Xiaoshou, be good, open the door
Chapter 54 Where is Dad?
Fang Xiao's day to take charge of the Zhao family is just around the corner, but she finds that Dodo rejects her very much, and she also sees the weight that Dodo holds in the hearts of Zhao's mother and son, so she tries to please Dodo in different ways.
I thought children were like puppies, they would wag their tails behind them if they were given something to eat and play with, but Duoduo didn’t lack anything. She said that she would get sick when she bought snacks, and said she was too childish when she bought toys. Fang Xiao was helpless. When I found out that Dodote liked to hug an old and worn-out teddy bear, she went to the mall to buy one. Even a mid-to-low-end brand like South Korea’s Aurora cost hundreds of dollars.
When she came to the door, Duoduo and mother Zhao went out to buy vegetables, and Zhao Chenxi was translating a document, let her sit down first.Fang Xiao put the new bear on Duoduo's bed, put the old one together with the packing box in a black garbage bag, and sent it to the garbage bin downstairs.
Fang Xiao just wanted to surprise Douduo, even Zhao Chenxi didn't tell.
After a while, Dodo and Mother Zhao came back, and when Dodo entered the room, she saw Fang Xiao's houndstooth coat hanging in the room, and her little face suddenly grew long.
Fang Xiao hurriedly came out of the study when she heard the voice, and after greeting Zhao's mother, she said to Dodo, "Duodo, go to the room and have a look, Auntie has a big surprise for you."
Dodo walked into her room with big black and white eyes flashing.
"Xiao Fang, what did you buy her again, don't spoil her like this."
"Auntie, it's nothing, it's just a toy." The smile on Fang Xiao's face hadn't fully burst when he heard Duo Duo screaming in the room.
Zhao Chenxi was also shocked. They went to the bedroom to see that Duoduo threw Fang Xiao's newly bought toy on the floor, making a mess of the quilt and wardrobe.
Mother Zhao was very angry and asked sternly, "Duoduo, what are you doing?"
When Mother Zhao asked Dodo, she burst into tears, crying so loudly that she was out of breath, Zhao Chenxi hurriedly stepped forward to hug her, and coaxed her softly: "Duoduo, please tell Dad what's wrong?"
Duoduo's whole body was sobbing when she was crying, she just kept whimpering and couldn't say a word.
The Zhao family's mother and son put all their puzzled eyes on Fang Xiao.
Fang Xiao didn't understand how excited the child was, she hurriedly said, "I saw that her little bear was worn out, so I bought her a new one."
As soon as Fang Xiao finished speaking, Zhao Chenxi let go of Duo Duo, stood condescendingly in front of Fang Xiao, and asked angrily, "Why didn't you tell me in advance, where is that little bear?"
Fang Xiao had never seen such an ungentle Zhao Chenxi, she immediately felt extremely wronged: "Chenxi, you are just an old toy for being so fierce to me."
"Zhao Chenxi held Fang Xiao's shoulders with both hands, and pinched her sorely. He looked at her deeply with deep eyes: "Fang Xiao, it's just an old toy to you, but to Duoduo, it's just an old toy. All her memories of her mother. "
Zhao Chenxi pushed her away, went out and rushed downstairs.
Fang Xiao looked at Mother Zhao as if asking for help: "Auntie, I didn't do it on purpose, I don't know, I really didn't do it on purpose."
Mother Zhao sighed and patted Fang Xiao: "Xiao Fang, Auntie knows, it's fine, Auntie knows that you just want Dodo to be happy."
Fang Xiao walked up to Dodo again, knelt down and said to Dodo: "Duodo, I'm sorry, Auntie really doesn't know how important that little bear is to you. Dodo, can you forgive Auntie?"
Dodo stopped sobbing, and looked at Fang Xiao bitterly. At that moment, Fang Xiao almost felt that this resentful look should not be seen by a 5-year-old child. Dodo pushed her and cried, "No Forgive me, you are a bad woman, I hate you."
"Duo Duo, what are you talking about, please apologize to Auntie." Although Zhao's mother loves Duo Duo, Fang Xiao is also her future daughter-in-law. In terms of selfishness, she is already biased towards Fang Xiao.
Dodo glanced at Zhao's mother, her eyes were extremely stubborn and uncompromising.
Zhao Chenxi rummaged through the stinky trash can downstairs, but couldn't find the little bear at all. He walked home with heavy steps, and suddenly felt that he was sorry for Dodo.
When Dodo first came to this house, she almost didn't say a word all day long, she just hugged the little bear tightly and stood by the floor-to-ceiling glass windows, such a small child could stand for a whole day, it was because she was too tired to go Sleeping on the floor, shouting in the dream: "Mom, take me home, take me home."
She fell asleep and Zhao Chenxi hugged her to the bed. When she woke up, she cried and made a fuss, but she still stood there stubbornly. She said, "I can only see it when my mother comes to pick me up here."
Zhao Chenxi had already forgotten how much effort she and her mother had to make the child accept the fact that she could not live with her mother. Duo Duo gradually became cheerful, but the little bear had become an inseparable part of her body. Holding it , she will feel her mother's breath.
Zhao Chenxi hugged Dodo in her arms, and told her a fairy-tale lie: "Duoduo, just now, little bear told his father that he was going to accompany his mother in the kingdom of heaven, and Dodo is accompanied by his father and grandma here, but mother But very lonely, Dodo, let little bear accompany mother."
"Father Chenchen, you are a liar. Mom is accompanied by her father, so Dodo is lonely." After saying that, Dodo broke free from Zhao Chenxi, and ran to the corner of the French window on the balcony by herself, crying softly.
Just as Zhao Chenxi was about to go over, Zhao's mother stopped him: "Forget it, the child lost his temper, it will be fine in a while, don't you want to go to dinner with Xiao Fang, it's time."
Tonight they invited their introducer for dinner, and seeing that it was ready, they had no choice but to go out.
Along the way, Zhao Chenxi's mouth was tightly pursed, several times Fang Xiao wanted to talk to him, but he simply stopped the topic.
Something was on her mind, Zhao Chenxi ate this meal reluctantly, and it was almost 9 o'clock when she took Fang Xiao home.
Zhao Chenxi called Duo Duo as soon as he entered the door, but Duo Duo didn't come out to call Chen Chen's father as usual. He asked Zhao's mother who was reading in the room: "Mom, where is Duo Duo?"
"Still standing there on the balcony. This child is really stubborn. No matter how much he screams, he won't go to bed."
"Mom, where is it? Where's Dodo?" Zhao Chenxi turned on all the lights, illuminating every corner of the room, but he couldn't find a child that big.
Mother Zhao also panicked, searched all the toilets, and called Dodo as she walked.
Zhao Chenxi put on the coat she had just taken off, opened the door and ran towards Zhao Wei.
Zhao Wei was watching TV at home when he heard the knock on the door and came to open the door wearing slippers. Seeing Zhao Chenxi's anxious face, Zhao Chenxi pushed him away before he could say anything.
"Zhao Chenxi, what are you doing, why are you trying to catch him with this posture?"
"Zhao Wei, shut up, is Duo Duo here?"
"Dodo? No, I haven't seen her for several days."
Zhao Chenxi didn't listen to what he said, and looked inside and out, but there was no sign of Duo Duo at all. Suddenly, he saw a teddy bear with its ears clamped to dry on the balcony. Zhao Chenxi grabbed Zhao Wei's shirt by the collar : "Why is this here with you?"
Zhao Wei slapped his hand away in disgust: "Zhao Chenxi, this is what your woman threw downstairs and I picked it up. Is it against the law?"
"If you don't commit a crime, you have to give it back to Duoduo." After Zhao Chenxi finished speaking, she walked out, her footsteps a little vain.
Zhao Wei caught up: "Zhao Chenxi, what happened?"
"Dodo is gone."
"Duoduo? Zhao Chenxi, did you treat Doduo badly because of that woman?"
"Zhao Wei, I don't have the energy to go crazy with you, I'm going to find Dodo, you let go."
Zhao Wei let go of Zhao Chenxi's hand, took his coat and put it on: "Go, I'll go with you."
Zhao Chenxi was very confused at this time, and did not refuse Zhao Wei. The two went downstairs together to buy a flashlight in the supermarket in the community, and searched everywhere separately.
It was dark and cold tonight, and thick fog gradually formed. The white fog was like slanting rain under the dim street lights, and the visibility was very low.
Zhao Chenxi became more and more anxious, and a deep panic swept over him. Duo Duo's sweet voice calling Chen Chen's father rang in the eardrums, and it was almost impossible to tell whether it was real or an illusion. At that time, he promised to take care of the child. If there is something wrong, how can he be worthy of the dead parents of the child?
Going back to the entrance of the supermarket, he watched Zhao Wei standing alone under the dim light, and the last hope in his heart turned into foam on the sea.
The mist on Zhao Chenxi's hair tip had condensed into water and was dripping down his cheeks. He crouched down with his head in pain.
