lover beside

Chapter 379

Mu Yang grabbed Kouer's wrist and begged softly, "Kuer, I beg you, okay? Don't disappear again, just let me succeed once, let me tie you up with marriage, let me give our children A legal identity, okay?"

Kerr's tears rushed into a rushing spring.

This kind of Mu Yang was unfamiliar to her.He is always shining, he is always high above the ground, he is always perfect and strong as if he has no flaws, he is always - confronting her tit for tat, never giving in...

But today, he was begging her.She can see his eyes, she can see his heart.

He was already exchanging his own life with Yu Yanran, and he even folded his self-esteem and stacked it in front of her...

With tears in her eyes, she took the initiative to grab Mu Yang, "But, are you stupid? If I nod, it means that your life may be in danger... Although I don't know the specific steps of heart surgery, I will listen to you." Mom mentioned it to me when I was a child, saying that Uncle Qing Jin almost died trying to save you... Mu Yang, how could I nod my head?"

"Even if Xiao Yang is your child, as a father, you are willing to use your own life to save that child, but how can you hand over this decision to me! Mu Yang, I can't agree, otherwise it would be too cruel... ..."

Mu Yang was a little anxious, across the table, he firmly held Kouer's hand, "Kuer! Even if Xiaoyang is skipped, there is still our child! I think, even though my father suffered life to save me, However, I know that he must have been willing at that time, and even walked onto the operating table with a smile—because he was a father, because he thought it would all be worth it...Me too, Kerr, me too! Even without Xiaoyang, I will do the same for our child! We are the parents of the child, we gave him life, and we should let him live happily and happily after birth!"

Mu Yang's eyes were bloodshot, "Ku'er, I just want to ask you: Do you want your childhood feelings to reappear in our children? Others can't see it, others ignore it, but I understand—" —Kuer, isn't your psychological defense and everything about your current personality caused by your uncle not being able to accompany you since childhood? If you were given a chance to choose, wouldn't you just watch us helplessly? Will your child also grow up alone in a family without a father? Kerr, can you think about it carefully?"

After Mu Yang finished speaking, he tightly grabbed Kouer's arm.He knew that he had touched the bottom line of Kerr's heart, and he was never willing to say everything outright.Although it is a very simple fact, mentioning these will undoubtedly arouse the pain in Kerr's heart that has been suppressed for many years.

There is a pain in everyone's heart that they don't want to be touched by others.Perhaps this pain may not be worth mentioning in the eyes of bystanders, but it is really a demon that I have been unable to overcome for many years.There is nothing reasonable or unreasonable, this is the pain that can only be experienced by being in it.

Kerr gasped in pain.Mu Yang really touched the most painful part of her heart.Maybe in the eyes of outsiders, she is always full of thorns and stubbornness, but in fact, she never wants to hurt others, what she wants is to protect the softest part of her heart.

So, I can only shake my head, and I can only express my true feelings, "I don't want to, I don't want to! So, I thought about giving up this child... It's not that I'm selfish, it's not that I'm afraid that he will hurt me in the future, I just, I just don't have the confidence to give him a happy, confident life..."

Mu Yang smiled, but tears also fell, "Actually, it's all my fault. Kouer, I'm actually the same as you. I'm also using a so-called perfect shell to cover up my weakness in the bottom of my heart. Others can't see it. It's my appearance, I think I was born with a golden spoon in my mouth, I think I have enough wealth and a high enough status-in fact, they don't know that when I was a child, I also had the same fear as you."

"Dad grew up with me, but one day I found out that he was not my biological father. As for my dad, I always thought he was my uncle, but later I realized that he was the one who created me... Perhaps we can understand the love, hatred, obsession, and hatred of previous generations, but after all, we have different perspectives. For me when I was a child, I only wanted a stable father role, and it would not be exchanged today and tomorrow. Although I know they They all love me, but I don't know which one I should take as my real father..."

For the first time in many years, Mu Yang opened his heart. He held Kouer tightly, "So, in fact, there is no difference between you and me; so only you and I can understand each other's feelings better. Kouer, we We are destined to be together. We have been together since we were born. No one in this world really has the ability to intervene between you and me. Do you understand? So, let's stop pretending that we don't cherish each other, and don't let go of each other easily OK, okay?"

Mu Yang's tears rolled down like crystal beads, "Especially our child—Ku'er, even if I try my best, I will never let our child go through the ups and downs we had back then. Mind, do you understand?"

Kerr finally cried loudly like a wronged child.It was the first time that she stopped crying in front of him, and she was defeated in front of him for the first time.

It's really hard to bear it.Even if it's not for yourself, even if it's for your children.

for the kids……

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Civil Affairs Bureau.At the door of the marriage registry office.

She is still shy.Looking at the couples waiting in line at the door, the sweetness almost put a few plus signs in the air.But she and Mu Yang were already destined to receive everyone's attention gift.

She has a big belly, and Mu Yang is sitting in a wheelchair.

Although she knew that even sitting in a wheelchair, Mu Yang was still handsome enough to keep everyone from looking away; but when the two of them got together, they were still quite different from ordinary young couples.

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