lover beside

Chapter 372

"Catherine's bald head is not because she wants to be a maverick, to reflect the artist's uniqueness. It's because she has already lost her hair after repeated chemotherapy... But she doesn't want to wear a hat or a headscarf to appear in people She doesn't want to see people's sympathetic eyes. She said that even if she loses her hair, she still wants everyone to see her beautiful..."

"Do you know why Catherine likes to wear dark fat long skirts? It's because she is afraid of being seen as haggard after chemotherapy. The fat long skirt can help her hide everything."

"Do you know why Catherine likes to use a big shawl with such a bright color? Because the bright color can make up for her pale complexion. Usually, people's eyes will be taken away by the big shawl, and no one will be more suspicious. To notice her pallor..."

"Also, that painting, "Water Lilies"..."

Ziheng looked at the car in a panic.Ever since he lost Qing Huan that year, he hadn't experienced this kind of hasty mood for more than ten years.No, this has nothing to do with love, he still hasn't fallen in love with Catherine, he just feels as if he saw himself back then.Desperately in love, but also desperately letting go, desperately watching the man turn and leave, and desperately trying to show a smiling expression.

Catherine did a better job than him.Her person and her life always give people the feeling of vitality, without the slightest bit of depression and pain.

She is always laughing, and she always makes people feel warm and graceful. Rao Ziheng, who has been in various interpersonal circles for many years, still fails to see her truth.

Now I know, but it is too late.

Ziheng drove the car aimlessly, and what Qing Huan cried and said to him ended abruptly on the painting.He and Catherine met because of that painting, and Catherine and Qing Huan also met because of that painting.It seemed that everything between them was tied to that painting.

Ziheng looked up, and had already stopped outside the gallery door unknowingly.

Ziheng walked in, and the painting was still hanging there, but a section of dark green veil had already been tied on the corner of the frame by the caring gallery owner.

The owner of the gallery knew Ziheng well, and naturally knew about Ziheng's relationship with Catherine, so he greeted Ziheng and led Ziheng to the front of the painting, and sent everyone away.He said in a low voice, "Catherine's painting is still here and she hasn't had time to take it away. I think she definitely doesn't expect this painting to be sold, but just wants to leave it to someone who is destined. Mr. Lu, if you would like to , I will send someone to deliver this painting to your house later."

Ziheng nodded his thanks, tears welling up in his eyes.

In the quiet gallery with no one there, Ziheng looked at the painting carefully again.

At that time, he was looking at the painting, and Catherine was standing behind him and looking at him...

When Ziheng looked at the painting that time, he concentrated all his thoughts in the painting, and he was looking at Qinghuan through the painting... At this time, he was standing a little far away, almost at the position where Catherine was standing at that time. .As the distance gets further away, the mood seems to be pulled out of the picture, and I can look at the painting a little more objectively.

Suddenly, a thought popped up in his mind... Ziheng suddenly understood Qing Huan's mood, understood what Qing Huan wanted to say but didn't explain.

It turned out that Qing Huan had already guessed his mood, and at the same time guessed Catherine's mood.

Why he refused to accept Catherine's feelings was not only because he didn't love him; in fact, Catherine might not really want to have anything to do with him.

Catherine is just using a passionate appearance to cover up her shy heart. She is always talking about sex and sex. In fact, Catherine's heart may be more perfectionist than him...

"Water Lilies" is the last painting completed by the Impressionist master Monet in the last time of his life.Under the painter's pen, the water lily blooms peacefully in the water, blending with the sky and water, which is so peaceful and free.From the painter's point of view, he seems to be just a silent observer and waiter. He just wants to record the beauty from a distance, but never wants to take a step closer to pick up the beauty of the flowers or the beauty of flowers. The tranquility of breaking through the water waves... The sense of distance is the feeling that "Water Lilies" subtly gives the viewer.

Tranquility, whether it is the water-colored sky and the quiet water lilies in the painting, or the inner hearts of the painter and the viewer outside the painting, is a state of mind that will be maintained in front of this painting.

Although the picture itself has its own tension and blaze that can arouse people's longing, but——it uses a wonderful sense of distance to maintain the inner peace of everyone.

Ziheng's heart trembled violently - all his emotions were already contained in this painting.

As Catherine was to him.In fact, Catherine just wanted to find him, and wanted to look at him from a distance like she did when she was a child.As long as he can appear in her sight, as long as he is willing to smile at her, as long as he promises to let her stay by his side quietly, that's enough...

In fact, it was just like how he felt about Qing Huan.

Qing Jin was able to openly announce to the world on such an important occasion as "20 Years of Classics" that Qing Huan is his "lotus in his heart"; but what about him, he actually only wants to be the person who watches the water lily from afar? .

He is still in love, even a deep love that is not lost to the owner, but he knows where he should stand and the distance he should keep.Because only by maintaining this distance, can he see his "Water Lily" happy and peaceful.If you take a step closer, if you destroy this distance, it will only bring Qing Huan too much trouble and pain like when you were a teenager...

Ziheng smiled suddenly, sat down quietly, and looked at the painting between the light and shadow from a distance.It was as if Catherine was standing there, wearing a big dark dress and wrapping up a gorgeous big shawl, smiling at him lively and sweetly.

Ziheng didn't know if he and Catherine were bosom friends, but the mood of this painting really connected the two hearts.In the face of love, facing the love they have been insisting on since childhood, they chose to take a step back together, wait quietly, and admire from afar...

Ziheng looked at Catherine in nothingness and slightly raised his eyes, "KK, have a good trip..."

【Everyone, Happy Mid-Autumn Festival~~~~ The second update will be later】

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