Poisonous girls are hard to find: the king's arrogant favorite concubine

Chapter 131 In a Dream, Laughing and Crying
At least in Ding Jiuxi's eyes, this kind of education is a kind of respect, a kind of encouragement, and a kind of care for Ding Xichen.

After a few games, we had a little chat, and the time passed quickly. It was already late at night, and everyone dispersed under Ding Yin's words. Ding Jiuxi was a little bit concerned about Ding Yin's patronage this time. Compassionate, so in the end she planned to send Ding Yin off as a reward.

Ding Jiuxi sent Ding Yin out, the moonlight was beautiful, calm and bright, such a night seemed to have a different atmosphere for chatting, and people couldn't help opening up the conversation.

"Tonight's game was very exciting. It's a pity that I only caught up with the last game. Why didn't you tell me earlier? It's a pity that the first two games, I heard from the boy, you all came up with novel and spooky ideas, so you didn't show up for a while It seems a bit regrettable, I would have known that I would not go to Jinxiu, and the girls have been looking for me for a while, maybe I can catch up with the second competition."

Ding Yin spoke incessantly, his expression full of sighs and regrets.

But Ding Jiuxi understands that there is still an element of politeness in it. Ding Yin decided to treat the two sisters better as soon as he passed the pond last time. Ding Jiuxi naturally realized it, but the estrangement already existed between them. It's been a long time, and it's not something that can be erased by one decision.

It is even more impossible for Ding Jiuxi to fully believe that Ding Yin will love and care about himself and Xi Chen as much as he himself has shown. With a little sincerity and rhetoric and exaggeration, he actually showed deep concern. Ding Jiuxi is also grateful Clear your mind.

Although she knew that this was all harmless, it was just for Ding Yin to get close, so naturally she would not show any ignorance, and the smile on her face never stopped.

"You said you were at Siniang's just now?" Ding Jiuxi asked casually, seemingly unintentionally.

Ding Jiuxi has a good feeling for Si Niangrong Jinxiu.

"Yeah, I'm fine after dinner. It seems like I haven't visited for a long time recently, so I went to sit for a while." Ding Yin seemed to let go of all his defenses in front of Ding Jiuxi, speaking like a real father Said to the daughter.

"Father, people in my house said that you accepted Si Niang because Si Niang looks a lot like my mother, is that the reason?" Ding Jiuxi suddenly stopped and asked directly.

Ding Yin was also overwhelmed by Ding Jiuxi's question. In fact, he didn't tell anyone the reason for marrying Rong Jinxiu, but since Rong Jinxiu entered the house on the first day, it has been spread in the house that it was because Rong Jinxiu grew up. Only when she resembled the deceased Qiao Xinning did she fall in love with her.

Ding Yin also talked about it at the beginning, but later he didn't bother to care about such words. After all, he also had such thoughts. Fortunately, Rong Jinxiu didn't seem to care about these things. The degree of generosity made Ding Yin even more confused. Not only the appearance, but even the heart is so gentle.

"Perhaps I met her at first because she was very similar to your mother, but later I found out that although she resembled your mother in terms of appearance and temperament, but later I also knew that she was her after all, your mother is still your mother, and your mother is my mother in my life. The only person I miss in my heart, no one can replace her, but as time has passed, I seem to have gradually reduced the number of times I think of your mother."

Ding Yin replied with a sigh, his tone seemed to have aged a lot.

Ding Jiuxi should have been angry at first, because Ding Yin doesn't care about his mother so much anymore, but from a modern perspective, it seems to be justifiable, after all, it is just a memory, and the memory can only be quiet or emotional It will only happen when you are alive, not like a real person, whether you like it or not, she will appear or disappear out of your control.

On the contrary, Ding Jiuxi was a little moved by Ding Yin's frankness. It seems that Ding Yin is really trying to accept himself, and Ding Jiuxi is a little relieved about this.

"Siniang is also a very good person. Although my mother is your first wife, she has passed away after all. My daughter is satisfied knowing that my mother has always been in my heart. A few nights ago, I dreamed that my mother was coming. Mother will hear your words today, and she will feel at ease." Ding Jiuxi looked up at the moon, her faint voice and faint moonlight, it seemed that she was very heavy by casual thoughts, and finally had a reason to release.

"Did you dream about your mother?" Ding Yin asked in surprise, as if Ding Jiuxi's dream of Qiao Xinning was a very surprising or shocking thing.

"Yeah, it's just that my mother is crying with me, crying and crying, the tears are blood red, the clothes are blood red, and the whole person is standing in the blood red water. When I first dreamed, I I woke up immediately, and then gradually dared to approach her. Now I can stand in front of her, but we can't communicate. I don't know why my mother is all bright red, as if soaked in blood. .”

