Doctor, I'm actually sick

Chapter 141

In the dark night, Shui Chenxi did not sleep peacefully.

The plot of the dream repeated over and over again, making her grasp the quilt tightly.

She saw herself standing in a daze at the door of a restaurant with her schoolbag on her back, and saw a man flying high with a strange little boy in his arms.And another woman with her hair stretched out her hand was staring at all of this with a smile on her face, her hand was still on the man's shoulder, talking intimately.

This picture is like a harmonious and beautiful family of three.

It's just that she was too willful in the dream, broke into the restaurant, and interrupted all the warmth.

The man was taken aback by her sudden intrusion, and asked with an embarrassed smile: "Chenxi, you leave school so early today?"

"I want to pick a present for Dad, Father's Day is coming soon...Dad, who are they?"

"They..." The man didn't answer for a long time.

She stood there stubbornly, waiting for the man's answer.Until a pair of soft and delicate hands touched her face, she turned her head and glanced at the little boy in the man's arms.

The little boy was young, with a little yellow cap on his head. He had obviously just finished school. He looked like he was in elementary school at best.

His lips were pink and tender, "Sister, hello, my name is Li Liming."

She is very cute when she smiles, with a lively and innocent look unique to children.

But Shui Chenxi woke up the moment she saw his face clearly, and sat up suddenly from the bed covering her face, gasping for breath, her heart beating so loudly that her ears rang.

dawn……

Ever since she regained her memory that day, Shui Chenxi has understood why Li Wenshi left the unclear words in the greeting card: Is the morning light the dawn of dawn, or the tragedy of dawn?

She killed Liming, and Liming's tragedy was caused by her alone.But now her hard work, exhaustion and psychological torture are all the price she should have paid.

The bedroom was too dark, and she just had a nightmare, Shui Chenxi was a little scared and flustered.She leaned on the edge of the bed and tried to sit up, the dryness in her mouth made her uncomfortable.

Long-term lack of nutrition made her walk weak, turned on the bedside lamp, Shui Chenxi looked for it, and found that Shui's mother had taken out all the water bottles when cleaning the house.

It seems that I can only go to the kitchen to pour water to drink.

She thought, and slowly walked out of the room.

Because she didn't want to turn on the headlights in the living room, and was afraid of disturbing Wen Shenyan and Shui's mother's rest, she took the rechargeable bedside lamp out together.

Put the small lamp on the kitchen chopping board, pick up the kettle and pour a glass of water.The quiet sound of running water made her feel calmer, but it also made her feel more hollow.

"Is it meaningful to live like this, Shui Chenxi?" She smiled wryly, "But, if seeking death will make mother sad, Shui Chenxi, are you willing?"

That's why she chose to go on a hunger strike. She couldn't commit suicide because she was afraid of seeing her mother feel sad.But she was also about to be overwhelmed by inner torture and guilt, and couldn't live a good life at all.

She had no choice but to use this gentle method to end her life.

Or... In fact, she just didn't know what to do and was avoiding the problem.

She held a glass of water and leaned against the table, looking at the soft moonlight outside, but her heart was cold.Who could come and help her get out, or who could come and kill her to give her a kick, to bring her out of the shadows and darkness, to set her... free.

She did not shed tears, standing alone in the night.

After a while, she restrained all her emotions, put down her glass and turned around.

And when she turned around, she saw Wen Chenyan.

In such a dark night, Shui Chenxi could only see his white chin through the small desk lamp on the chopping board, and the rest were all shrouded in shadow.

"Are you awake?" Then she heard Wen Shenyan's deep voice.

Shui Chenxi was a little dazed, she didn't know why Wen Shenyan was up so late, and she didn't know when he appeared here.How much did he hear her talking to herself just now?

She lowered her eyelids and didn't speak. Anyway, she even kept silent to her own mother, and he couldn't force himself to do anything.

But she was wrong, since Wen Shenyan could force her to take a bath, he could also force her to speak.

Wen Shenyan approached Shui Chenxi, and his figure gradually came out from the dark shadows. Under the moonlight, his white jade-like face and cool look were no different from usual.

It's just that the distance Wen Shenbing approached this time is quite different from usual.

Shui Chenxi stepped back, the two of them were so close that Shui Chenxi could even feel his breath above his head.

And, the body fragrance that she never forgot.

Ignoring Shui Chenxi's dodge, Wen Shenyan looked at her condescendingly, and only after confirming that she had just woken up instead of still asleep did she feel relieved.

"Go to bed again, it's too early. Tomorrow morning, I'll take you to the hospital for an examination." Wen Shenyan said, but his eyes fell on Shui Chenxi's biting lips.

What?go to the hospital?Only then did Shui Chenxi know that he still had this plan.

If she went to the hospital for a physical examination, wouldn't it mean that her hunger strike was in vain?

So, Shui Chenxi inadvertently bit her lip again.

"Shui Chenxi..." A cold voice came from the top of his head, and Shui Chenxi subconsciously looked up at him.

But he grabbed Shui Chenxi's chin with his index finger and said, "Open your mouth."

Originally, Shui Chenxi was flustered by the extremely close distance, but now this scene made her feel dumbfounded.The mouth also opened following his words, Wen Shenyan glanced at her lips, touched her lips with a rough thumb, and said unhurriedly: "Today I wiped your mouth with cotton wool, You're going to bleed again."

(End of this chapter)