lover beside

Chapter 408

"Qing Huan, do what you like to do, I will help you." Qing Jin said to her softly that night. Unexpectedly, she didn't understand well.That sharp young man not only overcorrected, but also overcorrected.

——It was just to drag her to watch him play basketball, but Ziheng was found on the court.

——At first, she knew that Qingjin didn't particularly like being with Ziheng, but she easily accepted Old Wu's invitation to go out to barbecue with them, and she didn't forget to pull her and put her by Ziheng's side .

——Often, the three of them always "coincidentally" walk out of school together after school. Qing Jin finds all kinds of excuses, or she has a punctured tire, or she still has something to do with her classmates, so Qing Huan "please" "To Ziheng, let Ziheng take Qing Huan home for him.

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When such a thing happened once or twice, Qing Huan could still think it was a coincidence; but when such things happened again and again, how could Qing Huan not understand what was going on!

That fool, he thought she was really in love with Ziheng secretly, so he was "helping her" to get close to Ziheng, and he was creating opportunities for her to "encounter" Ziheng!

God, how did it become like this?
At first glance, even though Qing Huan is her elder sister, it is difficult for her to figure out what she feels in her heart.It's secretly watching Ziheng's back, it's the unconsciously smiling sweet smile every time I meet him head-on, but--this kind of emotion that is used to watching from a long distance, really must pull Get closer and walk in front of him?

Qing Huan couldn't help but think of Du Huan's words: "Unrequited love is always a matter of one person."Really, she agrees now too.Looking at Ziheng from afar, savoring that youthful and ignorant love from afar is already a beautiful thing, but once she walked in front of him, she only felt flustered and couldn't find that ignorance. Green and sweet taste.

Qing Huan wanted to make it clear to Qing Jin, but for a while she didn't know how to express it clearly.Originally, my heart was not without turmoil, after all, she was such an excellent boy; but it seemed that it was not to the level that Qing Jin understood, and the boundary between these two levels was too subtle, even if she herself , but couldn't tell for a while.What is the difference between secretly liking and love between men and women?
It was still a relatively traditional era, and it was also an era when people were generally accustomed to being reserved. Qing Huan had no way to communicate with netizens on the Internet like today, let alone learn from her mother. Thinking about it, but to no avail.

He could only clumsily tug at Qing Jin and say, "Hey, have you been busy lately?"

Qing Jin stopped holding the basketball and turned to look at her, "What's the matter?"

Qing Huan grabbed her skirt awkwardly, "I, I just want to ask if you are busy recently?"

Qing Jin could only turn around with the basketball in her arms, bent down, and looked into Qing Huan's eyes carefully, "What's the matter?"

Seeing Qing Jin's question like this, Qing Huan felt inexplicable grievances in her heart, and her eyes wet for some reason, "It's all you...you always push me to others, and you don't ride me when you go home , you only go out on weekends by yourself, and you pushed me to Ziheng after finally going out together...Qingjin, are you really that busy, or do you think my sister is a burden?"

It's really strange, the confusion in her heart that she had been awkward for so long, vented out with the gesture of losing her temper, and her heart instantly became clear—it turned out that what she cared about was not just the sudden closer distance between Ziheng and Ziheng The sense of dislocation caused, and even more, the worry about losing Qingjin.

Qing Jin is creating opportunities for her and Ziheng, but at the same time, does it mean that Qing Jin no longer wants to be by her side, and Qing Jin wants to find a world of her own?But this world is something she cannot enter...

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The wind in the evening is faint, and it is the season of ripe persimmons of the year again.Small golden lanterns are hung all over the thick green branches, swaying their last richness and fatness before the frost.

Qing Jin could only sigh and stretch out her long hands to rub the top of Qing Huan's hair, "I thought this was what you wanted. I thought you would be very happy. But why are you still crying?" The moisture in Qing Huan's eyes made him sad.God knows how difficult it is for him to do this.

Every time Qing Huan was handed over to Zi Heng, after he turned around with a smile, he would feel desperate pain.He didn't care about his inner feelings at all, he just wanted to see Qing Huan's happy smile.This was his vow, and he would try his best to fulfill it all his life, but he never thought that even with all his strength, he would still see Qing Huanzhu standing in front of him with tears, his face full of grievances, which made his heart ache.

When it comes to emotions, for a teenager, it is not only the sweetness of youth, but also a burden that cannot be carried.No experience, no reference, just rushing through the dark narrow alley with all my heart, only thinking of finding an exit, but not sure whether that exit is what I want.

Just like now, Qing Jin thought that the person Qing Huan wanted to meet was Zi Heng, and he tried his best to create a chance for them to meet, but he didn't expect that everything was still his fault.

When Qing Huan was asked such a question by Qing Jin, she couldn't hold back her grievance. She bit her lip and tried hard to control her tears, "Qing Jin, you haven't told me, are you busy? If you are really busy , then I won't bother you; if you think my sister is a burden, then you can tell me directly. Why don't you leave me to someone else? I really have one, so annoying?"

There is a thin blade cutting through the flesh. The skin-like pain is thin and cool, and it penetrates to the heart.Qing Jin clenched her fists before she could control her desire to hold Qing Huan in her arms.He wanted to heal the grievances on her face, and wanted her to stop crying.

But after all, it can't... Otherwise, it will definitely frighten her and make her cry even harder.

Qing Jin could only hold Qing Huan's hand, "Okay, I was wrong, I was a big villain. I surrender, okay? Come with me tonight to watch the river lantern release?"

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[later second update]

(End of this chapter)