Rebirth of a wishful life

Chapter 1

Shen Ruyi opened her eyes, the room was the same as before, there was no one serving.She looked at the familiar furniture in the room, and couldn't help laughing in her heart. People say that people who are dying like to recall the past the most.She dreamed of the house she had when she was a child over and over again, did it mean that she was going to die soon?
When the time comes, will anyone in this huge palace cry for her?
Since she fell ill, she has never seen the prince again.On the contrary, that Aunt Xin went there twice in a show of power, she is really a beauty, no wonder the prince likes it so much, she likes it so much, she even handed over the palace to an aunt to take care of.Speaking out, not afraid of embarrassment.

That's right, that master is never afraid of shame.

Hey, I'm going to die anyway, why are you still thinking about this wretched palace?If you have that time, why not take a closer look at this house, maybe you can arrange it exactly the same when you go to the underworld?

However, after a person dies and goes to the underworld, do they want to live in the underworld, or do they drink Meng Po soup immediately and reincarnate?It is said that after death, people will be judged by the king of Hades. Those with meritorious virtues will have a good pregnancy in the next life, and those who have committed evil will have to suffer in the underworld.

In my life, although I haven't done many good things, I haven't done half a bad thing. Will I be able to have a good pregnancy in the future?If there is a next life, she must be able to get her own name right, and live her life as she wishes.

Just as I was thinking wildly, I heard footsteps coming from the door.Shen Ruyi was a little surprised. She had dreamed a few times before, but she didn't hear anything. Was the dream this time too long?
"Girl is awake?" Someone opened the door and entered, and Shen Ruyi was stunned. Even after more than ten years, she still clearly remembered that this was her nanny, who was still young.But isn't the nanny dead?
Ah, by the way, what I dreamed about was the house I had when I was a child, so the nanny who came in must have been young, otherwise the time would not be right.

"Girl? Is your head still hurting?" Seeing Shen Ruyi's dazed face, the nanny reached out and touched her forehead: "The fever is gone, thank God, the girl finally woke up, Madam has been so worried these days, I guarded the girl all night yesterday, but today I really couldn't hold on anymore, so I went back."

The nurse was chattering, and took a cloth towel and came over to wipe Shen Ruyi's face: "Miss, are you hungry? You've been in a coma for almost three days, and there's not even half a grain of rice in your stomach. You must be hungry, right? On the stove I’ve been cooking rice soup, and I’ll ask someone to serve some for the girl? Girl, don’t dislike rice soup. Although rice soup is tasteless, it is the most nourishing. The girl is just recovering from a serious illness, and it’s just right to drink a bowl of rice soup.”

Shen Ruyi blinked, this dream was much more real than the previous ones.In the past, even if she dreamed of her mother and nurse, the people in the dream were all like marionettes, all of them were very dull.Where is the same as now, the nanny's expression is really vivid.

"Nurse, I want to eat meat!" After a pause, Shen Ruyi acted coquettishly, she was in a dream right now, and even her body was changed to that of when she was a child, so the voice must have changed, and the nanny would definitely listen to whatever she said. not come out.

After all, she hasn't eaten meat for a long time.Ever since she fell ill, Aunt Xin said that she had to cleanse her intestines and stomach, and only asked the big kitchen to deliver two bowls of sparse rice soup every day, and she didn't have the slightest strength to drink it.

"No, you're just right, you can't eat greasy food." The nanny immediately dismissed her words, and Shen Ruyi was very surprised. Everyone said that if you think about it every day and dream at night, shouldn't you just think about it when you dream? ?How could the nanny not listen to me?
"When you get better, can the nanny make you your favorite little crispy meat?" The nanny probably saw her aggrieved face, and comforted her: "I can't do it now, I can only drink rice soup, otherwise, the nanny will buy it for you. A plate of honey apricot?"

Because she couldn't eat meat, Shen Ruyi was very disappointed with this dream, and she was less interested in talking, just staring at the nanny. Now her memory is getting worse and worse, and she might become confused at some point. I can't remember the nanny's appearance at the time, how can I find someone when I go to the underworld?

The nanny babbled a lot, then left with the basin.Although Shen Ruyi was anxious, she didn't have the energy to get up, so she could only watch the nanny go out.

After lying down for a while, I originally thought that I should have gone back, but when I opened my eyes again, I was still in a dream.Shen Ruyi couldn't help frowning, this dream was really too long.Does this mean that he is really dying?

Well, if he died, the prince must be very happy. Without him, he would be able to marry another capable woman.However, Aunt Xin's good days are probably coming to an end.But these have nothing to do with me.

Anyway, the mother died, the nanny died, and there was no one in the mother's family who cared about her. She didn't even have a child after marrying the prince, so she didn't care about anyone.Clean when you come, and clean when you leave.

"Ruyi, are you awake?" Just as she was in a daze, she heard a cry of surprise from the side of the bed, turned around and saw her mother sitting by the bed, her mother was also very young at the moment.Shen Ruyi felt a little strength in her body, and quickly threw herself into Mrs. Shen's arms: "Mother!"

