lover beside

Chapter 353

A guy and a girl have a sleepover, and it might be their first time together.So, does this boy really know, and really don't remember anything afterwards?
She also had the same experience, the night she and Mu Yang were together for the first time, she also drank alcohol herself, but she also knew what happened...

This question has been lingering in Kerr's mind for the past few years, lingering.But before, there was no way to ask. After all, there was nothing between them, so why should she ask someone such a private matter? Later, you and the two had a physical entanglement, and her ostrich psychology started to make trouble again , but dare not ask the export...

But now, since Xiaoyang was mentioned, and since it was inevitable to recall the memory to that night, she really couldn't stop asking.

Although it hurts.

Which fact is revealed without pain?
She just wanted to ask: "Mu Yang, have you forgotten, or are you pretending not to know?"

He is definitely no longer a young boy.That night, the night she was with him for the first time, even though she was drunk, it was clear to her that he was proficient... He knew exactly how to carry out every step, even patiently and without panic Aroused every sensitivity in her, so it was definitely not the first time a little boy panicked at that time!

He had panicked before, but that real first time was familiar.Does this prove that he met Yu Yanran more than once?
She suddenly thanked the hazy night that surrounded her.Without the cover of the night, she might not have dared to ask this question.By the way, I was also thanking him for his drink.It seems like this, there is an extra layer of hazy things between the two people, instead of facing each other in such a "red fruit", it also gave her a little more courage.

Mu Yang looked at her, through the night, through the alcohol in his eyes, through—the water was heavy, but still clear, "Ku'er, I don't. Trust me."

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She nestled under the quilt, but only felt cold.

He lied to her.

He had it, even if he really might not remember it, she knew it!
She asked him, but she wanted a frank answer from him.

Tonight, the moment she knelt down to take off his shoes, she realized that she would never be the little hedgehog herself again, and she had opened her heart to him.That's why she needs him to be honest about the past, so that she can have the courage to keep her child, and to have the courage to face Yu Yanran and Xiaoyang.

Unfortunately, he lied.Across the dark night, he lied to her with such a clear expression.

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It was a chaotic time back then, the most chaotic period in her growing memory.It was also a period when she herself lost her composure and control.

Because, that is the end of the college entrance examination.Everyone was immersed in the carnival, a group of high school classmates gathered endlessly, gathered together in various names, broke the shackles of the school rules, and vented the burden of the three-day exams in the three years of high school. pressure.

She was not a lively person and didn't want to go, but Wang Xiaoxiao kept teasing her.

Of course, she also has her own reasons.She is a girl who is too indifferent, and her mother has said to her many times that such a character will not work in the future society.She must get to know more people, make more friends, don't let herself be closed to herself, and participate in more activities of her classmates.

Well, just to reassure her mother, for the future that is still confused, she bit the bullet and was dragged by Wang Xiaoxiao, going to one party after another.She felt like an entertainer in the old days who ran the pier between Tianqiao and Tianjinwei to catch up with the show.

It is also inevitable that Yu Yanran and Mu Yang will be seen in almost every gathering.

Although Yu Yanran is one level above them, but Yu Yanran is too famous in the whole campus, many people are proud to know Yu Yanran, so they can always drag Yu Yanran to come together.Of course, there was a more important reason: Yu Yanran was still Mu Yang's girlfriend in everyone's understanding at that time, so since Mu Yang was invited, they should also be able to see Yu Yanran.

Except for her, no one knows that there is actually an agreement between Mu Yang and Yu Yanran: the college entrance examination is the announcement of the end of their relationship.

However, she just listened to what he said to her, and she didn't know whether the two had really broken up.She couldn't believe what he said back then, so she could only believe her eyes: at least what she saw was that he and Yu Yanran were still together, going out together, sitting together in the crowd as if they were alone.

She is a drinker.Or maybe this is also a "criminal brand". Her mother used to be a little sister-in-law, and her father was a drug dealer, so she may have inherited their drinking capacity.At parties after party, someone could always be heard applauding her bold drinking.

There's nothing wrong with drinking, at least you can find something to do without having to face him and Yu Yanran.

She just didn't expect that Yu Yanran, who was as perfect as a fairy, would hug her and cry in the bathroom during a party.Said that her father had arranged for her to go abroad, but she was reluctant to leave because she couldn't bear Mu Yang...

Yu Yanran said that she felt that she had never wanted anything in her life, but she wanted Mu Yang.Yu Yanran said that she had already forgotten what it was like to love. When she was a child and saw her mother hanging on the white silk with her own eyes, she had already lost love, but because of Mu Yang, her heart came alive again.Yu Yanran said that Muyang is her everything, her only attachment and hope to this world.

Yu Yanran said that Mu Yang wanted to break up with her.No matter how much she begged, Mu Yang refused to agree.

Yu Yanran said that if her father continues to force her to study abroad and Mu Yang continues to insist on breaking up, then she has only one choice, and that is death...

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[Next update: around 10 o'clock~~~~~~]

(End of this chapter)