"Does Dodo remember the way back home? Will she go home?"
"No, her home is far away from here, she can't remember. It's all my fault, I didn't tell Fang Xiao how important that little bear is to Duoduo, I, I..." Zhao Chenxi choked up and said no He went down and tore his hair violently with his hands.
Zhao Wei grabbed Zhao Chenxi's hand to prevent him from harming himself. He pulled Zhao Chenxi up and looked at him deeply: "Zhao Chenxi, don't do this, even your biological parents have something bad to do, trust me, Dodo will definitely be found."
Zhao Wei's hands were warm and dry, his firmness and composure were like a bright light in the fog, and he told him silently: "Don't be afraid, I will walk with you all the time." Zhao Chenxi wiped his face, almost It was a dreamy question: "Zhao Wei. What should I do? Should I call the police?"
"It seems that it will not be accepted within 48 hours. Wait, little bear, Zhao Chenxi, I wonder where Dodo is."
Zhao Wei pulled Zhao Chenxi up and ran towards the garbage corner of the community. Because of the rush, the cold mist poured into their mouths, and their lungs shivered from the cold, but they broke out in sweat.
Zhao Wei held up a flashlight and took pictures of the trash cans. In the green trash cans, there were plastic bags, vegetables, leaves, milk boxes and even diapers. Fortunately, it was the current season and there was not much smell.
There are at least 10 trash cans in this community. Zhao Chenxi didn't look at any of them, and his heart sank a little. Zhao Wei held his hand tightly, spreading his body temperature to him, comforting him silently.
I have seen all the plastic ones, and there is nothing but garbage. Zhao Chenxi looked at Zhao Wei at a loss, moved her lips, turned around and ran to the nearest trash can, reached in, and got all the vegetable leaves and toilet paper in it. on the ground.
Zhao Wei held him tightly: "Zhao Chenxi, no, such a small box won't bury the child in it, calm down."
"Zhao Wei, I can't calm down, I can't calm down, Duo Duo is only 5 years old, what should I do if I meet a bad person, what if I get hit by a car? Zhao Wei!" Zhao Chenxi kicked over the trash can, and the whole People also fell to the ground.
"No, don't think badly. Look, there is a big one over there. I'll go over and have a look. You wait, you wait here."
Zhao Wei rushed over, swept the flashlight inside, and almost shouted out with all the strength in his chest: "Duo Duo!"
As soon as Zhao Chenxi got up from the ground with his hands and feet, he was confused which leg to take, and fell heavily on the ground again. He raised his head, and Zhao Wei had already hugged Duo Duo from the trash can. The little girl and kitten Also curled up in Zhao Wei's arms, quietly neither crying nor fussing.
Zhao Chenxi got up again, one deep foot and one shallow foot as if stepping on cotton.
Zhao Wei hugged the child to help him, and let his hands rest on his arms: "I fell asleep, my little face is crying."
Zhao Chenxi's lips trembled, and she raised her hand to touch Duo Duo's face, but she retracted hot: "I have a fever."
Zhao Wei hurriedly lowered his head and pressed his forehead against Duo Duo's, it was really hot.
"There are antipyretics at home, take her home quickly."
Zhao Chenxi took off his coat and covered Duo Duo, and asked Zhao Wei to hug her and walk quickly. After a few steps, Zhao Wei felt Duo Duo trembling in his arms. Convulsions, teeth clenched tightly, white foam dripping from the corners of the mouth.
Such a familiar scene coincided with Zhao Wei's childhood nightmare. He stretched out his fingers to pry open Duo Duo's teeth, let her bite his hand, and shouted tremblingly: "Zhao Chenxi, drive quickly, Duo Duo is convulsed with fever." gone."
Zhao Chenxi fumbled a few times before finding the key from the clothes covering Duoduo's body, and he ran to drive.
Zhao Wei tightly wrapped the child in his arms. At this time, Blossom's trembling became more and more severe, like a leaf on a branch blown by a strong wind.While running panting, Zhao Wei said, "Duo Duo, Duo Duo, you will be fine, we will go to the hospital right away."
Duoduo's teeth bit his fingers from time to time. It hurt at first, but then gradually became numb. Zhao Chenxi drove the car over and shouted to get in the car. He sat in the passenger seat with the child in his arms. Zhao Chenxi I stepped on the gas pedal to the bottom, and flew towards the hospital in the thick fog.
The child in his arms was still shaking, which made Zhao Wei's body shake too. Zhao Chenxi tried not to look at them, and tried to calmly watch the road.Zhao Wei felt that the small body in his arms was hot like a piece of coal, scalding every inch of memory in his body, gradually burning him, shrinking him, and returning to the night of New Year's Eve when he was 8 years old.
At that time, every household was preparing for the New Year, and the sound of firecrackers crackled in the ears from time to time, and the air was mixed with the smell of food and the smell of gunpowder from firecrackers.
But Zhao Wei's family didn't show any signs of Chinese New Year at all, and his father had already left them to live in that woman's house.
It gets dark very early in the north, and it's dark outside just after five o'clock, and a blizzard is brewing.
My younger sister, Chuchu, suffered from the cold and had a runny nose, but her mother forbade her to take medicine, because she finally thought of a way to force her father to come back for the New Year.
Dad has always loved Chu Chu very much, saying that she is his little princess.
That day the little princess lived up to her mother's expectations and started to have a fever. The nanny took a thermometer and it was 39 degrees. She looked at Zhao Wei worriedly and asked him to beg his mother.
Chu Chu's face and palms were already hot, she shouted to Shen Yin in a low voice: "Brother, help me, I'm so uncomfortable."
Zhao Wei walked in front of that beautiful and noble woman, almost crying and said: "Mom, send Chu Chu to the hospital quickly, she is dying soon."
Mom was wearing a pair of black wide-leg trousers, a black tight turtleneck sweater, and a thin mint cigarette in her finger. She turned around and looked at Zhao Wei, and took a deep breath of the smoke ring. : "Wei Wei, call your dad and say that Chu Chu has a fever, and Chu Chu will die if he doesn't come back."
The death that mother spit out was so hard and hard, it hit Zhao Wei's head like a hammer.
Zhao Wei dialed his father's phone and heard his father's voice. He cried and shouted: "Dad, Dad, come back quickly, Chu Chu is sick, she is so hot."
Dad pondered over there for a while, and said gently: "Hey, let Uncle Liu take her to the hospital. Dad can't go back for now. Your Aunt Lin is going to give birth to your little brother. We're going to the hospital soon."
Zhao Wei looked at his mother standing aside and said that his father was going to the hospital with that woman.
The mother grabbed the phone and yelled at the phone: "Zhao Sicheng, if you don't come back, you will never see your daughter."
"Jian Dan, you crazy woman, you threatened me with the child, I won't go back." Pa, Dad hung up the phone on the other end.
Listening to the beeping blind tone, mother picked up the phone and slammed it on the ground. Zhao Wei stood in the corner and shrank his neck in fright, not daring to move.
The little nanny rushed in hurriedly and shouted: "Eldest sister, go and have a look, Chuchu is getting hotter."
Zhao Wei ran to his sister's room, Chu Chu's face was as red as roses in a vase, she closed her eyes and held Zhao Wei's hand to her face: "Brother, it's so cool and comfortable."
Zhao Wei had an idea: "Chuchu, you wait."
Zhao Wei ran upstairs to the yard, dug a handful of snow, clenched it tightly with his hands, took it back and put it in Chu Chu's palm: "Chu Chu, are you comfortable?"
Chu Chu smiled and put the snow on her cheek. This was the last time Zhao Wei saw Chu Chu smiled.
The snow finally tore away the heaviness of the sky and fell down like cotton wool. The little nanny rubbed her hands back and forth in the room, and finally went to Jian Dan again at the risk of being dismissed: "Sister, go to the hospital quickly, wait for the snow to cover you!" The road car can't go."
Jian Dan looked at the silver light in the thick darkness outside, gritted his teeth and said, "Wait a little longer."
The second hand on the clock ticked forward, eating away at Chu Chu's life every second. Zhao Wei went back and forth to fetch snow many times, and finally it turned into water droplets on Chu Chu's face and hands, flowing on the pink wide pleated lotus leaves. On the sheets, like puddles of tears.
Chu Chu gradually started talking nonsense, calling her mother and father, but her father and mother who loved her and called her a little princess were not around, and finally she shouted loudly: "Brother, brother, help me, Chu Chu , don’t die, Chu Chu loves her father, mother and brother, and Chu Chu wants to wear new clothes and build a snowman with her brother.”
How many years have passed, Zhao Wei has never misremembered a word of Chu Chu, like carving it into his mind with a knife, and engraving hatred into it along with it.
When Chu Chu rolled her eyes and spit white foam, Jian Dan was also scared. She picked up Chu Chu and went to the hospital, but the snow had already covered the road with a thick layer, and the car slipped on it. After many hours, it was too late to reach the hospital.
