Poisonous girls are hard to find: the king's arrogant favorite concubine

Chapter 234 Deadly Tenderness

Performing their duties and obeying orders, Ding Jiuxi does not want this family to fall into a kind of boundless despair, maybe she also does not want to sink herself into such an atmosphere.

It was an aura that would make people feel hopeless. It was too uncomfortable. If no one supported her, then she could resist by herself. Anyway, she had done more than one or two things to be responsible.

Rong Jinxiu was a little numb, Ding Jiuxi's role seemed to change too fast, she didn't have time to react, and after she realized it, she worked hard with Ding Jiuxi, after all, it was his job.

Having been busy all afternoon, Ding Jiuxi didn't dare to let herself have any free time, otherwise she was afraid that she would think wildly, thinking about Ding Yin's cowardice and the old lady's death, she was already fragile enough at this time.

When he was so busy that he was almost exhausted, Ding Jiuxi handed over the rest of the chores to Rong Jinxiu, and returned to Jiuxi Space by himself.

Qiu Yi prepared the lamp, but was stopped by Ding Jiuxi. In the dark night, Ding Jiuxi didn't even want people to wait for the lamp, "Forget it, I want to be quiet, you go out first, I'm calling you if I have something to do." .”

In the darkness, Qiu Yi couldn't bear it but had to retreat in response.

The only shadow left was projected on the ground, so tiny, is even the moonlight so dim?Ding Jiuxi stared at his own shadow in a daze.

She wanted to cry a lot to vent her emotions, but at first she couldn't cry for some reason, she didn't know if it was because her strong shell was too hard to break through, or if she really returned to numbness. In the past, her heart was obviously full of sadness!

Ding Jiuxi was a little irritable, so she threw the things at hand to the ground, lay down on the table by herself, and let the night cover her.

In the darkness, a pair of hands appeared on Ding Jiuxi's shoulders, and they were put down gently, as if afraid of accidentally disturbing her sweet dreams.

However, Ding Jiuxi was startled. He raised his head and looked behind him warily, but what he saw was Xuan Che's clear outline.

"Why are you here?" Ding Jiuxi turned to look at the dark room without any light.

Xuan Che sat down on Ding Jiuxi's body, "I know what's going on in the mansion, and I'm afraid you will be sad, so I came to see you."

"I'm not a child, are you still afraid that I won't think about it?" Ding Jiuxi retorted subconsciously, maybe it was on purpose.

Xuan Che shook his head in the dark, regardless of whether Ding Jiuxi could see it or not, "No, I'm afraid that you are too strong, because the Ding Jiuxi I know always resists everything by himself, so I'm afraid that you will be alone at this time Carry it, I would rather you be sad once."

"Are you just expecting me to be sad?" This kind of topic is too heavy, Ding Jiuxi can change it.

But Xuan Che was unmoved and did not follow Ding Jiuxi's footsteps, "No, I just never saw you cry, I rarely see a girl who can stop crying, so if you are really sad, you Just let it out, I won't tell anyone, just pretend I've never been here."

Facing Xuan Che's gentle words, Ding Jiuxi was powerless to resist Xuan Che's calm reason with gentle touch, "I think, but I can't cry!"

In the darkness, Ding Jiuxi covered his head, looking a little painful, but Xuan Che still asked lightly, "Why?"

"I don't know, maybe I'm numb!" With a sneer, Ding Jiuxi mocked himself.

"No, a numb person would not agree to help me when Xin Hua knelt down, a numb person would not struggle with whether to send Xichen to join the army, and a numb person would not be at this time Without lighting a lamp, lock yourself in darkness."

Xuan Che's words are like a ball of gentle cotton, caressing your face, making you feel soft and warm!

Ding Jiuxi was speechless, she would rather Xuan Che would either mock her or comfort herself like everyone else, so that she would have a reason to vent, curse, and then kick him out.

But Xuan Che exists with such a touch of warmth, Ding Jiuxi doesn't even have the courage to drive him away, let alone vent, in fact, she still can't bear Xuan Che's gentleness, and her whole body has collapsed.

"Cry, I'm here with you. No matter what happens, you are not carrying it alone now. I can help you. If it doesn't work, I can accompany you. If it doesn't work, I can still listen."

This kind of discourse is the easiest to conquer a person's heart, especially when Ding Jiuxi is so fragile now, there is almost no defense system.

Without any warning, Ding Jiuxi really cried out, but she cried silently in the dark, just sweeping her would not lock her feet sadly, and she couldn't cry even if she wanted to.

Taking out a handkerchief from his pocket, Xuan Che handed it to Ding Jiuxi.

