lover beside

Chapter 85

Although she also complained in her heart that her parents agreed to this ridiculous thing, Qing Huan also understood her parents' feelings, the feeling that there was only a life-saving straw to hold on to in the tide of society.

Therefore, even though he still hesitated in his heart, Qing Huan still went to Zi Heng's place.It was the small wooden house in the mountains again. The clear air and tranquility in the mountains were undoubtedly more beneficial to Ziheng's preparation for the exam.The old aunt of Ziheng's family was sent to take care of Ziheng's daily life and food. Teachers from various subjects accompanied Ziheng to review homework in the room. Qing Huan didn't have to accompany Ziheng as he imagined. As long as she appeared in Ziheng's field of vision, Ziheng would be much calmer.

When she was free, Qing Huan went to help Aunt Hu wash fruits and choose vegetables, and listened to Aunt Hu tell interesting stories about Ziheng when she was a child.

"Don't think that Ziheng has a good temper now. When he was a child, he had a bad temper. At that time, he lived in the courtyard of the big family. Generally, there were more than ten children, and they played together every day. Ziheng finally I am willing to take those children to play the game of attacking the hill. The pile of soil in the family yard is tossed by them every day. Ziheng has been the leader of the children since he was a child. If anyone destroys his plan to attack the hill, at that time He is only a few years old and can make people cry! Tsk tsk, that little face is tense, it is called a serious one!"

Qing Huan pursed his lips and smiled.As Ziheng himself said, he was never actually that kind-hearted boy. He was a domineering person in his bones, but his identity and the expectations of others shaped him into that image.It wasn't what he wanted, but he couldn't change it.

"Then he only played with little boys when he was a child?"

"No way, those little girls pester him every day to play, even if he doesn't want to, those little girls won't let him go! But ah, his temper with little girls is even worse! Every now and then there will be little girls The girl came to the house crying and complained, saying that she had promised to be his bride, but in the end he quit and yelled, 'You are not the bride I want at all!'”

Aunt Hu was immersed in the memory and smiled while choosing vegetables, "How old was he at that time, he just said that; so the wife teased him, 'Then what kind of bride do you want?' We have the right to be Listening to a joke, I didn't expect Ziheng to say old-fashionedly, 'When I see her, I will know it! I will never look at other girls for her sake!'..."

Aunt Hu took the dishes selected by Qing Huan and put them in the sink, "Isn't it interesting? The adults didn't take it seriously for so many years. It turned out that it happened in September last year. He sat on the sofa as soon as he came back. In a daze, I said to my wife, 'Mom, I met that girl, as soon as I saw her, I knew it was her...'"

Qing Huan was stunned.Last September, she was knocked down by Ziheng.

Aunt Hu looked at Qing Huan with a smile, "Qing Huan, I am not qualified to say anything about the things between you; it's just that Ziheng has never been so emotional since he was a child. Qing Huan, I think you should I understand, what does this mean——Qing Huan, Ziheng is serious about you, and he really likes you."

Qing Huan lowered her head and stroked the beans one by one, "Aunt Hu, I know that Ziheng treats me well. I also thank him in my heart, but..." It's just that I already have someone in my heart.He was by my side for as long as I can remember, we grew up together, we shared every joy and pain.Although I knew it shouldn't be, all that has come irreversibly - my heart is already full, it's all because of him...

"It's just that what I did was not good enough..." A warm voice suddenly came from behind her, Qing Huan turned her head in panic, and Zi Heng was standing behind her with a glass of water and a smile.A slender and transparent glass, clear water, a boy in white with a bright smile.Ziheng smiled, "Qing Huan, I know that what I do is still not good enough. So, I will work hard not to make you sad or afraid, and stay by your side."

Qing Huan's face turned red, after all, Aunt Hu was still by her side.Aunt Hu walked away knowingly, "Oh, the flowers outside need to be watered, you guys talk first, call me if you have anything to do."

Seeing Aunt Hu's back and going out the door, Ziheng smiled and held Qinghuan's hand, "I've thought a lot during this time. It was all my fault before, I was impatient, I was short-tempered and scared you. Maybe in Qing Huan's mind, you still know the gentle and refined Lu Ziheng, but I was too eager to let you understand my heart, so the image changed too quickly, and you couldn't get used to it..."

Ziheng smiled brightly, "So Qinghuan, I've decided, I'll be the same Lu Ziheng I was when I first met you. Is that okay?"

Qing Huan's heart trembled, "Ziheng, if it's just for me, it's not worth it. I remember you said how tiring it is to live in the eyes of others and the image that others expect, so you There's no need to do it for me."

Ziheng tilted his head slightly, and a strand of hair brushed his eyebrows lightly, "Okay, Qinghuan, I made a mistake just now. I shouldn't say that I want to return to the image in the empty shell, but— ——I am willing to change myself for you, to become what you like, to be the kind of person you like. Okay?"

Qing Huan frowned and shook his head, "Ziheng...you know..."

Ziheng smiled and stretched out his fingertips to cover Qinghuan's lips, "Shh, stop talking. Even if you still want to refuse, I have already made up my mind." The young man turned around, his eyes focused on the glass in his hand, "I You know, it's because of Qing Jin, right?"

Qing Huan's face turned pale.

Ziheng nodded, "That's right, I know. In fact, it's not that I deliberately spy on it, but Qingjin has been deliberately letting me know. Does he think that if I know, he will scare me away? No, he is wrong... ..."

Ziheng raised his eyes and looked at Qing Huan quietly, "During this period of time, I also read a lot of books, trying to find out the relationship between blood relatives. It turns out that people will have a little bit of love in their subconscious mind. Such feelings, such as Electra complex, Oedipus complex, etc., are born from blood relationship. Qing Huan, so I understand your current mood; but I also believe that as you grow up, After each has their own living space, when the distance is extended, everything will slowly change."

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