Ding Jiuxi didn't say this in a cadence, but just a light description, but just like this already made Ding Yin's hair stand on end. For a big man who has experienced killing and fighting, there is almost nothing that can make him feel uncomfortable. He felt his scalp go numb, but Ding Jiuxi's words made him feel cold all over.

He thought of the cause of Qiao Xinning's death. Could it be because of postpartum blood loss that couldn't be stopped, and he wasn't at home at that time, otherwise maybe such an ending would not have happened.

He suddenly felt a little heartache, and it was hard to breathe. Ding Jiuxi's calm expression hurt Ding Yin's heart, but he couldn't vent his anger on Ding Jiuxi.

Ding Yin said with a trembling voice, "When your mother left, it was almost the last drop of blood that flowed into her body. The blood soaked her whole body, including the bedding, clothes, and skin of her body. I couldn't bear to leave in such a hurry. Before she could accept it, she left, and you dreamed that she was crying all the time, it seems that she is still reluctant to part with you."

"What? My mother had postpartum hemorrhage when she left? Why did it happen? Isn't there a steady wife?" Ding Jiuxi turned her head in surprise, as if a thunderous news exploded above her head.

"Yes, it's just that I was not at home at the time, and your second mother only found a stable woman, and your mother was born prematurely. I didn't know it was too late until the other houses received the news. When I came back, it was already two It will be a day later." Ding Yin sat in the gazebo somewhat decadently, looking sad with the moonlight in his eyes.

"An old lady? Do you remember who this old lady is? Where is she now? Is she still an old lady?" Ding Jiuxi's eyes suddenly lit up.

"Remember, it was a Wen woman named Zhou in Zhuxiang, who was known as a good hand. At that time, all these matters were handed over to your second mother. Since your mother's accident, it seems that she has never seen this Wen woman come out to deliver babies. I don't know if I'm still here." Ding Yin didn't know why Ding Jiuxi was so interested in Wen Po, but she automatically understood that her missing Qiao Xinning was like knowing about Qiao Xinning, wanting to know every detail.

Ding Jiuxi was a little astonished, and a lot of anger was burning in his chest.

No matter what it is, Erniang is responsible. Whether all this is a coincidence or premeditated, Ding Jiuxi knows what is possible without thinking about it. He didn't expect that things finally made a little progress today. This woman surnamed Zhou looks like herself You have to look for it carefully.

Ding Jiuxi got this clue, and she was surprised by the ups and downs in her heart. She wished that she would grow wings and catch this stable woman back immediately, but her reason told her that she should not be in a hurry and startle the snake.

"It doesn't matter if you are here or not anymore, after all, mother is still leaving. Forget it, father, let's not talk about this. It's getting late, you should go to bed early, and you have to go to bed early tomorrow."

Ding Jiuxi shook his head and waved everything away, looked at Ding Yin's eyes for a long time before regaining focus, forced a smile, not much better than crying, it was painful to watch.

"Well, don't send it off, you should go back to rest early, if you can still dream of your mother, you can say hello for me."

Ding Yin didn't know how to comfort him, so he could only run away. He couldn't comfort himself, let alone Ding Jiuxi.The pain of regret and guilt made him feel pain too.

Ding Jiuxi wasn't seeing her off anymore, she turned around and walked back in the moonlight, the night was very cool, Fu Rong carefully put on a dress for Ding Jiuxi, and didn't dare to disturb her.

Ding Jiuxi returned to her room like a ghost without a soul. She was thinking that she had thought about Rong Jinxiu's question at first, but later, because she was too busy to deal with it, she left it behind. It's delayed, it seems that I have to find time to go to Rong Jinxiu's place in the future.

Falling into a dream at night, Ding Jiuxi saw the figure that always appeared in the dream again, but this time she didn't seem to want to be the same as before, she just kept crying, and she also smiled, and the blood on her face seemed to be getting red little by little The tingling faded away, and then his complexion returned to normal, with a faint smile on his face.

"Mother, you look a little different today, you haven't cried, why?" Ding Jiuxi wanted to go forward and touch Qiao Xinning.

"Because I see that you have grown up and can finally take care of yourself. I can feel at ease. I let go of the worries here. You have the ability to walk the future on your own. But there is one thing, I hope my daughter can be happy Instead of giving yourself too many shackles, that would be too tiring, so my matter is over, let it go." Qiao Xinning's figure began to become blurred and shaky.

"Mother, don't go away. You finally spoke. You're going to disappear like this without making it clear. Come back, mother." Ding Jiuxi couldn't help feeling anxious when she saw Qiao Xinning's figure begin to change. How could this be so good? What do these words mean?
Just now Qiao Xinning's smile reassured Ding Jiuxi, if all this was an illusion, Ding Jiuxi seemed to wake up quickly, but no matter how hard she tried to wake up this time, she just couldn't escape the cage of sadness.

She started laughing and crying in her dream.

(End of this chapter)