Poisonous girls are hard to find: the king's arrogant favorite concubine

Chapter 250 Strange Dreams

When Ding Jiuxi left the palace, the whole palace was shrouded in darkness. The brightly lit lights flickered in the cool night. I don't know whose story he was whispering, or whose experience it was for. And appease.

Ding Jiuxi glanced at the huge palace, "The magnificence here makes many people envy and yearn for it, but from the outside to the inside, it is just a huge tomb. People inside want to come out, and people outside want to go in."

Ding Jiuxi confides to the breeze.

"Miss, what are you talking about?" Furong saw that Ding Jiuxi seemed to be saying something in a murmur, but she couldn't hear clearly, so she asked.

"It's nothing, I just thought of some people and things, let's go, I really hope that I will never come to this place again next time." Ding Jiuxi smiled and turned around, no longer looking at the brilliance behind him, pulling Furong away Go to the carriage.

Furong didn't know, so she thought that Ding Jiuxi was talking about her experience in Ding Ruoxue's palace today. Thinking about it, it was indeed a bit thrilling. Fortunately, with Ding Jiuxi, everything was resolved, and in the end, she even got the concubine Defei praise.

"Miss, don't you really say it. I was terrified when they wanted to arrest you and plan to dispose of you. Fortunately, there was nothing wrong. Otherwise, Miss, if you were punished for my recklessness, Furong would It’s really unforgivable to die in vain.”

Thinking about it, Furong felt a little scared, and she was still patting her chest in fright.

To be honest at the time, Ding Jiuxi was not unshocked, but the ability to adapt to changes that is deeply rooted in the bone marrow does not mean that he can forget it, and he can protect himself instinctively.

"Let's not talk about that, it's all over anyway, the past is the past and it doesn't make any sense anymore, let's go back, I've been tired all day today, go back and take a good bath and rest."

Ding Jiuxi stretched in the carriage, stopped sitting, found a comfortable position, leaned against Fu Rong's body, and then dozed off with his eyes closed.

When he returned to Ding's mansion, it was almost the dead of night. Ding Jiuxi thought that Xuan Che had just detoxified today, so he should need to rest at this time, so he didn't bother him in the past.

Just thinking of Concubine De's words today, when she was asked to marry the prince, the first thing she thought of was Xuan Che's possible expression, and she was afraid in her heart. Although she was not sure that Xuan Che would mind this matter, she didn't mind it at all. I don't want to see the disappointed expression he may have.

"Let's go, go back and rest, there are still things to do tomorrow." Glancing in Xuan Che's direction, Ding Jiuxi finally said something lightly, and went to the Jiuxi space.

Fu Rong didn't say anything, but it should be, and then looked in Xuan Che's direction suspiciously, looking at Ding Jiuxi's back, as if she had overlooked something.

A familiar figure shuttled back and forth unscrupulously in the dream, "Xi'er, do you understand your own mind?"

Ding Jiuxi was puzzled when she heard this very strange but most familiar voice. She didn't know whose voice it was, until the bright red color appeared in front of her eyes clearly.

Only then did Ding Jiuxi know that this was Qiao Xinning, and she appeared in her dream again. This time she finally spoke, but she didn't know what she was going to say.

"Mother?" This address was far and strange to Ding Jiuxi, but she still called it out naturally!
"Xi'er, why are you worried, why are you afraid? Your mind is no longer what a 13-year-old girl should have. Why are you still so hesitant and hesitant to move forward?" Qiao Xinning's shadow seemed very sad.

When staring at Ding Jiuxi, his eyes were full of sadness, as if he was afraid that Ding Jiuxi would be unhappy.

"Mother, what are you talking about?" Ding Jiuxi didn't know why, but just watched Qiao Xinning's figure getting closer.

She wanted to reach out and pull her sleeves, just like the coquettish appearance in the vague memory of her childhood, but when she touched it, there was a feeling of emptiness, and Ding Jiuxi's heart also felt empty for a while.

Qiao Xinning's answer seemed far away, "I'm asking your heart? Are you going to deceive yourself?"

"Me? I didn't deceive myself!" Ding Jiuxi asked stupidly.

"No, take a good look at your heart. You can see some things too clearly, but you don't dare to look at them too much!" Qiao Xinning shook her head lightly, her eyes full of pity for Ding Jiuxi.

"Really?" Ding Jiuxi whispered to herself, is there really something she doesn't want to admit?
"Xi'er, others don't know about you, but I know, but you are still my daughter, but I can't help you with anything, I only hope you can be happy in this life and live the life you want, no To be used again is not to live in the turmoil of struggle."

