, and it was the same when he walked to the right.Just when he was frowning tightly and was about to have an attack, she suddenly took his hand and said, "They said...that and that can help control the disease, is it true?"
"Yeah." Knowing that he couldn't hide it anymore, he nodded and admitted.Then subconsciously looked at her face, wondering if she was going to say something shocking again.
Sure enough, she smiled and said, "Then are you willing to try with... me? I am very adaptable, whether it is a protracted war or a blitzkrieg..."
Is this... like something a girl can say?He rested his forehead and sighed, almost spurting blood on the spot.What protracted war, blitzkrieg?What nonsense!What did she think of him?Dressed beast?A person in a certain profession?It's really frustrating.
So, he gave her a vicious look, and roared: "Xie Moji, can you be more shameless!"
"I've already taken the initiative to ask for sex, isn't it shameless enough?" She asked weakly, and after a while, she patted her head and said suddenly, "Doctor Shan, are you encouraging me? God, why am I so stupid."
"You..." He was completely defeated by her answer, and he was so angry that he couldn't speak for a while.After returning to the office, I recalled the conversation just now, but I couldn't help but want to laugh, and I couldn't hold it back for a long time.
……
Time flies, and countless possibilities are hidden.
What once felt like a headache, is now so nostalgic.And the wonderful memories of the past, when recalled at this moment, are like needles, piercing his heart one by one.
"We are in a cold war, Doctor Shan." Xie Moji's voice disrupted his thoughts and shattered those images.Shan Wangchen looked at her silhouette, and the pain in his heart spread.
During the meal, Xie Moji went around in a big circle and asked the reason for Dr. Shan's suspension.Dr. Shan didn't speak, just ate a table of delicious dishes she cooked, without even raising his head.Xie Moji observed his expression carefully, caught the gloom on his handsome face, endured it, and didn't dare to ask again.
After a very depressing meal, Xie Moji offered to let her wash the dishes after finally picking up the rice grains in the bowl.Doctor Shan nodded and cleaned up the dishes with her.Halfway through receiving it, he suddenly said: "Do you still remember the female patient who escaped? She died..."
"Dead?" Xie Moji shuddered for a while, his hand holding the bowl became unsteady, and a stack of bowls fell to the ground. "Ping-pong!" After a loud noise, she bit her lower lip and squatted down resignedly.
"Don't touch it!" Doctor Shan pushed Xie Moji away, brought a broom and a dustpan from the door, and started cleaning with a clatter.The mist on his face became thicker.
"Why did she die?" She couldn't move at all, and she fell down by the dining table stupidly.
"Depressed and committed suicide after the operation. The family members came to make a fuss today," said Dr. Shan quickly disposing of a pile of debris on the ground.After cleaning up, the remaining dishes and chopsticks were moved into the kitchen. "I'm her attending doctor, so I naturally have an unshirkable responsibility." Across the room, his voice was so cold and sad.
When he came out after washing all the dishes and drying his hands, Xie Moji's soul had come back: "Didn't you say that she committed suicide? Then why did you suspend your job?"
"As a doctor, I failed to discover her abnormality in time. This is already a serious dereliction of duty." Doctor Shan sat down on the chair next to her, with a dark shadow in his eyes, "Before she died, she always said that her heart was empty. If I had known that she had no motivation to live, I would rather let her haunt me like before, at least then she would still have something to think about." His voice gradually dropped, and he covered his face with his hands.
For a moment, Xie Moji thought he was crying.She was so choked up by this invisible and intangible sadness that she knelt down in front of him and naturally broke his hand with her hands.After breaking it halfway, he was tightly bound by his hands.Then, she saw the pair of eyes behind the palm, without a single tear, but were terribly dark.The occasional flash of eyes, like a fire that is about to be extinguished, is dying.
"Wangchen!!" She yelled his name almost reflexively, and even she was surprised when she finished.Shan Wangchen raised his head when he heard the sound, and exhaled softly: "Mo Ji..."
(End of this chapter)
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