Doctor, I'm actually sick

Chapter 144

"Well, this patient should be taking some kind of medicine. Judging from the situation, he must have been taking it for a long time." The doctor was not frightened by his questioning, but picked up the list and continued: "Although it is recommended to stop the medicine, but..."

"The balance has been broken." Wen Shenyan turned his eyes to meet Shui Chenxi's, said these words coldly, making Shui Chenxi shudder.

The doctor smiled: "It seems that you know a lot about medicine?"

"I'm her psychiatrist."

The doctor suddenly realized.

When they came out, Mother Shui had been waiting for a while with a lunch box.Wen Shenyan sat with them in a small garden outside the hospital without saying a word, watching Mother Shui uncover the lunch box, he suddenly spoke.

"Auntie, Shui Chenxi has been taking antidepressant drugs?"

Mother Shui also wanted to ask him about the test results, but when she heard what he said, she nodded and said, "The medicine is quite effective. Every time I take Chenxi, my mood will improve a lot."

"Did you become very cheerful and talk more after eating?" Wen Shenyan asked in a neutral tone, with his eyes lowered.

"That's right." Mother Shui thought for a while, "But the effect will be faster without the injection."

She put the chopsticks next to Wen Shenyan, and asked again: "Doctor Wen, today's test result..."

Unexpectedly, Shen Yan suddenly stood up, knocked his chopsticks to the ground, and repeated with a calm expression: "Injection? She has had an injection? How many times?"

Mother Shui felt that his tone was wrong, and said hesitantly, "...it should be many times, and we didn't count..."

"Shui Chenxi." Wen Shenyan called out neither coldly nor coldly, interrupting Mother Shui's words.

Shui Chenxi was slightly dazed, and looked at him.

It's not that she doesn't want to avert her eyes, but that she has never seen Wen Shen's angry face, let alone him getting angry at others?

"You don't want to live, do you?" he said.

After returning home, Wen Shenyan locked himself in the guest room and did not come out again.Even Shui's mother, who didn't understand anything, found it strange. After sleeping with Shui Chenxi, she walked around the door of Wen Chen's house several times.

"Doctor Wen, what do you want for dinner today?"

Mother Shui knocked on the door and asked, but no one answered her.

Could it be that Doctor Wen is also tired and resting?But he hasn't made it clear what he said in the afternoon, and he hasn't told him what the result of his daughter's physical examination is.

Mother Shui thought about the half-pay, and decided to wait for Dr. Wen to come out.

She was also tired. Finally, her daughter's affairs seemed to be turning around. She felt a little better. After washing her clothes, she went back to her room and had a good night's sleep.

She fell into a deep sleep this time, and she didn't know that Dr. Wen pushed the door and walked out after she fell asleep. How could she look like someone who was resting?
Wen Shenyan walked to Shui Chenxi's room, instead of waking Shui Chenxi on the bed, she walked to her desk drawer.

He opened it and rummaged through it, found the medicine bag he was familiar with, and threw it into the trash can without blinking.

"What are you doing? Randomly looking through my things?" The person on the bed was awakened by the movement, and said hoarsely.

Shui Chenxi glanced at the medicine bag in the trash can, wondering, "You came here to throw away my medicine?"

She thought he came to talk to her about that matter, so she pretended to be asleep at first.

Wen Chenyan put the drawer back to its original position, walked over and said, "If you don't throw it away, do you want to take medicine for the rest of your life?"

"It's none of your business whether I take the medicine or not?" Shui Chenxi also got a little angry, what's the matter with his angry expression?Sprinkle fire on her since the afternoon!

"Shui Chenxi, do you know what will happen if you eat it again?" he asked.

Shui Chenxi opened her mouth and moved her gaze to the right.

Wen Shenyan looked down at her, and his anger rose again, "You know."

She shifted her eyes to the right to show that she was going to lie, and the way she behaved showed that she knew what would happen to her if she ate any more.But knowing it clearly, why do you still want to eat it!

Three-drug!
What's more, she is out of balance now!
"Shui Chenxi, you are hopeless, spoiling yourself makes you happy." He said coldly, and it was the first time he spoke doubts in front of Shui Chenxi.

Listening carefully, there was still a bit of disappointment and heartache, but Shui Chenxi could no longer calmly guess Wen Shen's emotions, so naturally she didn't hear it.

"But I don't take it! What do you want me to do! I always think of bad things in my mind, and I wish I could get rid of my soul to free myself! I don't take medicine, I don't know how to be happy!" Shui Chenxi continued Couldn't help it, and said it like a collapse.

"I can't stop my emotions once they explode! I can't stop! I don't want to cry, I don't want to be sad, I don't want to care about the right and wrong of the past, and I don't want to let the memory haunt me! But Wen Chenbing, tell me, what can I do to live Take it easy! You blame me for taking medicine, going on a hunger strike, and ruining myself by not talking. You think I don’t care about this life. Why don’t you think that I can’t bear you so much! If I wasn’t forced and at a loss, how could I be willing to give up this life? Fate!"

The words were flowing, and the tears were like strings of pearls crackling on the bed sheet.

"Tell me, what should I do..." Shui Chenxi's suppressed crying was contained in Wen Shenyan's embrace.

Wen Chenyan hugged her, and felt that she was struggling to say the last sentence, and her nails dug into his flesh, but he didn't stop her.

Catharsis is a very important link in psychotherapy. When she is venting, he should accompany her quietly and let her know that he is listening.

But never once, Wen Chenbing had faced so many patients, and never once had he empathized with the pain of the patients like now....

He was stuck in his throat, he was silent, he was powerless, he failed to guide her when she was helpless before, that's why she took such a long and so long detour.

"Stop crying," he patted her on the back, "don't be afraid."

Shui Chenxi grabbed the cloth behind his back suddenly, stunned.

It turned out that I was afraid... It turned out that he actually understood her.

(End of this chapter)