lover beside

Chapter 204

No matter how he ran out from Aoki's house, Qing Huan didn't even have time to say hello to his assistant, and he didn't even know how to take the route. He just wrapped his shawl tightly around his body sadly, and walked desperately into the winter wind, letting the wind blow his body body and mind.

Facing the wind, I dared to shed tears happily.The road is quiet, and no one will pry and disturb.Qing Huan hugged her shoulders, and cried wantonly as she walked in despair.

What's wrong with me, what's wrong...why do you keep throwing yourself into the trap again and again when you clearly know that you should distance yourself from Aoki?Obviously knowing that his feelings for her have exceeded the boundaries of ordinary friends, and obviously trying to reject him, but he will always be easily penetrated by him with a reason, and then obediently come to his side, and then despaired by him. embraced...

What happened just now, or even the previous experience in Tahiti, cannot be blamed on Aoki alone, it was even her own initiative, and even these things were caused by her - men are a group of people who cannot resist teasing, Although she is considered unintentional, what she does will indeed cause different thoughts in the man's heart: who can really believe that she has a younger brother who looks exactly like him, who can believe that she is in love with his own brother Where is my brother?
Who can believe that she just misses Qing Jin and just wants to get close to that face, so she can't control herself, approaching that person who is actually a complete stranger again and again?

But it's useless to say a thousand words and ten thousand, it's all your fault after all, your own fault... At this time, when the child is still waiting for the operation in the hospital, and the whole family is focused on Mu Yang, How could she be so preoccupied and entangled like this!
Qing Huan walked forward sadly, gradually followed by rustling footsteps.Qing Huan's heart trembled, and she didn't dare to turn her head; but she couldn't hide her small surprise in her heart - she thought someone was chasing him by car, but she didn't expect to follow him on foot.

Another gust of wind came, blowing all Qing Huan's hair up, and the chill on his body was even stronger.The person behind coughed uncontrollably, it was Aoki's voice...

Qing Huan quickened his pace and almost ran away.But as he was walking, he could only hear the louder coughing sound behind him, after all, Qing Huan couldn't help but look back - Aoki's long body was leaning against a tree, coughing so much that he almost bent down...

Qing Huan's heart trembled.Judging by his appearance today, he is clearly ill. He was obviously in a hurry to chase him out just now. He was only wearing the thin knitted sweater he was wearing when taking pictures, and he didn't even have time to put on a coat and scarf!

Qing Huan stopped, closed her eyes severely, and scolded herself again in her heart.But after all, he still turned around and ran to Aoki's side.He took off his shawl and wrapped it around Aoki's neck, and said sharply, "How come you came out in such a cold day! Wearing my shawl, hurry back!"

Aoki's eyes were moist in an instant, and his slender fingers clenched the soft shawl around his neck, her warm body fragrance still remained on the fabric, "Qing Huan, I'm sorry... I just didn't mean to be rude, I It's just, really, I can't help myself..."

Qing Huan looked away sadly, "Okay, I don't want to mention this matter again. This is the end of the cooperation between us. Originally, I had already told the magazine about this case, and I would rather lose money to them. I won't do it; if it wasn't for my second sister, I wouldn't have come at all... But since I still came, I can't blame you all. I only hope that from now on, you and I will return to each other and never meet again! "

After Qing Huan finished speaking, he wrapped his coat tightly and walked away.I thought it was decisive courage, and I thought it was a refusal that stopped abruptly—but, the rustling footsteps behind me refused to stop!
Although there are not many people here, it is always on the street, and it is not good to walk in such a tandem.Qing Huan sighed and stopped and looked back at the boy who was wrapped in a women's shawl but still looked angry, "What else do you want! I told you to go back, did you hear me?"

Qing Huan straightened, Aoki stopped obediently, and kept the previous distance, "I heard it, but I won't go back." These words sound very gentle, but there is always a little bit of lingering feeling—— rascal...

Qing Huan stomped her feet anxiously, "Then what do you want to do?"

Aoki slowly closed his eyes in the winter wind.Although separated by a few steps, Qing Huan seemed to be able to see his long eyelashes fluttering slightly in the wind, "Qing Huan, don't be angry, okay?"

Qing Huan couldn't hold back her tears, and couldn't help shouting, "It's none of your business whether I'm angry or not! I've said it all, and I don't want to mention what happened just now; that is to say, even if I'm still angry now, But I am no longer angry with you - I am angry with myself, which has nothing to do with you, do you understand! Why do you still follow me, why do you care whether I am angry or not!"

Once the emotion is opened, it can't be held back, Qing Huan turned around to look at the empty street, "You are not the person I want to find, you just took his responsibility in vain. I don't want to complain to you at all, Aoki Temper, I want to lose my temper with him! Why did he go to heaven so quietly? Why didn't he tell me anything? Why didn't he enter my dreams even once, why did he... leave me alone Throw it on this empty world!"

Qing Huan hugged her shoulders sadly and knelt down, tears streaming down her face, "I have never felt that living is so tiring and difficult... It seems that everything I experience every day is not what I want; but I still have to pretend to be happy , Trying to hold back a smile... And my child, my child is sick... Although the doctor said that he is really a tenacious and good boy, he never cries or makes trouble, but I can see when he is ill. The appearance of difficulty breathing... At this time, the most difficult moment in my life, although my family is by my side, although my friends are also trying to help me-but there is no him, no He! He's not by my side, he didn't hold my hand, I'm so scared, so scared..."

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[Next update: around 10 o'clock. 】

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