Zhao Wei kept holding Chu Chu's hot little hand in the car, watching her chapped and burned lips, unconsciously calling her brother.
When my mother got out of the car, she fell into the snow with Chu Chu in her arms. 8-year-old Zhao Wei almost rushed to hug Chu Chu in her arms. The driver, Uncle Liu, picked her up and sent her to the emergency room.
When Chu Chu died, Zhao Sicheng was holding his newborn son Zhao Han in the obstetrics department on the 12th floor of this hospital.
At that time, the Spring Festival Gala was in full swing, and every household was celebrating the New Year.
It was snowing so heavily, and tomorrow I would definitely be able to build a fat and big snowman. Chu Chu said that she would use carrots as a nose for it and wrap a red scarf around it.
Chu Chu said that she would wear new clothes to pay New Year's greetings to her grandpa, and that the red envelopes given by her grandpa should be saved for her elder brother to marry a wife.
Zhao Sicheng saw Chu Chu's small body covered with a white sheet, and went up to beat Jian Dan like crazy. Jian Dan, who was stunned at first, also rushed forward when he saw Zhao Sicheng, and the two wrestled together, what noble and elegant, what gentle, two Just a mad dog.
Zhao Wei looked at them quietly, as if looking at two strangers. He tiptoed and hugged Chu Chu's body, tears rolling down silently.
"Zhao Wei, Zhao Wei, we're here, get out of the car." Zhao Chenxi got down first, opened the co-pilot's door, and reached out to take Duo Duo.
Zhao Wei hugged Douduo subconsciously, choked up and shouted: "Go away, I won't let you hurt Chuchu again."
Zhao Chenxi looked at Zhao Wei's dazed look, reached out and patted his face: "Zhao Wei."
Zhao Weimeng came back to his senses, hummed, but refused to hand Duoduo to Zhao Chenxi, and got out of the car with Duodu in his arms and went straight to the emergency room.
When the doctor in the emergency room saw Duo Duo's appearance, he knew it was a fever. The female doctor scolded them with a straight face and gave them a pain, thinking that the child had a fever for this reason, so Zhao Wei gritted his teeth anxiously, saying that the doctor and elder sister Auntie, can you not give us lessons first, but save the children.The doctor said that now that he knew he was in a hurry, what should he do?
Dodo first received a small injection in the emergency room, and then started the infusion. The doctor gave some alcohol and cotton balls and asked them to wipe the palms, soles, and forehead of Dodo.
The two cooperated tacitly. Zhao Chenxi wiped the palms and forehead of Duoduo, and Zhao Wei wiped the soles of feet of Duoduo. I don't know whether it was the medicine or the alcohol that had the effect. The heat also subsided, and Zhao Chenxi hurriedly put the thermometer in Duoduo's armpit, and took it out to have a look after 5 minutes. 37.5 degrees, although there is still a little fever, but there is no danger, Duo Duo's breathing has also stabilized, and fell into a deep sleep.
The two of them let out a long breath, and Zhao Chenxi felt that his sweater was drenched with sweat, and now it was sticky to his body, and the cold wind in the corridor blew into his pores.
Zhao Chenxi's thin cotton coat covered Duoduo's body, Zhao Wei saw that he was shivering, so he hurriedly took off his short woolen trench coat and put it on Zhao Chenxi.
Zhao Chenxi was taken aback by the shadow suddenly standing in front of him, and after realizing what was going on, he wanted to take it off and return it to Zhao Wei. Zhao Wei glanced at him and said impatiently: "Zhao Chenxi, don't be hypocritical, I'm afraid you'll catch a cold too, I can't serve you two."
Zhao Chenxi had no choice but to put on her clothes, lowered her head and said thank you in a low voice.
When she looked down, she saw that Zhao Wei's fingers were still bleeding. Zhao Chenxi hurriedly took a clean cotton ball dipped in alcohol and carefully wiped it for him.
"Yeah, it hurts."
Zhao Chenxi looked up at him, with tears in his eyes.
Upon seeing it, Zhao Wei hurriedly said, "Actually, it doesn't hurt, not at all. I lied to you."
Zhao Chenxi's tears fell and fell on Zhao Wei's hands, warm and moist, seeping into Zhao Wei's heart little by little.
"Zhao Chenxi, didn't you, you were bitten by Duo Duo a few times, it's okay, you..." For some reason, Zhao Wei suddenly felt something blocked his throat, so sore that he couldn't speak.
The two were speechless for a while, but they leaned tightly together.
For a long time, Zhao Chenxi suddenly said: "Zhao Wei, thank you."
Zhao Wei said: "Thank you, by the way, did you call Auntie?"
"If you don't tell me I've forgotten, my mother must be dying of anxiety." Zhao Chenxi hurriedly took out her mobile phone and called Zhao's mother. On the other end of the phone, Zhao's mother was crying, and she was relieved when she heard that Duoduo was fine.After hanging up the phone, the two of them sat on a bench as if drained of energy, and neither of them wanted to say a word.
Gradually, Zhao Wei couldn't bear it anymore, and fell asleep with his body tilted. Zhao Chenxi looked at his fluttering nostrils and slightly parted lips, and leaned towards him, letting him lean on his shoulder.
Zhao Wei, who was asleep, frowned, as if he was not sleeping soundly. After about ten minutes, he yelled: "Chuchu." He straightened up abruptly, as if he hadn't woken up from the dream. He looked at Zhao Chenxi with unfocused eyes.
"Zhao Wei, Zhao Wei, what's wrong, I'm having a nightmare." Zhao Chenxi gently shook Zhao Wei, and the emergency room was very quiet for a while, only Zhao Wei's heavy breathing could be heard.
It took Zhao Wei a long time to understand what was going on. He reached out and wiped the cold sweat from his forehead, leaned his head on the back of the chair, and asked wearily, "Zhao Chenxi, do you have any cigarettes?"
"Is it uncomfortable? Smoking is not allowed in the hospital, and besides, I don't have any."
Zhao Wei waved his hand weakly: "Forget it, is Duo Duo finished?"
"No, there's one third left."
"Zhao Chenxi, I was really scared just now. Life is really too fragile. If there is no life, it will be gone."
"What are you doing? It's not like you. Children will always have a fever. Don't listen to the doctor's threats. Now that medicine is so advanced, nothing will happen."
"Zhao Chenxi, you don't understand. When I was 8 years old, I saw with my own eyes that my sister disappeared because of a fever. She was also like this at that time. Her face was flushed with fever, her limbs twitched, and she was foaming at the mouth. She was only 5 years old that year, so cute. He’s only 5 years old.” Zhao Wei buried his face on his knees with his hands in his hands, this old wound has been lingering in the memory of his life, it’s so vivid, but he didn’t dare to look directly at it and mention it, what happened to Duo Duo today stimulated him, because The person next to him was Zhao Chenxi, so he dug it out desperately, hoping that the pain would be relieved by the comfort of this person like spring rain.
Zhao Chenxi looked at the fragility of this always strong man in front of him, and without even thinking about it, he reached out and hugged his shoulder.
Zhao Wei followed the warm bosom and leaned himself in. He felt that no matter what kind of man he was today, the man in front of him could understand and tolerate him. For the first time in 16 years, he took the courage to tell the story from the beginning to the end. Zhao Chenxi also told herself.
"After Chuchu left, I really built a big snowman in the yard, used a carrot as a nose, put on Chuchu's bright red scarf, and went to the kitchen to get a can of chili powder and put it on my mouth. The chili powder choked my eyes, and I shed tears while doing it, and it always melted. I want it to be there forever, so that when Chu Chu comes back, she can see it, and she will laugh. Chu Chu laughs the best It's pretty, with slender eyes bent like crescent moons, but after a few days, the snowman melted, first its head and then its body became a puddle of dirty water, and Chu Chu will never come back."
Zhao Wei couldn't cry at this point, the man's deep crying echoed in the small consulting room, Zhao Chenxi hugged Zhao Wei tightly, and murmured: "Zhao Wei, it's all over, it's all over. "
Zhao Wei cried for a while, and seemed to feel much better. He raised his head from Zhao Chenxi's shoulders, his eyes were red, he wiped them with his sleeves, and said mockingly, "Fuck, my image of a strong and brave tough guy is completely ruined."
Zhao Chenxi took out a pack of tissues from his trousers pocket, took out one and wiped Zhao Wei's eyes lightly. It flows slowly, nourishing those old scars that have dried up all year round.
"Zhao Wei, what happened next?"
"Later? Then the woman and the man complained about each other, divorced, and remarried each other. I was thrown into my grandfather's house. My grandfather retired from the army. He was rigid and strict, but I was not afraid. I caused troubles and fights every day, just looking forward to He beat me to death with a cane, so I could go and accompany Chuchu, but even if I did it again, my grandfather would tolerate it silently and help me and Fei Er, the last time you saw that buddy wipe his ass at my place until I was 16 years old He died that year."