Ding Jiuxi took it and rubbed it nonsense.

"What the hell is there for me to cry, what is there to be sad about, isn't it just that someone died, what a big deal!" What Ding Jiuxi actually wanted to say was that she had seen so few dead people?She even saw Xichen being tortured and beheaded bit by bit in front of her own eyes.

But in the end there was only one fuck, she wasn't a vulgar person, but she really wanted to vent her emotions by swearing.

In the darkness, Xuan Che stretched out a hand and grabbed Ding Jiuxi's hand.

Maybe it was the sudden warmth, maybe there would never be any intimacy between the two of them, Ding Jiuxi was so scared that he forgot the troubles just now, and forgot that there were still wet tears hanging on his face at the moment.

"I remember I asked you many times, why do you have to carry all this by yourself, but you are always perfunctory, and every time I don't have the courage to probe your heart and tell myself that you have your reasons .”

Xuan Che locked Ding Jiuxi's eyes in the dark and continued, "But this time, don't run away, I know a lot about you, and I can directly feel your trust in me, but I don't Do you know why, under such circumstances, you still wear a mask in front of me, is it so difficult to live a real you?"

There was no questioning, the warmth was like running water, and the words entered the body from the ears, washing his whole body, and all the shocks were forgotten, Ding Jiuxi only felt that his mind was blank.

Ding Jiuxi retracted her hand, "No, I'm not what you said, I have no disguise, I have no cover-up, everything is the life I want, that's why I am like this, why do you think I am I'm holding on!"

A wry smile appeared at the corner of Ding Jiuxi's mouth in the darkness, and then disappeared immediately, as if blending into the night.

Xuan Che sighed heavily, Ding Jiuxi was still unwilling to say anything, he stretched out his other hand, holding Ding Jiuxi with both hands, "Don't deceive yourself, okay? Are you not tired? If you It's because you don't believe me, so you can vent your anger by crying unscrupulously if I leave."

After finishing speaking, Xuan Che got up and was about to leave, but Ding Jiuxi moved instead at the next moment, and held Xuan Che's hand again the moment he was about to let go.

"Don't go, don't let go, I don't want to be let go of this hand by two people within a day." Ding Jiuxi finally couldn't hold on to that so-called strength.

With her drooping head, even a single tear could not swirl in her eyes, under the pull of gravity, it dripped with a click, and landed on Xuan Che's hand.

Xuan Che's heart ached, as if it hit his heart, and the force that had just been loosened was tightened again.

"Okay, I won't go, I won't go there, I will accompany you." At this time, it is enough to just say that I am with you, and any words are superfluous.

Ding Jiuxi finally took off the last mask in front of Xuan Che, then threw himself into Xuan Che's arms and sobbed.

Crying with utmost restraint, her shoulders were twitching uncontrollably, maybe she had never got a shoulder to cry on, she opened the emotional floodgate presumptuously, and all the pain of those three lives and three lives was like rushing in an instant. The flood of the sluice rushed out.

The voice gradually increased, from sobbing to howling, Xuan Che didn't say anything, just increased the strength in his hand little by little, to let her know that he was always there, and in the end he was about to rub Ding Jiuxi into himself The body is average.

He felt sorry for Ding Jiuxi's tears. How much past and thoughts did a person hide in his heart to cry like this all the time?
And what kind of strength is it that makes her stand alone for so long without letting her vent, making her warn everyone who comes close, and only letting herself be her own relying on.

This is a kind of lonely strength, and Xuan Che himself is also like this, but he feels that he is still happy, and that someone will care about him, but in the crying of Ding Jiuxi, who is crying like a child, he feels It seems to be the loneliness of several lifetimes!

Xuan Che was shocked by his own feelings, he couldn't help but increase the strength in his hands, and gently stroked Ding Jiuxi's pouring hair with one hand.

"Don't think about anything, cry, cry out all the dirt buried in your heart, find yourself again after release, and live yourself again." Whispered softly in Ding Jiuxi's ear, I don't know if it means to What I listened to was still told to Ding Jiuxi.

Crying like this, Ding Jiuxi wet Xuan Che's clothes. After wailing, his voice gradually receded until it finally became the sound of even breathing.

Under the faint moonlight, Xuan Che hugged Ding Jiuxi and put her on the bed, covered her with the quilt, looked at her fair face, her ceramic face was mottled with random tears.

He wiped off the ugly marks on her cheeks with his own hands, hoping that after she wakes up from sleep, she will not be devoured by sadness in any way, and she will still appear in his sight as before, with a bright smile on her face, you The light shines brightly.

(End of this chapter)