Mrs. Shen hugged her and cried: "You are awake, you scared the mother, you know? If you don't wake up again, I will follow you..."

Hongying comforted Mrs. Shen at the side: "Madam, don't say such depressing words. It's a good thing that the girl has woken up. You should be happy! You can't cry anymore, otherwise, the girl should cry too."

Mrs. Shen hurriedly wiped her tears: "Yes, yes, you can't cry anymore, and Ruyi doesn't cry, it's all mother's fault. If Ruyi recovers from her illness, mother should be happy."

Before Shen Ruyi could speak, Hongying came over with a bowl of medicine: "However, the girl just woke up, and this medicine has to be taken. Doctor Song told me that it will take three days. Girl, come on, drink it up." , if you put it down again, it should be cold, the colder it is, the more bitter it will be. After you drink it now, will this servant bring you honey apricots, okay?"

Shen Ruyi frowned, she had to drink medicine when she was awake, why did she have to drink medicine in a dream?She is a child now, so she has the right to be willful, right?Thinking about it, she leaned back and started rolling on the bed: "I won't drink, I won't drink, I won't drink!"

Mrs. Shen is soft-tempered and has no idea, and she always loves her daughter very much. When she saw that she was not taking the medicine, she turned her head and looked at Hongying hesitantly: "Or else, drink it later?"

Hongying is a loyal one. Although this medicine is unpalatable, it can cure diseases, so she shook her head: "No, it will cool down after a while. If the medicine is hot for a long time, the effect will not be good. The girl is obedient, drink it." I'll make you fried rice cakes with sweet-scented osmanthus after finishing the medicine?"

Shen Ruyi was rolling with joy, she was not on guard, and bumped her head against the wall behind the bed.Her head buzzed, and she yelled out in pain. Mrs. Shen turned pale with fright, and hurriedly hugged him over: "Let me see, is there any bleeding, does it hurt? Oh, please come over, Dr. Song!"

In order to avoid taking the medicine again, and fearing that the dream would be over if she worked too hard, Shen Ruyi quickly waved her hands: "No need, mother, I don't hurt, I don't hurt at all, look, there is no bleeding."

Something is wrong, it hurts too much, why doesn't it look like a dream?You shouldn't feel pain in your dream, right?
Thinking about it, Shen Ruyi secretly pinched herself with the back of her hand behind her back. She couldn't bear the pain, and immediately grinned.Mrs. Shen was even more worried: "How could it not hurt? Although there is no bleeding, there is such a big lump! Don't be afraid, let Dr. Song take a look and prescribe some ointment for you, so you don't need to drink medicine, okay?"

"Mother, it really doesn't hurt anymore." Shen Ruyi flustered, always felt that this dream was too strange, everything, people, things, things, and feelings were exactly the same as the real one.Could it be that I am not dreaming?

The more she thought about it, the more confused she became, and Mrs. Shen felt that her daughter had been bumped into something wrong, so she hurriedly invited Dr. Song.Dr. Song twisted his beard and said, "The pulse is stringy and thin, caused by stagnation of qi and blood... This old man has a bottle of ointment here, just apply it to the little girl twice a day."

Mrs. Shen nodded repeatedly, sent Doctor Song away, and wanted to cut off a bunch of hair on the back of Shen Ruyi's head, but Shen Ruyi vowed to die: "It's so ugly to have your hair cut off, mother, I'm really fine. I'm hungry, I want meat! I really want meat!"

When it comes to her daughter, Mrs. Shen has always been even more clueless.After thinking about it, Dr. Song seemed to say that it was not a big deal.Or, take a bamboo stick and rub it on her bit by bit?
Shen Ruyi has no objection now, as long as she doesn't cut her hair.

Day by day, Shen Ruyi felt better and stronger, and she no longer dreamed about the palace.After tossing around for so many days, she finally figured it out, she was not dreaming, for some reason, after she died in the palace, she returned to her childhood.Shen Ruyi never liked to embarrass herself, since she didn't understand why she came back, she didn't think about it.

It's rare to have this opportunity. What she wants to think about is how to live this life like her own name, and live a happy life.

"What is Ruyi thinking?" Mrs. Shen beside her asked with a soft smile while doing needlework.Shen Ruyi is worried, my mother is a fool who reads women's precepts, she only knows how to obey all her life, and never fights for herself. No complaints at all.If I want to live a better life in the future, don't I have to change my mother's temperament first?

It's just that my mother is over 20, this temperament has long been settled, can it be changed?
"Mother, do you want to go back to the Marquis Mansion?" Shen Ruyi moved to Mrs. Shen's side and looked up at her: "Do you want Daddy?"

Mrs. Shen's hand trembled, a needle pricked her finger, and she looked at Shen Ruyi in panic: "Why did Ruyi remember to ask this? Someone asked you to ask?"

Shen Ruyi stretched out her hand to wipe the blood on Mrs. Shen's fingers, and shook her head: "I want to ask myself, mother, why don't we go back to live in the Hou's Mansion? Aren't you Madam Hou? Am I not the big girl of the Hou's Mansion?"

(End of this chapter)