Zhao Chenxi felt very painful in his heart when he heard it. Children who grow up in single-parent families are always rebellious, not to mention that Zhao Wei has experienced so much, he can almost see that unruly boy taking his life on the road of life again and again Draw an arc, every time it is a little bit, this arc becomes a breakpoint, then there will never be an encounter with him.
If you can't meet, you won't have so many at a loss and entanglements in your heart, but if you can't meet, you will never find the half that fits you, and you will never be able to make a circle. How can such a life be complete? Life?
Thinking of this, the big stone that was pressing on Zhao Chenxi's heart disappeared suddenly, and he suddenly felt relaxed.Now that it has fallen, rather than suffering all the pain, it is better to listen to the voice in the bottom of my heart, let it be presumptuous for a while, and pretend that this is belated puberty.
Zhao Chenxi held Zhao Wei's head with both hands, and called out in a low voice: "Zhao Wei." Then he pressed his lips lightly on his.
This kiss was very light and light, like a dragonfly touching water, but it comforted the little lotus that was isolated in the summer, and made him no longer be alone and at a loss in the vast lake.
Zhao Wei grabbed Zhao Chenxi's clothes with one hand, put his head on it, and said in a muffled voice: "Zhao Chenxi, do you know what you are doing? Are you the Virgin Mary? Do you know that I am gay? Or A gay who has always thought about you, are you sympathizing with me by doing this?"
Zhao Chenxi looked at his brown hair, which was obviously permed and trimmed. The fluffy front covered his broad forehead, "He's still a stinky gay." Zhao Chenxi had a faint smile on his lips. Smiling, he raised Zhao Wei's head with his hands, looked at Zhao Wei with deep and dark eyes, and gently opened his light pink lips. . . . . .
Zhao Wei looked at Zhao Chenxi's lips almost obsessively. He hoped that he would tell him the answer, but he was afraid that he would say that his heart was suffocating in his chest in the extreme contradiction, but he dared to hold his breath and stare blankly. Zhao Chenxi.
"Zhao Wei, I..."
"Well, mom, mom." Dodo's Shen Yin's voice broke the ambiguous atmosphere flowing around the two of them. They turned their heads to look at Dodo's hospital bed at the same time, then got up and rushed over.
Zhao Chenxi put her hand on Dodo's forehead and touched it, her hands were filled with cool water, and her heart was put back into her stomach, but Dodo seemed to be trapped by a nightmare, and kept crying: "Mom, mom, are you here?" Where, take Dodo home."
The two looked at each other silently. They knew that in Dodo's dream, there was endless darkness and coldness. The warm embrace of their mother had become a phantom. Pink and tender little cheeks.
Life can be plain and ordinary, but there will always be some unexpected accidents, and these accidents will be destined to be the most painful injuries in an ordinary life.For example, Duo Duo lost her father, mother, and a home overnight.
Zhao Chenxi said to Zhao Wei: "Look at Duoduo, I'll call the doctor."
Zhao Wei nodded, but finally couldn't help but grabbed Zhao Chenxi's clothes and shouted hoarsely: "Zhao Chenxi."
Zhao Chenxi looked back puzzled, and looked at Zhao Wei's dark eyes in blisters, his pitiful appearance, like a husky who had recovered his bones but was not praised by his master.
"What?"
"Well, tell me something sweet, forget it, don't say it, I think I already know, you go." Zhao Wei sighed and lowered his head.
Zhao Chenxi rubbed Zhao Wei's hair, and lightly said, "What do you know?"
Zhao Wei was stunned by his words, and the two idiots were just as confused. When Zhao Chenxi called the nurse in, the old man hadn't moved his nest yet. Zhao Chenxi pushed him away with his arm to make room for the nurse. When changing the dressing, Zhao Chenxi leaned into his ear and said, "We'll wait until Duoduo is discharged from the hospital."
This sentence was a thunderstorm in the dry sky, which made Zhao Wei suddenly have endless hopes, but after the thunder, the sky turned out to be clear, and the thunder seemed to be just a dream of his own, and he gradually became concerned about gains and losses.
See, there is no difference between a man loving a man and a man loving a woman!
No matter how long the night was, the sun in the east pierced through the thick clouds, and the day was a golden morning sun.
Duo Duo's small face was bathed in the sun, vivid and tender, her big bony eyes looked at the two bearded men beside the bed, she was afraid and shy, so she didn't dare to speak.
Zhao Chenxi woke up first. He met Duo Duo's big eyes, and the haze in his heart disappeared, but he pretended to be angry: "Duo Duo."
"Chenchen's father." Duoduo whispered, and buried her head in Zhao Chenxi's clothes.
"Duoduo woke up, thirsty or not, uncle will pour you some water to drink." Zhao Wei also woke up, seeing the situation of the father and daughter and hurriedly smoothing things over.
A large glass of warm water flowed down Duoduo's chapped lips into her stomach. The little girl gulped it down. It seemed that she was really thirsty. After drinking the water, Duoduo did not let go of Zhao Wei, and whispered to her ear. Said: "Handsome Uncle Zhao saved me, Chenchen's father is angry."
"Duoduo, your father Chenchen is in a hurry. I couldn't find you last night. Your father Chenchen burst into tears. I promise not to run around in the future. Your father Chenchen will not be angry."
Dodo's little hands twisted the clothes on her body, and said in a crying voice: "Father Chenchen, Dodo doesn't want to run around, but Dodo just wants to find the little bear. The dustbin is so dark, and she will be scared by herself. Dodo just wants to take it home, but the dustbin is too high, Dodo can't climb out, and no one heard me when I yelled, Dad, Dodo is really not a bad boy, don't ignore me."
Zhao Chenxi hugged Duoduo, rubbing his chin against Duoduo's dirty hair: "Duoduo, dad is angry with himself, he didn't protect your little bear well, he didn't protect Duoduo well, such a poor dad, Can Dodo forgive?"
"Dad is not bad, dad is the best dad in the world."
The father and daughter hugged each other tightly, and Zhao Wei tried his best to look up at the energy-saving lamps on the ceiling guard, so as not to let tears fall.
After completing the formalities, the doctor prescribed some medicine for Duo Duo, and the three of them went home holding hands in the car.
Ms. Zhao's mouth was frothing when she was in a hurry at home. Seeing Duoduo's heart and soul holding on to her, taking a bath, cooking and busying with the child, Zhao Wei couldn't open her eyelids. Fortunately, today is Sunday, and he went home Going to bed, before leaving, he wanted to ask Zhao Chenxi what the phrase "understand what" was, but he felt quite boring, so he went home disappointed.
This sleep lasted until the afternoon, Duo Duo was full of sleep, and began to mischief inside and outside the house, Zhao Chenxi washed up, remembered that she still owed Zhao Wei an answer, and knocked on the door opposite her.
Zhao Wei was sleepy, he opened the door yawning, squinting his eyes, but he couldn't open them, he huddled on the sofa, like a small animal, Zhao Chenxi's heart was like giving a kitten a paw, it doesn't hurt but can't be ignored Feeling ready to move, he rubbed Zhao Wei's hair vigorously, turning the already messy hair into a chicken coop.
"Zhao Chenxi, don't make trouble, I want to sleep." Zhao Wei muttered lazily, his body was as limp as a bone, and he was pillowed on Zhao Chenxi's lap.
Zhao Chenxi looked at him in a daze, and pinched his nose mischievously.
"Zhao Chenxi, don't make trouble, Zhao Chenxi. Zhao Wei roared violently, as if stung by a scorpion, and jumped up from the sofa.
He opened his eyes wide, squeezed his face hard, and hissed in pain: "Damn, I'm not dreaming."
"Yes, it's a dream. Master Zhao, you dreamed it first, so I'm leaving." Zhao Chenxi pretended to leave.
"Don't go, Zhao Chenxi, hum, it's not that easy to leave." Zhao Wei stroked the messy hair on his forehead, narrowed his slender eyes, and stroked Zhao Chenxi's chin back and forth with his fingers, acting like a bully molesting a good housewife male gesture.
Zhao Chenxi suppressed a smile and cooperated to hide from Zhao Wei, pretending to be ashamed and angry.Zhao Wei was dumbfounded by Zhao Chenxi's joy, he pinched Zhao Chenxi's chin, and said meanly: "Beauty, come and give me a fragrance."
Zhao Chenxi smiled and hid his mouth. In fact, Zhao Wei was just pretending. Unexpectedly, Zhao Chenxi's dodging was too big. Zhao Wei's mouth was rubbing against Zhao Chenxi's earlobe. The soft and full touch was like scooping a cup with the tip of his tongue. Vanilla ice cream, I can't help but want to sip it into my mouth.
A trace of loneliness flashed across Zhao Wei's eyes, he quickly let go, turned his back to Zhao Chenxi, and said sullenly: "Zhao Chenxi, don't mess with me, I don't need sympathy."