Qiao Xinning put her hand on top of Ding Jiuxi's head. Although Ding Jiuxi couldn't feel the weight of her palm, for some reason, she could feel the warmth and presence that the palm should have.

I don't know why Qiao Xinning's words directly pierced Ding Jiuxi's heart.

"Then mother, don't you care about anything?" Ding Jiuxi asked back.

I only felt the movement in Qiao Xinning's hand, and then smiled, "Well, don't worry about it, it's the way it is now, what else is there to care about? It's all over, and those who should be punished have already been punished. "

"But that's not enough, mother, don't you feel wronged at all? I can always feel that your departure has an inseparable relationship with Ouyang Qian. Now you come here to persuade me to let go, to just be happy, but even if you are here In the dream, why are you always so sad?"

Ding Jiuxi didn't believe that Qiao Xinning really let go of everything. She just didn't want to put too much burden on herself. After all, Qiao Xinning cared about herself.

There was a complicated smile on the corner of Qiao Xinning's mouth, like a wry smile, like a helpless smile, "You will understand mother one day when you grow up, mother really hopes that you don't suffer yourself, you are still so young, you have the blessings bestowed on you by God , if you really have an idea in your heart, just do it, don't hesitate too much."

"Mother, what exactly are you going to say?" Ding Jiuxi became more and more confused.

"Tell me about the question you're hesitating about now, about yourself you don't want to admit!" Qiao Xinning's answer was like her shadow, and it began to become a little vague.

"Mother, but what I asked was about you, why did you choose not to answer me directly?" Ding Jiuxi was a little unwilling.

"Don't ask, Xi'er, my affairs should not be borne by you. No matter what kind of person you can grow into in the future, mother doesn't want you to run around because of mother's affairs and feel sad." Qiao Xinning said softly Appease Ding Jiuxi.

After Qiao Xinning finished speaking, the figure began to dissipate in the air, and soon there were only some scattered light spots left.

When Ding Jiuxi woke up suddenly, the sky was already bright, and the pain from the sudden sunlight piercing her eyes made her close them again immediately.

In the dream just now, everything seemed so real and familiar, why Qiao Xinning could do it and not care about anything, but Ding Jiuxi couldn't, she felt that everything was so aggrieved.

Looking at the sunlight shining in from the outside of the boat, Ding Jiuxi felt that he shouldn't just give up his thoughts like this.

Even though Qiao Xinning was doing it for his own good, he hoped that he could live a happy life, just like he also hoped that Ding Xichen could live a happy life, wishing that he would live under his wings for the rest of his life.

But life should not be lived like this. Everyone has their own life pattern to live, and all of these should be chosen by themselves rather than carved according to the appearance of others.

The only thing she has to do is that no matter how difficult the road ahead is, she has to bear it all by herself, not to avoid it, and to face the future life well no matter whether it is failure or success.

"Furong?" Ding Jiuxi said, his voice still hoarse from sleep.

Now that you have made your own giant tripod, don't think about whether those problems are worth it. Who knows if the Qiao Xinning in the dream really exists, what if it is just a false illusion?Ding Jiuxi didn't want to live in a feudal ideology.

"Yes, miss, you're finally awake. I'll go and pour you some water to wash your face." Fu Rong walked in, pulled up the curtain, and answered with Ding Jiuxi's sleepy eyes.

Ding Jiuxi got up and started, "Well, you go."

"Okay, miss, you should close your eyes for a while. You just woke up at this time, so you must not have woken up yet. It will be much more comfortable if you close your eyes." Fu Rong said with concern, and went out.

In the face of Furong's careful concern, Ding Jiuxi was embarrassed to say that he had woken up for a long time, his head was already clear, and he had been reluctant to get up all the time, but he was struggling with some problems that were actually nothing to worry about .

Thinking of this, Ding Jiuxi felt that she was a little funny, but it was just a dream. Even if it was true, when she thought of the pain in her heart, how could she give up so easily?

She still has to go to Mo Ziqing today, and she doesn't know how to sort out this matter and talk to Mo Ziqing.

Fortunately, everything in Ding's mansion seems to be proceeding in an orderly manner, and he doesn't need to worry about it at all. Ding Yin doesn't seem to have anything to ask for himself.

All of a sudden, he lost his mother and the son who had pinned great hopes on him. He must have no extra thoughts to care about what he was doing at the moment.

But when Ding Jiuxi just walked out of the Jiuxi space, he saw Xuan Che's figure standing under the big tree in front of him.

His straight and straight body seemed to never fall down no matter what kind of difficulties he encountered, and his complexion seemed to have improved a lot, and it was no longer as pale as yesterday!

(End of this chapter)