Doctor, I'm actually sick

Chapter 115

Mr. Shui sat back in his seat and sighed: "What I want to say has something to do with your mother. I told her about it last May [-]st."

Shui Chenxi nodded, she knew.What he said to her in the corridor was overheard by his mother, and then his mother talked to him behind his back. After such a long time, those secrets no longer need to be kept dusty. This is why she was so scared that she ran away by sneaking in a car. reason.

"But there is one thing I didn't say, Chen Xi, you know, you can't tell her about that, please help Dad keep it a secret. Anyway, it doesn't matter if you don't talk about this matter, it's all in the past. Huh? "The coaxing in his tone made Shui Chenxi a little sick.

In the past, my father always smoked in front of himself and his mother, and sometimes he didn't speak for a day. They always thought he was tired from work.But he didn't know that he actually gave all the tenderness to others.

In fact, Shui Chenxi didn't know what he was talking about, maybe it was too long, she couldn't even remember the face of the woman who made her father cheat, let alone distinguish the woman he asked her to keep secret now. What is the matter.

But it doesn't matter if you can't tell the difference, anyway, she didn't intend to tell those bad things to the outside world. She was able to keep it secret for so long before, so it's impossible for her to reveal it now.

"I see, I won't say. Don't worry, I'll go first." She picked up the packing bag, moved the chair back, and stood up.

"Let's go now? Let's have a meal together." When he stood up, he could see the person opposite him more clearly. His white hair was also on top of his head.

Her irritable heart suddenly became empty, and Shui Chenxi shook the bag, feeling flustered suddenly.

"No, I still have work to do." Years ago, this was an excuse he often used to their mother and daughter, and now she will be able to return this sentence one day.

"But today is the weekend..."

Shui Chenxi interrupted him, "There are a lot of things in the hospital, and I will sort out the cases on weekends."

"Okay, I'll see you off."

"No need." Shui Chenxi took a step back, "Then, goodbye."

"……goodbye."

Shui Chenxi didn't look at his depressed look, and turned around to step out of this once favorite place.

Mr. Shui stared at her movements, and when she pushed the door open, he still stood up and chased a few steps, and called out: "Chenxi!"

Shui Chenxi paused, turned against time, and looked back at him.

His old face overlapped with the previous high-spirited face, but it was different.

"What else is there, Mr. Water?"

Outraged by her words, Mr. Shui held back his temper and corrected him: "Happy 23rd birthday, and remember that I will always be your father, no matter what happens, I will still be your father."

Chenxi, you have to remember that he will always be your father. No matter whether I divorced him or not, or what he did wrong, he is still the father who raised you and gave you life.

——She recalled what her mother had said when she was just divorced.

Suddenly, she threw the packing bag at the man.

Ignoring the curious peeps of those bystanders, she shouted loudly: "I don't have a father like you, and I can't even remember when my birthday is!"

After speaking, she ran away.

She was running so fast that she didn't know how far she had run, but only knew that she kept running, until she couldn't see the road ahead and was still running.

Standing in the middle of the road, she bent down and put her hands on her knees to breathe.

The car next to her roared by, and she was so anxious that she wished to empty the world.She didn't want to get angry at first, why is she so unable to control her emotions.Could it be that after so many years, would she continue to be depressed over such a horrible thing?Why?
The person who ruined her life was never herself, but she had to bear the mistakes.

She is also tired, she is also in pain, and she is also at a loss.

"Do you want to be with father or mother?" I remember my mother asked herself indifferently with the divorce certificate in her hand.

Tears rolled out of her eyes, stuttering and unable to answer.

In the end, she still couldn't make a choice, and her mother took her hand and left.

Mother was a strong woman, always has been.When she was depressed, the burden on the family was heavy, and the shock of dropping out of school made the family unable to lift their heads, but her mother was tossed in several jobs and found another doctor for her. She never seemed to worry that if Shui Chenxi couldn't cure her illness , the money was wasted.

She hated her mother and loved her too.I don't know if it's this kind of ambivalence, but the older she gets, the more she distances herself from her mother.Finally she moved out, found a cheap house by herself, and started to lead her own life.

Memories made Shui Chenxi in a trance, and she gradually found it difficult to breathe.It's too bad that depression always haunts her at times like this.

At this moment, a gust of wind blew around her, and she barely raised her head, her hands were still covering her lips, but her eyes were round because of fright.

A black Buick.

Familiar models.

Pass by her.

"Smell...sickness." She murmured subconsciously when she saw the car parked at the traffic lights not far ahead.

He might not have seen himself, but Shui Chenxi felt lucky.

(End of this chapter)