The author has something to say: So this kid Zhao Wei is so pitiful, Chenchen, you should treat him better.
I thought children were like puppies, they would wag their tails behind them if they were given something to eat and play with, but Duoduo didn’t lack anything. She said that she would get sick when she bought snacks, and said she was too childish when she bought toys. Fang Xiao was helpless. When I found out that Dodote liked to hug an old and worn-out teddy bear, she went to the mall to buy one. Even a mid-to-low-end brand like South Korea’s Aurora cost hundreds of dollars.
When she came to the door, Duoduo and mother Zhao went out to buy vegetables, and Zhao Chenxi was translating a document, let her sit down first.Fang Xiao put the new bear on Duoduo's bed, put the old one together with the packing box in a black garbage bag, and sent it to the garbage bin downstairs.
Fang Xiao just wanted to surprise Douduo, even Zhao Chenxi didn't tell.
After a while, Dodo and Mother Zhao came back, and when Dodo entered the room, she saw Fang Xiao's houndstooth coat hanging in the room, and her little face suddenly grew long.
Fang Xiao hurriedly came out of the study when she heard the voice, and after greeting Zhao's mother, she said to Dodo, "Duodo, go to the room and have a look, Auntie has a big surprise for you."
Dodo walked into her room with big black and white eyes flashing.
"Xiao Fang, what did you buy her again, don't spoil her like this."
"Auntie, it's nothing, it's just a toy." The smile on Fang Xiao's face hadn't fully burst when he heard Duo Duo screaming in the room.
Zhao Chenxi was also shocked. They went to the bedroom to see that Duoduo threw Fang Xiao's newly bought toy on the floor, making a mess of the quilt and wardrobe.
Mother Zhao was very angry and asked sternly, "Duoduo, what are you doing?"
When Mother Zhao asked Dodo, she burst into tears, crying so loudly that she was out of breath, Zhao Chenxi hurriedly stepped forward to hug her, and coaxed her softly: "Duoduo, please tell Dad what's wrong?"
Duoduo's whole body was sobbing when she was crying, she just kept whimpering and couldn't say a word.
The Zhao family's mother and son put all their puzzled eyes on Fang Xiao.
Fang Xiao didn't understand how excited the child was, she hurriedly said, "I saw that her little bear was worn out, so I bought her a new one."
As soon as Fang Xiao finished speaking, Zhao Chenxi let go of Duo Duo, stood condescendingly in front of Fang Xiao, and asked angrily, "Why didn't you tell me in advance, where is that little bear?"
Fang Xiao had never seen such an ungentle Zhao Chenxi, she immediately felt extremely wronged: "Chenxi, you are just an old toy for being so fierce to me."
"Zhao Chenxi held Fang Xiao's shoulders with both hands, and pinched her sorely. He looked at her deeply with deep eyes: "Fang Xiao, it's just an old toy to you, but to Duoduo, it's just an old toy. All her memories of her mother. "
Zhao Chenxi pushed her away, went out and rushed downstairs.
Fang Xiao looked at Mother Zhao as if asking for help: "Auntie, I didn't do it on purpose, I don't know, I really didn't do it on purpose."
Mother Zhao sighed and patted Fang Xiao: "Xiao Fang, Auntie knows, it's fine, Auntie knows that you just want Dodo to be happy."
Fang Xiao walked up to Dodo again, knelt down and said to Dodo: "Duodo, I'm sorry, Auntie really doesn't know how important that little bear is to you. Dodo, can you forgive Auntie?"
Dodo stopped sobbing, and looked at Fang Xiao bitterly. At that moment, Fang Xiao almost felt that this resentful look should not be seen by a 5-year-old child. Dodo pushed her and cried, "No Forgive me, you are a bad woman, I hate you."
"Duo Duo, what are you talking about, please apologize to Auntie." Although Zhao's mother loves Duo Duo, Fang Xiao is also her future daughter-in-law. In terms of selfishness, she is already biased towards Fang Xiao.
Dodo glanced at Zhao's mother, her eyes were extremely stubborn and uncompromising.
Zhao Chenxi rummaged through the stinky trash can downstairs, but couldn't find the little bear at all. He walked home with heavy steps, and suddenly felt that he was sorry for Dodo.
When Dodo first came to this house, she almost didn't say a word all day long, she just hugged the little bear tightly and stood by the floor-to-ceiling glass windows, such a small child could stand for a whole day, it was because she was too tired to go Sleeping on the floor, shouting in the dream: "Mom, take me home, take me home."
She fell asleep and Zhao Chenxi hugged her to the bed. When she woke up, she cried and made a fuss, but she still stood there stubbornly. She said, "I can only see it when my mother comes to pick me up here."
Zhao Chenxi had already forgotten how much effort she and her mother had to make the child accept the fact that she could not live with her mother. Duo Duo gradually became cheerful, but the little bear had become an inseparable part of her body. Holding it , she will feel her mother's breath.
Zhao Chenxi hugged Dodo in her arms, and told her a fairy-tale lie: "Duoduo, just now, little bear told his father that he was going to accompany his mother in the kingdom of heaven, and Dodo is accompanied by his father and grandma here, but mother But very lonely, Dodo, let little bear accompany mother."
"Father Chenchen, you are a liar. Mom is accompanied by her father, so Dodo is lonely." After saying that, Dodo broke free from Zhao Chenxi, and ran to the corner of the French window on the balcony by herself, crying softly.
Just as Zhao Chenxi was about to go over, Zhao's mother stopped him: "Forget it, the child lost his temper, it will be fine in a while, don't you want to go to dinner with Xiao Fang, it's time."
Tonight they invited their introducer for dinner, and seeing that it was ready, they had no choice but to go out.
Along the way, Zhao Chenxi's mouth was tightly pursed, several times Fang Xiao wanted to talk to him, but he simply stopped the topic.
Something was on her mind, Zhao Chenxi ate this meal reluctantly, and it was almost 9 o'clock when she took Fang Xiao home.
Zhao Chenxi called Duo Duo as soon as he entered the door, but Duo Duo didn't come out to call Chen Chen's father as usual. He asked Zhao's mother who was reading in the room: "Mom, where is Duo Duo?"
"Still standing there on the balcony. This child is really stubborn. No matter how much he screams, he won't go to bed."
"Mom, where is it? Where's Dodo?" Zhao Chenxi turned on all the lights, illuminating every corner of the room, but he couldn't find a child that big.
Mother Zhao also panicked, searched all the toilets, and called Dodo as she walked.
Zhao Chenxi put on the coat she had just taken off, opened the door and ran towards Zhao Wei.
Zhao Wei was watching TV at home when he heard the knock on the door and came to open the door wearing slippers. Seeing Zhao Chenxi's anxious face, Zhao Chenxi pushed him away before he could say anything.
"Zhao Chenxi, what are you doing, why are you trying to catch him with this posture?"
"Zhao Wei, shut up, is Duo Duo here?"
"Dodo? No, I haven't seen her for several days."
Zhao Chenxi didn't listen to what he said, and looked inside and out, but there was no sign of Duo Duo at all. Suddenly, he saw a teddy bear with its ears clamped to dry on the balcony. Zhao Chenxi grabbed Zhao Wei's shirt by the collar : "Why is this here with you?"
Zhao Wei slapped his hand away in disgust: "Zhao Chenxi, this is what your woman threw downstairs and I picked it up. Is it against the law?"
"If you don't commit a crime, you have to give it back to Duoduo." After Zhao Chenxi finished speaking, she walked out, her footsteps a little vain.
Zhao Wei caught up: "Zhao Chenxi, what happened?"
"Dodo is gone."
"Duoduo? Zhao Chenxi, did you treat Doduo badly because of that woman?"
"Zhao Wei, I don't have the energy to go crazy with you, I'm going to find Dodo, you let go."
Zhao Wei let go of Zhao Chenxi's hand, took his coat and put it on: "Go, I'll go with you."
Zhao Chenxi was very confused at this time, and did not refuse Zhao Wei. The two went downstairs together to buy a flashlight in the supermarket in the community, and searched everywhere separately.
It was dark and cold tonight, and thick fog gradually formed. The white fog was like slanting rain under the dim street lights, and the visibility was very low.
Zhao Chenxi became more and more anxious, and a deep panic swept over him. Duo Duo's sweet voice calling Chen Chen's father rang in the eardrums, and it was almost impossible to tell whether it was real or an illusion. At that time, he promised to take care of the child. If there is something wrong, how can he be worthy of the dead parents of the child?
Going back to the entrance of the supermarket, he watched Zhao Wei standing alone under the dim light, and the last hope in his heart turned into foam on the sea.
The mist on Zhao Chenxi's hair tip had condensed into water and was dripping down his cheeks. He crouched down with his head in pain.
"Does Dodo remember the way back home? Will she go home?"
