lover beside

Chapter 300

The night was dim, and thousands of lights were lit in the distance.

She likes to stand at the window at this moment, looking at the lights that twinkle into a sea of ​​stars.

Although there is a long distance, and although there are completely strangers behind those windows, the lights lit up in each window are the same, telling the story of a family: husband and wife, father and son, family relationship.The warm lights must illuminate the harmony and warmth of the family sitting around the dinner table.

She hugged the teddy bear tightly in her arms.She was alone, eating a bowl of noodles alone.But it's okay, she's not afraid.Because there is still Teddy with her, because there are lights from thousands of houses outside the window.As long as she thinks this way, she will no longer be alone.

Mom just called and asked if she was okay.She laughed loudly with pride and said everything was fine.Said that the scholarship earned last semester was enough to pay tuition and living expenses, said that she didn’t have to work at all, said——there was still a surplus, enough to send back the 500 yuan every month...

Mom choked up on the phone and told her not to send money home.Said that she was still in school, and it was not yet time for her to support a family.Said that she is also a young girl, and she should enjoy her youth well... She laughed loudly, and comforted her mother that there was no problem at all, and she was living happily...

Dad has been in prison for more than ten years. Although he was not old when he came out, years of prison life have destroyed his health—he worked like crazy in prison in order to perform well to reduce his sentence. ; and now he can hardly work in the fields...

As for my mother, my mother is very strong, but when she was born, because my father happened to be captured at that time, she suffered from many illnesses.I dare not touch cold water with my fingers, and my ankles hurt like needle pricks when it rains on cloudy days.So she has to make money, and she has to shoulder the burden of supporting the two elders.

And she really did it, and she has been doing it for many years.So she should be proud, so she should be proud on the phone lol.

Anyway, Mom couldn't see the tears she shed while laughing on the phone.

Why do people have to rely on others to overcome their own difficulties?Who said that you must find a rich husband to live well?No, she doesn't need to, she will definitely shoulder the responsibility herself.Even if Aunt Qinghuan wanted to leave her money again and again, she would always refuse.

Once a person wants to rely on others, he will become lazy in his heart, and he will never be able to be independent again for the rest of his life.So, she doesn't want to.Relying on others, even if you can solve a temporary embarrassment, but you can't rely on it for a lifetime; what you can rely on yourself will always be your own hands.

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She didn't know what the political and economic teacher said in the office during the day.

She only looked down at her own toes, and watched the sunlight outside the window cast down through the window lattice, casting grids of shadows on the ground.

She was standing next to him, but she only felt that the sky and the sea were far away.

Finally said those words, and finally cut off everything that was chaotic between them.

Even if he could easily entangle everything again, but she knew her heart, her mind was finally clear, and finally——hardened...

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She hugged Teddy, her small body was submerged alone in the huge house, and she felt extremely cold.In fact, the house is not that big, only 60 square meters, but she is the only one after all, she shrugged her shoulders and hugged Teddy tightly, shaking from one end of the house to the other, she just felt that there was an empty wind everywhere.

Her gaze finally fixed on the wardrobe.It was a large wardrobe with a very old style, and there was an old heat press on the door.Although the style is not as light and beautiful as the current furniture, she still likes it.Because the cabinets are made of real materials, which are really planed out of wood bit by bit, unlike the current furniture that is made of thin blockboards.

Such a genuine cabinet, to her, is like the fragrance of the years, which can make her feel at ease.

She hesitated for a moment, then stepped on a chair and took out a large canning jar from the top corner of the cabinet.The cans and bottles are colorfully folded with lucky stars.It seems that every girl has gone through such a Huaichun age, and they have more or less lucky stars, right?Doing repetitive tasks trivially, thinking about the same person over and over again, wishing to fold all my thoughts into little stars, even every crease seems to be a sweet heart.

She laughed and tears rolled down Teddy's cheeks.It turned out that she had done such a stupid thing, and it turned out that she was not exempt.

Back then, in order to save enough money to buy colored paper, she went to pick up mineral water bottles after school.After a whole week, I finally got enough money to buy colored paper.But in the end, I was still disappointed—it turned out that the beautiful lucky stars folded by the girls in the class were still stored in an equally clear glass bottle.They said that it was not an ordinary glass bottle, but a "crystal bottle" sold in the store.The colored paper is okay, but for that bottle, the cheapest one costs 20 yuan...

She found a canning bottle at home, and folded the little star while shedding tears.The tears were not because she was tired, not because she was sad, but because she knew that the star she folded was destined to be a wish that could never be given away.

In front of those transparent and shiny crystal bottles, the cans in front of her eyes were rough and dirty.Even if the lucky star in the bottle also carries beautiful wishes, how could she have the nerve to bring them to school?

A can of Lucky Star, she spent several times the time of others.Fold it and take it apart, take it apart and fold it again.She shed tears and wrote down her wish in every lucky star, writing down—the wish that was hidden in her heart and never dared to say it; writing down—the name that flowed in her heart over and over again.

Anyway, this jar of lucky stars is destined to be just a souvenir for him, and he will never see it anyway.Then write it, then you don't have to be afraid of being seen by others...

But now, these have no value left.It will only gather dust in the corner on the top of the cabinet, and it will never be as colorful as it used to be.

She hugged Teddy, wept hard, and bit her lip hard.Spread out those stars one by one, and revisit those wishes with the fragrance of cardamom one by one:
"I hope that at the opening ceremony tomorrow, I will be the first to see him."

"I hope that this time the class will be divided into seats, and I can be his deskmate. At least I should be in a group with him."

"I hope he will stop looking at Han Xiaoxia."

"I wish—I could, really, forget him..."

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