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Chapter 193

In the dark night, the passage of time has left no trace.I just heard the Tahitians' joyous songs on the far side of the water, and I just felt that the whole world was quiet.The two of them just lay quietly side by side on the cool floor, talking for a while, and being silent for a while.

Qing Huan's tears ran dry, she got up and wanted to leave.But Aoki grabbed his arm, "Don't be afraid, I won't force you. I just like listening to you like this... Can you tell me about it, your child?"

Qing Huan smiled, "Okay..." In fact, every mother in this world is very strange, no matter how much she doesn't want to talk, but if you ask about her child, she will immediately become amiable and will I can't wait to tell you everything about the child that I have collected bit by bit in my heart.

"The little guy has a lot of energy. Just after he was born, the doctor wrapped him in a small quilt and pressed a roll of toilet paper on the quilt; the little guy was dissatisfied with being restrained, so he raised his calf and threw the quilt with a 'bang' Kick it away, kick the paper far away..."

Qing Huan smiled quietly, recalling the situation on the day of childbirth; Aoki had already bit her finger tightly, smiling, but she was crying wildly.

Qing Huan was immersed in her own thoughts, and smiled leisurely, "The little guy is very domineering, and he likes to dominate me when he is young. Everything, whether it is bathing, sleeping, drinking juice, or going for a walk, must be done. I'll come. If it's grandma, grandma, or a nanny, he'll lose his temper and cry without tears... When this kid grows up, he must have a bad temper..."

Holding back tears, Aoki smiled and asked, "Then you must be very tired, right?"

Qing Huan nodded quietly, "Yeah... From the last few months of pregnancy until now, I haven't had a full night's sleep. I will wake up when the little guy moves a little bit. But, in my life, I have never One day is as full and complete as it is now. Seeing him in my arms, with his little mouth sucking milk hard, I feel that my life is enough, and I don’t ask for anything else, as long as this moment... ..."

Aoki hesitated for a moment, and asked with a slightly hoarse voice, "So, what about his father? How about their father-son relationship?"

Qing Huan's eyes couldn't help getting wet, "Yes, they are very good... It's a big problem for the little one to sleep. If he doesn't want to sleep, it's useless for anyone to coax him, even me... But only One special case, that is, his father... no matter how late he comes back from get off work, or how tired he is, as long as the child refuses to go to bed, he will throw everything away to accompany the child, hold the child all the time, and walk around the house , sing to him, and tell him stories quietly—the longest time, that time was when the little guy caught a cold, and my husband hugged the little guy for a whole night... The baby finally fell asleep, and his arms were already Stiff, can't let it go for days..."

Qing Huan sniffled, "So, Aoki, you just asked me if I was guarding my husband, and if I loved him very much... I don't know what kind of answer I should give you, but I do know Reject you, I know I can't do something wrong to him while wearing the wedding ring he gave me... I don't know if he is the person I love the most in this world, but I believe that he will treat me The best man for my son... Even if it's not for myself, even if it's for my child, I must respect the promise I made to him..."

For a long time, Aoki didn't make a sound.I just feel that the night is like ink, rippling stroke by stroke, filling the gap between the two of them.Aoki suddenly smiled quietly, "Child, what's your name?"

Qing Huan's heart is as soft as spring water, "His name is Mu Yang, Lin Muyang..."

Aoki was obviously shocked! "Mu, Muyang? Lin, Muyang?"

Qing Huan smiled, "Yeah, it sounds good... like a small green sapling, bathed in the golden sunlight, growing healthy and strong..."

Aoki seemed to choke up slightly, "Then, why is it called this name? Is it his father's name?"

Qing Huan shook his head and sighed softly, "When it comes to this name, I have to mention another person - his name is Qing Jin, he is my younger brother... When he was young, he was a child with a bright light; with him Compared to me, I'm just too mediocre and timid. He liked to go out with a group of people in strange clothes and paint graffiti on the street when he was very young; It’s visual, it’s something that a good girl like me can’t easily understand and accept, so I haven’t been there for many years. I didn’t go there again until—that factory area was about to be demolished…”

Qing Huan suddenly choked up when she said this, as if she was afraid that Qing Mu would spy on the secret in her heart that she couldn't tell others, "Oh, Mu Yang's name came from Qing Jin's painting..."

Let's talk, it really doesn't matter... He said that he is a Japanese who grew up in the United States, and she just came to Tahiti by accident. Such a big earth, such a complicated crowd, today is a long distance away Guan Shan's eternal life will never see each other again, so even if Qing Jin and Mu Yang are mentioned, it doesn't matter...

I don't know how long it has been said, and I don't know what kind of secrets have been said.It was the first time Qing Huan opened her heart to someone in a long time, as if she let go of the heavy burden in her heart, and fell asleep sweetly...

In the dream, there were warm arms hugging her all the time; in the dream, there were gentle lips kissing her eyelids slowly; in the dream, there was a soft sigh lingering quietly...

It seems to be back to the old days, it seems to be back to those days when Qing Jin was still there - those nights when she was sleeping alone, that bad boy would secretly open her door, come in and hold her to eat enough tofu Only then quietly left...

Qing Jin, my dream is exactly what you brought me from heaven, right?

Tahiti, the tears of heaven; because I am in such a place close to heaven, even if I cry, I am so happy, right?

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[Next update: around 11 o'clock. 】

Huh, there are only two nights in total; after one, fortunately there is one left, blink of an eye~~~~~~
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