"No, her home is far away from here, she can't remember. It's all my fault, I didn't tell Fang Xiao how important that little bear is to Duoduo, I, I..." Zhao Chenxi choked up and said no He went down and tore his hair violently with his hands.
Zhao Wei grabbed Zhao Chenxi's hand to prevent him from harming himself. He pulled Zhao Chenxi up and looked at him deeply: "Zhao Chenxi, don't do this, even your biological parents have something bad to do, trust me, Dodo will definitely be found."
Zhao Wei's hands were warm and dry, his firmness and composure were like a bright light in the fog, and he told him silently: "Don't be afraid, I will walk with you all the time." Zhao Chenxi wiped his face, almost It was a dreamy question: "Zhao Wei. What should I do? Should I call the police?"
"It seems that it will not be accepted within 48 hours. Wait, little bear, Zhao Chenxi, I wonder where Dodo is."
Zhao Wei pulled Zhao Chenxi up and ran towards the garbage corner of the community. Because of the rush, the cold mist poured into their mouths, and their lungs shivered from the cold, but they broke out in sweat.
Zhao Wei held up a flashlight and took pictures of the trash cans. In the green trash cans, there were plastic bags, vegetables, leaves, milk boxes and even diapers. Fortunately, it was the current season and there was not much smell.
There are at least 10 trash cans in this community. Zhao Chenxi didn't look at any of them, and his heart sank a little. Zhao Wei held his hand tightly, spreading his body temperature to him, comforting him silently.
I have seen all the plastic ones, and there is nothing but garbage. Zhao Chenxi looked at Zhao Wei at a loss, moved her lips, turned around and ran to the nearest trash can, reached in, and got all the vegetable leaves and toilet paper in it. on the ground.
Zhao Wei held him tightly: "Zhao Chenxi, no, such a small box won't bury the child in it, calm down."
"Zhao Wei, I can't calm down, I can't calm down, Duo Duo is only 5 years old, what should I do if I meet a bad person, what if I get hit by a car? Zhao Wei!" Zhao Chenxi kicked over the trash can, and the whole People also fell to the ground.
"No, don't think badly. Look, there is a big one over there. I'll go over and have a look. You wait, you wait here."
Zhao Wei rushed over, swept the flashlight inside, and almost shouted out with all the strength in his chest: "Duo Duo!"
As soon as Zhao Chenxi got up from the ground with his hands and feet, he was confused which leg to take, and fell heavily on the ground again. He raised his head, and Zhao Wei had already hugged Duo Duo from the trash can. The little girl and kitten Also curled up in Zhao Wei's arms, quietly neither crying nor fussing.
Zhao Chenxi got up again, one deep foot and one shallow foot as if stepping on cotton.
Zhao Wei hugged the child to help him, and let his hands rest on his arms: "I fell asleep, my little face is crying."
Zhao Chenxi's lips trembled, and she raised her hand to touch Duo Duo's face, but she retracted hot: "I have a fever."
Zhao Wei hurriedly lowered his head and pressed his forehead against Duo Duo's, it was really hot.
"There are antipyretics at home, take her home quickly."
Zhao Chenxi took off his coat and covered Duo Duo, and asked Zhao Wei to hug her and walk quickly. After a few steps, Zhao Wei felt Duo Duo trembling in his arms. Convulsions, teeth clenched tightly, white foam dripping from the corners of the mouth.
Such a familiar scene coincided with Zhao Wei's childhood nightmare. He stretched out his fingers to pry open Duo Duo's teeth, let her bite his hand, and shouted tremblingly: "Zhao Chenxi, drive quickly, Duo Duo is convulsed with fever." gone."
Zhao Chenxi fumbled a few times before finding the key from the clothes covering Duoduo's body, and he ran to drive.
Zhao Wei tightly wrapped the child in his arms. At this time, Blossom's trembling became more and more severe, like a leaf on a branch blown by a strong wind.While running panting, Zhao Wei said, "Duo Duo, Duo Duo, you will be fine, we will go to the hospital right away."
Duoduo's teeth bit his fingers from time to time. It hurt at first, but then gradually became numb. Zhao Chenxi drove the car over and shouted to get in the car. He sat in the passenger seat with the child in his arms. Zhao Chenxi I stepped on the gas pedal to the bottom, and flew towards the hospital in the thick fog.
The child in his arms was still shaking, which made Zhao Wei's body shake too. Zhao Chenxi tried not to look at them, and tried to calmly watch the road.Zhao Wei felt that the small body in his arms was hot like a piece of coal, scalding every inch of memory in his body, gradually burning him, shrinking him, and returning to the night of New Year's Eve when he was 8 years old.
At that time, every household was preparing for the New Year, and the sound of firecrackers crackled in the ears from time to time, and the air was mixed with the smell of food and the smell of gunpowder from firecrackers.
But Zhao Wei's family didn't show any signs of Chinese New Year at all, and his father had already left them to live in that woman's house.
It gets dark very early in the north, and it's dark outside just after five o'clock, and a blizzard is brewing.
My younger sister, Chuchu, suffered from the cold and had a runny nose, but her mother forbade her to take medicine, because she finally thought of a way to force her father to come back for the New Year.
Dad has always loved Chu Chu very much, saying that she is his little princess.
That day the little princess lived up to her mother's expectations and started to have a fever. The nanny took a thermometer and it was 39 degrees. She looked at Zhao Wei worriedly and asked him to beg his mother.
Chu Chu's face and palms were already hot, she shouted to Shen Yin in a low voice: "Brother, help me, I'm so uncomfortable."
Zhao Wei walked in front of that beautiful and noble woman, almost crying and said: "Mom, send Chu Chu to the hospital quickly, she is dying soon."
Mom was wearing a pair of black wide-leg trousers, a black tight turtleneck sweater, and a thin mint cigarette in her finger. She turned around and looked at Zhao Wei, and took a deep breath of the smoke ring. : "Wei Wei, call your dad and say that Chu Chu has a fever, and Chu Chu will die if he doesn't come back."
The death that mother spit out was so hard and hard, it hit Zhao Wei's head like a hammer.
Zhao Wei dialed his father's phone and heard his father's voice. He cried and shouted: "Dad, Dad, come back quickly, Chu Chu is sick, she is so hot."
Dad pondered over there for a while, and said gently: "Hey, let Uncle Liu take her to the hospital. Dad can't go back for now. Your Aunt Lin is going to give birth to your little brother. We're going to the hospital soon."
Zhao Wei looked at his mother standing aside and said that his father was going to the hospital with that woman.
The mother grabbed the phone and yelled at the phone: "Zhao Sicheng, if you don't come back, you will never see your daughter."
"Jian Dan, you crazy woman, you threatened me with the child, I won't go back." Pa, Dad hung up the phone on the other end.
Listening to the beeping blind tone, mother picked up the phone and slammed it on the ground. Zhao Wei stood in the corner and shrank his neck in fright, not daring to move.
The little nanny rushed in hurriedly and shouted: "Eldest sister, go and have a look, Chuchu is getting hotter."
Zhao Wei ran to his sister's room, Chu Chu's face was as red as roses in a vase, she closed her eyes and held Zhao Wei's hand to her face: "Brother, it's so cool and comfortable."
Zhao Wei had an idea: "Chuchu, you wait."
Zhao Wei ran upstairs to the yard, dug a handful of snow, clenched it tightly with his hands, took it back and put it in Chu Chu's palm: "Chu Chu, are you comfortable?"
Chu Chu smiled and put the snow on her cheek. This was the last time Zhao Wei saw Chu Chu smiled.
The snow finally tore away the heaviness of the sky and fell down like cotton wool. The little nanny rubbed her hands back and forth in the room, and finally went to Jian Dan again at the risk of being dismissed: "Sister, go to the hospital quickly, wait for the snow to cover you!" The road car can't go."
Jian Dan looked at the silver light in the thick darkness outside, gritted his teeth and said, "Wait a little longer."
The second hand on the clock ticked forward, eating away at Chu Chu's life every second. Zhao Wei went back and forth to fetch snow many times, and finally it turned into water droplets on Chu Chu's face and hands, flowing on the pink wide pleated lotus leaves. On the sheets, like puddles of tears.
Chu Chu gradually started talking nonsense, calling her mother and father, but her father and mother who loved her and called her a little princess were not around, and finally she shouted loudly: "Brother, brother, help me, Chu Chu , don’t die, Chu Chu loves her father, mother and brother, and Chu Chu wants to wear new clothes and build a snowman with her brother.”
How many years have passed, Zhao Wei has never misremembered a word of Chu Chu, like carving it into his mind with a knife, and engraving hatred into it along with it.
When Chu Chu rolled her eyes and spit white foam, Jian Dan was also scared. She picked up Chu Chu and went to the hospital, but the snow had already covered the road with a thick layer, and the car slipped on it. After many hours, it was too late to reach the hospital.
Zhao Wei kept holding Chu Chu's hot little hand in the car, watching her chapped and burned lips, unconsciously calling her brother.
When my mother got out of the car, she fell into the snow with Chu Chu in her arms. 8-year-old Zhao Wei almost rushed to hug Chu Chu in her arms. The driver, Uncle Liu, picked her up and sent her to the emergency room.
When Chu Chu died, Zhao Sicheng was holding his newborn son Zhao Han in the obstetrics department on the 12th floor of this hospital.
At that time, the Spring Festival Gala was in full swing, and every household was celebrating the New Year.
It was snowing so heavily, and tomorrow I would definitely be able to build a fat and big snowman. Chu Chu said that she would use carrots as a nose for it and wrap a red scarf around it.
Chu Chu said that she would wear new clothes to pay New Year's greetings to her grandpa, and that the red envelopes given by her grandpa should be saved for her elder brother to marry a wife.
Zhao Sicheng saw Chu Chu's small body covered with a white sheet, and went up to beat Jian Dan like crazy. Jian Dan, who was stunned at first, also rushed forward when he saw Zhao Sicheng, and the two wrestled together, what noble and elegant, what gentle, two Just a mad dog.
Zhao Wei looked at them quietly, as if looking at two strangers. He tiptoed and hugged Chu Chu's body, tears rolling down silently.
"Zhao Wei, Zhao Wei, we're here, get out of the car." Zhao Chenxi got down first, opened the co-pilot's door, and reached out to take Duo Duo.
Zhao Wei hugged Douduo subconsciously, choked up and shouted: "Go away, I won't let you hurt Chuchu again."
Zhao Chenxi looked at Zhao Wei's dazed look, reached out and patted his face: "Zhao Wei."
Zhao Weimeng came back to his senses, hummed, but refused to hand Duoduo to Zhao Chenxi, and got out of the car with Duodu in his arms and went straight to the emergency room.
When the doctor in the emergency room saw Duo Duo's appearance, he knew it was a fever. The female doctor scolded them with a straight face and gave them a pain, thinking that the child had a fever for this reason, so Zhao Wei gritted his teeth anxiously, saying that the doctor and elder sister Auntie, can you not give us lessons first, but save the children.The doctor said that now that he knew he was in a hurry, what should he do?
Dodo first received a small injection in the emergency room, and then started the infusion. The doctor gave some alcohol and cotton balls and asked them to wipe the palms, soles, and forehead of Dodo.
The two cooperated tacitly. Zhao Chenxi wiped the palms and forehead of Duoduo, and Zhao Wei wiped the soles of feet of Duoduo. I don't know whether it was the medicine or the alcohol that had the effect. The heat also subsided, and Zhao Chenxi hurriedly put the thermometer in Duoduo's armpit, and took it out to have a look after 5 minutes. 37.5 degrees, although there is still a little fever, but there is no danger, Duo Duo's breathing has also stabilized, and fell into a deep sleep.
The two of them let out a long breath, and Zhao Chenxi felt that his sweater was drenched with sweat, and now it was sticky to his body, and the cold wind in the corridor blew into his pores.
Zhao Chenxi's thin cotton coat covered Duoduo's body, Zhao Wei saw that he was shivering, so he hurriedly took off his short woolen trench coat and put it on Zhao Chenxi.
Zhao Chenxi was taken aback by the shadow suddenly standing in front of him, and after realizing what was going on, he wanted to take it off and return it to Zhao Wei. Zhao Wei glanced at him and said impatiently: "Zhao Chenxi, don't be hypocritical, I'm afraid you'll catch a cold too, I can't serve you two."
Zhao Chenxi had no choice but to put on her clothes, lowered her head and said thank you in a low voice.
When she looked down, she saw that Zhao Wei's fingers were still bleeding. Zhao Chenxi hurriedly took a clean cotton ball dipped in alcohol and carefully wiped it for him.
"Yeah, it hurts."
Zhao Chenxi looked up at him, with tears in his eyes.
Upon seeing it, Zhao Wei hurriedly said, "Actually, it doesn't hurt, not at all. I lied to you."
Zhao Chenxi's tears fell and fell on Zhao Wei's hands, warm and moist, seeping into Zhao Wei's heart little by little.
"Zhao Chenxi, didn't you, you were bitten by Duo Duo a few times, it's okay, you..." For some reason, Zhao Wei suddenly felt something blocked his throat, so sore that he couldn't speak.
The two were speechless for a while, but they leaned tightly together.
For a long time, Zhao Chenxi suddenly said: "Zhao Wei, thank you."
Zhao Wei said: "Thank you, by the way, did you call Auntie?"
"If you don't tell me I've forgotten, my mother must be dying of anxiety." Zhao Chenxi hurriedly took out her mobile phone and called Zhao's mother. On the other end of the phone, Zhao's mother was crying, and she was relieved when she heard that Duoduo was fine.After hanging up the phone, the two of them sat on a bench as if drained of energy, and neither of them wanted to say a word.
Gradually, Zhao Wei couldn't bear it anymore, and fell asleep with his body tilted. Zhao Chenxi looked at his fluttering nostrils and slightly parted lips, and leaned towards him, letting him lean on his shoulder.
Zhao Wei, who was asleep, frowned, as if he was not sleeping soundly. After about ten minutes, he yelled: "Chuchu." He straightened up abruptly, as if he hadn't woken up from the dream. He looked at Zhao Chenxi with unfocused eyes.
"Zhao Wei, Zhao Wei, what's wrong, I'm having a nightmare." Zhao Chenxi gently shook Zhao Wei, and the emergency room was very quiet for a while, only Zhao Wei's heavy breathing could be heard.
It took Zhao Wei a long time to understand what was going on. He reached out and wiped the cold sweat from his forehead, leaned his head on the back of the chair, and asked wearily, "Zhao Chenxi, do you have any cigarettes?"
"Is it uncomfortable? Smoking is not allowed in the hospital, and besides, I don't have any."
Zhao Wei waved his hand weakly: "Forget it, is Duo Duo finished?"
"No, there's one third left."
"Zhao Chenxi, I was really scared just now. Life is really too fragile. If there is no life, it will be gone."
"What are you doing? It's not like you. Children will always have a fever. Don't listen to the doctor's threats. Now that medicine is so advanced, nothing will happen."
"Zhao Chenxi, you don't understand. When I was 8 years old, I saw with my own eyes that my sister disappeared because of a fever. She was also like this at that time. Her face was flushed with fever, her limbs twitched, and she was foaming at the mouth. She was only 5 years old that year, so cute. He’s only 5 years old.” Zhao Wei buried his face on his knees with his hands in his hands, this old wound has been lingering in the memory of his life, it’s so vivid, but he didn’t dare to look directly at it and mention it, what happened to Duo Duo today stimulated him, because The person next to him was Zhao Chenxi, so he dug it out desperately, hoping that the pain would be relieved by the comfort of this person like spring rain.
Zhao Chenxi looked at the fragility of this always strong man in front of him, and without even thinking about it, he reached out and hugged his shoulder.
Zhao Wei followed the warm bosom and leaned himself in. He felt that no matter what kind of man he was today, the man in front of him could understand and tolerate him. For the first time in 16 years, he took the courage to tell the story from the beginning to the end. Zhao Chenxi also told herself.
"After Chuchu left, I really built a big snowman in the yard, used a carrot as a nose, put on Chuchu's bright red scarf, and went to the kitchen to get a can of chili powder and put it on my mouth. The chili powder choked my eyes, and I shed tears while doing it, and it always melted. I want it to be there forever, so that when Chu Chu comes back, she can see it, and she will laugh. Chu Chu laughs the best It's pretty, with slender eyes bent like crescent moons, but after a few days, the snowman melted, first its head and then its body became a puddle of dirty water, and Chu Chu will never come back."
Zhao Wei couldn't cry at this point, the man's deep crying echoed in the small consulting room, Zhao Chenxi hugged Zhao Wei tightly, and murmured: "Zhao Wei, it's all over, it's all over. "
Zhao Wei cried for a while, and seemed to feel much better. He raised his head from Zhao Chenxi's shoulders, his eyes were red, he wiped them with his sleeves, and said mockingly, "Fuck, my image of a strong and brave tough guy is completely ruined."
Zhao Chenxi took out a pack of tissues from his trousers pocket, took out one and wiped Zhao Wei's eyes lightly. It flows slowly, nourishing those old scars that have dried up all year round.
"Zhao Wei, what happened next?"
"Later? Then the woman and the man complained about each other, divorced, and remarried each other. I was thrown into my grandfather's house. My grandfather retired from the army. He was rigid and strict, but I was not afraid. I caused troubles and fights every day, just looking forward to He beat me to death with a cane, so I could go and accompany Chuchu, but even if I did it again, my grandfather would tolerate it silently and help me and Fei Er, the last time you saw that buddy wipe his ass at my place until I was 16 years old He died that year."
Zhao Chenxi felt very painful in his heart when he heard it. Children who grow up in single-parent families are always rebellious, not to mention that Zhao Wei has experienced so much, he can almost see that unruly boy taking his life on the road of life again and again Draw an arc, every time it is a little bit, this arc becomes a breakpoint, then there will never be an encounter with him.
If you can't meet, you won't have so many at a loss and entanglements in your heart, but if you can't meet, you will never find the half that fits you, and you will never be able to make a circle. How can such a life be complete? Life?
Thinking of this, the big stone that was pressing on Zhao Chenxi's heart disappeared suddenly, and he suddenly felt relaxed.Now that it has fallen, rather than suffering all the pain, it is better to listen to the voice in the bottom of my heart, let it be presumptuous for a while, and pretend that this is belated puberty.
Zhao Chenxi held Zhao Wei's head with both hands, and called out in a low voice: "Zhao Wei." Then he pressed his lips lightly on his.
This kiss was very light and light, like a dragonfly touching water, but it comforted the little lotus that was isolated in the summer, and made him no longer be alone and at a loss in the vast lake.
Zhao Wei grabbed Zhao Chenxi's clothes with one hand, put his head on it, and said in a muffled voice: "Zhao Chenxi, do you know what you are doing? Are you the Virgin Mary? Do you know that I am gay? Or A gay who has always thought about you, are you sympathizing with me by doing this?"
Zhao Chenxi looked at his brown hair, which was obviously permed and trimmed. The fluffy front covered his broad forehead, "He's still a stinky gay." Zhao Chenxi had a faint smile on his lips. Smiling, he raised Zhao Wei's head with his hands, looked at Zhao Wei with deep and dark eyes, and gently opened his light pink lips. . . . . .
Zhao Wei looked at Zhao Chenxi's lips almost obsessively. He hoped that he would tell him the answer, but he was afraid that he would say that his heart was suffocating in his chest in the extreme contradiction, but he dared to hold his breath and stare blankly. Zhao Chenxi.
"Zhao Wei, I..."
"Well, mom, mom." Dodo's Shen Yin's voice broke the ambiguous atmosphere flowing around the two of them. They turned their heads to look at Dodo's hospital bed at the same time, then got up and rushed over.
Zhao Chenxi put her hand on Dodo's forehead and touched it, her hands were filled with cool water, and her heart was put back into her stomach, but Dodo seemed to be trapped by a nightmare, and kept crying: "Mom, mom, are you here?" Where, take Dodo home."
The two looked at each other silently. They knew that in Dodo's dream, there was endless darkness and coldness. The warm embrace of their mother had become a phantom. Pink and tender little cheeks.
Life can be plain and ordinary, but there will always be some unexpected accidents, and these accidents will be destined to be the most painful injuries in an ordinary life.For example, Duo Duo lost her father, mother, and a home overnight.
Zhao Chenxi said to Zhao Wei: "Look at Duoduo, I'll call the doctor."
Zhao Wei nodded, but finally couldn't help but grabbed Zhao Chenxi's clothes and shouted hoarsely: "Zhao Chenxi."
Zhao Chenxi looked back puzzled, and looked at Zhao Wei's dark eyes in blisters, his pitiful appearance, like a husky who had recovered his bones but was not praised by his master.
"What?"
"Well, tell me something sweet, forget it, don't say it, I think I already know, you go." Zhao Wei sighed and lowered his head.
Zhao Chenxi rubbed Zhao Wei's hair, and lightly said, "What do you know?"
Zhao Wei was stunned by his words, and the two idiots were just as confused. When Zhao Chenxi called the nurse in, the old man hadn't moved his nest yet. Zhao Chenxi pushed him away with his arm to make room for the nurse. When changing the dressing, Zhao Chenxi leaned into his ear and said, "We'll wait until Duoduo is discharged from the hospital."
This sentence was a thunderstorm in the dry sky, which made Zhao Wei suddenly have endless hopes, but after the thunder, the sky turned out to be clear, and the thunder seemed to be just a dream of his own, and he gradually became concerned about gains and losses.
See, there is no difference between a man loving a man and a man loving a woman!
No matter how long the night was, the sun in the east pierced through the thick clouds, and the day was a golden morning sun.
Duo Duo's small face was bathed in the sun, vivid and tender, her big bony eyes looked at the two bearded men beside the bed, she was afraid and shy, so she didn't dare to speak.
Zhao Chenxi woke up first. He met Duo Duo's big eyes, and the haze in his heart disappeared, but he pretended to be angry: "Duo Duo."
"Chenchen's father." Duoduo whispered, and buried her head in Zhao Chenxi's clothes.
"Duoduo woke up, thirsty or not, uncle will pour you some water to drink." Zhao Wei also woke up, seeing the situation of the father and daughter and hurriedly smoothing things over.
A large glass of warm water flowed down Duoduo's chapped lips into her stomach. The little girl gulped it down. It seemed that she was really thirsty. After drinking the water, Duoduo did not let go of Zhao Wei, and whispered to her ear. Said: "Handsome Uncle Zhao saved me, Chenchen's father is angry."
"Duoduo, your father Chenchen is in a hurry. I couldn't find you last night. Your father Chenchen burst into tears. I promise not to run around in the future. Your father Chenchen will not be angry."
Dodo's little hands twisted the clothes on her body, and said in a crying voice: "Father Chenchen, Dodo doesn't want to run around, but Dodo just wants to find the little bear. The dustbin is so dark, and she will be scared by herself. Dodo just wants to take it home, but the dustbin is too high, Dodo can't climb out, and no one heard me when I yelled, Dad, Dodo is really not a bad boy, don't ignore me."
Zhao Chenxi hugged Duoduo, rubbing his chin against Duoduo's dirty hair: "Duoduo, dad is angry with himself, he didn't protect your little bear well, he didn't protect Duoduo well, such a poor dad, Can Dodo forgive?"
"Dad is not bad, dad is the best dad in the world."
The father and daughter hugged each other tightly, and Zhao Wei tried his best to look up at the energy-saving lamps on the ceiling guard, so as not to let tears fall.
After completing the formalities, the doctor prescribed some medicine for Duo Duo, and the three of them went home holding hands in the car.
Ms. Zhao's mouth was frothing when she was in a hurry at home. Seeing Duoduo's heart and soul holding on to her, taking a bath, cooking and busying with the child, Zhao Wei couldn't open her eyelids. Fortunately, today is Sunday, and he went home Going to bed, before leaving, he wanted to ask Zhao Chenxi what the phrase "understand what" was, but he felt quite boring, so he went home disappointed.
This sleep lasted until the afternoon, Duo Duo was full of sleep, and began to mischief inside and outside the house, Zhao Chenxi washed up, remembered that she still owed Zhao Wei an answer, and knocked on the door opposite her.
Zhao Wei was sleepy, he opened the door yawning, squinting his eyes, but he couldn't open them, he huddled on the sofa, like a small animal, Zhao Chenxi's heart was like giving a kitten a paw, it doesn't hurt but can't be ignored Feeling ready to move, he rubbed Zhao Wei's hair vigorously, turning the already messy hair into a chicken coop.
"Zhao Chenxi, don't make trouble, I want to sleep." Zhao Wei muttered lazily, his body was as limp as a bone, and he was pillowed on Zhao Chenxi's lap.
Zhao Chenxi looked at him in a daze, and pinched his nose mischievously.
"Zhao Chenxi, don't make trouble, Zhao Chenxi. Zhao Wei roared violently, as if stung by a scorpion, and jumped up from the sofa.
He opened his eyes wide, squeezed his face hard, and hissed in pain: "Damn, I'm not dreaming."
"Yes, it's a dream. Master Zhao, you dreamed it first, so I'm leaving." Zhao Chenxi pretended to leave.
"Don't go, Zhao Chenxi, hum, it's not that easy to leave." Zhao Wei stroked the messy hair on his forehead, narrowed his slender eyes, and stroked Zhao Chenxi's chin back and forth with his fingers, acting like a bully molesting a good housewife male gesture.
Zhao Chenxi suppressed a smile and cooperated to hide from Zhao Wei, pretending to be ashamed and angry.Zhao Wei was dumbfounded by Zhao Chenxi's joy, he pinched Zhao Chenxi's chin, and said meanly: "Beauty, come and give me a fragrance."
Zhao Chenxi smiled and hid his mouth. In fact, Zhao Wei was just pretending. Unexpectedly, Zhao Chenxi's dodging was too big. Zhao Wei's mouth was rubbing against Zhao Chenxi's earlobe. The soft and full touch was like scooping a cup with the tip of his tongue. Vanilla ice cream, I can't help but want to sip it into my mouth.
A trace of loneliness flashed across Zhao Wei's eyes, he quickly let go, turned his back to Zhao Chenxi, and said sullenly: "Zhao Chenxi, don't mess with me, I don't need sympathy."
The author has something to say: So this kid Zhao Wei is so pitiful, Chenchen, you should treat him better.
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